Now you might find out, why this story is rated M. For all the swearing of course!

After the conversation with Finn, Rey felt so much better, her friend still didn't like pretty much anything she told him about the connection or her ideas about it, mostly he was scared of her being hurt and lured to the dark side. But he somehow understood her viewpoint to some degree and at least accepted it. Even if he hated the concept of her having some kind of emotional bond to Kylo Ren, or even claimed to love him.

Some days later Rey just came from training in the forest, this time she trained together with Finn and several different models of blasters. She needed to learn how to shoot with them, as she didn't have any functioning lightsaber to fight with right now so he offered her to show how to.

When they were done and Rey felt pretty secure with each one, they also trained with her staff and hand to hand combat. It took several hours and she was totally done for, soaked in sweat afterwards. It was nearly dark when she went back to her room to get in the fresher to do something against her burning, sore muscles from the training.

It was a nice, hot shower and for some reason, her brain decided to think about that one time she accidentally saw Ben coming out of his fresher naked from the waist up when she was still on Ahch-To. He certainly did his training on a regular basis. Rey hadn't seen the scar he got from Chewbacca's blaster back then, as he still had some kind of black bandage on his stomach. She wondered how it has healed. If she just could see...or maybe feel how...

Something inside her belly and also deeper down started to tingle as she imagined sliding this bandage he wore down back then, so she could be able to see it.
She would certainly trace her fingers alongside it his light-coloured skin. Maybe also over the scar, she was responsible for on his chest.
Maybe she would even kiss a trail down from one scar to the next, right above the waistband of his pants. If he had any more scars under...Stars! What was she thinking? She closed her eyes and groaned slightly as she let the water fall down on her head and tried to think of something else.

Rey shifted her position several times as her thighs felt like she needed to move them somehow, which didn't make it better at all, but made her even giddier.
She decided to finish the shower and go out but felt she needed to clean one particular sticky spot again, so she slid her fingers between her thighs and touched herself. She instantly felt she wasn't wet from the water down there, but it were her own fluids which were dripping out all over her fingers the moment she touched her slick folds with a moan.

That was just great! She thought sarcastically. Did that happen, just because she thought about...doing things to Ben? Why did she even think about that?
Stars...Never in her life, was she so moist like she was right now. And he wasn't even here with her. She huffed out and cleaned herself, not wanting to dive deeper into any of these things her stupid piece of brain was brooding together right now in some kind of poor attempt to confuse her any further with this man.

When she went out of the fresher, Rey realized she again forgot her towel outside on her bed, as she always did so she went out on tiptoes to not wet the whole floor with her feet. She still had these tingly feelings down there with every step she took and wondered if this will go away by itself, or if she should maybe take care of it before it distracts her the rest of the day. Just when she had reached her bed she felt the tingly feeling spreading through her whole body and was slightly overwhelmed by it, as she thought she couldn't be THAT aroused just by thinking of him.
But then Rey suddenly understood - which tingling feeling it was exactly - as she instantly took the towel and pulled it panicky in front of her with a squeak leaving her mouth, whilst swirling around and kneeling down because she knew he was there, right behind her.

He was just leaving his ship and went down the big hangar on one of his battleships, followed by several stormtroopers and generals, which also stood to the right and left and saluted him, whilst he walked with big steps through the rows.
The moment he saw her he gasped out and instantly turned around to look away so that one stormtrooper walked directly into his chest and nearly toppled over by surprise, then instantly backed off and excused himself several times, probably fearing for his life.

One of the generals who also walked behind him asked confused: "Supreme leader, did something happen"? Is everything in order?"
"No!" Ben hissed out and was still turned away from Rey.
"What?" The general asked in confusion with a raised eyebrow.
"Yes." Ben now answered now a little confused himself.
"No? Yes?" The general held up both hands now, obviously not understanding the conversation at all.
"What?" Ben asked him now too as he hadn't any idea how to answer this and what the general wanted from him.

