Namine sat on the couch in her apartment,she didn't feel like doing much,it was hard to feel good when the guy you love is in a coma.
she sighed*I miss Ven...so much*
It's been at least 5 months since Ven's accident, Namine felt like she was dying,she missed him terribly
*ring ring*
Namine glared at the phone*stupid phone!* she stood up and picked up on the third ring"hello?"
"hey Namine."it was Xion
she sighed in relief"oh hey Xion,what's up?"
"not much,I was just calling to ask if you wanted to go to the movies with me,there's a new final fantasy movie playing."
Namine rolled her eyes"Xion,as much fun as that sounds,I just don't feel like it."
she heard Xion sigh in annoyance"Namine,you really need to stop moping around,that's not going to wake Ven up."
Namine growled"listen Xion,when you finally get a boyfriend then maybe you'll understand me!"
silence on Xion's end,Namine palmed her forehead"god Xion,I'm sorry...I didn't mean that-
*Xion hangs up*
Namine's jaw dropped*how dare she hang up on me!*she slammed her phone down on the hook,she crashed on her couch
things have been very bad since Ven's coma,Namine felt like her whole world was falling apart.
*ding dong*Namine groaned in annoynce,she stood up and slowly walked to the door,she opened it,to reveal Sora on the otherside.
her eyes widened"what the hell are you doing here?how did you know where I lived?"
Sora brushed right past her into her apartment,Namine growled and closed her door,she glared at him as he faced her.
he just looked at her with those blue eyes of his,which reminded Namine painfully of Ven's beautiful ones,she shook her head at the painful memory.
"Sora,I'm going to ask you one more time before I call the cops,what ARE you doing here?"
Sora rolled his eyes and closed the distance between them by embracing her,she froze in shock
he cupped her face and looked into her eyes"there's no need to pretend anymore Namine"he whispered
Her eyes grew big as she gasped"what? the hell are you talking about?"
The brunette boy chuckled slightly as he ran this hand down to her butt,she gasped in shock and looked up at him
Sora smirked"you don't have to pretend to not be attracted to me,I mean with Ven out of the way and all."
Namine growled and narrowed her eyes"how dare you say that you-
Sora kissed her fully on the mouth,tangling his hands in her hair,she groaned and tried to pull away"stop"she growled
he pushed her against the wall,pinning her hands up beside her head,Namine looked up in fear,he looked like he wanted to rape her
Sora pulled her dress up,Namine shrieked"Stop!" He picked her up and carried her to her bedroom
Namine screamed as he pinned her against the bed"stop it Sora!please!"she screamed
he looked down at her and smiled gently"Namine...I always get what I want,and right now I want you naked."he whispered in her ear as he kissed her neck
she screamed more and started to hit him which didn't work well because he had her hands pinned,Namine screamed as tears ran down in cheeks
"STOP PLEASE!"she yelled
Sora had stripped her of her clothes and was looking down at her body"your so beautiful."he whispered in her ear
Namine started sobbing"STOP!"
He started to take off his shirt,Namine suddenly had an idea,she kicked him off,he slammed into the wall
she shakily put on a robe and ran out the bedroom door,she ran out into the streets and sobbed"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP!"
*honk honk*
Namine's eyes widened"NO!"
"NO!"she screamed as she jerked up in her bed,Namine gasped and looked around slowly,she shook her head"i-it was a dream?"she whispered
getting up quickly she ran out into the living room,Sora was no where to be found,she sighed in relief
*ring ring*
Namine screamed and jumped*ugh stupid phone* she groaned
"h-hello?"she asked
"Namine...are you okay?"
she sighed,it was just roxas"y-yeah Roxas,I'm fine,why?"
"I had this feeling like something was wrong."
Namine smiled softly,good ol roxas,he always seemed to know when something was wrong with her
"it's nothing really...I just had a bad dream."
"want me to come over?"he asked
she rubbed her eyes and sniffed"um yes actually,can you?"
Roxas chuckled"yeah,I'll on my way."
"thank you,Roxas."she whispered as he hung up
Namine sighed and went to take a shower before he showed up,normally Namine wouldn't want Roxas over here this late but because of her dream,she was afraid to be alone.
a few mintues later there was a knock at the door,Namine quickly ran to the door,she let Roxas in.
He smiled as she greeted him
"you okay?"he asked gently
Namine dropped her gaze to the ground then looked at him"no..."she whispered"I'm not."
Roxas Immediately brought her into his arms as she quietly sobbed"it's okay."he whispered
she shook her head and looked up at him"No...it's not."she sniffed"I'm really scared now."
He grabbed her chin"Namine,what happened?"
Namine turned away from him and crossed her arms"I-I had a dream...t-that Sora c-came here and r-r-raped me!"she cried
Roxas put a hand on her shoulders"it was just a dream."
she shook her head and faced him"yes but it happened at a bad time in my life,which makes it worse."
