Satisfaction of desires, The ultimatum.

SleepWalker

By Spatulalover.

I thought I was a strong person, I thought I had a will of my own. I thought that I don't crumble just by hearing someone's voice... and to go as far as desiring to hear that person's voice. Driving myself stir crazy dreaming about the night that we kissed.

I thought I had something made.

Then Reid changed everything.

I was on my way to the airport trying to convince myself this was a good idea. A few times I failed and tried to turn around. I managed to get myself back on track again a few minutes later, when the desires to talk to him kicked in. I even had my own theory's that he had some sort of love potion on his lips that made me go crazy.

That or he is some sort of venomous snake and I'm just slowly dying.

Yeah.

I pulled into the airport and drove up to the entrance. To my complete surprise there he was. Hair a mess, Black hood pulled over his head, eyes bloodshot. He had a bag with him. He just seemed to be staring into space. I got out of my car and walked towards him. It was like I had no control, my inner desire just wanted to touch him, make sure he wasn't some hologram.

"Garwin," I said. Looking at him. He smiled and walked to my car, throwing his bag in the back. He got in and I began to drive towards dorms.

"Lex,"

"Don't want to hear it Reid Garwin,"

"Can you at least drive us here," he said giving my directions. I obeyed. We ended up going down some long winding roads. When we stopped that car we were at a lake looking out over miles of field. We got out of the car and he grabbed my hand. I shook it off and he grabbed it again taking me to the water.

I have to admit I was pretty scared. But he smirked at me, and I felt better. He sat us down and within split seconds his lips crashed against mine I didn't even try to fight back; His hands roaming freely through my hair and on my back. I felt myself kissing him back; beginning to enjoy this strange but good sensation, when you know you shouldn't do something but the satisfaction of doing it feels so darn good. He pulled away from me; I missed his warm lips instantly.

"Lex, I just am so sorry,"

"I know,"

"Seriously, I mean I shouldn't have left,"

"Re—"

"I feel like such a bad person"

"Reid I—"

"Playing with your feelings like that"

"Well—"

"I just—"

"I love you," we both said at the same time. He looked so shocked.

"Even though I am a backstabbing playing twat that messes you up,"

"Yes even though you are a twat, you're my twat I love you," I said hugging him.

You have no idea how amazing it felt to know that he actually loves me, all my anger just washed away like the lake. He kissed me again. It was like electricity.

"But," I said remembering Pouge.

"What?"

"I...told--"

"--You didn't," he said, his eyes widening, face paling with almost...fear.

"I'm sorry; I couldn't bring myself to tell him about the sleep walking."

I felt that ton of guilt hit me again. I think it constantly hangs over my head, ready to crush me any second.

"It just means things are difficult-er, if that's a word."

"He said we can never be together," I said, re living the argument.

"Well.... if that's the law, I don't mind living outside it, I have been away thinking about it, I have never wanted to be with anyone more in my life, you make my heart jump."

"I don't want to upset Pouge,"

"Is that all you can think about Lex? I know you love him but I thought you loved me."

"What is this...an ultimatum?"


Hehe, I leave it there. You think it would be simple huh? She's a feisty one.

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