Ben readied himself then and turned around again to keep on walking, while he tried to avoid looking at Rey, who had already pulled the towel around her completely to cover herself at least. "So...So is there something we should do now? You...You didn't answer?" The general asked with uncertainty and fear,
probably because he thought he gets choked or something for asking.
The moment the general asked, Ben's eyes wandered up to Rey and he watched a water drop trail its way down from her chin, over her neck, to her chest where it disappeared between her wet breasts, which were neatly pressed together from the towel.

She saw his eyes wander down and instantly pulled the towel higher as her face went all red.
"Yes...Do...Do general things. What you always do." Ben said with a dismissive gesture as he stomped forward fast and pressed his eyes closed whilst he muttered a "Fuck.", obviously scolding himself for this unusual behaviour. He kept on walking to some corridors and the other members from the First Order left him alone, looking really confused at him leaving like that.

After several seconds, he went to the left and opened an automatic door to a room which was full of blasters and electro axes, obviously a weapons storage room.
He hadn't looked at Rey again since he started walking but did now and she could see how he balled his hands into fists and his breathing getting faster,
while his eyes tried to focus on her face but they also started to tremble slightly and slipped down to her body sometimes.

"Would you like... maybe dress yourself?" He asked after some time as he backed off against the automatic door of the room as if he was in need of something to lean against. "I can't remember you doing that when I asked you to do so last time." She grinned triumphantly at him.
He snorted and answered honestly whilst his eyes were so fixed on her, she thought they might burn through her if she kept staring back so intensely:
"Yes. That's true."

"I just thought about you." She suddenly babbled out as she took a step forward. But just then she realised just how that must have sounded in this particular situation right now and she groaned out at her stupidity and her face went red again.

His balled fists opened and he pressed their palms flat against the wall behind him, as if he wanted to back off a little more, but couldn't.
He just breathed out: "What?" With a voice, which was unusually high for him.
"It's not like...that. I...stars. I...Uh...I yes I thought about the uhm you know. I...I thought about the wound Chewbacca did to you and if it healed well.
Yes. I thought about that." She stuttered and felt like the biggest idiot in the galaxy. Great, now she even told him that she thought about his body.

One hand wandered from where it was pressed against the door to his side, where he was shot. "My wound? I...Why would you think about that now?"
He asked with total confusion in his eyes.
"I don't know. Just shower thoughts I guess." Maker. Again. What the hell was she saying? She should just shut up entirely. She was making this worse with every passing second. Maybe she should bring the topic back to him, away from her or something like that, so it wouldn't be so awkward anymore.
"Shower thoughts?" He again asked totally perplexed.
"Don't you have any shower thoughts? I mean when you are in the fresher on your ship?" Rey asked now as her brain decided to imagine him standing in a shower now. Why won't the connection just break off right now? This was maybe the only chance to save her from embarrassing her any further.
Or maybe she should just stop talking forever in front of him.

He pressed himself away from the door, pulled one hand up and placed his palm over one half of his face, while he closed his eyes and groaned out.
"I don't know if you are trying to seduce me or whatever you are trying to achieve with this. But I can assure you, it works really, really well right now.
I can't tell you from which mission I just came. Seriously. I can't. So I beg you to stop this."

Rey's face went now so red it started to burn on her skin, as she just breathed out a surprised: "Oh." As she wasn't aware how all of this looked from his perspective.
Then her mind snapped back to what he just said. "A...A mission? Ok. I didn't want to know about any mission. I didn't try to get out any information right now.
I just came out the fresher and was surprised by the connection as much as you were. Seriously." She assured him.

