A/N: Hey Loves! XD Yeah, so this chappy is a rather belated reviewer request for our beloved Kiki-slasha from the original Golden Lotus multi-chap. You will get the jist of what her pairing request was very quickly but we wanted to wait until Kadaj was a little older and actually work it in as part of the main plotline and not a side pairing.
Also we will write a special chapter for our 100th, 200th etc. reviewers again, so good luck!
Hope you enjoy!
Chapter 11
BMIK: Zack Fair, Sephiroth
Chephren: Kadaj
Kadaj did his best to make just the right amount of conversation with Vincent on their way back to the manor. Not too little because he knew Vincent'd had a tough day today and not too much for the same reason and he didn't want to aggravate the man nor make him feel worse. His mind was awhirl with new information, dark, steamy thoughts... secrets he was dying to tell someone but he didn't know who nor did he dare... For the boy himself, the evening had also been quite full...
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Kadaj peeked out into the hall. Two doors down on the left. His heartbeat started to quicken as his feet, a bit larger than the little ones of last year yet unlike a lot of the rest of his still-small form, carried him down the hallway towards that familiar door. He knocked but when there was no answer, nor any sound within, the teen gingerly opened it to find... nothing. Everything in the baby blue room was in orderly order but no Cloud. Where could he be? Closing the mahogany door again, Kadaj headed down the hall, wondering if he might be in Yuffie's room. The blond didn't expect him after all...
Meanwhile Zack Fair was sitting at the bar, sucking at his green straw that was stuck into a half empty glass of orange juice. He´d rather have something with alcohol in it but he was on duty, kinda. Though there really wasn´t anything going on and Zack was bored out of his wits as his sleepy face hanging from the palm of his hand might have indicated. He doubted that the killer would just waltz into the bar like that, presenting himself on a silver platter but it was the boss' orders and she was quite cranky recently so he'd better not object. Besides, there were worse places to be... His eyes scanned the room that was almost empty right now, save for one or two whores boredly entertaining a few clients, when his eyes fell upon a little silver head that peeked his head inside.
Taking a shy glance around, Kadaj felt nervous. It was a very different atmosphere down here. There was a young man staring at him too. Maybe he shouldn't have come down by himself. Tifa was busy with a rather inebriated customer at the moment and Kadaj hadn't expected that he would be alone down here. Boldly though, he went up to the bar and climbed up on one of the barstools, pretending as if he hung out in these sorts of places all the time. He also noticed a bodyguard watching him, which was encouraging. When he noticed the brunette still looking at him though, he cleared his throat.
"Hey there," Zack smiled at the boy, inwardly cringing. The whores here got younger and younger, didn´t they? And what was it with the silver hair? It seemed to be a new trend among the prostitutes to get their hair died silver, Zack had seen the one or other already. Maybe they were hoping to profit a bit from the Fairy´s glory and glamor... Though these days this was actually quite dangerous. Did the boy know? Zack wondered. He was quite cute...
Kadaj lifted a brow at the man but he couldn't deny the excitement in his belly. He was actually talking to a real client! "Hi," he said, rather a lot more shyly than he meant to. He had wanted to appear very sure of himself and experienced here but at least he'd said 'hi.' "Do you come here a lot?"
"Quite often, yeah." Zack laughed. Man, this boy was really cute. "I haven´t seen you here yet though. Can I get you something to drink?"
"Sure!" Kadaj was impressed at how the young man wanted to buy him something. He thought about trying out one of the many selections of alcohol along the wall behind Tifa but knowing she wouldn't approve, he simply said after a moment. "Could I have a cola? So what do you like to do most when you come here?" Here could be a potential guinea pig for the boy to interview. He figured the guy might like to talk about sex as much as he liked to have it.
Sinxe Tifa was still busy with the drunk client, Zack just reached over the counter and got a glass and the half empty bottle of cola. Like a professional bartender, he filled the glass and pushed it towards Kadaj.
"Straight to the point, aren´t you?" He smiled, seizing the boy up again. A little bit of talking wouldn´t hurt... "I like all kinds of things... And you? Do you have a specialty?"
Kadaj wasn't prepared to answer this question, "Um… Not yet." He was almost flattered that the young man thought he worked here. He would most certainly blow his cover if he volunteered that he had never done it before... or anything like it even. "I'm afraid I don't know a whole lot yet so I am keeping my eyes open and paying attention so that I will learn more."
