Summary: Set in 2014 (5x04). When a twenty year old girl arrives at the camp, Castiel is assigned to look after her. As time progresses they grow closer, and in the end of times, they both need someone to hold. Please review!

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or its characters, 'cause they all belong to a genius called Eric Kripke *Blesses him in a shower of cookies for giving us such a wonderful series*

Pairings: Dean/Jo, Castiel/OC, Chuck/Becky.


Someone to Hold

Chapter Eleven: Progression

Dean had decided that maybe training Lily to fight wouldn't be such a bad idea. If she was willing to do so then they'd have no problems. Castiel said he'd have a word with her about that later, but the focus of the evening was showing Lily a good time (and not in the way Dean was thinking).

In the soft candlelight of their cabin, Lily fell against Castiel in her tipsy state, caressing his cheek tenderly.

"I've had dreams about you, Castiel," she slurred, putting her drink down before kissing the former angel's lips tenderly, "Sinful, lustful ones."

Castiel smirked and kissed Lily back, lowering her onto the mattress and laying above her.

"I don't know what to do…" she whispered, her eyes suddenly going wide like a rabbit's in headlights as the thought of what they were about to do sobered her up.

"Shhh," Castiel replied, brushing a gentle hand through her hair, spreading her legs to lay between, "We'll go as far as you're comfortable with, okay?"

He remembered his first time and how rushed it was. It was with a girl in a back alley by a bar in Wisconsin, quick, rushed and unfeeling. He didn't want it to be that way for Lily. He cared about her too much to rush it like that. Lily nodded before feeling Castiel's lips on hers, moving languidly to draw her into her comfort zone. Kissing was great with Castiel…wonderful in fact and he treated Lily like she was a fragile work of art. Tender, loving caresses were being delivered by Castiel as he worked his hands up and down her body. He felt her delicate fingers twisting at the hem of his t-shirt and she began to pull it up, gasping as she ran her hands over his bare stomach for the first time. Castiel smirked to himself and pulled the t-shirt over his head, leaning back down to kiss Lily again. The young woman wrapped her arms around him, caressing his back slowly and tentatively as he kissed her neck and shoulders before meeting her lips again.

"How far do you want to go, Lily?" He asked as he broke the kiss, "In all honesty…"

Looking into the safety of Castiel's blue eyes, Lily took a deep breath and thought for a moment.

"I don't know…let's just see how it goes." She answered.

Castiel smiled and kissed her lips again, pulling her upward so he could pull the shorter-than-usual nightdress over her head, revealing her near bare body to him. She was so beautiful that the sight of her made Castiel's breath catch in his chest. She mistook the expression on his face as negative. She tried to stop the tears filling her eyes but she just couldn't.

"Hey," Castiel whispered, a frown spreading across his face, "Hey, what's the matter?"

"Is my body ugly?" She asked, "Do you think I'm ugly."

"Oh no, no, no, I think you're beautiful, Lily…I can't believe how beautiful you are."

Lily relaxed at that and smiled, kissing Castiel again before closing her eyes as he trailed kisses down her soft skin. Her delicious chest became the focus of his attentions until he travelled down her stomach until he reached her hips, her fingers combing through his hair encouragingly as she moaned softly.

"Is that good?" Castiel asked, earning a soft sigh in response.

"Mmhmm." Lily replied, "Wonderful."

"Am I making you sleepy?" Castiel asked again with a laugh, noticing how relaxed the young girl had become.

"No, just don't stop…" Lily breathed, "Please…"

Castiel grinned and kissed her lips, moving back down her body before he found the scar. He stopped his ministrations and Lily opened her eyes to see what he was doing. She saw him looking at the scar and she moved to cover it up, but Castiel grabbed her hand and kissed the scar, sending pleasure coursing through Lily's veins.

"Castiel!" She breathed, "Oh God…"

Castiel smirked around the scar before kissing back up Lily's body. As their lips met in small, soft, tender motions, Lily moaned softly, shivering when she felt Castiel's hands move to her bra.

"Do you want me to stop?" Castiel asked, caressing Lily's chest with gentle kisses.

"I just need to know something before we go on…" She said softly, "Do you love me?"

Castiel's heart stopped for a moment.

Say it…she wants to know! Say it!

"Yes." Castiel answered, both of them staring right into her eyes with pure sincerity and love, "I love you."

