Ch 11
AN: I'm so sorry this was so late! I had a small vacation and no internet. If you're offended by any of this please read the end author note. Please tell me if you like this plot twist idea or not, and if yes; what do you want to see from it ;). If no one says anything I shall just carry on. Please enjoy!
-Skippylove
I looked at her blankly. Not totally registering what she just said. She scanned my scrunched up face.
"No, I'm not," I said keeping eye contact, "It's impossible." Sakura looked surprised at my calmness.
"Sasuke, it seems crazy, but you are. We triple checked" Sakura said pointing at the machine.
"Your joking," I said, the words started to process. "You have to be joking," I said a little louder hoping they would burst out laughing or something. I looked at both of them, but they seemed serious, I was speechless.
"Sasuke, breath" Sakura said. I realized I had stopped and took a deep breath. "You seemed surprised, have you not had sexual relations with anyone recently?" I shook my head. Sakura looked at me, "Have you been in any situations where it was possible?" she asked squeezing my hand. I looked at her, pregnant… I'm a guy though, I mean… I frowned.
"Pregnant?" I asked distraughtly. "Like with a human child? Not a tumor or something?" I asked, and I would rather it be that truthfully. Tsunade chuckled at my remark.
"No kiddo, it's human," she said approaching me. I watched as she walked over to the machine and pressed a few buttons. "I can prove it," she said. I still didn't believe her and did want her to prove it. "This is an ultrasound. It'll show you it." She lifted up my shirt and spread a weird gel on my lower abdomen. "The fetus is really tiny right now," she said putting a part of the cold contraption over where she put the gel. I watched the black and white picture with a scowl. "There" she stopped moving and pointed, but I didn't see anything. "There's a small speck right there" she pointed again and when I really looked I saw what she was talking about. "It's in its pea stage. Barely the size of, well, a pea," she said chuckling a little. My mouth had fallen slightly open as I looked at the ultrasound. It was extremely hard to see but definitely there. "We can tell it was conceived about a month ago. Have you done it with anyone around then?" Tsunade asked unprofessionally grinning. I looked at the woman still stunned. I couldn't talk.
"Sasuke, do you remember what I said when I healed your bruise," she said. I didn't look at anything in particle as I thought. "Does that help?" she asked I stared at her and realized what she was saying. I gasped slightly. She looked pleased I had remembered something. I was lost for words.
"Oh, that little…" I snarled angrier than surprised.
"Are you ok? Why are you in the hospital?" Naruto asked having entered the room. I was leaning against the wall and staring at the floor. I shook my head slightly. I was so angry I was having trouble with words. I frowned intensely. "What?" he asked. Slowly looked up at him. I saw the surprise on his face when he saw my expression of utter disgust. "What is it?" he asked and started to approach me. When he was close enough I punched him in the face, sending him to the floor easily. "What!? Why!?" he asked holding his bruising cheek.
"You lied," I said standing over him.
"What?" he asked standing up. "Lied?" he repeated. I was angry he didn't understand what I was saying.
"You lied to me. You took advantage of me and didn't tell me" I glared at him. He realized what I was talking about. He opened his mouth but closed it again lost for words. "You said it was a kiss. You idiot. You can't lie to me." I growled at him in frustrated. I turned away from him and just shook my head.
"I… I'm sorry," he said looking at his feet.
"You're sorry?" I looked at him again. "That's it, you're sorry?" I growled.
"I didn't know how to tell you! I…" Naruto threw his hand in the air then turned away from me.
"What did we do the night of the wedding Naruto?" I asked sternly.
"We kissed… then…" Naruto didn't finish and just looked the ground.
"Answer me," I said sternly.
He looked up at me, "We did more than kiss! We got to fourth base" he said looking away again. I punched him again, but harder. He was expecting it this time and took it and only stumbling back. "Ow…" he whispered holding his face again. I hoped it hurt even more.
"You're a dick. You should have told me. Now… god… idiot" I clenched my teeth.
"I felt horrible after lying… that's why I was being so mean to you. Because I was angry with myself" Naruto said still holding his cheek.
"Good job. That really got you far" I didn't feel any pity for him.
"I didn't want to ruin our friendship," he said quietly. I walked away from him and stood in front of the window.