"Aww, what an eager student," Zack laughed again, ogling the boy from his head to his toes. "But don´t you think you´re a bit too young for this? How old are ya?"
Despite his tender age, Kadaj shivered when he caught this young man looking at him with that boyishly handsome face. "No," he said matter-of-factly, "I am sixteen years old, I'll have you know..." This was a blatant lie but Kadaj was testing this guy to see if he fell for it or not. Perhaps if he did, there may be other adult activities that he could learn more about or even experience. "Why? How old are you?"
"Oh, sorry, didn´t want to offend you." Zack sheepishly scratched the back of his head, throwing the boy an apologetic smile. He really had trouble deciphering their ages these days... "I´m 23, an old man to you." He laughed, then had a look around. "No clients today?"
Wow, this man was even older than Genesis! Kadaj couldn't help the wondrous look in his eyes. "Not tonight…" He didn't elaborate on the details as he had never really been in this position before. Scooting to the edge of his bar stool absently, the teen blew his bangs out of his face unsuccessfully so that he could peer at the dark haired young man.
"You flirting with me?" It sounded amused, as Zack leaned back against the bar, throwing the boy another taxing look. Though he was on duty, the boy was really cute and a little quickie wouldn´t hurt, would it?
Kadaj smirked, excitement of the danger pulling at his belly. "Maybe, what are you gonna do about it then?" He leaned a bit closer on instinct, ready to flirt with that danger, enticed by the uncertain.
"Hm, you got a room?" Zack winked, inconspicuously letting his hand rest on the boy´s knee.
Thoughtful for a moment, Kadaj was leary of telling the man that he wasn't really a working girl now after he had carried the lie through so long. "I know a place," he chimed finally, remembering his old room which seemed to be vacant now but curiosity had of course recommended that he at least peer in to check it out. Taking a sneaky look at Tifa, who seemed to be finishing up with one of her customer's drinks at the end of the bar, he grabbed the man's hand and pulled him along with a bit more force than he meant to but he didn't want to get caught. "C'mon!"
"Whoa, you busy or something?" Zack was surprised when he was dragged behind the boy but he didn´t resist. Instead he took the time to check out that sweet little ass... Was he really 16 already? Zack was a bit doubtful but then again, maybe Rufus employed him because he looked so young for his age? Many customers might like that...
Without answering, the boy pulled the young man behind him in silence, not bothering to wait for the elevator, instead taking the stairs as he didn't want Yazoo, Vincent, Loz, Tifa, Genesis or Cloud to catch him alone in the company of a stranger. To quell any further questions, Kadaj pressed the brunette against the nearest wall inside his old room, pulling him down by his collar to capture those inquiring lips. Maybe if he started off forceful, he could make the man forget. Genesis and Yazoo both had some quality about them that they could make men forget anything... and they could get away with anything too. Would it work for Kadaj?
Zack was a bit surprised, to say the least. That boy surely knew what he was doing... Zack´s doubts evaporated and thrilled, he grabbed the boy´s head, opening his mouth and ravishing the little minx with his tongue. He didn´t have that many experiences with whores aside from his work but this shy working girl was just too delicious to let the opportunity pass...
Moaning into the stranger's mouth, Kadaj squashed his voice, instead only letting a relieved hiss of air spill between their lips. His eager tongue rose up to meet each one of the handsome youth's, matching his rhythm. He wanted to let go and give himself over completely to the nice feelings in his head and belly but he didn't want this man to know the truth... not yet... probably not ever actually.
Zack broke the kiss eventually for some air, licking over the boy´s moist lips while he pushed him gently towards the bed. "Sorry, I don´t have much time so we gotta make this quick," he muttered, giving the child one final push so he fell backwards onto the mattress. Immediately the officer was all over him again, pushing up his shirt to attack a pink bud with his agile tongue.
"Where´s lube and condoms?"
Kadaj's brow furrowed nervously and while responding delightedly under the magic the young man's mouth worked on his nipple, he opened his nightstand drawer to see if there would be anything in… there was! Brandishing a bottle of lube, possibly from his time here, along with some condoms, the boy wordlessly handed them over, watching the dark haired man for cues on what to do next. His hands shyly reached down to pull his t-shirt over his head, a flush coming back to his cheeks. One thing he was sure of, when all these adult secrets transpired, they would be naked.
