Chapter 11
Kagome Pov
I spent the entire night awake not being able to comprehend why he had done it. It didn't make sense. The great Lord Sesshomaru had pecked my lips when he clearly wasn't pleased with my actions or words. He could have killed me at any time but instead he chose to kiss me. The Killing Perfectionist was falling because of me. I couldn't take it. The thought that I was the one that was going to get Sesshomaru killed one of these days was eating at me from the inside out.
"I'm useless." I whispered aloud to myself.
My heart clenched in pain. I spent the morning thinking about what I should do and by that evening I had decided that I would leave him and go home. Wherever that was. It had to be what was best for him, for both of us. I hadn't seen Sesshomaru all day and neither had the servants, he wasn't at breakfast lunch or dinner meals; it made me wonder if he ever intended to kiss me or whether it just happened. But whatever he thought he clearly regretted what he had done and was probably trying to find a way to make me leave. I was not worthy of being in his presence.
"I'm unworthy."
Another clench of pain passed through my heart and I slid to the floor clutching my chest trying to make the pain go away. Tears gathered in my eyes the pain and thought of it all just made it hurt even more than I could take. Sobs broke out of my chest and I crawled into the dark corner of my room curling myself together in a tight ball as if I was trying to keep myself in one piece. The curtains were closed and the lights off. It was pitch black in the room and not a single sound was made but the sobbing that came from within me. I just sat there rocking myself backwards and forwards on end whilst trying to keep a barrier up around my room so no other could enter to hurt me while I was in a weakened state. I sat for hours on end just rocking myself into slumber before waking up again several seconds later when I just couldn't stand to see the image of Sesshomaru looking disgustedly at me anymore. It was there whenever I closed my eyes.
It wasn't until nightfall that a few servants came rushing past my room whispering words of Sesshomaru's return. I thought he would have stayed away from me for much longer. Maybe he just came back to torment me and to tell me to leave, that I wasn't welcome in his castle no more, that he might barge into my room now and kill me just because he could. He didn't come to see me at all during the next few days and I wondered if he was just trying to make me leave by my own will so he couldn't be accused of being unwelcoming to his guests. It had been decided. That night I would pack my stuff and leave, head to the eastern lands, visit kaeda, sango and maybe Miroku. I hadn't seen them in so long and I missed the long girly talks me and sango would have in the hot springs but what if they had a family? Would they not want me to interrupt their daily routine? I would figure that out when the time came but for now I would need to fill up my stomach and pack.
It was dusk at the castle and I was sneaking down the stair case when I heard Sesshomaru's voice emanating from the sitting room. I crept up to the door and peaked through the tiny gap between the door and its hinge spotting Sesshomaru sitting in front of the fire his hand rubbing his forehead as if he was troubled. I watched as he spoke to jaken about this special woman he seemed to have taken a liking to and then it hit me dead on. That was why he was avoiding me. He was trying to get me to leave his castle so that his special woman wouldn't think that I had some sort of hold on him. But at the same time he was just trying to show his special woman that he could be kind enough not to throw someone out of his castle for no apparent reason. This would show his special woman that he was worthy of her trust and that he would be kind and loyal to her.
"I mean nothing to him. Just a means to an end."
The pain in my chest grew stronger and I could not take it any longer. Swiftly and quietly I ran to the kitchen of the castle picking up some fruit and bread to last me a couple of days. I headed back upstairs and packed my clothes inside my yellow bag with the food. I then proceeded to hide it under the bed and climb under the covers, falling into a soft slumber knowing I would be needing me rest. I woke a couple hours' later and heard no signs of movement from anyone else. With my miko powers I could sense Sesshomaru's presence in his room snoring lightly, jaken was asleep in his bunk snoring a hell of a lot louder and little old rin was silently tucked away in a bedroom not far from Sesshomaru's. I popped my head out of the door to check that the coast was clear and grabbed my bag before legging it down the stairs and out the back exit of the castle. It wasn't long before I was out of the castle gates and running through the forest as fast as I could to run away from the pain that I left behind.
