***********This chapter deals with conversations about contraceptives. This is just a story, my personal views are not reflected in any the conversations concerning this matter.***************
Hey, guys hope you enjoyed the last chapter. Thank you for all the reviews and follows. I love reading them. Hope you enjoy this one too. I went back and forth with names, Liam is the little boys name. I have corrected this in the earlier chapters. Sorry, but thanks for understanding.
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The doctor walks in to greet them as he opens the results. " It's great to finally meet the two of you" he says. " I do have some good news, Caroline you are a match for Liam." Caroline smiles and hugs Nik. " Great so when can we start the operation?" she asks. The doctor looks at her with concern. " There is something else. Do you and Nik plan to extending your family? If so it could be difficult with only one kidney." Nik's smile disappears as he grabs Caroline's hand. " Yes, eventually I would like for her to have another baby." He answers.
" We can test others, if you like before the final decision. Nik since your family is so big, we could find another" the doctor says.
" Liam's tests have came back and he is stable, you do have a couple of weeks to think about it" the doctor replies. Before he walks out of the room, Caroline softly answers " I don't think I do." Nik turns to look at her, the doctor feels the tension and repeats " You both do have time to discuss this and decide" he finishes as he walks out.
The car ride back to her Aunt's house is quiet, Nik has a thousand questions but does not know where to begin. As they pull up Liam is in the front yard playing, he runs up to the car and hugs Nik. He knows it will be hard to leave his son. Caroline rushes in the house, passing them and Nik takes notice. As she walks in her aunt stops her " What's wrong, honey?" Lisa stands there waiting for her to respond. " I am a match" she says. Lisa hugs her tightly and is overcome with joy. " This is great news" Lisa says calling her daughter. Caroline gives a half-smile and moves towards the sofa. " It will be hard for me to have kids in the future. Nik wants more kids I know it." Caroline puts her head down. Lisa moves over to her and pats her on the back. " Caroline, the question is do you."
Caroline turns to look at Lisa " No, I don't think so." Caroline's chest feels tight and she can hardly breathe. Nik walks in with Liam and sees her face. " Did you want to say goodbye to Liam?" he says. The little boy runs over to her and kisses her on the cheek. Caroline hugs him and kisses him back. " I will miss you. We will be back to get you soon okay," she says. Liam smiles " Daddy already told me, I let him know what all I want in my room," he giggles. Nik smiles as Liam runs rooms towards his room. Caroline gets up and hugs her aunt " Thank you, again" she whispers. Nik and Caroline say their goodbyes as Liam hands them a picture of him.
Later that night they are back in Mystic Falls, Nik has been going non stop about Liam. How smart he is and how he sees a bit of each of his brothers in Liam. How excited his mom is gonna be, how much Rebekah is gonna love having a nephew. Caroline's head feels like it's gonna explode. She knows it will be different with Liz, but she feels her father will be at ease. Nik see's the doubt on her face " Caroline my family will get the test done. I feel certain one of them will be a match also" he smiles. " I know your scared that they won't but don't be. I know that is why you want to do it, because you are afraid, but I want to have loads of babies with you." He smirks. " Let's try all of our options before we jump the gun," he finishes. Caroline says nothing and continues to listen. Nik thinks it will be best to have a house built. He thinks staying at her place now will be best until they get married. He talks about this all night. He wraps his arms around Caroline and begins to drift off to sleep. Dreaming about his son, he is so happy. Caroline on the other hand is having nightmares about her experience at the home her mother sent her too. She knows she will have to tell Nik about what she is really thinking. She just feels bad about spoiling his dreams. She loves him and feels that he deserves this. She would hate to break his heart again. This time she feels if she does, he will no longer want to be with her.
Nik is moving his hand over Caroline's breast. She moans at the motion and he takes that as a sign to continue. He rolls over on top of her and starts to kiss her neck. Caroline smiles at him and whimpers as he slides a finger in her. Nik loves having morning sex with her. He removes her nightie and starts to suck on her nipples making them hard as pebbles. Caroline runs her hands down his back and over his ass. Nik is already hard and waste no time entering her. He moans as she takes him, calling her name as he begins the move inside her. As he begins to pump harder, his head falls into the croak of her neck. " I love you so much it hurts" he mumbles as he feels her wetness around him. Caroline's mind starts to wonder, while he is moving at a steady pace now. She loves him so much too, but does she want the same things he does. She wants Liam, but will she want more. Can she get over her anxieties and be the girl she was before? The one Nik loves so much, she doesn't feel like her. " Nik...Nik" she cries, as her arousal pushes her thoughts aside. Nik raises up a little and kisses her passionately. Pumping harder and harder, he comes undone. His seed flowing inside of her, as he collapses back into her shoulder. Breathing heavy, Caroline is looking at the ceiling. She runs her hands through his hair, Nik moaning at the feeling she is giving him. Just when Caroline is about to speak he rolls over giving her a quick kiss on the cheek. " My fault sweetheart" he says nearly out of breath. Caroline turns to look at him. " What is your fault?" she wonders. He gets up out of bed looking down at her. " We can't give Liam a little brother or sister now. I want him to get use to being home and spending time with us first." He smirks while walking towards the bathroom. Caroline starts to panic, as she burst into the bathroom Nik is in the shower. Caroline fumbles with her cabinet drawers and grabs her pills. " Dammit, I missed three days," she says looking down at her compact. Nik laughs a little " Caroline three days is not that bad. We just have to be more careful, that's all." Caroline glares at the shower curtain.