"I told you I´m busy," Zack protested, while he licked his way down soft, warm skin, slowly pulling down the whore´s pants. He guessed he could at least get naked though... The boy´s cock was kind of cute too, Zack thought, when he finally revealed the soft rosy organ. He gave it a quick kiss at the tip and then lubed his fingers to get him prepared.
Giving a gleeful chuckle as he squirmed under the man's ministrations, Kadaj shyly spread his legs. This was all new to him and he wanted to do a good job. Curious emerald eyes followed those slick digits to his entrance and he drew a sharp intake of breath unintentionally. They were really going inside there… He watched those deep blue eyes watching his hole intently, making him feel like such an insignificant part of his body was so important and maybe cherished.
"You have sex… often?" He awkwardly tried to make conversation.
"Hm, that depends on what you define as 'often'," Zack muttered, teasing around the little wrinkle before pressing against it with the tip of his finger. His mouth closed around a small pink nipple again.
Kadaj gasped and bit his lip but he gave a small smile to his seducer to reassure the youth he was okay. It was just a bit weird. His hands rose up to tether into those spiky brown locks. "Your hair is pretty cool..." he hitched, his hips starting to press toward that finger, wanting to help.
"Thanks, I like your´s too, did you dye it?" It was an unnecessary question but Zack thought the boy might like to have a conversation, he seemed a bit tense. Probably wasn´t in the business for long, or at least Zack hoped so. His finger finally slipped inside. Gods, the boy was tight! His cock twitched excitedly as he carefully pushed in and out.
"Um..." Kadaj's brows knitted as he felt the man feeling for something inside him. The feeling was beyond weird, very similar to something else unmentionable in polite conversation usually... that was, until the finger touched on something deep inside that caused Kadaj to utter loud than he meant to, "Y-esssss!" One hand flew to cover his mouth and his blush deepened but he arched so that the young man could more easily reach. "Do that... again, please..."
"Your wish is my command..." Zack grinned and felt up that spot again, adding a second finger. The sensations ofthe whore arching into him, rubbing his groin against Zack´s was mind numbing... He´d have to enter the boy soon but he wanted to make sure that he was ready, since the boy seemed so small and delicate... His tongue flicked over an erect nipple again. "You ready for my cock?"
Looking wondrously at that pale organ that seemed to look back at him, glistening at the pink tip, Kadaj gasped again but he would do this. He would see it through all right... He didn't quite know what was going on with Cloud and very rarely were they alone anymore on his visits without Yuffie there but Kadaj would make moves on his little blond friend soon and now he would understand what he had to do. Not that he didn't appreciate Yazoo and Sephiroth trying to shelter him as always but he wanted to know now. "Yes, put it inside," he whispered softly, his body quaking again as those fingertips did more magic inside him. "Your cock... fuck!"
"Ah, say that again..." Zack muttered, incredibly turned on. He spread the boy´s legs some more, withdrew his fingers and guided his dick to the tiny entrance. Then he grabbed for a condom, opening it with his teeth and setting it atop his boner. He rolled it down to the shaft with a moan and then grabbed the lube again, making his erection slick. Then he moved up to the child's face again, whispering into his ear
"Ready?"
An impish gleam that was quickly overtaken by his need flickered in Kadaj's eyes. "Y-essss... put your cock inside me..." he tried, hoping that was what the young man wanted from him. Slipping his arms around a pale neck automatically, the boy scooted closer to those slim, masculine hips. He was so smitten with Cloud but this man was really quite dreamy, Kadaj reminded himself. He really couldn't help but feel a bit close to him in this moment... even through they didn't even know each other's names... even though Kadaj had lied about everything. "Mm-" He had been about to ask that the dark haired man make love to him but that wasn't right... "Fuck me, stranger..."
Zack let out a pleasured grunt when he finally pressed his clothed cock against the tiny entrance, forcing the head inside. He felt the muscle twitch and protest under the treatment but then it loosened and finally he slipped in. This kid was even tighter than he had imagined, virginal tight! Zack had to stop to catch his breath and give the boy time to adjust, looking up and asking, panting, "You okay? It didn´t hurt, did it?"
