He?eeyyyyyyy:3 so I'm up with the new chapter~ sadly though, I think I've lost some readers... *death* LEIK PLEASE COME BACK~! Actually, there is only two more chapters in this book ;~; I was thinking of doing a new Hetalia fanfic though :D so... This is your last chance to comment and ask a question~ anywho, enjoy!
Sealand: Nisakeehl doesn't own hetalia! (I WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD~!)
Nisa: 0-0 that's nice sealand...
The first thing I felt coming back was the strength in my chest. It burned like a tiny fire, slowly spreading and burning. I was able to feel my heartbeat flutter slowly- but surely. I thought hazily about being able to see Stefan. If I wasn't so tired, I would've grinned slightly. Now I could go home to my family, and everything would go back to normal. Normal. It was a word that I had come to crave and cherish. The past year had defiantly not been normal. I thought of my mom, my dad, and even my friends. I could now not have to worry about fighting for my life, or having survive on bad cooking. I could finally feel clean and not grimy. I could freely be a woman, and go back to my studies. I could even get married if I wanted to. The happy parts were endless, but then I started thinking of the bad things that will happen. I would miss the freedom and respect here- the wind blowing on my face all the time. I didn't even know if Stefan would leave willingly. It's not like I was cruel enough to force him to leave. My parents were also a problem. What if they didn't accept us, or we're furious? What if they tossed us out on the streets, never to see us again? What if my father got so angry that he would beat us? The possibilities were endless. It was driving me insane.
I also didn't just wanted to abandon Arthur and Alfred. What would they do without me? I knew they had both grown to like me, Alfred especially. What about Arthur? I didn't think he'd force me to stay here... And then I remembered my debt. Of course I couldn't leave. I still owed him ten years. I still had nine years to go. What about Stefan? I knew he wouldn't leave me, and would stay. This wasn't the life I wanted for him though. Maybe I could get the money from my parents. Surely they would help bail us out. I didn't want to leave though! Ugh, this was so confusing! I wanted to leave, but I also didn't. What should I do? Waste Stefan's future life as a noble, and have us stay here? Or should I give him the freedom he's never really had before? The warm fluttery feeling ran through my feet, and I wriggled my toes painfully. I tried opening my eyes, and they flustered open. I looked around, looking at France and Arthur, asleep next to me on the floor. They were so considerate...
My eyes fluttered closed, and I bit back tears of frustration. What was I supposed to do? Maybe I should ask Arthur about it. He'll know the best thing to do. I let myself start to drift asleep, knowing the next day would be filled with tears and happiness. The questions could be asked later.
-Back to Iggy-
The reunion between the two siblings were very tear filled. It made me feel all mushy inside -I hated that feeling- so I just let them have their fun, and turned to face my thoughts. I still hadn't asked Alexandra why she had done it. I also didn't know what she would do next. If she wanted to leave, then well, I wouldn't try to stop her. Even if she still owed me nine years, she had paid them back the minute she took the bullet for Alfred. I knew that if she left Alfred wouldn't be too happy about it. He might even be a bit difficult. What about me? Would I miss Alexandra? While it was true she had become a good friend and crew mate, I never had romantic feelings about her. Those feelings were reserved for someone else. I sighed, pulling my hand through my hair. If Alexandra left, I knew it was time for America to be going home as well. His people needed him, and frankly, he had experienced enough pirate stuff for a lifetime.
"Hey Arthur, can I talk to you for a moment?" Alexandra asked from behind me. I nodded, and let her lead me to a corner of the deck.
"I've been thinking... Should Stefan stay, or leave? I mean, I know I have a debt, so-" I held up my hand to stop her. I shook my head slowly, knowing what she was going to say.
"Alexandra, you payed of your debt the moment you took the bullet for Alfred. You no longer owe me anything." it hurt me a bit, but I knew both the siblings deserved a good noble life. Her eyes got wide, and tears started springing up in the corners. I couldn't tel, if I had offended her, or just made her happy. I was a by surprised when she threw her arms around me though. I patted her head awkwardly, waiting for her to calm down.
"- but Arthur, I don't want to leave! I mean, I do want Stefan to have a good life and for my family t be reunited, but I can't just leave you and Alfred!" she cried out frustrated, and pulled away. I thought for a moment, wondering how I should reply to this.
"I think you and Stefan should go back and lead a normal life." I said gently, giving her shoulders a little squeeze. She glanced up at me, and I could tell what her decision was. She hugged me again, and this time, I hugged back.
Telling Alfred would be hard. He would surely be upset that she was leaving I as few weeks, and the fact that I was making him go back home.
"Alfred?" I called gently, knocking, and stepped into our cabin. He looked up, looking mildly surprised. There was something different in his face that looked more older, wiser.
"What is it?" I sighed, and sat down next to him. He climbed into my lap, and I held him tight. I knew that soon he would be too big for this as well.
