It's been about two months since I saw Edward at the movie theaters with Rosalie. It's been about two months since I have listen to Edward play. It's been about two months since anyone has called me Izzy. It's been about two months of ignoring each other and rubbing it in that we were dating other people. It's been about two months of us pretending that we were happy. It's been about two months since I felt like drawing; it's like all of my inspiration has disappeared. It's been about two months since I realized that I like Edward Cullen more than I should.

I was the first one to arrive for chemistry which has become my most hated subject. I've tried to switch partners but Mr. Banner wasn't having it. I sat down at the empty black top table and took out my sketch book. I flipped open the book to a blank sheet and pressed my pencil point to it. Drawing has become one of the most impossible things for me these pass few months. Usually I was able to just let my mind wonder and like magic a picture would appear on the paper. I bit my lip trying to get my hand to move over the paper. Everyone else was entering and taking their seats. I could tell when the seat next to me moved but I kept looking down at my hand begging for it to begin moving.

"Hey Bella, Edward." I looked up and saw baby face Mike smiling down at us. I sighed and dropped my pencil on my pad.

"Hello Mike." Edward said politely while I just nodded at him.

"Okay I'll just cut straight to the point. There's going to be a party for Jessica at the café tonight for her birthday. I was wondering if you two would like to come. No presents are required and we are going to have a karaoke contest." Mike explained as he pulled up a stool to our table.

"I would love to Mike but I have plans with," I tilted up head over to Edward before I said, "Jasper." I could feel Edward tense up a little bit which made my mouth turn up in a little smile. Mike nodded at me and looked over that Edward for his answer.

"Sure Mike, I'll go. Is it okay if I bring my girlfriend Rosalie with me?" He asked in what would be an innocent tone if he hadn't gave me a quick glare at the word girlfriend. My small smile disappeared on my face as Mike told Edward the time the party started and left.

I sighed a bit and got back to trying to get my inspiration back. Mr. Banner was going on and on about atoms and molecules like there was no tomorrow. But I couldn't concentrate on his lecture or my drawling because I felt someone playing with my hair in its ponytail. I smacked my lips and shut my sketch book.

"Will you stop please?" I turned towards Edward as I basically shouted at him in a whisper tone.

"Sorry, it is just so shiny and dark." He teased at me back in a whisper tone.

"Well show me that doctor's note and you can touch my hair as much as your little bronze head wants. But no note, no touch. Do I need to put a sign in my hair or something of that nature?"

"No I just wanted to get you to talk to me again."

"Yeah well you should have thought of that before you-"

I was cut off by the bell which made me jump and send my stuff flying off the table and on to the white tiled floor. I groaned something to myself that would have made my mother wrap me up and take me to church as I got on the floor and started picking up my things. A white hand flashed before me and started to help.

"Edward! I don't need your help. Just leave." I yelled at him. He nodded slightly and walked out of the room. I mumbled some more 'devil child' words to myself as I picked up my binder. I reached for my sketch book when I noticed that it was open to a picture I had forgotten. To the picture I started about two months ago.

I could almost hear the music playing while I picked up the book. My hand traced the lead lines that I formed on the paper. It was only partly done and I had a feeling that it would never be done deep inside. I took a deep breath in and wrote a name for the drawling at the bottom. I closed the book and walked out of the empty classroom.

I was walking towards the general direction of my dorm in a daze while I fought the urge to go into the music hall. Maybe if I could just listen one more time then I'll get my inspiration back. If music gave me it once then maybe it could give it to me again.

My eyesight turned black as I felt someone place their hands over my eyes. "I didn't know that there was going to be a solar eclipse today." I pondered out loud as the man laughed behind me.

"Guess who?"

"Um George Clooney?"

"Ha ha very funny." Jasper laughed as he turned me around and kissed me hello.

"Oh Mr. Clooney this is so unexpected. But for you I will leave my boyfriend and run away with you." Both of us laughed while he slugged my bag over his shoulder and wrapped his arm around my waist to walk me to my dorm.

I was comfortable with the silence as we walked over to a tree to sit under. I laid my head down on his lap as he talked to me. But I wasn't really paying attention to him, I was people watching as they walked pass. This school has the most interesting people. You have the Asian exchange students who mostly exceed in classical instruments. Then you have the Goth painters. There are also the yuppie type people who came from rich families that don't really have talent; their parents just wanted them to go to a good school. Then you finally have the people who have the real talent and come here on a scholarship like me. They are the type of people who don't really care about anything but art, friends, and music.

"Hey Bells I got to go and pick up something. Get out of your trance." Jasper shook me slightly to get me up from his lap.

"What?" I had to lean my head back to look at him face from the ground.

"What were you thinking about?" He offered me his hand to help me up.

"Who else?" I took his hand and was pulled up. "George Clooney."

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. "Are we still on for tonight?"

"Yeah, I'll see you at 7 by the fountain," I told him.

"Unless I see you before then." He whispered in a mysterious tone.

"Oh really? Well you might want to go and pick up that thing if you want to see me before then."

"Bye." He gave me a simple sweet kiss and then released all of me except my hand. "Tell me, I'm curious, am I a better kisser than George?"

I laughed. "Clooney has nothing on you, even in his Batman tights."

He gave me a small wave and ran off in the direction of his dorm. I smiled and began to walk back to my dorm. I took the long way back so I could look at the campus again. It was a nice and serene walk back. I stopped and talked to a few people on the way. I finally arrive at the fountain about 45 minuets later. I was half way to my dorm when I was tackled and pulled into the bushes next to my dorm house.

"Shit Jasper. I'm going to get a concussion one of theses days and you are going to be so sorry." I groaned at the figure next to me.

"Well he's not a very good boyfriend if he is tackling you to the ground." I moaned in annoyance. It wasn't Jasper who attacked me this time.

"Edward, what in the hell are you doing?"

"I need to talk to you."

"Well you have me pinned to the ground so talk."

"No I can't, well not here anyway." I began to groan in protest when he pulled me off the ground and dragged me by my hand out into the darkness.


A/N: The next chapter will be longer, I promise. It will also be more exciting. But review and tell me your opinions. Also tell me what you think I should do with my story. I have an idea right now but I'm still a little iffy about it. So tell me what I should do and I'll take it into consideration.

And those wondering about No One Needs to Know that are also reading this story. I'm trying my best to get chapters finished and up but I really want to set everything up right and make the story good and enjoyable. So the chapters won't be updated as much as this story.

Cynthia.