Kadaj gasped out and turned his head away to hide his discomfort. "N-no," he whispered shyly. It wasn't the end of the world but at this moment, he couldn't really understand what all the fuss was about... sex. The stuff leading up to it had been really nice… He didn't know if he wanted to do it to Cloud anymore though after this. Maybe he should let Cloud do it to him instead?
"Okay," Zack breathed, sounding relieved. Then he looked down and slowly rotated his pelvis back and forth, to get in deeper. With every circle, his cock vanished deeper inside the young body and eventually he was buried to the hilt. It was an overwhelming feeling, to have that hot young flesh clench around him and Zack was very glad that he had followed the working girl up to his room.
Wriggling his behind to find more comfort, Kadaj felt the tip of the young man's cock rub against his insides unyieldingly. "Ohhhh," he moaned. Well that was certainly very nice! Fingertips slipping up into brown locks again, the boy tugged on them gently. Gradually, his body became more relaxed and he began to cling to the muscular form in his arms, lips tentatively brushing over the boyishly smooth jawline. Well, perhaps he could learn to like it very much…
"Shhh, it´s okay," Zack whispered into his ear. The boy´s movements that seemed erratic and random, without a rhythm and Zack could see that he didn´t have much experience. He´d have to set a pace for them and therefore he searched the child's lips for a kiss to distract him a bit from what was going on down there. Though he was gentle and careful, Zack´s shoves became harder and faster because he rather needy now.
Kadaj's breathing became ragged and hot against the man's cheek and his arms hugged tighter around a strong, youthful neck. The dark haired youth's words had been very reassuring indeed and the sharp sensations which had started out painful, gave way to other feelings, too wonderful and new for Kadaj to name. He clumsily continued wriggling his hips to follow the man's momentum. "Oh fuck… that's…"
"What is it?" Zack muttered encouragingly, his hot breath ghosting over the child´s sweaty, red face. He´d never fucked someone so very tight and it was taking its toll on the policeman. He was close and his thrusts became sharper, forceful, the sound of their wet slapping ringing in his ears.
"Wicked!" Kadaj smiled as he lost control and a small hiss spilled from his lips. When he felt his fluids spilling forth, his cheeks burned a rosy red. Was it supposed to happen like that? How embarrassing... but the pleasure was so mind-numbing all the same!
With a few deep harsh grunts, Zack shoved his cock into the clenching, slick tunnel that rubbed against him and then it was like he was being hit on the head but instead of pain, he felt a mind numbing pleasure. His muscles tensed before they slackened abruptly and he fell heavily onto the boy, considerately rolling off him. His hand stroked a light strand of silver out of his flushed face as he smiled up to the boy, "Hm, that was good, thanks."
Kadaj just looked at the young man, memorizing his features. "Yeah, thank you too…" He briefly wondered whether he should introduce himself or ask the youth's name. No, it felt too risky somehow. He didn't need his name thrown around as one of the 'working girls' orCloud and Yazoo would undoubtedly hear about it. "…Felt nice." He would have liked to have cuddled up to the stranger because the youth seemed really sweet and kind but he resisted. He slowly climbed off of slim hips, giving the young man a small smile. "We should go now, huh?"
"Yeah," Zack sighed, rolling over and finally getting up. He tucked his softened penis back into his pants and pulled the zipper up. Then he rummaged through his pockets, asking with a slightly helpless grin, "How much do I owe you?"
Kadaj's eyes lit up and he bit his lip. He had to make this look believable and honestly, he had no idea what he would go for pricewise as not only someone who had little experience but was actually completely virginal. "Um... fifty gil." He set his chin, preparing for the stranger's dissension.
"Uhm... okay," Zack scratched his head, thinking that he got off way too cheap but then he didn´t really have a clue about the prices. He fished a 50 gil note out of his pocket and then another ten, placing it on the bed with a smirk. "Get yourself some extra candy, hm?" He winked and waved and then he was out of the room and back down to the bar. Hopefully no one had noticed his absence...