"You violated my personal space and got to the fourth base and you were worried about our friendship…" I muttered. I had gotten my frustration out on him and began to calm down, but I still clenched my fists. "I trusted you," I said quietly, "and you lied to my face," I shook my head again. I was angrier that he lied then anything at the moment. I really wasn't registering that we had gone farther than friends.
"Sasuke I lied because I didn't want you to feel as conflicted as I did," Naruto said. I turned to him and saw he had an expression of dread on his face. "You're my friend. You're like my brother. To have done that with you," he sat down and covered his face with his hands, "it made me feel terrible and… I felt like I had taken advantage of you since you were so out of it. I hadn't had as much to drink, but I don't know what came over me. I got wrapped up in the fake storyline of Tamaki and Naruto. You just let me. I…" he sounded like a lost child. "I didn't want you to remember that because it had made me feel so bad. I regretted it so much I didn't want anyone to know. We were on such a high it just felt right at the time." He seemed lost for words. There was silence. "I remember everything…" he said quietly after a little. "I wish I didn't because I'll never forget it… I want to forget it. Me," he looked up and pointed at himself getting a little louder, "and you, just wasn't supposed to happen." He was breathing hard having confessed so much. His confession only made me angrier.
"You can't chose to lie to me! I don't care! But I had trusted you!" I had rarely ever yelled in my life, but for some reason just a simple lie and interaction had set me off. "I get why you lied, but you're not allowed to! You're the only person I can trust and… you lied" I held my mouth open and stared at him. I growled since I was lost for words.
"I'm sorry I took advantage of you. I feel like a monster" he said putting his face back in his hands.
"You didn't take advantage of me," I said. Naruto just shook his head. "I wanted it to. I remember how I felt. It was both of us" I said quietly. I didn't want to see Naruto so broken. He had been trying to show he wasn't a monster forever and now he's calling himself one. Naruto looked up at me. "You're not a monster," I said looking down at me feet. "But you shouldn't have lied," I said sternly. Naruto continued to look at me. He had gone blank. "All I care about is that you lied. We banged. Whatever, but you then lied about it" I said. I was lying because the fact that we had gone farther than kissing might not have sinkedin yet but I knew it would start bugging me. "I'm not going to forgive you easily for lying," I said after a little while. I turned back to the window. Naruto nodded looking down. There was another century long silence.
"How did you find out?" he asked gingerly. I looked at my reflection and bit my bottom lip. I looked at my own black eyes in the window.
"Sakura found something," I said. I had burnt my anger out.
"What was it?" he asked. I looked at his figure in the reflection of the window. My chest felt heavy and I really didn't want to tell him but I didn't want to lie to him.
"I've been nauseous and sick for a reason. It wasn't nothing… you were right…" I started clenching my teeth. I turned to him and leaned against the glass. "I…" I looked up and just got it out. "I'm pregnant Naruto," I growled slightly. I was unable to look at him. It went so silent I could hear kids outside playing. I heard Naruto stand up.
"Oh," he said after a while. I glanced at him. I saw him shifting his weight from one foot to another uncomfortably. "Is it mine…?" he asked glancing at me.
"Of course it is you idiot" I growled. Sakura had explained that's probably why she sensed some of Naruto's chakra when she healed my bruise. A child of two people has a mixture of each parents chakra.
"Oh… okay," he said glancing anywhere but me.
"Did you hear me?" I asked since he seemed so utterly unchanged.
"Yeah, I…" Naruto looked away. "I was afraid of that… I wasn't sure if it was possible, but…" he said extremely awkwardly and started shuffling again.
"You expected this and you still lied?" I asked anger in my voice, but I was too burnt out to throw a punch at him.
"I didn't expect it I just realized it might be a possibility…"He looked at me. "Oh my god but you're serious" he seemed to realize what he was saying and looked up at me. "You're pregnant?" He started reacting like I had expected. "Okay… um," he made and weird noise. He looked like a confused child.
"Naruto," I said trying to get his attention as he spaced out.
"Sorry…" he looked at me and ran his hand through his hair. He smiled a little.
"What?" I asked frowning at him.
"We always seem to have the weirdest relationship" he chuckled awkwardly. I think it was because I was so lost and empty but I slightly grinned at him. After a little we stopped and he looked at me. "Are you going to keep it?" he asked. He sounded worried.
"Do you want me too?" I asked more jokingly than seriously assuming we were both thinking the same thing. He looked at me as if making up his mind.
"I actual do," he said. I looked at him completely taken aback.
