AN: Thanks so much for the great comments! Here is chapter 10. It has smut in it. Consider yourself warned.
XI
Alexz lay comfortably in Tim's strong embrace in the bed of Tommy and Jude Quincy. All the things that they were trying to figure out about the couple played in her mind. How could she and Tim fix this whole mess for them?
"What would it hurt if we told the whole world that we were married?" She questioned. "I mean if we just came out and told everyone then maybe that would fix things."
"I was wondering something like that myself. First thing I'm doing is breaking up with Sadie. Ugh she scares me." He told her as he winced.
"Good luck with that. Talk about nightmares!"
"Yeah, Laura's a nice girl. But Sadie? I cannot handle that."
Alexz nodded. "I don't want Sadie within five feet of my hunny."
"You're hunny?" He asked.
"Jude's hunny. You know what I meant! "
"Oh yeah. Of course." he replied with both embarrassment and disappointment evident in his voice. "I think I'm gonna sleep now Alexz. Night."
"Night hunny." She said kissing him on the cheek.
"Your hair smells nice." He told her as he kissed her head.
"Thanks. You smell like ivory soap; probably because you showered three times last night."
"Yeah probably. I think the smell of your shampoo helped me along to one of those showers."
"Well then stop sniffing my hair or you might have to shower again! "
"I'll chance it." he said with a smile as he pulled her tighter against him. Tim began to rub his hand softly up and down her back as he kissed the top of her head once again.
"Tim can I ask you something?"
"Yeah ask away."
"I was surfing the net one day and I found this interview you did with a magazine back when we were shooting season one. You said you wished you could be with me. Did you really mean that? I mean even back then?"
"Yes, but don't worry I know how you feel. So, I'll keep that to myself from now on." he told her as he stiffened slightly. He was ready for her to tell him all over again how she wanted nothing to do with him in that way.
"What do you mean you know how I feel?" She lifted her head and looked at him confused.
"You told me that you weren't interested. That you only wanted to be friends." He replied. What was this? Did she forget how she had shattered his heart?
"That was then. This is now. Last time I checked I didn't make out with my friends. What would you say if I told you that I've always felt something for you even when I was with Tyler?"
"Really? " he asked in disbelief. "I mean I thought." he couldn't hide the smile creeping onto his face. "Alexz I--" To hell with words! He pulled her face to his and kissed her. He wanted her to feel in that kiss what he couldn't manage to say.
Alexz kissed him back with equal fervor. "I was afraid to love you." She murmured against his lips.
"I love you. God I love you so much." he finally uttered before he kissed her again.
Alexz kissed him back. He loved her! He really loved her. She wasn't dreaming. This wasn't just some part she was playing. Someone loved her.
Was this real? Could she really love him? He rolled over so that he was now lying on top of her. He looked into her eyes and brushed the hair out of her face. "Alexz, I love you." he told her again. "Please don't be afraid to love me back."
"I'm not afraid anymore." She told him sincerely.
"Does that mean? Do you love me?"
"I love you Tim. Just as much as Jude loves Tommy. I want what they have. I want us to fix this for them and go back to our world together." Alexz told him honestly.
Tears stung her eyes as fear coursed through her.
"I want to make you forget all about Tyler. Will you let me?" Tim asked looking down at her.
He noticed the tears in her eyes and reached for her hand.
"I've got you. Just let me hold you Alexz. Just let it all go."
She nodded and pulled him down for a kiss. Their lips met as Alexz arched up against Tim. He kissed her softly at first coaxing her mouth to meld with his. Her lips parted as their kiss became more passionate.
He cradled her body with strong arms; arms that she knew would keep her warm and safe always.
Tim lifted his head breaking their kiss. Alexz moaned at the loss of contact but found herself moaning again when his lips found the soft skin of her throat. He peppered kisses from her jaw to the column of her throat nuzzling the flesh with his nose between kisses. She threw her head back exposing more of her long neck to his exploration.
Her body tingled with anticipation as his hands moved from their place on her lower back to the collar of the robe she wore. He slipped his hand beneath the soft material and traced her collar bone with his fingertips. He heard her breath hitch as he removed the terry cloth from her slender shoulders. His lips explored every inch of skin that he unveiled.
Alexz's hands moved over Tim's naked back the muscles rippling beneath her inexperienced fingers. She sat up pressing her body to his bare chest and began to kiss his neck. Her lips left a fiery trail from the back of his head to his adam's apple. He groaned softly as her tongue traced the ridges on the column of his throat.
His hands continued to move beneath her robe cupping her breast in his warm palm. His thumb traced over a soft pink nipple gently causing Alexz to arch her back.
"Uh Tim..." She managed.
Their mouths met again in a soft kiss that was so filled with love that Alexz's head swam. She looked up at Tim whose blue eyes were dark with lust. His hand moved from her warm skin to the tie on the front of the robe. He stared down at her as he worked the knot free. As soon as the belt was loose his hand moved beneath the fabric covering the soft skin of her belly.
"You're beautiful Alexz."
He stroked her flat abdomen moving his entire body lower so that his face was level with her ribcage. He peeled the fabric from her body revealing smooth porcelain skin. He brought his lips to her collar bone and traced it with his tongue. He pressed hot kisses to the valley between her perfectly shaped breasts and caressed her stomach with his fingertips.
