She tried not to let the tears fall, trying not to let the lump she felt in her throat seep into her voice, but as she stared at them she felt the need to hurt them just as they had hurt her if anything she wanted cold hard revenge.
Thinking on the spur of the moment she looked straight into the Youkai's eyes "I'm glad I accepted Rio's engagement" the shocked look that crossed his face made part of her smile.
She turned to Sakura whose eyes held shock 'No Rin don't do this' Sakura thought, but was pulled out when Rin walked over to Sasuke her shoes creating a nice hollow sound in the ground.
"Now you'll know what it feels like" she said and pulled his head down to hers as she kissed him her eyes locked on her best friends.
Those eyes held emotions so strong that it made the action see less important it held humiliation, hurt, anger, haunting happiness, and the need to get even and she had.
Sakura couldn't stand there and watch, so she ran away with Sasuke hot on her tail. Sesshomaru was surprised at not only Rin, but her actions, she seemed mostly pleased with herself.
He walked towards her grabbing her wrist in a tight clutch growling at her "Are you happy now?" he asked.
Rin stared at him wanting to growl back, she was victim not the victimizer. She tried to break her wrist from his grip without any success.
"Let go of me" she said struggling against him.
"Not until you answer me"
"Fine if you must know I am happy, in fact I am ecstatic, practically elevated at what I just did, and you know what if I could do it all over again, I would do it again, and again, and again!" she shouted into his face hoping he got her message clearly without any misunderstanding.
Sesshomaru eyes widened unable to believe this to be the Rin he loved, the one that he raised, the one that said she had loved him. He was for the first time in his life speechless, but he was taken out his thoughts at the cruel laugh that passed from Rin's throat.
"What's wrong Lord Sesshomaru, having trouble dealing with what you caused, what you created?" Rin didn't know where these words were coming from and doubted if she wanted to know.
"Sakura stop!"
"Leave me alone!" she yelled continuing to run even faster, she wanted to run until she was away from Sesshomaru's palace, away from Rin, and definitely away from Sasuke, she wanted to disappear.
Eventually Sasuke's voice drowned out and she slid to the muddy ground on the forests floor crying as a choked sob escaped her lips. "Why me Kami? Why me? All I did was try to help and in the end I was the one that caused the biggest trouble of all. I guess its true what the say, the road to hell is paved with good intentions."
"True, but we can never predict the outcome of our good intentions, where are not given the power to" came Sasuke's voice.
"Go away" she said the hostility slightly gone.
"Sakura, how can you blame me when Rin's the one that kissed me?"
"It brought back all the times you wanted her, I was always there to hear you pin over her as thought she was goddess, when I pinned over you as though you were a god, tonight only proved that you still pin for her."
"No it did not. Sakura I don't want Rin, I stopped wanting her years ago"
"Then look me in the eyes and tell me that kiss meant nothing, that part of you did not feel the so called old feelings return" she turned to face him only to see his eyes downcast. Part of her broke just a little bit more.
"Sometimes eyes are not the only ways into a man's soul" she said and then fled again.
(Rin & Sesshomaru)
The demon lord had flung Rin away from him, partially in disgust, and fear. Then he boiled over in rage, how dare she try to blame everything on him as though he was the card holder in this little game of hers.
Rin looked at the shocked demon lord with a smirk on her face, he was feeling the pain that she was feeling and though part of her wanted to take it all back her pride refused to let her do it, but she wasn't surprised after all. She learned from the best.
"You!" Sesshomaru cried out gripping her so tight that his claws poked into her skin and Rin screamed a bit.
"You are the one that caused all of this, if you hadn't refused me in the first place, then none of this would have happen, if you weren't so hell bent on destroying me, then you would have known how much I loved you. It was all you! Not me, but you!"
He began yelling hysterically, violently shaking Rin, to the point her teeth chattered, he eventually let go of her roughly pulling her away as she landing on the floor on her backside.
His eyes now the color of blood looked at her as thought she was a stranger, an enemy, and unworthy peasant. When he spoke it was like a lion signaling its right to rule the jungle.
"I want you out! I want you out of this place, out of my territory, and out of my life, NOW!"
Kagura was down stairs and could hear the bellow youkai made, she raced upstairs.
"If I ever see you again I will slaughter you into pieces with my own hands. You and that bastard Rio, do you hear me?" Rin could only nod as a lump welled up in her throat, now she was regretting every last thing she said and done to push Sesshomaru, she's never seen him like this at all.
She gathered herself together, her make up now smudged and ran out of the room down the stairs bypassing Kagura that was on her way up. "Rin's what's wrong?" the demoness asked, but all she got was sniffles as the young human girl continued running.
She went up to the room seeing Sesshomaru's red eyes turn back to gold. "Sesshomaru what did you do?" she recalled all the yelling upstairs that was heard and was a little bit scared to know the outcome.
"I banished Rin from here" he said voice filled with regret and another emotion Kagura wasn't sure she wanted to decipher, but all she could do was gasp.
Alright sorry for the long wait I've been a little bit busy, since I have lost the way for this story this is the end. I know I know it sucks, but if I ever get back on track I will write again. R&R please and thank you!