"Hn?" I looked at him and raised my eyebrows. "You do?" Naruto nodded. "Why?" I asked dumbfound. He just looked at me and didn't answer. "Naruto, why do you want me to keep a mistake?" I pushed a little.
"Because…" he closed his mouth. I could tell he was going to say something important but stopped. "I want children." He said looking up.
"Okay great, you can have some later," I argued. He looked conflicted and bit his bottom lip.
"Won't you feel bad?" he asked looking down. 'Of course not' was going to be my answer but now he started getting me thinking about it. "It hasn't done anything to deserve to die." He said still not looking at me. I could sense his sadness. I suddenly was rethinking myself. I hated seeing Naruto so sad. His arguments were pretty weak, but it was the emotions radiating off him that got to me.
"I can't have a child with you… were friends, not lovers" I pointed out.
"We don't have to be more than friends. I'll take the child in the end if you want" he looked at me and I took in his serious expression. He took a deep breath and stood up straight. "Please," he said. I thought about just getting rid of the child again, but now it stung to think of. I growled and looked away.
"But I'm a guy," I said pointing at myself.
"Yeah… I know… I still don't want you to get rid of it though" he ended looking serious.
"I just need some time to think," I said turning to the window again. Naruto stared at me then started to leave. "Please don't tell anyone," I said turning my head to the side so he could see my serious expression. I saw him look at me before leaving. I turned back to the window.
"Why did this have to happen?" I said. Anger bubbled up inside me. I pounded my fist against the glass, it loudly spider web cracked around my hand. I never would have consciously agreed to do something like that with Naruto. Of all the results of it though he lied and I got pregnant, my luck. I though clenching on the broken window.
"Sasuke?" I heard Sakura say as she opened the door, "Don't hurt yourself" She said concern in her voice. She came over to me and put her hand on my back, I shrugged her of. "I'm sorry, I got a report that there was a loud noise from this room" She explained seeing my annoyance. "You don't seem to be hurt so I'll leave you alone," she said and started to leave.
"Sakura?" I said quietly.
"Yes?" she asked stopping and turning to me.
"Why can't I want to kill it?" I asked her. I didn't know if she had the answer, but I desperately wanted one. I heard her walk over and sit on the bed.
"Well on scientific terms it's because your biological motherly instincts want to naturally protect a child," She explained I grunted, "But I'm sure that's not what you're talking about… I personally think it could be that it's something of your creation, and not just that but the creation of you and someone you care about. So it might be you don't want to kill it because it's like killing a part of you and the person you created it with." Sakura said gently, I guessed she was trying not to push her opinion. "It's not the same as killing someone you don't know like on a mission, it's something personal" she kept talking when I didn't respond. "It's natural not to want to hurt it, everyone will understand whatever choice you make," she said, I could tell she had a sympathetic smile on her face. I held my hand over my lower abdomen. "It hasn't formed a heart, it's just a ball of cells" Sakura explained, for some reason this made me smile.
"Just a ball of cells is making me make huge life choices" I muttered. Sakura heard the lightness in my voice and giggle a little.
"What did Naruto say?" she asked after a little bit.
"He wanted me to keep it. He even offered to take it off my hands once it's born," I said.
"He's sweat… but he has no legal right over what you do, though you should keep his opinion in mind" Sakura said.
"I know…" I said. "Do you think if I get rid of it it'll affect our relationship?" I asked blankly.
"If you're asking my opinion, I don't think it matters relationship wise. I have seen a couple that got pregnant my accident, but she ended up getting rid of it because she didn't want a child. They ended up breaking up because of it. But I have also seen two people who had a one night stand and the woman ended up pregnant, she kept it and ended up marrying the father. I think it matters on the type of people you are. Doing either could affect your relationship. You just can't know. I think you should do what makes you happy, just make a choice you won't regret" she stressed the word. I looked at my reflection again.
"How long do I have before getting rid of it isn't an option?" I asked not sure I can make a choice right now and I didn't want to be in the stuffy hospital anymore.
"Three months from it being conserved, so two more months before it's too mature," Sakura said. "You should make your decision in a month and a half, just in case the child matures faster," Sakura said, she pulled out a card and started writing on it. "Here's the latest date you can come in" she handed me the card and I gently put in my pocket.
I pushed off the glass and looked at my damage. "Don't worry about it" Sakura said waving it off.