He stood silent and waited for her to continue
Namine sobbed"my boyfriend is in a coma and another guy is asking me out constantly...and the one person who is always there for me...I can't be around him!"
Roxas frowned"what are you talking about?"
she looked at him"Roxas...you look just like Ven...do you know how hard it is for me to look at you or be around you?"
he crossed his arms"so what?you saying you don't want me around you?"
Namine shook her head"that's not what I'm saying!I just mean...it's hard to look at you because you remind me so much of him."
Roxas sighed and sat on the couch,Namine stood in front of him,her hands on his shoulders"and I hate that because...right now,I really need you."
he looked at her and wrapped a arm around her waist and brought her into his arms,she buried her face in his hair,he patted her back
"it's okay Namine...I know how hard life is for you right now."
she pulled away slightly and kissed him on the lips,Roxas's eyes widened
"Namine."he whispered
Namine blushed and pulled away"I-I'm sorry...I don't know why I did that."
Roxas chuckled"your just needy right now...as much as I would love to continue that kiss,we can't since your with my brother."
she nodded"I know...I'm sorry."
He smiled"but I can hold you for the night...that's something we use to do when we were kids." Namine smiled and nodded"yes...I would like that."
she took his hand and lead him to the bed room
Roxas climbed in the bed and Namine crawled up beside him,into his arms,he smiled as he pulled the blanket over them.
"good night Namine."he kissed her head
she smiled slightly"good night."she whispered
The next morning,
Namine woke up,still in Roxas's arms,she smiled and gently got up,going to take a shower
a few minutes later she emerged from the shower,Roxas had just woken up,Namine giggled at his bed head"morning sleepy head."
he rolled his eyes"Morning."he yawned
Namine shook her head and grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom,Roxas stood up stretching"Hey Namine,I'm gonna head home now,are you going to be okay?"
she opened the door since she was fully dressed"yeah but are you sure you don't want to stay for some breakfast?"
"no thanks,I really should get going."
Namine nodded"alright." she walked him to the door"thanks again Roxas,for keeping me company last night."she hugged him
He chuckled"your welcome."he patted her head,she waved him off and shut the door.
Namine went into the kitchen and pulled out some cereal,she poured a little in a bowl and was about to eat when the phone rolled her eyes
"Hello?"
"hey Namine."
it's Xion"Hey Xion,what's up?"Namine winced remembering their last conversation in her nightmare
"ok,you might not love this idea but I was thinking you'd like to go to my parents house and swim?we have a HUGE indoor pool."
Namine thought for a minute*hmmm I guess it could be fun*"um okay sure."
Xion gasped"r-really? that's great!I thought for sure you'd say no."she heard Xion laugh
Namine giggled too"yeah well...I really have no other plans today."
"thats great!okay um,just pack a little bag and at 1:00 meet me at the paopu cafe."
she winced at the name of her and Ven's place"okay,see you then."
"Bye!"Xion said before she hung up
At 1:00 on the dot,Namine was at the paopu cafe,she briefly gazed at the small cafe sighing sadly*god I miss him so much*
*honk honk*
Namine jumped and saw Xion pull up"hey!hop in"
she smiled and quickly jumped in the car with Xion
"so how was your night?"Xion asked
"it was okay,I had a nightmare though."
"oh I'm sorry to hear was the nightmare about?"
*oh well let's see,your brother tried to rape me*Namine shook her head"it's nothing to worry about Xion."
Xion shrugged"well okay."
a few minutes later the car turned down a long street full of fancy houses,Namine gasped at the house they stopped at,it was a huge white house,with a huge garden and yard.
"wow Xion,your house is beautiful."
Xion smiled"yeah it's alright I suppose."
Namine blushed"I'm sorry,your probably used to people saying that."
Xion giggled"nah it's alright,come on!" she grabbed Namine's hand and lead her inside.
*geese,my family's house was never this great*Namine mumbled as she looked around
"Namine!"called Xion
The blond girl blushed and ran to catch up with Xion"yes?"
Xion chuckled"go get changed,the pool is right through that door."she pointed to the door at the end of the entrance hall
Namine nodded"okay,um where's the bathroom?"she blushed
"there's one upstairs on the right."
she nodded her thanks and headed upstairs,Namine saw a bunch of rooms,she finally spotted the bathroom door,it was opened,she quickly went in and changed.
a few minutes later,Namine had changed into her pink bikini,with her pink flips flops,she smiled and ran out the door,bumping into someone
"oh!I'm sorry I wasn't-she gasped
Sora looked at her, his face blushing red,Namine immediately covered her chest and blushed too
Sora quickly recovered"uh...it's okay Namine,gotta go!"he ran past her to a door at the end of the hallway
Namine stood there shocked*wow,he didn't even hit on me*she shrugged and walked back downstairs
Xion was in her bikini too when Namine finally joined her at the pool"hey Namine!"she waved"you look good."