By the morning I had escaped the western lands and headed south away from everyone I knew. I took a break and ate an apple from my bag resting my legs and slowing my breathing down. I was going to end up being completely exhausted by the time dusk would fall so I decided to look for a cave that I could rest the night in and by mid-morning I had found a small ledge up on a mountain. I put my stuff down and grabbed my bow and arrows out of my bag to go hunting for food, water and wood to make a fire with. After climbing back down from the small ledge I took off into the woods and not long after did I find a group of dears. Slowly stalking the dears I crept closer and closer to them notching my arrow into my bow whilst keeping hidden in the long grass. Aiming at one of the middle aged dears I release my arrow and it went shooting into the behind of the dears butt, scaring off the rest of the heard. It went down silently and I ran over to remove the arrow and stabbed the deer in the neck to make sure that it was dead. As I stabbed the deer I got some blood on my face and in the distance I could hear a lustful growl which I ignored before hauling it over my shoulder. I stopped off at a river on my way back cleaning my face, filling up some bottles of water and gathering some twigs, sticks and logs of wood on my way back to the cave.
"I wonder what happened to inuyasha. I hope Miroku and sango are happy in their relationship and shippo, my dear shippo I can't wait to see him again." I pondered.
When I arrived at the cliff where the cave was ledges on I put down my water and logs, balancing the deer on my shoulder before climbing up the side of the mountain. Reaching the ledge I dropped the deer on the floor and then climbed back down to finish collecting my goods and taking them back to my temporary home. I made a fire and skinned the deer cutting it into three pieces wrapping two in a cloth to save for another time. I cooked the meat over the fire for a few minutes and ate it before taking a sip out of the bottle of water that I had collected earlier. Placing the bottle back into my yellow bag I layed down a blanket, put up a barrier around the mouth of the cave and took a nap to restore my strength.
It wasn't long until I awoke again and packed my stuff away. As I neared the entrance to the cave I sensed his presence. Sesshomaru.
"Shit." I cursed under my breath. "I thought I had finally got rid of him."
But what in the hell was he doing here when he should be tending to his castle's needs? I let down my barrier, climbing down from the ledge and walking up to the tree that held the sleeping Taiyoukai in his true form. I heard him snoring lightly and his breathing was even suggesting that he was most definitely asleep and reaming. I climbed the tree to the branch just below him standing up on it as I reached to pat his head. When my hand touched his head I felt the softness of the fur and it nearly made me moan in jealousy of his beautiful silky fur. My hand trailed down the back of his neck and round to the back of his ears rubbing the fur in a soothing manner. A seductive growl escaped his throat and his head leaned into my hand begging me to rub behind his ear harder so I complied. Suddenly his head turned to face me and two huge blood red eyes stared into my blue orbs hypnotising me. I couldn't move a muscle, my eyes were locked in with his and my body wasn't complying with my wishes.
Sesshomaru POV
I found her not too far outside my lands in a cave perched 20 feet off of the ground on the side of a cliff that stood at least a hundred feet high. I observed her as she hunted; collected water and wood gathering all essentials she would have needed had her plans to stay here carried on. I couldn't help the excited growl that tore through my throat as she killed her prey as she looked so beautifully edible I just couldn't help myself. Luckily she ignored my lustful growl at her and just hauled the meat over her shoulder to then go and collect her water and wood. I watched as she went about preparing the food she had just hunted cooking it over the fire. I could feel the anger in me bubbling when I thought over why she had so sneakily left my castle to stay in a cave.
My eyes started to bleed red and I tried to calm my beast down when he started thinking about her leaving us alone but I struggled to keep myself from launching myself at her and pinning her to the floor. I found myself focussing just on her; her breath, her every movement and mostly her electric blue eyes that showed her determination and strength wonderfully. A rabbit hopped out of the bush beside me and within a second it was lying dead in my jaws. Blood dripped down my mouth which I managed to wipe away on a leaf before my beast gained control and tore through the bush at my kagome.
Kagome POV
Then I blinked and no longer was I hypnotised by his eyes because I had ran back to the cliff trying to climb it before he caught me. I nearly reached the ledge when his gigantic mouth clamped around my waist and pulled me back down so that I landed on his back. He quickly shook me off his back pinning me to the ground with his paws and snapping his jaws at me to show his large fangs off. He growled deeply and brought his nose down so that it was touching mine.
"Submit to me miko or else." He declared.
The cold skin made an involuntary shiver run down my back and fear conquered my scent. His beast didn't like that so deadly growls rumbled through his chest expressing his displeasure and making every living creature within a ten mile radius cower in fright. No-one would dare challenge him but I because I couldn't back down, not now of all times. Gathering my miko powers, I released an energy ball that hit him dead on throwing him 20 feet away from me into a tree which was knocked down by the sheer force.
"I will not back down. Not ever to the likes of you." I growled back at him.
"I'm warning you miko. Submit or you're gonna be in a hell of a lot of pain." He advised.
