Chapter XI: I'm Sorry

Zemire: Sorry for the short chapters but this one will be a lil' longer or shorter but probably longer since It's was summer vacation….I know I hate me too for waiting so loong to update lot of personal probs

"Koga no, don't ever think that, it's just that I was angry at you for you being like Inuyasha"

"I'm not like that Mutt"

"Yeah you are Koga"

"What are you talkin' 'bout Roku?"

"You and Inuyasha both have to make a decision between your ex's, because obviously you're never going to be with Kagome" Miroku explained

"I'm not like mutt-face"

"You're like his personality twin" Rin laughed

"Am not"

"Yeah huh"

"Nu unh"

"Yes so"

"No so"

"Yep"

"Nope"

"Yeah huh"

"Not"

"Okay enough children, Look Kagome, I didn't do anything so I'm not apologizing to Sango"

"Sooo the past years you've been with her, you've never flirted with another woman"

"Well yeah but I didn't last night"

"Well maybe she would have a little more trust in you if you-"

"Weren't perverted? Yeah I know but I never cheated, I never lied, I would never deceive someone I love especially Sango"

"Roku, I know you wouldn't, I just gotta let Sess know how I feel maybe you should do the same"

"Yeah I think I will"

"Hey Rin that's a really good idea except I don't feel like talkin' to Yash rite now"

"Then email him or IM him anyway that you can get his attention write him a letter or quit being a wimp and/or punk and talk to him"

"Not a bad idea Rin" Koga agreed

"Hey Rin, Can I talk to you?" Suikotsu came behind Rin and asked softly

"Sup' Kags, could we talk?" Bankotsu came in front of her and asked sweetly

"Sure" The girls answered politely and walked away with them

()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()Rin and Suikotsu()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()

"So are we still on for tonight?" Suikotsu asked staring at her with his grey orbs

"Um actually about that Sui, I can't"

"Why? Do you have other plans?"

"No I- I can't I'm not ready to be with anyone and I'm sorry I really am — "

"Don't. Don't apologize I rushed you and for that I apologize, just so you know if you ever need to talk I'm here for you"

"Aw man"

"What?"

"You're so nice, I feel really bad"

"Don't. I shouldn't have ever asked I knew it was too soon but I do want to be your friend"

"Of course Sui, well I gotta go see ya later 'Kay"

"Yeah bye" He hugged her and she kissed him on the cheek and walked away

Kagome and Bankotsu

"Kagome, I want to talk to you about our date" Bankotsu said seriously

"What about it?"

"Quit acting like you want to go, you just broke up with the love of your life and you're tryna tell me that you're over him after three years"

"Ban, I- I wanna be over him" She said her eyes filling with tears

"I know sweetie but it's goin' take a while and I'll always be here for you waiting whenever you're ready" He held her close to him and she stained his shirt with her tears, He pulled her away.

"Now I gotta go, but call me if you need a shoulder to lean on" He hugged her again and walked away to where Suikotsu was waiting.

"Hook, line . . . "Suikotsu laughed

"And Sinker" Bankotsu ridiculed

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"Hmm Koga-"

"I know Roku, what are you goin' to get back with Sango?"

"Ima do what Rin said and write her a letter I think then I'm leaving I think next- "

"What?"

"I was talking to Izayoi last week and someone called and told them that I was wanted at another school in some place in the Japan and Sesshomaru is wanted at some other school in America"

"But you're not going right"

"I wasn't . . . but now I'm like what the hell?"

"Roku, have you talked to Yash about this?"

"I haven't talked to him since this morning"

"That makes sense but think about what you're doing before you do it . . . like what about the people you'll leave behind"

"I'll say goodbye"

"Roku . . . this is b'cuz of Sango huh?"

Miroku didn't answer, and left to his next class with Inuyasha. Koga had his next class with his former best friend as well, Sesshomaru. Rin was looking for that exact person, who she found in the library she walked up to him, he tensed after sensing her presence, but didn't look up.

"Hi Sess, . . . are you mad at me?"

"What?" He looked up finally and instantly regretted it, he saw her face and winced internally

"You don't talk to me, since I said those mean things to you in the hallway and yesterday and I'm sorry"

"Okay whatever" He scoffed

"Really? ... Look, about our past forget it . . . I just wanna bury it and move on, ya know so let's just go back to being friends okay" She smiled at him, but he knew her too well and she was still hurting as much as he was and those word replayed in his mind, but he never showed he cared

"Alright whatever"

"Great" She hugged him tightly "So about earlier do you forgive me?" Then she let him go and looked down

"Yeah whatever"

"Um okay" She smiled at him again 'He doesn't even care… I knew it he never cared'

"Why are you still here?"