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Partly content and on the same token, unnerved that he was a man now, Kadaj used the time he wasn't speaking to Vincent to let the information he had learned about the true cause of Big Brother's illness sink in. Images of that pretty grinning face, of what had happened tonight flashed up in his memory, making him hard all over again. Fortunately, it had grown considerably darker on the trip home and Vincent wouldn't be able to see Kadaj's young erection nor the rosy blush in his cheeks. One thing that he found rather tough about puberty was that his brain had almost no say in how his body reacted anymore. The almost instant remedy to that was the perplexing knowledge that Yazoo and Sephiroth, two people he had loved and cared about since forever, had done to each other what Kadaj had done with that stranger, what Genesis had done that night with his client while Kadaj had been watching him secretly, what Kadaj wanted to do with Cloud... It wasn't disgusting exactly, just... weird.
When the car pulled up to their house, Kadaj reached up to give Vincent a rather awkward hug. He really felt as if they had forged a bond today and it encouraged the boy to know that his new brother-in-law cared about him too. Rushing past Rupert, who already waited at the door, Kadaj poked his head back out to wave to his dark friend as he pulled off into the night. As fast as his undergrown legs could carry him, Kadaj shot up the stairs and almost desperately knocked at Sephiroth's bedroom door.
"Seph?"
"Yes? Come in please." Sephiroth had planned on going to bed earlier tonight but it seemed that he wouldn´t get sleep anytime soon, as Kadaj pushed inside rather urgently. "And what can I do for you? Shouldn´t you be in bed already?" The silver haired man said, standing in the room with only his sleeping pants on. He suspected that Kadaj only wanted to say good night, so he didn´t offer the boy a chair.
"Sephiroth," Kadaj panted as he ran in. "Sooo... I learned some things today." He couldn't help it, he threw his arms around Sephiroth's waist, looking up in to his eyes, which... encouragingly wasn't as far up a distance as it used to be. Kadaj stood almost chest height to his older brother now! "I'm sorry that man hurt you when you were younger."
"...Excuse me?" Taken off-guard, Sephiroth unwrapped the boy´s arms from his waist, holding him away at a length and looking down at him with narrowed eyes. "What´s this all of a sudden? What are you talking about?"*
"I... I learned," Kadaj stuttered out, feeling awkward like he had said something wrong again. Dammit... "I know what happened between you and Yazoo now. You had sex, right? Because of that man?"
"Sweet Shiva." Sephiroth gave a groan and then pinched the bridge of his nose, obviously not very happy. He sized the confused boy up with a long look and eventually gestured towards one of the chairs, heavily sitting down himself. "Who told you this?" he asked morosely. Great. This was bound to become a very long night and when he wasn´t really in the mood to deal with it on top! Couldn´t they just give him a break for once?
"Vincent did today in the car. Yazoo and he had a fight after that though. Yazoo told me what happened though later because I asked him if you two really did have sex." The realization hit him again as he was standing with his brother in the flesh. It was just so weird...
Sephiroth´s aura turned even darker at the mentioning of Valentine. It was none of his goddamn business but apparently he´d gotten what he deserved for it already. That was why Yazoo had called all of a sudden. "It was absolutely not his call to tell you this, I´m sorry. Yazoo and I had intercourse a few times, due to special circumstances, but we don´t anymore, so you don´t have to concern yourself about it." Sephiroth´s statement was flat and clipped, indicating that he did not wish to talk about this anymore. However, Kadaj had never given much about that and once he had set his mind on something, there was no holding back his questions...
"What special circumstances…?" Kadaj asked, knowing that Sephiroth was humoring him. "Because of the man?" He sort of felt as though it were falling into place, kinda. Sephiroth had to have sex with a hairy old man and this was why he wanted both Yazoo and Kadaj to do it too? Lozzy must have said, "Hell, no."
"Yes, because of that man," Sephiroth replied evenly. "I do not wish to talk about it." It was absolutely none of Kadaj´s concern what had happened with Lazard. The boy was too nosy for his own good, and Sephiroth wouldn´t let his privacy be infiltrated like that. He had a right to protect his most vulnerable experiences and Kadaj most certainly wasn´t someone he´d share them with. Taxing the boy with a long look, Sephiroth finally asked slowly, "What else did he tell you?"
"Vincent said you were sick and manipulated Yazoo into having sex with you… abuse. Yazoo said it was because of that man and you didn't know how to handle it. Is it true, that these are things you shouldn't do as brothers?" Kadaj's brain was a whirling mass of chaos and ever so slowly and just as unconsciously, he crept closer to Sephiroth, wanting that hug back.