"Alexandra and Stefan are leaving to go back home." I said as gently as I could. He looked up at me, anger, sadness, and hopelessness flashing through his eyes.
"What? No way!" he cried, and jumped up. I sighed, slowly standing up. He shook his head and started muttering to himself. I crossed my arms and waited for him to get over it.
"They'll be leaving in two days, so make sure to say goodbye to them." I said firmly. I felt bad for playing the mean card, but sometimes it had to be done.
"No!" he said loudly, and crossed his arms. I almost laughed at him; his angry little face was funny looking. He glared at me, as if reading my thoughts, and loudly opened shoved open the door. I rubbed my eyebrows, sighing, knowing he was probably just going off to pout in a corner. Just wait until I told him he had to leave.
AlexandraPOV
I knew telling Stefan that we were leaving would be hard. I knew Arthur had told Alfred by the look on his face. I walked slowly down the steps, and to Stefan's cabin. I knocked once, and entered. He looked up at me with happy eyes, jumped up, and hugged me tightly, as if still not believing I was really here. I smiled a bit, and say down on the bed with him.
"Stefan, we're leaving in two days." I said as gently and softly as I could. His head looked up at mine sharply, and I drew in my breath.
"What? No, I'm not leaving," he cried valiantly and stood up quickly, crossing his arms. I could tell he was slightly confused and upset, but I had already made this choice for us. I sighed, and motioned for him to sit back down. He obliged. I started explaining about how this was best for us, and how we were going to see mom and dad, but I could tell he wasn't buying it. He buried his head in his hands for moment and let out an angry hum. I rolled my eyes, and patted his back.
"Stefan, this is the best thing for us." I said quietly, and he shook his head again stubbornly. "Arthur let up my debt, and he told me the best thing to do was to leave. I wanted to stay here also, but I want you and me to lead a better life."
"Does it has to be in two days though?" he asked almost pleadingly. I shook my head sadly, knowing his pain. I didn't want to leave either.
That night everyone had a goodbye sort of celebration, which made me even sadder than I was. Even France stayed and didn't try to rape me. When everyone went off to bed, I found I couldn't sleep. I was leaving tomorrow. It seemed much too soon. I jumped a bit when I noticed Arthur was standing on the deck as well, looking up at the stars. He caught my eye, and mad Eli's way down to where I was. He shook his head in a heels, and he just stood there for about a half and hour, just watching the night sky. Finally Arthur broke the science by saying suddenly,
"You know, I'm actually England." I paused, and snorted at him. He looked at me kind of annoyed, and I didn't get why he would crack such a stupid joke. "I seriously am!" he cried, but his lips lifted into a grin. He smiled back, not wanting to argue.
"Mhm... That's nice, England." I teased playfully, swatting at his arm. He rolled his eyes, and snorted in retort.
"Believe what you want." he sighed, and crossed his arms. We lapsed into a comfortable silence again, before I said,
"I'm really going to miss you guys."
" I know, us too." he murmured and gazed up at the moon. "- but this is the right thing to do for you and Stefan." he pointed out. I nodded my head in agreement, though slightly put off. I still really didn't want to leave. I'm going to have to take Alfred home as well," he said forlornly, and rubbed his hands together. I looked at him and bit surprised, but understanding. I just nodded, and it became silent again.
"Well, goodnight Alexandra. We have a big day tomorrow." he said softly, and turned to leave.
"Goodnight." I whispered back to him. I spent the rest of the night gazing at the stars.
-The next morning-
The first thing I thought when I woke up was, "Well shit, today I have to leave." of course then I got all mopey and refused to talk to any of my crew mates. Ridiculous? Well of course. I sighed, flipping my hair to the side. It actually had gotten quite long. I sighed, going back to my cabin to pack up all my belongings. Over the past year, I had gotten a pretty large bag of treasure. Arthur believed that if we find it, we get to keep it. Luckily since I was good at fighting I collected tons of gold and gems. At least if my parents threw us back into the streets we could survive for a while until tracking down Arthur. I mentally slapped myself for being so upset and sad. For my last day here I should celebrate with my mates, and enjoy the day with Arthur and Alfred. I stood up, and forced myself to try to look cheerful. I walked out of my room, and towards Stefan's. He had also been pouting, and I couldn't blame him. He had known these people for about three years. I knocked loudly, and called boisterously,
"Oi! Stefi! Come on out! What aren't you hanging out with your friends upstairs? I heard Arthur was actually making something edible for lunch today!" I almost smiled on my last line, but I wanted to sound serious. I heard a hum of annoyance in retort. I rolled my eyes, and just barged in. He looked up at me with annoyance, and I cracked a smile.
"I'm tired." he grumped, and shoved his face in a nearby pillow. I smiled, and sat down next to him. My chest aced with happiness at the sight of him. If only I could put into words how much he meant to me. I dragged him up and pulled him out the door. We both squinted at the sudden sunlight.
