Let me just start off with saying I am so sorry! I have been on vacation for the past week. I twittered that I thought there was going to be WiFi at the house we were staying a because there was supposed to be. It turned out there wasn't so I was totally out of the loop for a week. And the way Cooperstown was, I really didn't get a chance to write much. I wrote this chapter on the car ride home in an old notebook. And it was really awkward because my ten year old sister was trying to read over my shoulder. You'll see why ;)

Also, I'm considering making a playlist for this story. Suggestions are very welcome! :)

So anyways, there is only one chapter this week, instead of the two I promised. Sorry! But there will be an update next weekend.

And sorry this is super late too! This weekend was just crazy...

On with it! :) {And there is a lemon... that's why it's BPOV... just imagine doing this to Edward...}

Chapter 11: Reactions and the Future

BPOV

I was on Cloud Nine as I drove to school with Edward Monday morning. We were in love. Officially. We had confessed it to each other.

"What are you thinking about, love?" Edward asked, kissing out intertwined hands.

I smiled at him. "Just thinking about us and how in love we are."

Edward grinned widely, showing off his perfect teeth. He rarely smiled like that. Usually it was just a smirk. This grin of his was... hot.

"I feel the same way. Even though we have only been 'official' for a weekend, I have felt this way about you for years. I don't feel like we are moving too fast at all."

I sighed happily. I completely agreed.

"Edward, I completely agree. It's strange though. When I was younger, I promised myself that I would take things slow because I didn't want anything to happen, such as divorce. These were things that I would tell Alice. Anyways, being with you makes me want to forget about my previous thoughts. I don't feel like we are moving to fast at all."

Suddenly Edward's eyes turned dark with lust and I noticed the bulge in his pants. I immediately felt a burning ache between my legs.

"Wh- what?" Edward managed to squeak out.

I unbuckled and leaned to whisper in Edward's ear. "Pull over, we don't have to be in class for another half an hour."

Edward didn't hesitate. He pulled into a secluded area in the woods and stopped the Volvo.

"Bella," he moaned before attacking my lips with his. I instantly moaned returned a moan into his mouth.

Edward's tongue plunged into my open mouth, fighting with mine.

My fingers knotted into his bronze locks and his hands went to my hips. I threw my leg across his lap so I was straddling him. I ground my hips into his pulsing erection. Edward returned it with a thrust of his hips.

I released my fingers from his hair and attempted to the floor. I managed, but not without hitting my back on the steering wheel.

"Ow," I muttered, giggling. I was too high with lust for it to really hurt.

Edward chuckled, but with strain. He was in pain down south. I needed to relieve that pain for him.

"Bella, love, what are you doing?" His voice was husky, but shock was written all across his face. I had begun to unbutton his jeans.

"Relax, Edward. I'm helping you." I successfully managed to unbutton his jeans and pulled them down with his boxers.

Wow.

All I could say was wow.

Edward was very well endowed. How the hell would he fit in my mouth? Or inside of me? But, oh, the pleasure that he would give me.

Oh god, the pleasure.

"Bella, we really haven't done anything like this before, and- Oh god!" Edward exclaimed as I brought my mouth down on him.

I put as much of him in my mouth as I could. The tip of his penis hit the back of my throat. I wrapped my hands around his balls and squeezed. He groaned in absolute pleasure.

My teeth grazed his tip and Edward threw his head back with a moan.

I twirled my tongue around him. Edward's hands went to my head, trying to bring me closer. I bobbed my head up and down, moaning, sending vibrations.

"Bella, I'm gonna come!" He moaned and grunted, spilling his seed into my mouth.

I greedily swallowed, licking up every last drop. It was the best thing I had ever tasted.

I smiled and looked at Edward. He had a look of utter bliss plastered across his face. I climbed off the floor and onto his lap, giving him a kiss.

"That was wonderful Bella. Thank you," he said, panting slightly.

"Oh, believe me, it was my pleasure," I said, wiggling my eyebrows. Edward groaned, pulling up his pants.

I buckled back in and Edward pulled out of the woods.