Lily beamed up at Castiel and kissed him so passionately and lovingly it took the former angel's breath away.

"I love you too." Lily whispered, kissing Castiel again, "Have you got, umm…?"

Castiel grinned to himself and reached over to the small table at the side of the mattress, opening the top drawer and pulling a condom out and placing it on the floor.

"You can still back out if you want, okay?" He said softly, caressing Lily's cheek before pulling his pants off, leaving him in his boxers and Lily in her underwear.

As she kissed his chest, Lily rolled her tongue over his chest and shoulders, moving up to his neck and then his lips. Castiel's hands moved around Lily's back and slowly unhooked her bra, pulling it from her as he took in her beautiful, ample breasts.

"You're so beautiful," He whispered, laying her back carefully onto the mattress before kissing down her neck, shoulders and chest before resting over one of Lily's breasts.

The young girl's fingers were in his hair, massaging his scalp.

"Can I?" he asked, waiting for Lily's permission.

Just Castiel's breath ghosting over her nipple was giving her pleasurable sensations, and Lily nodded, whimpering with need. Castiel took her left nipple in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the nub which elicited soft moans from Lily. Her breathing hitched as Castiel moved across to the other nipple, smiling around it as the girl arched from the mattress. The former angel was aching hard now to a ridiculous extent, so he positioned himself above Lily and slid his hands carefully to her panties before pulling them down slowly. God she was so, so stunningly, strikingly beautiful, and the soft glow of the candlelight made her look almost angelic. He pulled his underwear down so now they were both naked. Lily saw Castiel's actually pretty huge erection and she gasped, her eyes widening. Castiel lay flush on her, kissing her gently before cupping her cheek.

"We don't have to carry on, Sweetheart," He said softly, "We can stop if you're scared, it's okay."

"No…it's alright…" Lily whispered, "You're just amazingly beautiful…"

Castiel smiled softly and kissed Lily tenderly, sliding a careful hand down and in between her legs, rubbing lightly which caused her to breathe heavily and arch from the mattress. The ex angel couldn't believe how wet she was already, and used the bodily fluid as a lubricant to try and prepare Lily a little before entering her. She winced a little and naturally clenched around his finger.

"Lily, relax a little, Baby…" he whispered, "I'm trying to make it less painful for you."

Lily did as Castiel said, spreading her legs a little further for him as he tried to work her open a little. Slipping in a second finger, Castiel scissored them, causing the girl to hiss with pain as he tried to prepare her for his erection.

"Shhh, hush, Sweetheart…" He said softly, "It won't hurt for long…the pain will go away."

He pulled his fingers out and put the condom on, pulling Lily upward into a sitting position. Kissing her lips tenderly he pulled her towards his lap, hoisting her up a little before positioning her over his erection. Lily wrapped her arms around his neck and took a deep breath, lowering herself onto his erection before wincing in pain, a soft whimper escaping her lips.

"Oh, Cas…" she breathed, "It hurts…"

"I know, Honey…I know." Castiel whispered, her cry of pain as she moved further down onto him too much to bear.

As a way to try and calm her, Castiel kissed her lovingly, drawing her to focus on nothing but the kiss until he was fully sheathed inside her. He began to thrust slowly and she hissed in pain, whimpering and groaning softly as he continued to move. She found herself moving her hips with his, and the pain soon faded, but was suddenly back when Castiel did the one thrust that made her feel like she'd been ripped apart. The scream that came from her lips and the way she clenched around him brought Castiel to a swifter-than-usual orgasm. The young girl shivered and sobbed against the former angel who shushed her and pulled out as he lay her back on the mattress, grabbing the soft towel at the side of him and placing it between Lily's legs, kissing her as passionately as possible before shushing her and drying her eyes.

"I love you." She whispered, searching for his comforting touch and hold.

Castiel rested above her, wrapping his arms around her before turning them onto their sides, keeping her held close.

"I love you too, Lily Anne Jackson…" Castiel replied, "And I'm going to keep you safe, and look after you and if I have to, I'll die for you."

"As will I, Castiel," Lily said softly, "If you'll train me to fight."

Castiel kissed her lips and smiled.

"We'll start first thing tomorrow."

With eyes still shining from the tears she shed over her lost innocence and the pain, Lily gazed at Castiel and a beautiful smile graced her face. This was a new beginning for her, and she was going to make the best of it.

-TBC-