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Song; I used the song ''Iris'' by the Goo Goo Dolls for this chapter, I do obviously not own it, because it's 'by the Goo Goo Dolls', duh (hehe).

Previously.. Cole shimmered into Paige's bedroom at midnight, drunk. After 15 minutes Paige finally got him into bed and when she closed her eyes, he declared her love for her whispering, but she heard him...

11: The closest thing to heaven.

Cole Turner let out a small sigh when he watched Paige's frame asleep. His fingers ached to stroke her hair and his lips had become dry because he wanted to kiss her skin so bad, but he controlled himself. Cole didn't want to wake her, she looked so beautiful and innocent asleep. Like an angel. He shifted slightly beneath the cold sheets that covered his half-naked body and he wondered why he was topless, they hadn't slept together last night. In fact he couldn't remember anything and he had been really surprised to find Paige next to him in bed when he woke up. Not that he had complained.

Paige let out a small sigh and moved closer to Cole, digging her fingers deeper into her soft white pillow.

Cole let his teeth bite down on his lower lip and gently ran a finger down the soft white skin on her arm, causing Paige to pull a small face and move. Cole cursed himself silently in his mind. Shit. He didn't want to wake her up yet and he almost let out a sigh of relief when she turned over and continued to sleep. A small smile played across Cole's lips and he moved his arm around her waist gently, resting his hand upon her, with her satin slipdress covered, stomach. He inhaled the scent of her dark hair and stroked her stomach with his thumb gently. If Paige would change her mind, if she would, then he really hoped it would be a baby boy. He wanted to have a son so bad.

Paige shifted slightly beneath his arm and let out a quiet moan making Cole smile. He rested his head back on his pillow just as Paige started to stir.

''Hmm..'' She mumbled and opened her eyes only to find that she was safe in Cole's strong arms and his thumb stroking her stomach.

''Hey.'' He whispered in her ear, planting a soft kiss just beneath her ear. Paige smiled slightly and shifted onto her back so she could see Cole, ''Morning Prince Charming.'' She replied, stretching gently. Cole propped himself onto an elbow and watched as Paige pushed her legs out straight and yawned quietly. ''Late night?'' he grinned. Paige laughed slightly, ''Yeah. You sure kept me awake.'' She turned onto her side so that she faced him and smiled when Cole raised a meaningful eyebrow. ''Not like that dude, you were drunk and you couldn't keep your hands off of me. You wouldn't go to sleep until I promised you that we could make out tomorrow, which is today and if you don't even remember that then why am I reminding you of it now?'' she looked at him and Cole pulled a confused face. ''You ramble when you wake up.'' He told her, kissing her forehead gently. Paige closed her eyes momentarily and let out a slight sigh.

Maybe I should tell him now. This is the best moment. She thought to herself.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

''Cole I want to keep the baby.'' She blurted out.

She watched Cole's brow furrow slightly and he looked at her with a serious look on his face, ''You're not messing are you?'' he asked her carefully. Paige bit her lower lip and shook her head, ''No. I don't think I can handle an abortion. From what I've heard..-'' ''Paige that's great.'' Cole pulled her into a warm embrace and kissed her cheek softly. ''You have no idea how much this means to me.'' He told her. Paige managed a weak smile and she closed her eyes, resting her head upon his shoulder. ''I'm going to need loads of help, though. With telling my sisters and getting through the whole pregnancy thing, because something tells me I'm not going to like it.'' Cole let out a slight laugh and ran his hand down her back gently, ''Of course I'll help you. I've always wanted a baby Paige.'' He told her. ''Yeah, but I'm a whitelighter, though and you're a demon. I think a pretty hard time is waiting out here for us.'' As Paige said that Cole felt a shiver running down his spine and a few images shot into his head. His mother teaching him to kill, telling him that he needed to build a reputation a good one too, because he was her son. His first murder, some young innocent witch. The day that his mother left when she told him that he was ready and the he had to make her proud.

''Cole? Hello anyone there?'' Paige waved her hand in front of Cole's gazed eyes after sitting up. ''Hmm? Sorry?'' Cole snapped out of it and looked up at Paige who seemed to look confused. ''What?'' ''Are you okay? You look a little pale.'' Paige gently placed her hand on his forehead to feel if he was burning up, but Cole quickly grabbed her wrist and moved it, ''I'm fine.'' Paige looked at him and glanced at her wrist which was Cole still holding onto tightly. Cole noticed her glance and let go of her, ''Sorry. I didn't mean to do that.'' He moved and sat up. ''You know I'm pregnant I'm supposed to have the moodswings, not you Cole.'' Paige kidded in an attempt to cheer him up.