"I love you, Bella."

We grinned at each other. "I love you, too."

* * *

We pulled into school right on time. I saw Alice and Rosalie with Jasper and Emmett. Alice gave me a knowing look, while Rosalie looked confused. She hadn't heard about Edward and I, let alone Renee. Jasper and Emmett just looked clueless.

Edward found a parking space and helped me out of the car.

"Thanks," I whispered, giving him a quick peck on the lips.

Edward chuckled and we walked hand in hand towards out friends.

"What's this?" Rosalie asked, bewilderment lacing her voice.

I filled everyone in on the weekend including the prom and Renee. Alice already knew everything, so she just sat and listened patiently.

Jasper and Emmett laughed. "Who knew Eddie could be so romantic!?" Emmett exclaimed. We all laughed at that, but Edward just rolled his eyes.

Rosalie's reaction was a little different. "What the hell is that woman's problem?" she inquired with fury.

"I know, but she's gone now. Let's not talk about it," I said, trying not to cry. Edward wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered that it would be okay.

The six of us walked into the appropriate classrooms since it was the first of three days of finals. I was fairly confident, since I had no issues with any of the material this year.

Today I had English and Spanish finals. Then I was free to go home. I had to wait for Edward or vice versa, since he had history and biology today. I walked into English and waited patiently for the test to be handed out.

The test was passed out and I briefly looked over it.

Piece of cake, I thought, smiling to myself as I started.

* * *

I flew through my finals and started to walk out to the Volvo. Surprisingly, Edward was already waiting.

"Hey, love," I called to him. Edward grinned and waved.

"How did your finals go?" he asked as we climbed into the car.

I shrugged. "Not bad. English was a piece of cake, but Spanish was a little tougher. What about you?"

Edward nodded. "Well, history was easy, biology was tough. I hardly think I'll be a doctor like my father."

We both laughed, but a thought stuck me. What did the future hold for us? What did we want to do when we grow up?

The rest of the drive was silent. We were going to the Cullen's to study for Trig. It was the one final Edward and I had together. It was also the hardest for both of us. However, I still needed to talk to Edward. I needed reassurance.

Edward pulled into the driveway and opened my door for me. I don't think I would ever get used to this gentlemanly habit of his. It was endearing though.

"Are you hungry, love? I can make lunch."

I shook my head. "Not right now, but I really want to talk to you about something."

We walked into the house and sat at the kitchen table. Edward looked nervous. I realized my words could be construed in an entirely different and depressing way than what I meant.

"Edward, relax. It's nothing bad," I reassured him, squeezing his hand. He certainly looked calmer now.

"So what is it, love?" Edward inquired.

I took a deep breath and began. "Edward, in September we'll be seniors and that means we have to look at colleges and figure out what we want to do with our lives. I want us to go to college together, but I don't know what you want to do. And I certainly don't want to hold you back. Basically, I just want to know your thoughts on the future."

Edward was silent and his face was thoughtful. He reached out for my hands, rubbing soothing circles across my palms.

"Bella, you would never hold me back. And yes, I most definitely want to go to college together. Do you have any idea where?" he asked.

I thought for a moment. "I'm not really sure. Somewhere close maybe, so we can come home for holidays and such. However, not the U of W because everyone around here goes there."

"True," he smirked.

"It also depends what we want to do and which schools offer the best for it. Do you know what you want to do?" I asked him.

Again, Edward looked thoughtful. "I always wanted to be a teacher. I think you knew that." I nodded remembering the times he told me. "But, I don't know which subject. Either English or American History."

I chuckled. Those were Edward's best subjects. They were mine as well.

"What about you? Though I think I already know."

I smiled. He did know. "I want to write." It was no secret that I enjoyed writing. I had shelves in my room, covered in old notebooks that held journal entries, poems, and short stories.

Edward laughed. "I knew it."

Grinning back at him, I said, "Now how about studying?"

Edward sighed and we got out our Trig books. It was going to be a long afternoon.

So how was it? That was my first lemon. I am actually pretty happy with it. Remember to send in suggestions for a playlist!

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