Later that morning as they are having coffee, Caroline is pacing. As she hangs up the phone she tells Nik " I can pick up my prescription later at the pharmacy" she says. Caroline breathes " My, OB told me to just start my pills over since I was close to the end of the pack." Nik smiles at her " Good I did not make that comment for you to worry." He sits the mugs down on the table and grabs her placing her on his lap. Caroline feels uneasy and moves from him. " Nik just..." Caroline stops because she sees his face. He is looking at her wondering about the statement she made in the doctor's office. " Did you really mean it, that you don't want have any more of my babies?" he asks. " I don't want to talk about it now. I have to figure out how to tell Liz. We have so much to do," she sighs. Caroline walks back over towards him and Nik grabs her laying his head on her stomach. Caroline looks up and tears swell up in her eyes as she caresses his hair and kisses the top of it. Her mind thinks back to a day they once had by the lake.
Caroline is running by the lake and Nik catches her. She falls on top of him laughing as they land on the ground. His mouth crashes into hers as she straddles him. Caroline moans and pushes him back. His hands fall on her hips and she grins. " I love your family, I think my mom hates that I spend so much time at your house," she says placing her hands on his chest. " I want a big family like your mom, with a group of babies running around." Caroline grabs both of his hands and places them on her stomach, Nik looks up at her and smiles. " I want to have your babies" she smiles while bending down and rubbing his nose. Caroline licks it and rubs it with her nose, Nik taking force and rolling them over. He is now on top, he moves a strand of hair away from her face. " I want to marry you and I want you to have my babies too." Nik smirks and starts to move his hands up her thighs. He pulls her panties down and lifts away from her to unbuckle his pants. He layers soft wet kisses up her neck as he positions himself back in between her legs. Caroline's dress is bunched up around her waist. He glides inside of her and she wraps her legs around him.
Caroline is screaming his name as he pumps into her, Nik can barely hold on she feels so good. He is beginning to breathe heavy. Caroline knows he is close, she is too. He speeds up and she comes undone, sending a wave of heat to him. Nik pumps a couple of times and joins her. His seed spilling inside of her, Caroline kissing him hard as he pumps more. She drains him as he still twitches inside of her. " Caroline I forgot to use protection" he says still trying to catch his breath. Caroline pulls him closer and kisses his cheek. " It's okay Nik, we just forgot this one time." She says still kissing him. Nik smiles at her. " Always and Forever right" he says while Caroline nods at him.
Caroline got pregnant that day with Liam, she added it up after the doctor told her the conceived date. She knows that is the day Nik still holds on to. They had made a promise to each other and after that day they were inseparable, after that day their lives changed. " Nik, I'm scared were moving to fast. Everything is happening so fast. I don't know about anything. I...I" she pauses
Nik nudges her back and stands up " I can't breathe without you. I was lost without you. I need you so much it hurts." He looks at her as he walks towards the door. " I will stay at my place tonight, give you some time alone. We can decide tomorrow how to tell our families," he says with his head down. Caroline rushes towards him and hugs him " Nik." She whispers. He moves from her and turns his head not willing to face her. " I'm not mad, I know I can be overbearing and I know that scares you." He turns and wipes a small tear from her face. " From the first day I met you, I wanted you. Our first date, I fell in love with you. The first time you told me you loved me, I wanted to marry you. It's been that easy for me, but I don't know if it has for you." He walks out and gets on his bike to leave. Caroline watches from her porch. As he rides off she walks back inside, she falls to the floor. Curling up in a ball and cries. Nik was right it was that easy for him. Caroline knew what was holding her back, she was just too afraid to face it.
In this chapter I wanted Caroline to know exactly what Nik wants and sees in their future. She is gonna have to face her future and decide if that is the one she wants. If it seems that Nik is moving to fast, he is. He is so in love with her and sees their future every time he sees her. He has been through some things too, but never lost hope. Caroline has lost a little hope but hopefully she can gain it back with the support of her friends and family. Please read and review. Until next time. xoxo