"Stefan! Alexandra!" a familiar voice chirped. I smiled at the now running Alfred, and ruffled his hair a bit. His eyes were shining bright blue like the sky, and I realized I would miss them so much. I smiled softly at him, and let both of the boys run off together. I knew this would be the last time.
"Alexandra." a voice said gently from behind me. I turned and grinned, knowing it must be my Arthur. He smiled softly back, and took my hand. My chest tightened and I felt like crying again. It was just so hard to leave all of a sudden! How could he be so calm? It was almost frustrating. He led me to the back, and I let myself slip a tear or two.
"What is it?" I asked, hoping that he would just beg me to stay, and never let me go. Yet he didn't and instead, told me something worse.
"Your parents have decided to take their own boat to pick you and Stefan up. How they found out you two were even here is beyond my knowledge. They apparently believe that you have been captured, so have announced open fire against us." I gasped openly, and felt my head spin faster and faster. How did they find out? It's impossible! I jumped up, and towards the side of the boat, as if trying to see their approaching ship.
"No." I choked out, and my fist went onto the side of the boat. My plan had been for them to just drop us off at the port, not have my parents actually meet the crew! Even worse, they were planning to attack them because they thought I hadn't left willingly. I knew what I had to do though. The choice had always been obvious, I was just blinded by selfishness. I would make an example of myself. Hopeful stopping their fight. Arthur came up behind me and started talking. I ignored him though, because I was afraid of my plan. I wondered if it hurt to die.
-Back to Iggy-
I sighed, knowing it was a bad idea to tell Alexandra. My plan was to drop of Alfred with Ireland for a couple of days, and escape the battle itself. Was it wrong to abandon my men? Yes; but some things had to be done no matter how horrible. This was pure self-preservation. I had no idea what would happen to Alexandra and Stefan. If they decided not to stay, I would come back in two months and look for them at the dock, where they should be waiting. Maybe I should tell Alexandra I would be back in case they decided to come with me. Maybe they could even live with Alfred in America. Then he wouldn't be so lonely. I wrote my plan down on a paper, and snuck off to put it in her room. Setting down the note I sighed, and wished there would have been a different outcome for us. Oh well, it was to late now.
AlexandraPOV
I sighed, looking around the room. I had already explained in a letter why I had sacrificed myself, and surely, they would understand. I was hoping the fight wouldn't even happen and I could leave peacefully. A tiny voice inside my head asked, why sacrifice yourself to stop a fight? Wouldn't that make them fight even more? I knew the voice was right, but I didn't want to think about it. I really did want to stay, but it was too late now. Why was I so blind that I didn't even notice what I was going to leave behind? I would lose freedom, Arthur, Alfred, and my crew mates. I would never be able to fight with France ever again, or get drunk with my crew mates. I would be expected to start a family, and be silent at all times. I would be like a glass doll; nice to look at, but never used. I enjoyed being free like a bird. I bit my lip, and sealed the letter. I put it on the desk for anyone to see, and went upstairs to wait for the upcoming battle.
It was about another hour before we saw England -the land- approaching. Everyone suddenly tensed, and I grabbed Stefan's hand. I hadn't told him about what was going to happen to keep him safe. I prayed we would all make it out alive.
Finally I could see the dock, and to my horror, I could see people with torches waiting. My throat constricted, and I wanted to yell up to Arthur, "Wait! I change my mind!" but I couldn't. We were spreading approaching the deck quickly. I glanced down at Stefan, feeling the not in my stomach grow bigger. His face was contorted in confusion and fear. I gulped, and held he hand tighter. I think it just made things worse.
"Were approaching!" Arthur called out, and men scrambled to get their swords and guns.
"What's happening!" Stefan whispered to me fearfully, and drew closer into me. I just shook my head, and looked straight forward. I was wearing my best outfit, same with Stefan. I saw my mother in the crowd, her face twisted in rage and anger. I could almost believe she was glaring at me. I could hardly breathe as we touched deck, and they let us off. I almost cried in relief. Were they letting us go without a fight! Arthur put something in my pocket as a past him, and I dared not look into his bright green eyes. I probably would have burst out crying anyway. Once we were onto the dock, my parents both rushed forward and grabbed us. They didn't even bother t say hello. My mother dragged us down the street, and away from the ship. What was happening? It looked like she was trying to get away from something. I looked back, and as I did, I heard screams and shouts fill the air. I was so started that I screamed out as well. I shook free of my mother, and dashed back around the corner. What I saw made me cry out in fear and horror. The men who had gathered around the deck were attacking Arthur's ship
OMG THAT WAS LONG~! Six pages~ *death* anywho, remember to review/comment and favorite! :D
Iggy: Nisa doesn't own hetalia *eats fish and chips*