"I'll walk you out," she said locking arms with me. She led me through the hospital at my own pace. "Don't drink any alcoholic products, don't do drugs, don't smoke or be around people who smoke, you can't take medication, don't get too hot, don't drink caffeine, and most importantly try not to stress too much. All of those could negatively affect the fetus, so you cannot stress yourself out over this." Sakura said slowly and sternly. I nodded, but I wasn't sure how I was going to avoid stress. "If you need anything use this," she handed me a portable hospital phone "I have one on me at all times and will be there to help" she said as we reached the front door. "Do you want me to walk you home?" she asked since I didn't move.
"Does Kakashi know?" I asked.
"No, not yet. But you shouldn't go on missions" she said knowing what I was thinking of. "Your putting two lives in danger," she pointed out. "Most likely he'll know by the end of the day" she added. I snarled slightly. Without another word I turned and walked out of the hospital. My mind was blank and I was on auto pilot. When I got home the sun was setting. I stopped in front of my door and stared at nothing. My heart hurt with the weight of today's events. It all made me angry. I punched the wall next to the door. The house shook a little and the wall cracked. I left my hand there for a while before pulling it back and ran it through my hair. I looked at the crack and growled before storming inside.
I laid in bed and stared at the moon light from the window on the wall opposite me. Watching the light of the sun disappear had been the only distraction from my thoughts. We went so much further then kissing… I though letting it sink in. But I'm a guy and he's Naruto. I can't believe we did it. Were guys. Why did I let it happen… How could Naruto let it happen… did he want to… even if he was drunk you need some sort of motivation to do that. I though putting my arm over my eyes.
I was sitting on my legs with my eyes closed on the veranda trying to think. I had fallen asleep late and woken up early. I had been in the same position for hours. I kept on going back and forth on the pros and cons of keeping or getting rid of the child. I kept on coming up with more pros and cons for each. It seemed there were more cons to both situations then pros. I heard footsteps and recognized them as Naruto's. "Leave," I said simply. He did as I asked and turned around and left. I was grateful he listened.
The next day I woke up to the sound of birds, since we were half way through spring and the birds wouldn't shut up. I got up and started pondering again as I made myself breakfast. When I finished I went outside on the veranda and was surprised to see Naruto. He was lying in a respectful bowing position next to the door. "Leave," I said angrily.
"I'm sorry for lying", he said and didn't move.
"Pfft" I made a noise and walked over to the dock and sat there instead. Naruto didn't move and we both stayed this way all day. I only moved when need. That day I had thought about the different ways I would feel if I got rid of the child and if I could live with it. I thought I easily could. When I finally got up to go to sleep I was surprised to see Naruto hadn't moved.
"I'm sorry" he repeated when I passed him. I closed the door and went to bed.
The next day I was distraught to see Naruto hadn't moved. It made me angry. "Please leave," I said.
"I'm so sorry," he said. His voice slightly horse. I let out a frustrated sigh and sat on the docks again. What would keeping the child mean for our relationship… I don't want to date him, well I like him, but I don't think I could ever bring myself to do that… we would be the two people who had a child as friends… I wondered as the water lapped on the shore. I was angry to see the idiot hadn't moved. I stormed past him. "I'm so-" I cut him off by slamming the door. I stomped upstairs and went to sleep.
"Naruto you need to leave," I said when the idiot was there tomorrow.
"I'm sorry for lying," he said
"Get off my property" I demanded.
"Not until I'm forgiven" he shook his head but didn't move.
"You're an idiot," I said and stomped over to the docks. I thought about how having his child would probably mean it would be stupid or something, since its father is such an idiot. I then thought about the cons of having the child. When the sun started to set I headed back inside. Naruto still hadn't moved. I stormed past him and upstairs while I was lying in bed I started worrying about him. What if an animal attacks him… or he never moves and dies on my veranda… I dismissed such silly thoughts.
"You're going to starve," I said the next morning leaning against the house.
"I will If I have to," He said. I glanced at him, he was sweating from the intense heat.
"Please eat something," I said not wanting to kill him.
"Not until I can be forgiven," he said again. I went inside and grabbed a glass of water and an apple.
"Here," I said and placed them in front of him. I continued to the dock. I didn't think about the child today but the idiot who was bowing on my veranda, since he hadn't touched the water or food since I placed it there. I wondered why he was so determined for my forgiveness. I got up and sat on the stairs. "I don't want a dead person on my veranda. Can you please leave, and if not at least eat or drink something," I said staring at him.