He pulled his hand away from his face in relief and watched her again. "Oh. Okay. Then, keep on."
Rey's eyes widened at that: "What? With seducing you? Which I totally didn't. I mean not on purpose at least!" She snapped at him.
"NO! I meant...Dressing. Or whatever you are doing after getting out of the fresher. I don't know." He stuttered out now equally embarrassed.
"Yeah. Uhm mostly I get dressed afterwards." She answered and wanted to slap herself for this stupid answer again, her eyes darted next to him,
as he stood directly in front of the dresser with her clothes. He followed her glance and looked at her in confusion again.

She pointed forward and explained: "My clothes are in there."
"Ok." He plainly answered and crossed his arms in front of his chest. Rey understood what that meant, he was up to playing some game of dominance after this whole embarrassing conversation took place to regain some form of an upper hand and pride again.
Two can play this game, she thought and walked forward in big steps, pretending to be totally self-confident, while he watched her approach.

She opened the drawers and pulled out some of her clothes she needed, while he didn't move away and stood just inches away from her.
Then she picked out several panties and laid them neatly next to each other on top of the dresser.
"Hmm which one should I wear today? What do you think?" Rey teased him, as she tried to lure him out from his self-confident stance again.

He looked at her, then the panties, then back to her again and his eyes squinted together just the slightest bit. "Not any of them."
He answered and looked away again, while his lips formed into a thin line as if he was suppressing a grin. She nearly choked as she heard this.
She circled him now and positioned herself directly in front of him, their bodies were nearly touching. He shifted his stance slightly and looked down at her with obvious want in his eyes.

"Did you just flirt with me?" She asked with a big grin, whilst she pressed her palm against his chest, where she felt his heart rate increase immediately.
"Maybe I did." He stated with such a deep voice, she could swear her body started vibrating from it. Suddenly Rey felt this tingling sensation in her stomach and between her thighs again, the same she had in the shower just moments before they connected and took one more step forward, as her naked leg brushed against his clothed ones.

He pulled up his right arm to touch her still wet face and tucked one strand of dripping hair behind her ear, whilst he sharply inhaled.
She took his hand into her much smaller ones, gently pulled the black glove off, and discarded it onto the floor next to him.
Then she put his flat palm against her mouth and gave it a soft kiss on his fingertips as his eyes followed her every move.
She guided his hand excruciatingly slow down from her mouth to her wet neck, where she allowed him to stay for a while to feel her and draw small circles on her freckled skin with his thumb.

Then, with the guidance of her hand, his palm wandered further down to her chest and she saw him shifting again against the wall as he breathed out with a broken voice: "Rey..." as she leads his hand slowly to the edge of the towel and then over the small, round form of her breast which he cupped now and squeezed oh so gentle while a deep moan left his lips.

"Does this make you nervous?" Rey asked with triumph in her voice, but also with so much lust and arousal, basically she just wanted him to say yes and then hear him moan again and start touching her everywhere already.
He grinned slightly as his hand still cupped her breast and his thumb instantly found her nipple through the fabric, where he drew small circles as if he knew exactly in which tempo and with which movement she liked it the most.
Then his other hand suddenly moved up to her hip and gripped her, turned her around in an instant and pushed her forward with her upper body leaned over the dresser while he stretched both her arms crossed over her back with one hand and pinned her down with a military grip so she couldn't move away.

She let out a surprised gasp and turned her head around to him to protest, as she felt his body moving forward and his hip press against her bottom.
But then he leaned down to whisper in her ear with a deep voice, which just dripped with dominance: "No. It doesn't. But I am certainly pleased by your presence."
Stars, he was rock hard and pressed himself against her right now. She could feel his length pressing against her entry through his pants, while her towel must have slipped up slightly and she was sure, she was now completely naked down there which made the sensation on her clit by the fabric and his body heat even more arousing to a degree where she wondered if she already was dripping her bodily fluids onto his pants. Rey let out a strangled moan in response, as she was already losing this battle of dominance between them and she wished he would just take her right there.
Was she seriously considering having sex with him right now? Was this the right thing to do? And then again- would it actually work, through the force?

