Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush nor the songs in this Chapter. (You will need a bit of Google translate!) :)

Aren't I a good little updater? 2 in one day! New record :) This chapter isn't long but it isn't short either.

Chapter 11 – I promise

Sabrina's POV

I was walking down the hall with Katie and Jo to the canteen. I hadn't spoken to Kendall since Spanish yesterday. And Even then we didn't really talk. All that happened is that I nearly broke his fingers. I bet that sounds really bad. Oh Kendall I broke your heart now Im gunna break your fingers too! Yeah it really doesn't sound good. I didn't break them though! Im not that mean god. "Sabrina" Katie sing songed. "Huh? Sorry Katie. Day dreaming" I said putting my fashion bag back on my shoulder. "Oh well. We were asking if you're going to watch that show on Friday night." What that talent thing?" I asked them turning into the canteen. "Yeah. In the evening"

"Oh yeah Im going. Im performing actually" I said grabbing a tray and walking down the food. "What!" She yelled catching up to me "Since when did you perform?" She asked. I grabbed a chocolate milkshake and a burger. I grabbed an apple too (What? You gotta be healthy too!) "I've never performed in my life. I payed for my food and started walking to my table with Katie hot on my heels. I took my seat in-between the Knight Siblings. "Then what the hell are you doing performing on Friday!" She yelled turning to me."What!" All the guys yelled in union. Well that was weird. "I thought you had stage fright" Carlos said to me. "I do. I get on stage and get absolutely petrified" I started picking at my food and putting it in my mouth. "Then why are you doing it then?" Logan asked raising one eyebrow. "Because I have my reasons" I wish people would stop harassing me and encourage me instead. "The reasons are..." Kendall trailed of asking me. "You know my reasons more than anyone else Kendall and you know that as well as I do" I slouched in my chair playing with parts of my hair. "¿Es porque quería que tratar de superarlo?" Kendall asked me in Spanish so no one else could understand. Well maybe Carlos but that's it. The others take French and German. "¿Prometo no decírselo a nadie?" I whispered loud enough for Just Kendall to hear. "Sí."

"Entonces sí. Estoy haciendo por usted. ¿Lo harás b no?"

"Si usted quiere que yo estuviera allí, entonces sí que lo haré."

"Lo que hago."

"Entonces yo lo haré. Te lo prometo."

"Gracias."

"Are you guys talking about us?" James asked/yelled. "No. What we were talking about is none of your business" I said to them looking for my phone in my bag. "Anyway. Sabrina back to previous subject. WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BEING AN IDIOT AND PEFORMING TOMOROW!" Katie yelled. "Yeah I mean Sabrina if you have stage fright your gunna fail miserably"
"Everyone will make fun of you" James and Carlos interjected. "You know what. I'll back out if it will make you happy. I was hopping my friends would support me and be there to cheer me on. Guess I was dead wrong about that" I grabbed my bag and ran from the room. "Sabrina!" I heard a voice yell for me from behind me. I would recognise that voice from anywhere. But I kept running.

Kendall's POV

"Sabrina!" I yelled for her to come back but she just kept running. "Well done you lot. Way to make things better" I said to everyone at the table and got up and went in the direction of Sabrina. I looked everywhere. I asked Cami to look in the girls toilets, I looked in most classrooms. I looked in every single hallway and I even looked in the car park. I can only think of one place left to look, and if she isn't there then she must have gone home. I was walking towards the English block when I heard someone singing from the auditorium. I walked up to it and put my ear to the door. I don't know why I was doing this. I opened the door and saw the girl I have been looking for on the stage with a microphone in her hands. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. I quietly shut the door behind me and took a couple of steps forward.

