Hey everyone, its me again wiv anova chap, I hope u all like it, but im havin sum trouble deciding (as well as Nessie) about who to choose, Jacob or Draco, Draco is completely my own character, so I'm a little biased, but I do love Jacob, so I would really appreciate it if you could give me your opinions, I might listen to you all or I might not, but I would like to hear your opinions anyway as I'm really stuck with the Draco versus Jacob dilemma, so help? Please? Sorry bout da long note, so on wiv da story.

Chapter 11

I sank down onto the floor, if I had been imprinted on by Jacob, then how could I be in love with Draco? For I knew now that I was in love with Draco, what other explanation could there be for the longing, the craving I had to be with him all the time, the passionate way I thought of him, the awe I always felt when I looked at him, and the reaction my heart had every time he touched me. But Jacob imprinting on me explained his affection he had for me, and the affection I felt for him in return. I sat on the floor, motionless, not moving, just thinking about my situation, mom's frantic voice brought me out of my reverie.

"Nessie, please say something, I'm going crazy here"

But I couldn't say anything, all I could think was that Jacob can't have imprinted on me that would ruin everything for me. I felt mom shake me vigorously so that my head spun a little, couldn't she leave me alone long enough for me to gather my thoughts from the chaotic mess in my head? But she continued to shake me, begging me to say something. I opened my mouth to comfort her, to assure that I was fine, but I was not fine, was panic-stricken, pained, and angry, so I might as well let her know that, this was the only explanation for what I said next.

"Why did you hide this from me all these years?" my whisper trembled with the pain and fury that clouded all reason from me.

"Nessie, I'm so sorry, I was just waiting for the right time" mom replied defensively, this only angered me, the right time, that was her excuse, she was telling me that the right time to tell me that I'm an imprintee (if that's the word for it) of a werewolf was after I had already fallen in love with another person. Yeah, this was the right time all right, the right time to ruin my life, the right time to cause me agonising pain!

"You call this the right time!" I snarled at mom.

"Well, I was going to tell you sooner or later, everyone was pressuring me to tell you, but then you came with home with Draco, and I could see that you were well on your way to loving Draco, the affection between you two was obvious, so I knew that I should tell you now before it was too late till you were in love with Draco" mom explained desperately, but I was past reason; I was furious.

"You mean that you were only going to tell me this to stop me falling in love with Draco" I was no longer whispering, but I was now talking in a raised voice, not quite yelling or shouting, but it was getting dangerously close to that.

"Renesmee, I was going to tell you eventually, but I saw you and Draco today, so I thought-"mom began to explain, but I interrupted her.

"Yes, I know, you didn't want me to fall in love with Draco, but I have news for you, mom, it's too late because I'm already in love with Draco!" I yelled angrily.

"Nessie, I never dreamed any of this would happen to you, if it had, then I would've stopped it" mom attempted to console me, but I was way past consolation.

"If that's true, then why did you let Jacob imprint on me all those years ago?" I snapped.

"It's not something anyone can control, Edward and everyone else had hated it, but there was nothing anyone could do about it, besides, Jacob had already suffered so much pain because of me, you were the one that helped him heal, his whole life came back together because of you, how could I ever continue to hate something that made everyone so happy?" mom debated desperately.

"So, I have to suffer and clear up your mess!" I shrieked at her.

"No, Nessie, it's not like that" mom pleaded with me, her eyes glistening with the tears she could not shed, but I was way past caring, I was much too livid, and much too consumed in my own pain. Mom reached out to touch me, but I jerked away from her, I didn't want to be near anyone, I just wanted to be alone, so I got up from the floor- my legs were quite stiff- and ran out of the room at my vampire speed.

I felt a hand grab my wrist and spin me around. I looked up to face Jacob.

"Nessie, I know you must be mad, but if you'll just list-"he began to tell me, but I interrupted him, Wrenching out of his hold on my wrist, I growled at him:

"No, I won't listen, what are you going to explain? As far as I'm concerned, no one ever told me the truth, therefore I have nothing more to say to any of you", with that I turned away from Jacob and ran out the door.