"Do you want me to leave?"

"…Whatever . . . Do you want something?"

"No . . . What are you writing?"

"A letter"

"Oh...great minds thinks alike" She whispered to herself

"Huh?"

"Nothing . . . Sesshomaru, do you think you could come to my house tonight?"

"Why?"

"Just please, no tricks, no revenge, just me and you talking"

"Uh okay whatever"

"Great" She hugged him again then skipped away, and now he was completely and utterly confused and a little afraid, but at the same time his cold heart hurt more than ever.

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"Hey Ayame,"

"Hey Koga, whatcha doin'?" She asked casually

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah why?"

"You seem really happy"

"Is there something wrong with that silly?"

"No I'm happy for you..."

"About what?"

"Your new relationship" He snarled quietly

"Oh that...it's not what it seems"

"So you and Renkotsu aren't dating?"

"We have a date but nothing's official . . . What about you and Yura?"

"Gross!"

"That's mean!"

"No, that's disgusting!" He shuddered at the thought of Yura and him

"Oh so you're not together, just a one night thing"

"No, there was no one night stand"

"Oh okay"

"What no arguing?"

"Why?"

"Nothing . . . So you said you had something for me earlier?"

"Um...yeah I did but I left it in my locker and...Koga I'm really sorry about yesterday"

"Ayame, please don't be" He felt that stinging pain again, the same thing he had felt when she broke up with him, the same pain he felt when he saw her with Renkotsu, he hated it and hated why he felt it. She looked at him with her emerald orbs

"Koga do you think you could-...I just wanted to tell you that it was hard for me to break-up with you, but it hurt more to be with you and I don't want you to think I left you for someone else...I would never do that to you"

"I know Ayame" She smiled at him and he smiled at her

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"Kagome..."

"Hey Inuyasha, what are you doing?"

"Nothing and you?"

"Not much just waiting for lunch to be over and get outta school" said Kagome

'Something is not right' He thought

"Really me too"

"Yash about today...I'm sorry for everything"

"Me too...Why are you sorry Kagome you ain't did nothin' wrong... Right?" He said as he walked away

"What? Are you saying that it's my fault we broke up"

"Did I say that?"

"You implied it"

"Okay whateva Kagome I gotta go see ya whenever"

"Do you even care that we aren't together?"

'Of course I do but I'm too much of a prideful pig to admit it'

"Not really you don't, so why should I?"

"You think I don't care…Yash you can tell that you care, why can't you just open up to me?"

"I did and you still left so okay maybe I did care but maybe you was just a stage of my life that's obviously over now" He said as he left her in the hallway, He mentally kicked himself in the face for being such an ass and lying to Kagome. He turned and saw her standing there with a hurt and angry expression on her face. He walked back to her and she looked away from him.

"Hey maybe we should talk later on today unless you're too busy with your new boyfriend"

"I don't have a boyfriend anymore and my ex is being a real asshole"

"Okay…come over to my house tonight at around eight and we can talk so we won't have any built up anger towards one another and we can move on"

"Move on?"

"You said that we weren't going to be together anymore so I think it would be better if we cleared everything so you could be with some… other guy"

"And you can be with Kikyo"

"No Kagome I won't be with anyone else in Japan"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm moving to China for a while then maybe Italy"

"Why?"

"I can't be here anymore" He strode away quickly before she could comment

"Please let this letter work" She whispered to herself before pulling out her cellphone and she called her mom.

"Hello?"

"Hey mom this is me Kagome could you come pick up me and Rin we've been having a really bad day and I just need to get outta her it's-"

"Kags sweetie it's fine do you want me to pick up Sango and Ya-ya?"