Cole looked at her and gave her a strange look. ''Sorry.'' Paige muttered as she got to her feet and made her way over to her closet. Cole bit his lower lip and laid back down, sighing inwardly. He didn't know if his mother was still alive, but if she was then she wouldn't be happy that he had made a whitelighter pregnant and that he was planning on raising the baby with her. He was pretty sure that his mother would try and hurt Paige, or maybe even him. Demonic parents didn't care about their offspring. The only reason they got babies was so they could raise them, make them evil and let them kill. He couldn't imagine that him being her son would stop her from trying to kill him, now that he wouldn't do her reputation much good.

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Paige took her slipdress off as she watched Cole staring up at the ceiling, he seemed to be thinking deeply. She took one of her short skirts out of the closet and put it on, still keeping an eye on Cole. He looked a bit worried. Paige bit her lip as his eyes focused on her. She gave him a slight smile and made her way over to the bed when Cole held out his hand. She took it and let him pull her onto the bed, ''Paige. I just.. you know if you ever cross paths with my mother, please don't hesitate to kill her okay?'' he said quietly, looking into her eyes and running his finger across her lips. Paige cocked an eyebrow, ''What do you mean baby? I've never even heard of your mother still being alive, why would I meet her now?'' she kissed the top of his finger softly.

''I don't know, but if you do don't let the fact that she gave birth to me stop you, okay?'' His question was stern and certain, but his eyes said something else. Paige shook her head telling him to stop worrying with unspoken words, she gently stroked his hair and gave him a slight smile. ''I'm serious Paige. She's pretty powerful, if you give her more time she might kill you.'' He continued. Paige rolled her eyes and shifted slightly,

''Hunny?''

''Hmm yeah?''

''Shut up.''

Cole let out a slight laugh and kissed the top of her head, ''Fine, go get dressed.'' He let go of her and watched as she got back up and once again made her way over to the closet. A slight smile played across his lips, she was so different than Phoebe, though yet so his type, maybe even more his type. She didn't worry as much as her sister and she was much freer when it came to her opinions. She was never afraid to say what she thought and she'd certainly not let anyone tell her what to do. She was independant, exactly that what Cole liked in a woman, independant but loving. He watched as she pulled her top over her head and let his eyes wander down to her belly, trying to imagine what she would look like if she was 6 months pregnant. He smiled, she'd probably look even more beautiful than she already was. Her perky voice took him out of his reverie, ''Now sleepyhead, go sort yourself out so I can make the bed.'' She told him, starting to fluff her own pillow. ''Yes ma'am.'' Cole replied, getting up slowly. He didn't have to get dressed..much. ''Paige, where's my shirt?'' he asked, scanning the room for his black piece of clothing. ''Oh it's on the chair, next to the window.'' She watched Cole walking over to the window and smiled slightly to herself. God, he looks good topless. She thought and then concentrated back on the bed. Stop looking at him like that before you want to jump him again, Paige. She told herself sternly and then she wondered what was stopping her from jumping him again. Oh right. The fact that my sisters are probably awake. Cole buttoned his shirt up and glanced out of the window, ''Umm, Paige?'' ''Yeah?'' ''If you wanted to tell your sisters that you're pregnant, we just missed our chance.'' He walked closer to the window and watched as Piper and Phoebe got into Piper's black SUV. ''Why, are they leaving?'' Paige made her way over to Cole and peered past the curtain to see the SUV backing out of the driveway slowly. ''Oh. I forgot, they were going shopping.'' Cole looked at her and laughed slightly, ''Clever.''

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Paige hit him playfully, ''Shut up. We'll do it tonight, just make sure you'll be back here by 8.00pm.'' she told him, pulling a more serious face. Cole raised an eyebrow, ''Back? Why can't I just stay?'' he moved his arms around her body and pulled her closer to himself. Paige's serious face cracked into a smile, ''Because I have some things to do and if you stay you'll only distract me.'' She replied, moving her hands up his chest in a teasing way. Cole let his fingers play with her top and lowered his head slightly, ''Back by 8:00 then? I don't know if I can miss you that long.'' He said, his voice husky and deep. ''Yes you can. Come on do you call yourself a demon?'' Paige grinned and brushed his lips with a light kiss. Cole let out a slight laugh and looked into her eyes,

''Fine then.'' He gave in and gave her a proper kiss. Paige smiled against his lips and returned the kiss, letting her hands run down his chest again, making Cole shiver slightly under her touch. He pulled her frame against his larger one and deepened the kiss, his hand sliding down her back. Paige returned the kiss for a brief moment and then pulled back slightly, ''You should go, Cole. I'll see you tonight.'' She took his hands within hers and linked fingers with him. Cole nodded solemnly and kissed her forehead softly, ''Bye baby.'' Paige looked up and opened her mouth to say something back, but before she could he shimmered out.

Paige let out a sigh and wrapped her arms around herself. No 'I love you' this time. Did that mean he hadn't really meant it last night? Had it just escaped his mouth, because he had been drunk, without an actual meaning? She let her teeth bite down on her lower lip and looked up at the ceiling, ''I do love you.'' She whispered and then made her way out of the bedroom, slowly closing the door behind herself.

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

To be continued..

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