I heard that you're settled down
that you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
that for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
that for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah
nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
they are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Wow. Her voice is like an angel. It may sound soppy but hell it's true. She should have nothing to fear. I clapped my hands together when she put the microphone stand back into the corner of the stage. She whipped her head around to see who had witnessed her singing. "K-Kendall?" She stuttered grabbing her bag. "I really don't know why you're so scared to perform. You have an amazing voice" I said walking closer to the stage. "You may believe in me. But I don't" She said sitting on the edge of the stage. "Why? Sabrina with that voice your gunna be famous!" I said jumping up to sit next to her. "Kendall you heard the guys yourself. There are mean people out there. And I take things to heart. If someone said one little bad thing about me. I wouldn't be able to do it again" She said a tear coming down her eye. "Is that the song your doing on Friday?" I asked looking behind me at the stage. "No, I was going to but I wrote one last night. Im doing a more upbeat song. Do you know anyone who can rap?" She asked me wiping her eyes. I chuckled. "That upbeat huh?"

I guess so. The bridge is the rap" She said grabbing her bag from behind her. "Logan can rap. Really well actually. And beat box but I doubt you need that right?" I told her. But after what the guys said I don't think she would want any of them helping her. She scoffed. "Great. Anyone else?" She laughed with me. "Come on. I bet Logan really regrets it. He sometimes says things that... he should" I said giving her a lopsided grin. "Huh. Maybe" But the show is tomorrow. Can he learn it by then? It's an original"

"You write song too?" I asked her. "Yeah. I thought I just told you that" She said getting a note pad out of her bag and giving it to me. Don't read the one in the back. Im doing that one on Friday" She instructed me. "You probably did tell me. I just can't remember" I told her laughing as I flicked through the notebook. "Bri there's loads in here" I said flicking back the other way. "I know. I write a song when I have a feeling I wanna get on paper. Hate, Love, Betrayal, Excitement, Happiness... Anything." She took the book off me and flicked through and stopped when she found the right page. "I wrote this a couple of days after we started hanging out" She told me blushing slightly. I smiled at her and read it.

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
you belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
standing by, waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

As I finished reading it I smiled at the blush over her cheeks. She smiled back but it faltered. "A birdie told me that you had your eyes set on that blonde bimbo you people call Jennifer" She smiled a little taking back her note book and putting it back in her bag. "I know it probably sounds weird but I felt like I had known you for years, that I knew the real you" She said looking away. I put my hand under her chin and brought her face to look at her. "I know you know" I told her dropping my hand. "Huh?" She said a confused look on her face. "You know that I took a girl to dinner last night. You know and don't lie to me" I said smiling a little. "Yes I was aware that you were taking someone out" She said looking away again. "You're jealous" I said smiling. She looked at me. "Jealous. Please, don't flatter yourself" I pushed her back lightly and crawled on top of her. "Admit it. You wish it was you I took out last night not Curly Jennifer" I said raising an eyebrow. This is going to be fun. "Kendall get of me. If someone walks in it could get very awkward" She told me shoving me weekly. She gave up and just laid there. "So you're not going to deny it?" I asked moving my face a little closer. "I was not Jealous Kendall. If you wanna take the whole female race out to dinner I couldn't care less" She said looking away. "Including you. You would love that" I challenged. "Kendall just stop pushing your luck okay or I will brake your fingers this time"

"I can't push what I don't have Bri" I said grinning.

"Kendall please just get up. Lesson started like 45 minutes ago. People are probably wondering where we are" She said glaring at me. "Oh come on Bri. If we have missed 45 minutes I don't think it would matter if we missed the last 15" I said moving my face a little closer. Any closer and we would be kissing. "Kendall Im begging you. Just let me up. Im having a bad enough day as it is" She argued closing her eyes. "I have one thing to say and then I will move. Everything will end well—"I said getting up. Sabrina grabbed her bag and headed for the door. "Wait!" I yelled. She stopped and turned around. "What?"

"I haven't finished. Everything will end well. If things aren't better, it isn't the end. I promise that's true." I told her sitting on the edge of the stage.
"So it isn't the end of us then?" Sabrina asked me before walking out.

Songs: Adele- Someone like you.

Taylor Swift – You belong with me. (Pretend Sabrina wrote this!)