"Never" I taunted.
"So be it" He vowed.
Lunging at me claws ready and teeth bared I jumped out of the way only to be caught slightly by the edge of his claw which managed to make a long cut across the base of my back. I gasped out in pain and it seemed to affect Sesshomaru as he stared at his claw that was covered in my blood. I winced in pain and then proceeded to grab a stick of the ground and charge at him with it before his blood red eyes focussed on me. He took a defensive position and I went to stab him with the stick but he caught my wrist so I punched him in the gut before he flipped me on my back. His claw cut across my collarbone as he pinned me to the ground by my neck with his sharp claws which left a trail of blood trickling down my chest and my top.
"Release me." I spat into his face.
"Submit and I will." He argued.
I struggled against him but I just couldn't break free from his tight grip on my neck and waist. He pushed more of his weight onto me and I strained to breathe against the sheer force of his tight hold around my neck. My face paled and my eyes rolled back into my head as I was leaving consciousness. I watched worry swirl in his eyes and he let out a wine before he loosened his hold a little. I took a gulp of air breathing in as much oxygen as I could before I gathered my miko powers and sent an energy ball at him. He flew ten feet away and I quickly got to my feet and ran to the cliff edge climbing up until I reached the ledge once again. But as I tried to pull myself over the edge a warm hand wrapped itself around my ankle and yanked me back down so I screamed loudly as I fell into open arms.
I looked up and saw Sesshomaru's perfectly caved face glaring down at me while his sharp teeth sparkled dangerously in the sunlight. Fear shot through me and I had to shove it back down as I turned away from his face trying to escape his tight hold on me. A thunderous growl tore out of his throat and I jumped in his arms before he bent his head down to nuzzle my neck. The feel the soft skin of his nose rubbing against my neck and the humming sound resonating from his throat humming actually started to soothe me. My arms tightly wrapped around his neck automatically and I found myself nuzzling his neck as well.
Sesshomaru's tongue darted out and licked the side of my neck and I leaned my head to the side to give him more access as his tongue followed a rhythmic technique. After a few more licks he proceeded to suck on the side of my neck and I could feel the hickey forming as he pulled away to then move his lips onto mine. The kiss was very forceful as we hungered for the taste of each other like it was the key to our survival. Within a few moments we broke apart gasping for oxygen. He was panting and I was struggling to breathe through bruised lips while we continued to stare into the other's eyes. Our lips were once again against each other's and my hands made their way to his haori untying it to reach his chest underneath. Once the haori was off my hands were roaming over his perfectly formed six-pack while his own hands were slipping under the hem of my skirt tracing patterns across the skin of my hips and back. My fingers ran over the markings on his waist and he groaned into my mouth so I trailed my fingers across there ever so lightly which made him groan louder and buck his hips against mine.
I moaned when he bucked his hips colliding with mine and pulled away from his mouth to run my tongue over the markings on his face. He trembled under my touch begging me to stop before he lost control of his urges but his words only fuelled my arousal. I began to sway my hips against his grinding his hard covered cock against the flimsy material of my skirt and pants into my pussy. He had to take a couple of steps back to lean against a tree for support as his eyes turned red, his markings grew jagged, his teeth and claws grew longer and sharper. His red blood eyes focussed on me as I whimpered sadly from the lack of heat from his body and the touch of his hands. I could see the shudder that ran through his body as I licked my dry lips and suddenly he was in front of me his claws ripping through my skirt, snapping the buttons of my shirt and tossing it aside as he cut the side of my pants which fell to the ground. His lustful gaze never left mine as my hands forced him out of his hakamas and pulled him flush against my body aching for his touch.
His hands found their way across my breasts lingering over the areola and teasing the nipple while his mouth attached to my other breast and began sucking on it. My hands however were finding their way down his waist and to his hips were they fell even further until they came into contact with his brick like cock. My hands grabbed roughly onto his cock marvelling the huge length and thickness of his cock as I ran my hands up and down him. I then began pumping his cock, picking up a rhythm as I heard him hiss when I squeezed slightly on his cock. He released my nipple with a pop only to start sucking on the other one as his fingers swapped to the other breast teasing that one as well. When he had finished with that nipple as well his fingers move south down to my pussy were they teased my clit so that my knees wobbled.
"Mine" He growled as his other fingers unexpectedly were shoved into my pussy and pulled out again before they made a continuous pattern of this.
"Yours "I whispered back as my eyes rolled back into my head and my fingers released his cock to hold onto his shoulders for support.