"Yes, that is true. However, it is a lot more complicated than they make it appear to be," Sephiroth said, briefly contemplating how much he should tell the boy. "Do you remember what I told you last time when we talked?" When Kadaj nodded, the man continued, "Ideally you have intercourse with someone you are romantically involved with. Such feelings are very uncommon between siblings. However it does happen. In our case, there were a few other factors playing into the equation. It didn´t work out, mainly because of my sickness that led me to make a few bad decisions. I loved your brother and still I irreversibly hurt him."
Absently, Kadaj rose up out of his chair, drawing even closer and before he thought about what he was doing, he pressed his lips to his eldest brother's. It wasn't quite as he would have expected and his eyes opened, not feeling the electricity he felt when he was near certain other people. Cloud… Genesis… the intimacy with that stranger... his body still tingled all over from it. Somehow this just felt very... familial. Seph smelled nice though. He scanned his brother's face questioningly from his perch in Sephiroth's lap, needing further explanation as to how love between siblings was possible.
For a moment, Sephiroth was too surprised and shocked to react. Then he harshly pushed the boy away, appalled, wiping his lips. "What are you doing?" Great, now they had given the runt strange ideas! And everyone was asking him if he was still sick! "Didn´t you listen to anything I told you? Do you want me to get into trouble? What are you thinking? Stay away from me!"
"I'm sorry…" Kadaj stared, crestfallen. "Do you… hate me now?"
"No, I don´t." Sephiroth replied, when he had calmed down, but still he kept a suspicious distance between himself and the kid. "Don´t ever do that again, you hear me? What´s gotten into you?" He grabbed Kadaj by the arm, forcing the boy to look him the eye.
"I won't, I promise. I was just trying to understand. So that romantic way… you felt that for Yazoo then? Did he feel like that for you too?" Kadaj watched his brother inquisitively, no longer worried once Sephiroth had assured the boy he didn't hate him.
"I hope you do now," Sephiroth almost growled, letting go of Kadaj´s arm. He wasn´t quite convinced but maybe he had scared the boy enough that he wouldn´t pull such a stunt ever again. He settled back in his chair, keeping his distance. "I did. And he does too," he then affirmed, but not elaborating on the matter.
Kadaj picked up on the unusual use of present tense, not sure if he should ask but he did anyway. "Does? You mean he did?"
"... Yes. He did. He has Valentine now." There was just the slightest hesitation. He didn´t feel like explaining the situation to Kadaj at all; this was between Sephiroth and Yazoo and only them.
Kadaj nodded, "Oh yeah, that makes sense..." He only now noticed that Sephiroth looked tired and was dressed for bed. "Thank you for the talk. Goodnight then." The boy reached around that strong torso to hug his brother goodnight, moving very slowly and deliberately to show Seph that he wouldn't be stealing any more kisses.
"Good night." Sephiroth didn´t return the hug, not wanting to encourage any more misunderstandings and watched the boy leave before he finally went to bed. It had been a long day, a very long day.
TBC
Comment Replies –
Chephren/BMIK replying
Aeriths-Rain – Thank you so much! XD Yeah, Sephy! And I bet Yaz is feeling that way too a bit. He doesn't know quite what's real anymore with them, Sephy tricked him so well last time so we'll have to see. Aww, I bet Dajy would love to stay with you! XDD Yeah, it is hard to see Vince and Yaz apart, isn't it? Poor babes! I´m glad you liked it! Yesh, the conversation was powerful indeed, but also important to wrap things up^^ I wonder too what Seph´s intentions were, but I guess we´ll find out in the end ;)
Natzilla – Yay! XDDDD Yeah, if it is on the phone, might as well make it more like a RL one between family. XD Yeah, I don't think it solved anything really… it is easier said than done, isn't it? 'Working' on issues. Very valid concerns, baby! XD I am so glad you liked the shuffling of Dajy's feet on the car floorboard too btw! XDDDD Made my day! Hopefully Dajy doesn't have teenage boy sweaty feet yet or Vince would pass out behind the wheel! XD I am sure Dajy's feet don't smell. I bet the Hewley-Gainsborough family's feet smell like roses or maybe in Yazzy's case, chocolate cake! Yeah, one long phone conversation. Sadly mine are never that interesting :( And don´t we just love complicated stuff? :P