Namine smiled"you too Xion"then she looked around and lowered her voice"you didn't tell me Sora was going to be here."
Xion shrugged"I didn't think it mattered anymore,Sora's over you now."
The blond gasped"huh?"
"yep,he's dating some girl named Olette now."
Namine frowned and crossed her arms"oh,I see."
Xion laughed"come on!we didn't come here to talk about boys,we came here to have fun!"she dived into the pool
Namine shrugged and performed a cannonball"whoo!"she shrieked as she hit the cold water
she gasped as the water hit her chest*soo cold*
Xion rose up beside her"so Namine,tell me,is Roxas single?"
Namine nodded"yep,why do you ask?"
the brunette girl blushed"well I might be interested."
Namine giggled"well go for it."
Xion gasped"you don't mind?since he's your ex and all."
"I don't mind at all,besides my romantic feelings for Roxas left a long time ago."
"okay,as long as you don't mind."
Namine smiled at her and dipped her head"go for it!"
Xion glared at her and dipped her head in the pool"payback's a bitch!"she taunted
Namine giggled and splashed her,Xion shrieked
An hour later,Namine rose out of the pool and wrapped a towel around her body,she glanced up and saw Sora walk in,with a girl
she unknowingly narrowed her eyes at the girl,Namine shook her head*what's wrong with me? besides this is good,Sora will finally stop hitting on me*
Xion bounded over"having fun?"she asked
Namine laughed"you know?I am,much needed fun."
but deep down Namine felt her heart sink*Ven...*
she looked over at Sora,he was taking off his shirt and was now in nothing but swimming trunks*oh god,he-he actually looks... No!don't think it Namine!*she scolded herself
Sora gazed at Namine and smiled at her,she blushed a little and looked away,Xion saw that blush and smirked to herself
Xion got an idea,she ran over to Olette"hey Olette!let's go get everyone something to drink!"she pulled the brunette with her out of the room
Namine looked after them in confusion*what was that about?*
she heard a big splash and looked over,Sora had just did a big cannonball,she giggled slightly as he rose out of the water,shaking the water out of his hair.
Sora looked at Namine,their eyes met for a few minutes before he turned away and toweled his brown spikes.
Namine sighed,she couldn't stand the silence,she walked towards him nervously"s-so Sora how are you?"
he turned around,seeming surprised she had spoken to him"I'm uh alright,how about you Namine,how are you holding up?"
she pulled the towel closer to her and shivered"I'm alright too...so I see you've moved on from me."she added jokingly
Sora shook his head"I'm not."he whispered
This surprised Namine,she thought he was in love with that Olette girl,she pulled a strand of wet hair behind her ear"oh I see."
He stepped closer to her,their bodies almost touching,he looked into her eyes"Namine."he whispered
Namine felt that she couldn't look away,even though a voice was screaming in her head to"Sora."she whispered back
Sora leaned in towards her,she met him halfway,their lips almost touching-
"We're back!
Namine shrieked and accidentally slipped into the pool,Sora dived in after her
He reached her before she did the bottom,they both surfaced,Namine coughed slightly
Xion gasped"Namine!"she ran over and helped pull her out"Namine are you okay?"
Namine coughed and nodded slowly
Olette ran over to Sora"oh Sora! baby are you okay?
Namine wanted to strangle her,Sora gently pushed Olette away"come on Namine,I'll help you to the bathroom."
she blushed as he wrapped his hands around her,ushering her inside
Olette pouted,Xion just rolled her eyes at Olette.
Inside the hallway Sora turned to Namine"are you okay?"
she rolled her eyes"yes I'm fine."she walked past him headed to the bathroom
"Namine"he called
Namine sighed"what?
Sora ran up to her and kissed her on the lips,her eyes widened
this kiss was not like all the other ones he has given her,this one was sweet and had a almost innocent touch to it
she found herself kissing him back,passionately,wrapping her arms around his neck
Sora wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer,
Namine gasped and pulled away from his lips,her eyes wide"w-what just happened?"she asked breathlessy
Sora chuckled softly"we just kissed Namine and for once you kissed me back"he smiled at her
she shook her head"no..."she whispered
he frowned"what's wrong?"
Namine looked at him,he was startled to see tears in her eyes"this shouldn't have happened."she sobbed as she ran into the bathroom
Sora rubbed the back of his neck and sighed,wishing she hadn't pulled away.
A/N
woo Namine actually gives into Sora's lips but you can very much see it's tearing her apart inside that she enjoyed it xD
hopefully you SoraxNamine fans are pleased with this chapter lolz
this was a long chapter to right but hey I couldn't sleep so I thought I might as well get a chappie done ^_^
please Read and Review
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