I heard mom call after me, but I didn't care, I saw the rest of my family, Jacob, and Draco glance at me as I sprinted out the front door, but I didn't glance at any of them, as far as I was concerned, they had all hidden this from me for most of my life, therefore I didn't want to speak to them. I ran out the door, into the forest and I didn't stop until I was too blinded my angry, pain-filled tears. I stopped running and sat down on the tree trunk of a random tree.

I put my arms around my knees, then rested my head on my knees, and began to cry, something I hadn't done in ages. What do I do? Whatever decision I chose, I would only end up hurting people, myself, and everyone else. How could I choose between Jacob and Draco? I loved both of them; I didn't want to have to give either of them up. As I contemplated the thought of giving either of them up, I would feel a fresh torrent of tears trickled down my cheeks. I don't know how long I sat there, crying, but I couldn't find it in me to stop.

I then felt a warm arm drape itself around my shoulders comfortingly. I looked up to glare at the person who had dared to stumble upon me when I was crying- the weakest thing I could ever do, and I hated it- and then dare to disturb me, couldn't they tell that I might just want some time alone?

I looked up to glare at this intruder- yes; I know the effect would be slightly ruined by my puffy, red eyes, and my blotchy nose- only to see that it was Draco. He pulled my some, loose, messy strands of my hair out of my face, and then he peered at my blotchy, tear-streaked face. He got out a plain white, simple handkerchief and began to wipe the tears away from my face wordlessly.

"Draco, what are you doing here?" I whispered it made no sense for him to be here with me, he should hate me.

"You looked like you might be in need of some comforting" he answered quietly, holding me close to him, with one arm, so that my head was resting on his shoulder, it felt nice and consoling, but I didn't deserve this, Draco should hate me, that's what I deserved.

I looked up at his gorgeously intelligent black eyes as I said to him: "Don't you hate me?" I continued to stare into his eyes, and could see not hatred or even anger in there.

"Hate you? What reason would I have to hate you?" Draco enquired, seeming confused.

"Well, I never told you that I had been imprinted on and I dragged you to my house anyway, and then I storm out of there without a word or an explanation" I explained, feeling annoyed that I should even have to explain any of this.

"I don't hate you, on the contrary, I actually love you" he murmured, pressing his lips to my hair, on any other day, what he said would've shocked me and made my heart leap with joy, but today, it didn't matter, for he wouldn't love me once I explained what mom had told me, he probably didn't even know what imprinting was, that could be the only explanation why he was still here, and why he could still love me? I bet he didn't understood what I had been talking about when I had told him why he should hate me.

"Look, Draco, there's something called imprinting that you should know about-"I began to explain, but his finger on my lips stopped me.

"Hush, I know what imprinting is, your family and your werewolf friend was explaining it to me at the same time as your mother was explaining it to you, it doesn't change how much I love you" he informed me, he was still holding me close to him.

"Draco, how can you ever continue to love a girl who loves another guy as well as yourself?" I exclaimed, my eyes brimmed with tears as I said this, I didn't want him to suffer along with me, he shouldn't love me, I didn't deserve his love.

"Do you love me?" Draco demanded of me, staring intently into my eyes, I was going to miss those eyes so much when he left me, which, let's face it, was the most sensible thing to do in his shoes.

"But Draco-"I began to say, however he interrupted me, once again:

"Just answer the question, please Renesmee, do you love me? Yes or no?"

"Draco-"I attempted to explain, once again, however, he asked again, interrupting me:

"Do you love me?" his gaze as intent as ever.

"Yes, but-"I blurted out, trying to say something, but for like the tenth time, he interrupted me, it was like he didn't want to hear what I had to say.

"Then that's all I need to know" he said.

I opened my mouth to say something, but I never got to say it, and nor could I later on remember what I wanted to say, because just then, my lips were silenced when Draco kissed me. His lips came crushing down on mine, and all I could think was: he loves me, Draco actually loves me! His lips continued to move against mine, and the rest of the world just broke away until it was only me and Draco, alone together, at last.