"I don't know…we aren't really talking"

"Hmm I'll be there in five minutes"

CLICK

Kagome texted Rin about their mom coming to pick them up and went to class for her last few minutes, Sango glanced at her when she came in and Sango almost smiled but then looked away, Kagome sighed and sat down. The teacher went on for a while until the phone rang and Kagome reached below her desk to get her things, but the teacher looked at Sango

"Ms. Dashi, you're leaving for the day, you have to sign out in the office"

Sango nodded and got her things and left, not even glancing at Kagome. The phone rang again and then the teacher told Kagome to go and she was leaving also. She went to the office and saw her mother saying goodbye to Sango and then she left with Ayame, Rin stared after them as they left with Ayame's older brother, Sisqo. Rin hugged their mom and they all left, the car ride home was tense and Sisqo's car was there and their mom hugged Sisqo and the two of them went inside to talk, while the four girls stared at the now very interesting cement

"I'm sorry Sango" Kagome muttered, then Sango ran to her arms and Rin stared at Ayame and they embraced each other just the same

"I'm so sorry Rin"

"It was my fault"

"I can't believe I was such a bitch…but guys it was my fault" Sango began tear up

"I know how to fix this"

"Yeah…Inuyasha's moving to China guys…he's leaving b'cuz of me" Kagome started crying

"Maybe we should go in the room we looked like a bunch of depressed weirdoes" Ayame laughed

They all went up into their shared closet and sat down on each of their favorite fluffy pillows with another smaller silk pillow in front of their chest.

"Okay let's fix Sango's situation first…"

"GIRLS!!" Mrs. Higurashi called up the stairs and the girls sighed but went downstairs and saw Sisqo sitting down with his face blank and Mrs. Higurashi had the same expression

"What's going on?" Ayame asked cautiously

"Nothing…it's almost time to pick up the boys" The older woman smiled

"Me and Mom are going to go out I have to check in with base and it's going to take a couple of days maybe a week so we need you to take care of the boys until we get back" Sisqo smiled as well

"Okay…great" The girls all exhaled a breath they didn't know they had as Sisqo and their 'mom' left and drove off then they looked at the clock and sighed.

"Half-hour till we gotta get the boys"

"I love you Rin" Kagome hugged her sister who had tears falling from her eyes without her own knowledge

"No it's just I-I wanna know what did I do wrong?" She cried and ran upstairs then Ayame broke down crying and ran to the backyard. Kagome sighed and went upstairs while Sango went to the backyard

"Ya-ya, You okay sweetie?"

"No I just feel empty now ya know like there's just a blur over everything and I'm not even trying to see clearly…it hurts more to see the clear picture…of him with someone else…I mean someone that's uglier than me b'cuz face it how is he going to find someone like me" Ayame laughed with Sango

"He's obviously not…You're lucky you got a conceited ass I got a lecher and that's not even the reason I couldn't trust him"

"I know but you have a really good reason I mean you've been hurt really, really bad. I mean I'm surprised you're not a lesbian"

Sango laughed with Ayame and sighed softly.

"But I can't accuse Miroku for what that asshole did…yet I did…I blamed him, I took it out on him…he didn't do anything I mean I'm lucky…Inuyasha and Koga are assholes for doing whatever they did. Miroku didn't do anything and I yelled at him, I took all my built up anger and pain out on him…"

"It's expected"

"But it shouldn't be he shouldn't be blamed for something he didn't do"

"Have you ever told him?"

"About?"

"Sango…about him"

"No"

[:][:][:][:][:][:][:][:]Rin and Kagome[:][:][:][:][:][:][:][:]

"Hey sis"

"Hey Kaggy"

"Look I'm not feeling about having a big 'one on one' or a close 'everything's going to be alright' talk okay" She went to her room and locked her door. The rest of night was dead quiet Sango and Kagome picked up the boys a few minutes after Rin talked to Kagome, Ayame fell asleep after about an hour of crying and Rin stayed in her room writing.

"Hey Guys! I'm leaving I'll be back later" Kagome called from downstairs she went over to Inuyasha's but then when she opened the door. Inuyasha was standing there staring at the floor.

"I thought I was going over to your house"

"You probably won't want to go over now"

"Why is something wrong?" She lead him inside and they sat on the couch

"Sesshomaru got into it with my dad"

"Like a argument?"

"This time Sesshomaru decked him and then they were at it…He said he hated him then when they were done they were both really fucked up and Sess went up to his room"

"Oh my gosh! Are they okay?!"

"Yeah…so can we talk-"

"Is Sesshomaru okay?!" Rin ran up behind Kagome

"Yeah he's…angry but he wasn't hurt too bad I think… I didn't get a good-"

"I gotta go bye" Rin grabbed a small jacket and the motorcycle keys and was out the door less than a minute later she was out of the driveway. Inuyasha turned and stared at Kagome.

"Come in"

Inuyasha stepped inside and they both looked at each other.

"So…"

"So…"