His fingers increased their rhythm and my knees were on the brink of collapsing as he brought me to the edge where I came onto his fingers calling out his name. His fingers then stopped playing with my clit and pulled out from my pussy as he lifted them to his mouth and licked them clean. I blushed in reaction and hid my face in his chest as he finished cleaning his fingers and began to rub my back soothingly.
"Are you ready my mate?" He spoke into my ear before nipping the edge of it.
I struggled to concentrate and form words as I replied a simple yes to his question. He gently shoved me into a tree and hiked up my right leg on to his waist as he positioned himself at my entrance. Nodding for him to continue I closed my eyes and gripped his shoulders as he pressed the tip of his penis into my awaiting pussy. Once the tip was in I relaxed slightly and blinked back tears as the sheer size of the tip of his cock made pain spread through my body. He started to ease the rest of his-self inside me as I grabbed tighter on to his shoulders hiding my face into his neck as streams of tears ran down my face in pain. In a sudden burst of energy he thrust fully into my pussy and I screamed in excruciating pain as he broke my invisible virgin barrier tearing my skin a little bit. A trail of blood ran down my leg from the tear and I repressed the feeling of just sobbing into his shoulder.
I whimpered a few times, getting used to the feel of him inside of me. His hand wondered down on to my thigh stroking it softly as if reassuringly. I managed a nod and he pulled out slightly, to then shove himself back inside of me slipping even further in than last time. I whimpered louder and gripped onto his shoulder harder as he continued at a slow pace. I felt the pain and the pleasure as he moved in and out of me in a rhythm and as time went by I began to feel more pleasure than pain up until the point where I was begging Sesshomaru to move faster. He picked up the pace, thrusting faster and harder inside of my pussy making me moan. He made grunting noises every time entered me and our breathing quickened so that we were panting. I could feel his cock swelling inside of me as the walls of my pussy squeezed around him. My moans got louder and louder as we continued on and his grunts turned into groans when we closed our eyes, enjoying the feel of my nipples rubbing against his bare chest as we moved together in perfect harmony.
All of a sudden he was pounding into me at demon speed faster than I ever thought he could as we desperately seeked our release. I whimpered and moaned as we got to the cliff of our pleasure ready to dive down into our orgasm. Opening my eyes I noticed that Sesshomaru's own eyes were red and glowing with lust as his fangs lengthened and his claws grew longer. He bent his head down still pounding into me and I leaned my neck to the side as his nose ran down my jugular. Rubbing his face in the bottom of my neck as he licked and nipped at the sport until we climaxed and I cried out in ecstasy. I felt his hot sperm flood into my pussy filling it as we rode out our orgasm and I milked him for all he had. His head flipped back and he howled out to the world our mating before his head shot forwards and is fangs sunk into my neck right above my collarbone. I gasped out in surprise and pleasure as I felt him drink up the blood and then hid fangs retracted and he lapped up the blood sealing the cuts with his salvia.
"Mine" His beast whispered under his breath just loud enough so that I could hear.
His eyes returned to their normal golden glow and his claws shortened back to their original length. As he closed his eyes and we regained our breath, his head leaned on the tree next to mine.
"We are locked together" He whispered seductively. "We cannot part until you are pupped"
"You're just as talented as a swordsman as you are in the bedroom. I want you shoving your cock inside of me again" I replied bucking my hips against his.
"Hnn. We will continue after we are unlocked. I have not finished with you my miko. I will have every part of you I can." He warned and I giggled.
Sesshomaru's right eyebrow lifted and I hid my face in his chest as I blushed. About an hour later we unlocked and proceeded to follow on from our earlier activities trying different positions. He was true to his word when he said he would have every part of me and he literally meant it. We became locked several times until we finally layed down on the cool grass with his left arm round my waist pulling us closer till my chest was against his. His other hand caressed the side of my face until he rolled from his side to his back pulling me half on top of him as I drifted off to sleep. But as my eyes closed and I placed my hand on his chest, I felt his free hand massage my head before I heard his soft whisper.
"You are mine, miko. Mine alone. Sleep now my mate for we shall have a busy day tomorrow."
As my body and mind shut down I was happier than I had ever known that I was now the mate of Lord Sesshomaru of the western lands.
An
So sorry that this chapter has come up so late. I have been extremely busy and haven't had time to sit down and write. But i pulled through and this is the eleventh chapter of Trust Lust and jealousy. I don't know when i will be able to update the Court of intended but i will try to do it soon. Thanks for reading and reviewing xx