He gripped her neck directly under her chin as if he was choking her with his gloved hand and pulled her head upwards with pressure, but still gentle without hurting her. Then he placed his ungloved finger on her skin, on the edge of the towel while still fixing her hands and pulled it down so slowly she could feel his fingers brush over her back the whole time and goosebumps started to appear by his touch which felt like he was burning her skin on his way. Another moan escaped her lips and she breathed out: "Stars...Ben..."

When the towel was pulled so deep down, it just barely covered her butt he splayed his hand flat on the dips of her hips and pressed down pretty hard as he was stroking his flat palm upwards like he was trying to feel as much as possible through his touch.
She arched from his touch and pressed herself more against him, which made him twitch and groan whilst he leaned forward again to place more weight on her body.
Rey could feel her walls pulling together as she also felt his arousal pressing against her even more, which made her squirm in want and press back into him.

"Maker...Ben. I...fuck. I am going crazy." She breathed out as shivers went through her legs.
"Oh yes, you are. I can feel it." He said as he let his ungloved finger run alongside her shoulderblade and then to the side of her breast, which was pressed down onto the dresser. Stars he was touching her naked, still wet breast now and she felt like the universe would explode any second from just how excited she was.
Just then she realized what he meant, with "feeling it". He had bridged their minds as she wasn't really concentrated on anything else but his touch, so he didn't just feel it from her reactions to him, but he also really felt her emotions and everything else what was happening right now to her, which must certainly be intense if he experienced his own arousal as well as hers. So she did the same and dived right into his mind, but the second she slipped in she realised it was too much,
too overwhelming, too arousing.
Their minds, their want combined doubled everything and she cried out as her legs started to buckle under this huge amount of passion she felt flowing freely through her body right now.

He suddenly blocked her out from his mind and pulled her upwards into a standing position with both his hands, while he tucked the towel around her again to not let her stand around naked just like that.
He cradled both his arms around her and embraced her from behind, around her upper stomach, right under her breasts. She leaned into him, while he laid his head on her shoulder. She placed her hands on his lower arms and sighed out: "Stars Ben...If you thought this one time when you touched my arm was intense...then this was from another dimension. I thought I'd pass out any second." She could still feel his length pressing against her and she was still extremely aroused, as he groaned into her ear: "Yes...It is. Your mind is still open. Please kick me out."
"Oh." She muttered and instantly shut him out too. He relaxed slightly behind her and nuzzled his forehead into her neck, while he mumbled out: "Thanks..." As if he was relieved by just feeling his own emotions again.

After a while, when they had calmed down slightly from their highly aroused state and just felt the warmth of their bodies against each other as well as listening to their breath, he said something again:
"You are really special and important to me Rey." He breathed out while he started to stroke her cheek with the back of his ungloved fingers.
"Ben you are too. No matter what stands between us." She instantly answered as she leaned into his hands and looked up into his eyes, which looked a little dreamy from before but also very serious.

"Take care, okay? Please." He just stated and stepped back a little while he was dissolving in an instant.
Rey felt so alone and cold suddenly at the loss of his contact, she hugged herself to stop her body from shivering.
'Take care' Why did he say that? Is something going on? Will something bad happen? He also talked about some mission, before they did whatever they did right now, he didn't want to tell her about. Was he trying to warn her about something again?

She sighed and took the clothes into her hands, then looked upon the panties she had laid out before him, which fell down on the floor when he pushed her down onto the dresser. She took the black one because she saw how he looked at this one for the longest time - of course - it was black. Like everything he was always wearing, so it was no surprise he'd like black panties.

Apart from the panty business, she had to talk with Finn, Rose and Poe about the things he said today. Of course not this whole intense encounter itself,
but about this secret mission and him telling her to take care. She had the feeling this meant something and she had to find out what it was.
After she took care of herself of course. Obviously Ben didn't always get to finish what he started the way he wanted to.

Did they seriously still not kiss? Wow! But at least they nearly had forcetime sex.