Chapter 10: Truth
September 13, 2009
"Ummm…" I hate this part. Wayne's picked me up from school today, he brought me to Tony's house.
"Cat, what's wrong?" Tony's my first real boyfriend and Wayne's making me break up with him.
"I can't be your girlfriend anymore…" I barely heard my own voice.
"Why, I thought you liked me." he looks really sad.
"I do…it's just, my step dad said I can't have a boyfriend." I say. Wayne told me to ask him to never bother me again.
"You didn't tell him about us kissing and…?" I nod and Tony's eyes got big.
"Why?"
"Because he made me." I said and look back at Wayne. Oh no, he's getting out his truck.
"Made you? Why'd you tell him about us anyway?"
"Because she's too young to be talked into having sex with a seventeen year old. I can have you arrested for rape, if you come near her again, I'll make sure you go to prison and I'll make sure your fellow inmates know you raped a fourteen year old girl!" Wayne's using his scary voice.
"Y-yes sir…" Tony looks scared.
"Come on Cat!" I followed Wayne to his truck. When I look back, Tony closes his door.
"That's the end of that…" Wayne says softly. "How about some ice cream?" I don't feel like eating ice cream.
"Can we just go home?" I just want to go to my room.
"Look, I know you…liked him, but he was too old for you." Only by three years, that's not really old.
"But I liked him, and I showed him how much, just like you showed me."
"He lied to you, what he was doing is wrong." Wait…what?
"We do things like that…is that wrong too?" I'm confused.
…
He didn't answer me until we came in our driveway.
"Like I said before, I'm showing you how to love someone, like your husband." He got out of the car and we're in the house.
"Can I tell mom what we do?" he turned around and grabs me and pushes me against the wall.
"Don't you ever tell your mother about anything we do." he yells.
"Ok, ok…I won't tell." He nods and I'm back on my feet again.
"Good, good. Because I love you…don't you love me?" he asks.
"Yes…" he put his forehead on mine.
"You have on a pretty dress, did you get compliments in school?"
"Yeah…" his hand is on my leg. I don't like this.
"I think we should have more practice." He kisses my neck, now he's touching my bottom. His lips are on mine and…he kisses me.
I stop it, "I don't want too, it's gonna hurt." I know it will.
"Just relax, it's going to be alright…" he kisses me again and his hand is in my undies.
"No…" I try to move away from him but he pushes me against the wall and kept touching me.
"Hush…" he pulled my undies down.
No, not again. I don't want it again.
He picks me up and brings me to my room.
"No…" I don't want him too.
"Take off your dress." He says and takes off his shirt and pants.
"I…I don't want to."
"Don't make me tear it off you." I tried to run in my closet but he pulls my arm and I fell. He takes my dress off and I covered my privates. "Come here…" he said, I'm in a corner with just my bra on. "I said come here."
I took baby steps and he grabs my waist and took my hands from my privates.
"I've already seen you, you don't have to hide, come here." He pulled me down and kiss me and my neck. "Kiss my chest." He said, I didn't want to but he squeezed my arms until I did. I have to kiss his chest. "Go lower and don't stop until you practice on me." I did, and he touches my neck. "It's ok, go on…" I hate this. It makes me feel so dirty, but…it's the only thing that doesn't hurt. We practice this a lot.
"That's it sweetheart…just like that…" it's so icky, Wayne says I'm doing it right when it goes inside and out again. He says I'm really good and that's why we do it a lot. He stops me and kisses me. Then puts me in my bed and gets on top of me. I seen this in a movie once, I think I know what they were doing now.
I'm scared, he opens my legs and…it happening again, only this time it's from the front.
"No! It hurts!" I tried fighting him but he didn't stop, he just keeps moving it in me, it hurts!
"Shhh baby…" he kiss my neck and touch my chest. When I push his chest he doesn't stop. He sounds like a wolf, he's making loud noises.
"Stop it!" I cry and beat his back. I'm tired of hitting him and cry. When he's done and take his part out, I saw his baby ingredients coming out on my belly. I run to the bathroom and take a shower. A really hot shower. I take them a lot now, it's the only time I feel like I'm clean.
"Hurry up!" he said through the door.
I did and stayed in my room afterwards. I hugged Mr. Porkstache and Mr. Purple all night.
October 4, 2009
"What did you talk about?" Wayne asks Cat on the way back from the airport.
"Nothing…" She breathes. They had just come from seeing Cate off; she's flying back to Italy tonight.
"Didn't sound like nothing." Wayne's says entering the interstate. For the past week, he dared not touch Cat. Cate noticed the tension between her daughter and husband. She wanted to question the hickey she spotted on Cat's neck, she thought nothing of the lingering feeling in her head and spent as much time as possible with Cat and Emmy in the day and Wayne in the night. She passed the hickey off as a budding romance between Cat and a nice boy.
Cat was relieved that her mother was home. She thought hard about telling her mother of Wayne's practices. She gave it a second thought and went against her first mind. Even though she welcomed eminent time with her mother with open arms, in the back of her mind the thought of Wayne touching her was present.
Unbeknownst to Cat, Wayne abuses her multiple times a week. Although he knows he wouldn't be seeing his wife in person for the next three months, he couldn't wait to see her off. They had sex twice a day in the pass seven days to make up the last three months.
