Hello guys! I cannot believe that this was the last chapter until I start writing new material! I Ended up adding about 1,000 more words to this chapter 4,000 words to 5,000 and I am super excited to finally be putting it up!
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Two weeks have gone by since that first awkward day and everything has gotten a lot better. They have been both taking it very slowly. They haven't done anything more than kiss. Every time it starts to get heated Roy pulls back. He still remembers being pushed away. He remembers the look of fear that went across Edward's face when Ed felt him. He doesn't want to see that fear again. He felt so ashamed that he couldn't hold back.
Ed on the other hand was happy that Roy was thinking about him, but he was also getting really annoyed that Roy would not allow the kiss to very heated. They will only kiss sitting upright and Roy still will not use tongue. Every time Ed tries to get tongue involved or when he thinks Roy is about to use it, Roy stops and pulls back. He always says sorry and comes up with an excuse or something else to do. And the worst part is, Roy will not use his hands. Edward knows that Roy is trying to not make him feel uncomfortable, but it is actually starting to get annoying. Edward is actually really starting to miss the feel of Roy's hands on his body. Touching each other doesn't have to mean anything sexual. A make-out session can be just tongue and feeling each other. They don't even have to touch each other's sex. Edward just wants to have Roy's hands on him whether it is his arms or chest or even his hair. Every time Edward tries to touch Roy, Roy grabs and holds Edwards hands.
Roy thought every time Edward started to go farther, he was testing him. Roy didn't think Edward really wanted to go farther. The fear in Edward's eyes always showed up in Roy's mind every time they advanced to the next step in their relationship.
Edward thought he understood as to why Roy is doing it. He assumed it was because Roy was thinking of his feeling, but it has been two weeks now and Edward has to admit that having blue balls every night is really starting to get annoying. Because they haven't done anything more than childhood kisses, Edward has gotten as sensitive as a virgin. Even the childhood kisses are making him horny. Although he is anxious to feel Roy and cum, he is still not ready to go all the way. He knows that. He is afraid that sex will end up ruining the relationship. Plus he wasn't sure if he was going to cry or freak out again.
Ed really did want to go farther with Roy tonight, he just wasn't sure if he could explain about how far he wants to go with Roy. Plus he does not know if he could stop Roy in the middle again if things got too heated.
'No. I need to stop being such a baby. If I want a hand job from by boyfriend, I should be able to get one especially if my boyfriend is Roy Mustang… the use to be infamous man whore of central.' Edward has made the decision that he and Roy, by the end of the night, with have gone further than high school kisses. Now he just had to start planning.
It was 7:30am and Roy was still asleep. Edward got out of bed and went into the bathroom to brush his teeth. He hated the feel of dirty teeth and morning breath. After his teeth felt clean and his breath minty fresh, he went down starts and started getting to work. He knows pancakes are Roy's favorite breakfast so he planned on making them and eating them even if they have milk.
By the time Roy came down, Edward was on the second batch of pancakes and the coffee and just finished.
"What is this?"
"Oh I just thought I would do something nice. You have worked so hard this past week I decided to make you one of your favorite meals today. And since you don't have to work today, I was thinking we could go for a walk in central park. I was thinking we could go take a trip to our special place. Or maybe we can go on the Ferris wheel that is set up at the park."
"But after the first time we went on it you said you hated Ferris wheels. You said they were stupid and that the only reason they exist is for the man to get laid by taking their girl to something romantic."
This time Edward had to turn around because he blushed. In a way that was the exact reason he wanted to ride the damn thing, he just didn't want to go all the way. "Yeah well I don't mind riding it if you still want to. I went by it yesterday and thought it looked cool."
"Hmm okay we will do that then." Roy was indeed getting suspicious but he wasn't sure if he should be concerned or not, so he decided to go along with it without asking anymore questions. He went up to Edward and wrapped his arms around him from behind and rested his head in Edward's shoulders. "Thank you Edward."
Edward first finished taking the last pancake off the stove and turned around still in Roy's grip. He wrapped his own arms around Roy's waist and leaned up for a kiss. As soon as his lips touched Roy's he noticed him tense then relax, but Edward could tell he was planning on ending the kiss way too fast. When Edward felt Roy start to pull away Edward held on. Edward grabbed the back of Roy's neck and deepened the kiss. Roy let it happen so Edward started to open his mouth. Roy forgot for a moment what he was doing and continued kissing back. He missed doing this just as much as Edward did. Only did he realize what he was doing did he finally pull away.
"Sorry, so let us start eating those delicious pancakes you made so we can get our day started."
