Chapter Ten

Rated M for violence, non-con, and language

I don't own anything…obviously

A/N: Did I just update twice in the same month? What is this? Well as always you guys are just fucking awesome! I mean I got a review within like an hour of posting! You guys are awesome! This one's pretty short, the next one should be longer, and yes I actually have ideas! What has happened to me?

I waited outside the hospital room not talking to anyone. I couldn't, I just couldn't. She was inside the room under constant watch by the medics at St. Mungos. I was still in denial from what they told me. I'd expected the whips, the burns, the slight hypothermia, and even the broken bones, but not that.

"Mr. Potter," he had said.

"Yes?"

"You might want to sit down."

"What happened? Is she…?"

"Mr. Potter," he began again. "Ms. Lovegood was raped."

"What?" It was like a punch to the gut. All of the air was sucked out of me at once.

"I'm so sorry," he said. "If there's anything we can do."

"No you can't, just leave," I dismissed him.

She had been raped. The pain she must have felt, and it was because of me. She should have never gotten involved with me. She should've never saved me that night. She should've let me die. None of this would have ever happened if I had died.

I felt empty. Poor Luna, her innocence ripped away from her by a monster. What was I going to do?