Each and everyday her mother was home Cat took a breath of relief. For a full seven days, he didn't come in her room at night, he didn't force himself on her and he didn't violate her mouth. Her new friends even noticed an extra pep in her step.
Now that her mother isn't here to protect her anymore, she dreads being alone with Wayne again. He, on the other hand has been looking forward to his stepdaughter. Even though he enjoyed himself with Cate at night, he couldn't stop thinking about Cat. There was something about her that made him crazy. When he took her virginity, something unleashed in him. He became intoxicated with her, he has an unquenchable thirst for her. A thirst his wife wasn't able to quench.
When Cate wasn't looking, he took small glances to his stepdaughter. Looking at her legs and fanaticizing being between them. Each passionate sex session with his wife, Wayne only thought of the blossoming teenager in the room down the hall.
"We just had fun." She spoke softly as traffic begins to slow from the morning rush.
"You know what I mean!" He snaps.
"I didn't tell her." Cat's mind is on something else and Wayne sees that.
"What's on your mind?" he asks. Cat takes an exasperated breath. She went to the school nurse two days ago for a stomachache. The nurse noticed healing bruises on Cat's back, arms and what looks like hand prints on her inner upper thighs. When the nurse asked about it, Cat tensed up and said that she was wrestling with her older brother.
The nurse clearly saw through Cat's lie and asked about the hand marks on her thighs. Out of answers, Cat hunched her shoulders. The nurse gave Cat an exam and found that she'd recently had sex. The nurse followed the exam with a physical.
She was perplexed at her findings. Cat showed signs of physical abuse, but the nurse couldn't move forward with her findings because Cat says she and her brother was playing around. The most she could do was jot down her findings in Cat's file. It may have use for another time.
Student show signs of possible physical/sexual abuse.
Torn hymen/recent sexual activity.
Bruises, hand prints, marks and recurring sore throat.
After her report, the nurse sat down near Cat and asked if someone was touching her. Cat asks what she meant by touching her.
Flashback
"I mean, if someone is touching you between your legs, your buttocks, forcing you to do things you don't want to do." the nurse asks. Cat stayed quiet, she thinks of the practices at home.
"I'm confused…" she says and tilts her head.
"Caterina, sweetheart…I want to give you this pamphlet. I need you to read over it and if anything mentioned in the pamphlet is happening to you, than you need to tell an adult." The nurse says and hands Cat the pamphlet.
Cat takes the pamphlet and glances at the pages, almost everything it had on sexual abuse were very similar to her practices at home.
End Flashback
Ever since then she has been thinking on it. Especially the part where it says, 'No one is supposed to touch you in your private area except your doctor and your mother.' She's confused as to why it says nothing about a stepfather.
"Is what we're doing…ok?" the question caught Wayne off guard. He waited until he got home to answer her.
"Why do you ask that?" he asks after putting a tired Emily down for a nap. Cat stood there, she grew nervous now that it's just her and him.
"I got a pamphlet from school and it said that you're not supposed to touch me, only mom and my doctor." She answered quietly. Wayne stood there dumb founded. On one hand he's shocked that she even has a pamphlet like that in his house, on the other hand he knows that he has been caught in a lie.
Anger fills him as his lie has just been uncovered. He knows that she fears him and he just decided that he's not going to beat around the bush anymore. He will just take her whenever he wants and he knows she would be too afraid to tell anyone.
He thought better then to admit to her that he lied. Wayne finds that inserting his dominance will instill fear in her.
"Go upstairs. Now!" she jumped as his voice raised and hurried to her room.
A few minutes later he walks in her room, his intentions excite him and fill him with lust. He has her all to himself.
Cat pulls her knees to her chest and bows her head as her eyes well. In a flash Wayne snatches her off the bed and bends her over it. He lifts her skirt and pulls down her panties. He couldn't unzip his slacks fast enough due to the lack of sexual contact with her the pass seven days. Cat stood frozen in fear, just like Wayne wants it.
He places himself at her opening and forces himself into her without a second thought. Her cries fall on deaf ears as he assaults her. Being inside her sends shock waves of pleasure through his body.
"If you tell anyone, I will hurt you." He says as he pushes his waist into hers. "I will hurt your mother, I'll hurt Emily and you'll never see them again!" he growls lowly as he moans closing his eyes and whispers how good she is. The fear of losing her mother and sister indeed instills fear inside her. "If you so much as to breathe a word to anyone…" he punches her in her side causing her to yelp in pain. "You will really know what pain is."
He takes himself out of her and pushes her on her back. Then pulling off her panties and begins his assault again. He holds her hands above her head as she cries defenseless. So rudely pushes his tongue down her throat and kisses her. When he's ready to climax he quickly pulls out of her and climaxes on her stomach and skirt. After catching his breath he slaps her across her face.
"There's more where that came from, take a bath, I want you clean for tonight." He spat and left the room. Cat lies there soaked in her own tears. She cries herself to sleep and wakes up a couple hours later. Slowly she gets up and goes to the bathroom to bathe. Again, she cries to herself because she knows what's to come.
A/N: Wayne is the type of pedophile who wants his prey all to himself. Now his lie has been uncovered and the first thing he does is silence her through abuse.
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