"So beautiful." He told her.
Her body shivered as Tim continued to tease and explore her flesh.
"So perfect." He told her nuzzling the soft skin of her ribcage.
He brought his lips to her soft breast and teased her nipple with his teeth and tongue. Again Alexz arched up against him, this time her hands found his hair and tangled in his dark locks.
She closed her eyes and let the sensation of perfect bliss wash over her.
Tim moved to her other breast massaging its twin gently. He took her other nipple into his mouth and teased the peak to arousal.
Alexz moaned urging him on.
His lips traveled lower to her stomach, his tongue dipping into her belly button.
He traced her lower abdomen with his warm mouth as his hand moved to the delicate skin of her inner thigh. He traced circles with his fingertips and smiled as goose bumps rose over her skin.
He gently grasped her hips and brought her lower body closer to him, spreading her thighs to reveal the moist pink flesh of her sex. He brought his lips to her inner thigh where his fingertips just were and teased the flesh. His lips skimmed the skin of her calf, her ankle and didn't stop until each individual toe was worshiped. He repeated the action with Alexz's other leg and watched her toes curl.
"Mmm Tim." She moaned.
"I love you baby. Let me love you." He spoke above a whisper, his face was just inches from her aroused heat.
Alexz who had kept her hands occupied clutching the sheets in her fists threw her head back, arched her upper body and took a breath as Tim's lips came in contact with the soft pink flesh.
He placed a single kiss over the skin hiding her depths and used his digits to tease her. He spread the lips hiding her from him with his middle finger, Alexz's hips rose from the mattress.
He brushed his hand over her soft honey curls and dipped lower probing her depths. He inserted a long finger inside her massaging her inner walls.
Alexz made a few unintelligible sounds of pleasure causing Tim to smile. He moved higher and kissed her lips softly but he didn't stop there. While his digits brought her to what he knew would be one of several orgasms his lips paid special attention to every part of her face. He kissed her chin, her nose, her cheeks. He trailed kisses across her forehead over each eye lid and when he felt her silken walls convulse around his finger he brought his lips back to hers.
He covered her mouth with his swallowing every moan and sound she made. Her body shook with pleasure and he continued to pluck and tease her flesh. He added a second finger to his ministrations and watched her face as she came.
He brought his lips to her ear whispering soft terms of endearment.
"I love you. I've got you. Just let go baby."
Alexz nodded as every intelligent thought vanished from her head. She leaned up and kissed him again as his thumb brushed against her clit. He kissed his way down her body again until his face was inches from the apex of her thighs. His fingers still working their magic, he took her sensitive clit between his lips.
Alexz's hips surged forward craving Tim's touch.
Tim's tongue explored her adding to the sweet torture. The combination of his fingers and tongue was too much. She let out an unearthly cry of pleasure surprising not only herself but Tim as well.
He continued to suck and nibble on her clitoris, ravaging her. He removed his fingers from inside her only to be replaced by his talented tongue. He was rewarded with Alexz's warm liquids coating his lips and tongue.
He brought her to the brink again only to stop his ministrations completely. Alexz moaned and lifted her head from the pillow in confusion.
Tim moved from between her legs climbed off the bed and quickly divulged himself of his pajama pants and boxers. He then took his place again between Alexz's thighs and looked down at her. He positioned himself at her entrance braced himself above her and slid home filling her completely.
Alexz cried out his name and pulled him down on top of her. She wrapped her legs around his waist taking him in deeper. Sweat covered her skin as she moved against him. They moved together in perfect unison two halves becoming a whole.
Tim plunged in and out of Alexz's heated depths as her body received and welcomed him. Their thrusts became deliberate and urgent as they both worked towards perfection.
In the midst of it all Alexz pulled Tim back down for a desperate kiss that matched the rhythm of their coupling.
"ALEXZ OH GOD ALEXZ!" Tim shouted hoping he wasn't in the middle of the best dream of his life. Their sweaty naked bodies told him this was real.
"TIM! TIM!" Alexz cried as she neared yet another orgasm. She rocked her hips against his squeezing her inner muscles.
"GOD !" Tim cried losing control. He gripped Alexz's hips with bruising passion and began to slam his pelvis against hers.
Fearing that he was causing her pain he brought his lips to her ear and began apologizing profusely.
Alexz just mewled and keened as he took her to her final orgasm. She let out a high note that would make Mariah Carey jealous and clung to Tim as his orgasm washed over him.
Alexz became boneless as they lay together still joined waiting for the ebb and flow of passion to subside.
"I love you Alexz." Tim told her breathily.
"I love you." She replied panting. "I love you! God I love you Tim!"
Tim rolled them over so that Alexz was now laying on top. He looked at the blonde who was resting on his chest and smiled. He pulled out of Alexz and just laid there listening to her breathe.
"You okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" He asked softly.
Alexz shook her head. "I'm perfect." She told him honestly wrapping her arms around him.
She yawned softly letting him know he had exhausted her. He smiled and kissed her sweaty head.
"Sleep." He told her softly.
She nuzzled his chest with her nose and closed her eyes. "I love you Tim."
"I love you too." He replied and lay there awake until his love fell asleep.