'Damn.' "Okay." Edward took the plates of pancakes to the already set table and sat down. Roy was behind him with two cups of coffee. Once they both sat down they both fell into a comfortable silence while they ate. Even though Edward hated milk with a living passion, he sure did know how to make amazing pancakes. That was the one thing his mother taught him to make before she passed away. After they finished eating, they both sat and had small chat while they were finishing their coffee.
Once they were done eating Roy went upstairs to get dressed while Edward went and did the dishes. Once they were both done with all the things they needed to do they left and started heading to the park. It was a really beautiful day so they decided to walk there. On the way there they did small chit chat, but nothing too big.
Once they got there however, they went to their special tree in the back and climbed up to the branch that was thick enough to hold both of them and high enough were it can be peaceful. It also looked over the small lake that was in the park.
At first they were just sitting and looking at the view. This was their favorite place because on their first date this was where Roy made it official and asked Edward if he wanted to be his boyfriend. At first Edward thought Roy was joking but soon was very excited. Now this tree has turned into their sanctuary. When they got in the argument and Edward ran away, neither felt they had the right to come to this spot because it is their spot, not just Ed's and not just Roy's.
Sitting there relaxing Roy thought he was the happiest man alive. He got Edward back. They seemed more at peace with each other and neither one of them has started a fight. They haven't seen Aviana anymore so Roy is hoping she gave on him. Nothing could go wrong. It was the perfect day. He could stay like this forever.
Ed on the other hand was not really looking at the view he was more watching Roy's reaction. From what he saw, he liked what he was seeing. Roy looked happy and relaxed just like Edward's plan. Edward knew all the stuff he had to do to get Roy in the mood but now that his plan was in action, he wasn't too sure if he could handle it. Edward was never the one to start the romantic side of their relationship. Hell he rarely initiated the hand holding which he was about to do right now. He was just a little afraid that Roy would figure out his plan and get angry or put a stop to it, or he will just pull his hand away from Edward's grasp. Either way it was not a good thing for Edwards mind to be questioning.
Edward decided to just take the initiative and grab Roy's hand.
At first Roy tensed up.
Edward pulled away. "Sorry."
"No don't be. I was just surprised." Roy smiled and grabbed Edward's hand. They then again both fell into complete silence, holding each other's hands and relaxing. Both have contempt looks on their face. They sat there for what they felt like hours, neither of them feeling the need to talk.
After a while however Edward's stomach started to rumble. His pray for Roy to have not heard was short lived when Ed heard Roy chuckle.
"Your stomach was always your downfall."
"Shut up" Edward spoke with mock anger. Both knew that they were kidding and there was no real anger behind the words.
"Would you want to go get something to eat?"
"Sure where do you want to go?"
"I have an idea, if you can hold off for another hour."
"… okay? So what are we going to do until then?"
"How about we go to the movie theater and watch a movie then go eat dinner?"
"Okay I think I can handle two hours without food. You will just have to listen to my stomach growl throughout the whole movie." Edward spoke with a smirk.
"Okay fine I you can get a small snack at the theater, but I do want to you to be hungry for dinner."
"Mustang please, you know I can always eat."
"Yeah trust me I know" Roy said and then whispered just loud enough that Edward could barely hear "So does my wallet."
At first Edward remembered back to when Roy brought up how much he could eat and Edward thought he was calling him fat. He now realizes how stupid he was acting and how much he sounded like a girl. Roy fell in love with him knowing how much he ate so if he loved him then he will love him now. Still he thought he should comment on the wallet comment.
Roy looked down at Edward and noticed he was about to make a comment on that, so Roy cut him off with a smile and told him to come on. He started walking toward the movie theater.
Ed was stunned by the pure happiness in Roy's eyes that he had to run to catch up to Roy. At that moment Edward knew Roy was joking but he still felt a little insulted. "I don't eat that much and I never ask you to pay. In reality I offer to pay, you say no."
"I never let anyone pay for me."
"Who said I would pay for you. I just offer to pay for myself."
Roy looked down at Ed and raised his eyebrow.
"What? I was kidding. I do offer to pay for you too. You are just too damn stubborn. You have dated girls for way too long."
"Why do you say that?"
"You refuse to let anyone pay for you even though you are in a same sex relationship. You know I am a guy too. I have pride. It bothers me having you pay for me all the time."
"Then why do you let me?"
"Because I know you paying all the time is just who you are and after the first three weeks of trying to pay and you saying keep telling me no, I eventually just realized I should give up. It was either kill your pride or lose some of my own pride, but make you happy. I chose the second option because I care about you and our relationship."