"Not until I'm forgiven," he said again, it sounded painful to speak. I wondered if he had slept at all.
"Naruto, Trust takes years to build, second to break, and forever to repair," I said.
"Other's people's ideas don't matter," he said knowing it was a popular trust quote.
"I don't enjoy being guilt tripped," I said honestly.
"I'm not trying to guilt trip you," Naruto said.
"Then what are you doing?" I asked, not seeing what he meant.
"I'm trying to show how much I regret lying, and how determined I am to rebuild our trust," he said passionately.
"I can't forgive you if you're died" I pointed out.
"If I die then I wasn't worthy of your forgiveness," he said honorably. I was touch by his determination, but I didn't like that he wouldn't leave.
"Naruto… I don't think that's how trust works" I said sadly.
"Please forgive me" he said loudly. "I know it's not how trust works, but I care too much for it not to," he said. I looked at him, he had touched me once again. I let a silence fall. I looked down at my feet.
"Why do you want children Naruto?" I asked I could tell he was surprised by the question and took a second to think.
"Because… I want to help build the next generation" he said. "I want to teach the next generation to make the world a better place than the world we live in. I want to teach them my mistakes so they won't make the same ones" He said. My reason for having children to rebuild my clan seemed pretty weak compared to his. There was a silence. Then Naruto asked a question I found quite interesting since I had answered it before. "Why don't you want children?" he asked still not moving.
"Because there annoying," I said. My answer was pretty weak.
"Not good enough," Naruto said gently. I glanced at him. I knew the real answer.
"I don't need to tell you," I said getting up.
"No, you don't because I don't have your trust yet," Naruto said as I walked away more to himself I think. That day I thought about the pros of having the child, and it made me feel conflicted. That night I threw a blanket on him since it was supposed to be cold.
"What can I do?" he asked the next day when I was walking past him. I stopped. "What can I do to prove you can trust me?" he asked. I looked at him then turned away. I didn't answer and went to the dock where I thought about how he could prove his trust. That afternoon came to him with an answer, but not for today's question, but yesterday's question. I sat down in front of him.
"I don't want kids because I don't think I can raise them right," I said looking over him at the tree line. He didn't move and listened quietly. "I have screwed up so many times and I know I will again. I don't want a child to have to experience that, or worse inherit it… that's why I wanted a good mother so they can go off her example not mine, but now I'm the mother and I don't know I can do it" I said, not looking at anything in particular. By telling him this I hope it got to him that I trusted him, but I don't think I really stopped trusting him but it had been worn down and I don't know If I could build it totally stable again.
"Thank you," he said.
"Wait," I said when he tried to sit up. He stopped and went back to bowing. "You have to promise me something," I said looking at him. He nodded. "You have to promise you will never lie to me no matter what every again, and if you do I have your permission to never talk to you again," I said harshly. He looked at me.
"I will never lie to you every again, and If I ever lie to you again you have my permission to never talk to me again," he said seriously. I nodded and watched him try to get up, but his back had locked long ago and he didn't seem liked he was able to. I helped him up. As I did I heard sore bones pop. Naruto stretched and made painful moaning noises as he did.
"Did you not move for five days straight?" I asked.
"Yes," he said doing another painful stretch.
"I had thought you would have gotten up at night or something," I said.
"No, I was serious," he said looking me in the eyes for the first time in days. He looked starved and sleep deprived.
"You're an idiot," I said going inside and started rummaging for something to eat. I ended up just heating multiple instant noodles, which he took gratefully. I watched him eat all of them in an amazing time, and he also downed about fifteen glasses of water.
I had to look away to hold my head over the sink as a wave of nausea hit me. Naruto stood up and walked over to me, I shrugged him off. "I'm fine," I said. I waited a few seconds to make sure I was stable. I glared at Naruto.
"What…?" he asked.