Soyna – Yesh, Sephy-Seph! XDD Yaz and Vince both did bring a lot of their own issues to their marriage and will have to really work on them but whether together or apart, it prolly won't be so easy. Ha! I had to look up what *snerk* meant, good word! XD I suppose he just can´t resist being a trouble maker XD As it is they probably all need deep therapy, they are a messed up bunch, arent they? *sigh*
Gothicragdoll – Wooooot! Thank you so much! XD It is a real pleasure! *huggles!* Yay, I´m glad you enjoy it, thank you! Hopefully we won´t disappoint in the future^^
ShadowHaloedAngel – Yesh! One thing about having a family full of strong, silent type boys (and Vince XD) is that there is an awful lot of internalizing, yeah I agree! XD I think to a great extent, especially where Yazzy is concerned, we make them talk a bit more than they would to get them communicating. Non-communication makes for good drama tho, right? ;D Without more talkative charas like Dajy and GenGen, then where would we be? :O Yeah! I'm actually in love with Healing!Sephy a lot! *dreamy eyes!* Doing great and the same to you, Angel! *huggles!* Hope life is treating you well! I am about to pick up a second job I think ;p and have just reorganized my place to get a roomie, so here's hoping for the best! XD I must say writing the last chapter was quite freeing. There was so much unsolved stuff that is out in the open now and they can finally realize it and start to work on it.^^
Psycho Steph – Yesh, you are right! He hasn't before that we have seen, I don't think, not without some hidden agenda so if he did, it was underhanded. Yeah, the way that conversation ended is classic blunt and slightly crass!Sephy. XDDD I don't know if that special way with words he has will ever truly change. XD He is, isn´t he? I suppose that shows that he finally acknowledges Yazoo as an adult and that there´s some working on his issues. We´ll have to see how successful that is XD
TriggerhappyChaingunner – Yayyyyyyy! So glad you liked the Rufzoo! I would say that was pretty much my fave one so far because Yaz won some back finally! XDDD Yesh! Yaz had to go and tell the truth about it too! XDDDD So glad you like it so far! XDDDDD Yeah, Vinny does love Yaz but lately, he is getting fed up! XD Haha, glad you liked it! I guess Rufus had it coming anyways and he enjoyed it ;P I rather not bet with you, I think you´d win XD But don´t we just secretly luff the drama ;)
Lenko – Awww, Lenko babe, thank you so much for coming back and reviewing! Super cool of you! XDD Yeah! By trying to honestly work through how he feels about Sephy, Yazoo is confusing himself a lot, I hear ya! XD He still does love him that way unfortunately. It won't go away so quickly without help but at least he isn't squashing it down anymore… we will have to see how they deal with this new information. Poor guys. Yaz loves his Vince so much and he doesn't want to lose him and he feels rather crappy that he can't get himself together so easily for the one he loves. OMG, yeah, if Dajy got hurt, the world would be over but I bet Dajy would love the attention. XD Sadly, I think that someone might have had to tell Dajy that incest is wrong early for him to have a more regular reaction… unfortunately, they were children raised by Sephy so none of them were really told that and Sephy is also their father figure and sometimes, unless they disappoint you really badly, it is so hard to see your parent as being less than perfect, especially in Kadaj's case. By the time Yaz learned it was wrong himself when he went to the Lotus two years ago just by the way Rufus treated him and the way people talked about incest, Dajy already pretty much hated him for bogus reasons that Seph made up and it was a secret too… so it is just an unfortunate mess but at least Dajy knows now, I guess. Now, after this chapter especially though, he really does know the difference in feelings and how weird sex between siblings might be tho, since he felt it himself. XD Yesh, I want Vinny and Yaz back together too! Thank you so much, again, Lenko and good luck with school! XD I second everything Cheph-Cheph said XD I guess everyone is still confused, kind of. Sephiroth can be rational because he has therapy and professional help, he sees things more clearly and organized, whereas Yazoo is still in a turmoil of emotions and whatnot. With Sephiroth gone he had buried it but now it surfaces again, I guess :( Hehe, if something would happen to Kadaj all hell´d break loose for sure! They won´t let anything happen to their little brother, but then again Kadaj seems to have his own agenda and he´s not always acting in his own interest;) I think Kadaj hasn´t really learned anything about stuff like being molested; he grew up very secluded and he is a bit naïve when it comes to these things. He will have to learn though, this is why Vincent was so set on teaching Kadaj about that stuff.
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