"This is your fault," I said angrily, but I didn't know were the sudden anger came from. "Sorry…" I said awkwardly. He smiled then yawned rubbing his eyes. "You can sleep on the couch if you want" I said, Naruto just nodded and walked into the big room I had cut in half, half was the entrance, and the other half was the living room area. He flopped down on the couch and almost instantly started breathing slower, telling me he was asleep. I decided to buy some food before the sun set. I walked to the market and grabbed some actual food, and for some reason different kinds of peppers. I also bought a cookbook since I'll have to take up my time with other things till I made a decision about the child. When I got home Naruto was still asleep as I put away the food. I sat across from him in a small chair and stared at him. I let my thoughts wonder. I thought about how the child would probably be in better hands if I gave it to him -that is if I decided to have it. Though he's an idiot he's still truly good at heart, but I felt as if my own heart was still black. I ended up dozing off in the chair.
When I woke Naruto was still asleep, and my back hurt from sitting in the chair. I stretched and started to worry about him. I found the hospital phone. "Hello?" Sakura's voice came on it when I clicked the call button, I guessed it was set to her number.
"Can you come over? If you're not busy?" I asked awkwardly.
"Sure, on my way," she said and hung up. I waited on the veranda for her. She arrived shortly. She had her hospital clothes on. "What's wrong?" she asked.
"Naruto's passed out on my couch. He sat on my veranda for five days straight begging for my forgiveness. He didn't eat or drink and I was just worried about him is all" I said.
"That idiot" she whispered shaking her head, a small grin on her face. "I'll do a quick checkup," she said walking past me into the house. I stood up and followed her. I watched her inspect him. He didn't seem to notice and kept sleeping. "He seems ok, just hungry and thirsty," she said standing up. I nodded pleased he wasn't in danger. We moved to the veranda so not to disturb him.
"Five days?" she asked.
"Yeah, he said he wouldn't move unless he was forgiven," I said.
"He is a piece of work isn't he?" she said looking at one of the old cherry trees.
"Yeah… I can only guess what his child would be like" I said playfully unconsciously put my hand over my lower abdomen. Sakura noticed.
"Have you made a choice?" she asked. I removed my hand.
"I don't know," I said looking to the side.
"You don't need one yet, you still have a while" Sakura added seeing my distress.
"How many people know?" I asked.
"Not many. Me, Tsunade, Naruto, and Kakashi is it" Sakura said. I sat in silence for a little bit.
"Sakura?" I asked.
"Yeah?" she looked at me.
"What…" I sighed, "…what do you think I should do?" I asked looking at her. Sakura seemed to have expected me to ask her eventually.
"Do you want my personal honest opinion?" she asked. I nodded. "I think you should keep it. I think it will be easier to live with and it might actually be fun" she said I scrunched up my face in confusion. Fun… I thought about her interesting choice of words. "I mean, Naruto is a fun person and you could have a fun new experience with him of raising something that's a little bit of both of you," she said, and I frowned. "Or you could have the child and watch it grow with Naruto and you don't have to be involved at all." She said smiling. I looked at my knees. "But I feel that getting rid of it is getting rid of a chance you have to," she paused, "to have a new perspective on life I guess. You have been given a rare opportunity to experience being a parent from the opposite sex" she said. "And with someone you wouldn't be able to if you were a guy," she said.
"I don't think I'll be getting together with him" I clarified.
"That's fine… I think having it will open up new windows that would otherwise be closed. I guess is what I'm saying." Sakura summarized. I nodded taking in her words. "If you don't mind I would like to do a quick check up on you since I'm here," she said. I nodded, so she gestures for me to lay down. She examined my full body and stopped over my lower abdomen. She lifted my shirt and took her time moving her hand around the area. She smiled. "The heart started forming, there's a faint heartbeat," she said removing her hands. I frowned.
"So it's alive now?" I asked.
"Well by definition, yes." she said letting me sit up. I looked sadly at the ground. "It's not mentally active yet, it won't be till birth" she added. I looked at her and smiled weakly.
I looked at the forest. "I hate feeling lost," I said quietly. Sakura smiled and put her hand on my shoulder.
"It's ok to be lost every now and then because we won't lose ourselves over the same thing again. Like getting lost in town, next time you'll take different turns because you know where they go" she said. I looked at her, I kept on forgetting how mature everyone has become.
She had to return to the hospital and left me to think. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to start thinking about my problems once again.
AN: I just want to start and say if any of this offended you I'm sorry! I am pro-abortion and don't judge people for their decisions. I was just trying to write from the characters perspective. I believe either chose is right as long as the person is happy with it.
So this chapter it tried to get the grammar right. If there anything wrong please, please, please tell me. Thanks for reading and please feel free to message or review! Reviews are bae!
-Skippylove