"I didn't think of that. I am sorry."
"Don't be. I like I said it is just who you are."
"But I want you to be happy too, and I also care about our relationship."
"I know you do; that is not what I was saying. I wasn't trying to make you out to be the bad guy. I was just trying to make a point."
Roy thought about it a moment and realized Edward was right. He felt bad because he knew how he would feel if someone kept paying for him and he didn't like it. He also knew Edward was already doing so much for him. Edward always wanted to show everyone how tough he was and tried to get people to stop thinking of him as weak, and now he realized that the kid gave up a lot of pride to always have someone paying for him and him basically be the bitch in the relationship all the time.
"How about this… we will compromise today. I will let you pay for the movie today and I will pay for dinner?"
This time Ed smiled big and genuine. He knew that it must be hard for Roy to suggest that. Ed knows that Roy will always have to be the "male" in a relationship. Roy would never agree to go Dutch. The fact that he is suggesting something even this simple is astonishing. The only other thing that Roy could say to Edward that would make him believe that Roy was abducted by aliens, rewired and thrown back to this world is if Roy lets Edward top. Ed knows however that that will never happen so he will take what he can get.
They got to the theater and to Edward's astonishment Roy actually did let him pay. They got the tickets, two drinks, and a medium popcorn to share. They finally got to the room the movie was in which was all the way in the back of the theater, which Ed was complaining about. Every time they go to the theater the movie they pick is always in the back. It always feels like they are walking down their own personal green mile*. They walked into the room and most of the seats were full. They had to go to the top to find a seat where they could sit together. It was either that or in the front and Edward refuses to sit in the front because then he has to crank his neck all the way up and it makes him feel even shorter. -Not that he is short, because he is not. The movie room just makes him feel that way.- They sat down and got comfy just in time for the previews to start rolling. The lights were dimmed already so they were holding each other's hand. Edward heard a grunt come from the other side of him and so he turned and looked to his side. The person next to him turned to look ahead but not fast enough because Edward caught the disgusted look on his face. They were the only three on this row so it wasn't hard to know who he was looking at.
To say that Edward was pissed would be an understatement, but he promised Roy that would stop making scenes and embarrassing him so that is what he planned on doing. However it was indeed getting really annoying cause the guy kept looking toward them. It was ridiculous how people couldn't just mind their own damn business. Edward decided it would probably be best if he just let go of Roy's hand. However when he let go Roy grabbed his hand again.
"Don't worry Roy I am not planning on doing anything. I am just tired of that ass hole staring at us in disgust."
"Well then let him. I will not let that "ass hole" ruin our date."
At the mention of date Edward blushed. He knew it was a date he was just surprised to hear it said out loud.
"Well he kind of is anyway. I won't be able to enjoy the movie with his eyes all over us."
"hmm" Roy looked over to the ass hole and made eye contact with him. He could see what Edward meant it really was annoying and rude. If the man wanted to stare he was going to give him something to actually stare about. "Edward." When Edward looked up at him, Roy leaned down and gave Edward a kiss. It wasn't those little baby kisses Roy has been giving Ed for the past couple weeks. No, it was a real kiss. It was a kiss that took Edwards breath away. Roy still hasn't added tongue but Edward was okay. This kiss was just as great. When they broke apart Roy looked at the man and noticed his face was not only disgust but now full of shock.
"Sir if you keep staring at us we will keep on doing it so I suggest you watch the screen or move to different seat because we will just keep getting even more lovey. Look I already have a nice hard on. Us gays aren't afraid to do it anywhere. Plus I don't mind a show. It makes it even more exciting, but be careful you might catch the gay disease. You don't want to become gay do you? Or even worse I might start hitting on you." Roy said the last part with a wink.
The man snapped out of the trance he was in due to Roy's calm yet piercing words and he got up and moved somewhere else. He was muttering something about nasty gay men while he was walking away.
"There no more problem." Roy smiled at Edward and then went back to looking at the screen because it seemed the movie had started.
Edward on the other hand couldn't concentrate on the movie. 'No more problem my ass.' Edward glanced down at his pants and noticed the slight buldge resting there. Hearing Roy stand up for them and actually get mad really turned him on. Plus the kiss they shared just before didn't help. Also hearing Roy was hard didn't help Edwards little problem. Edward tried to not make any sudden movement to cause Roy to notice that he had a slight hard on so throughout the whole movie Edward was thinking of things to try to bring it down.
By the end of the movie Edward was completely lost as to what happened. During the whole first half he was so focus on trying to calm down his member he missed it. It did not help that Roy was rub/massaging his leg. Normally Edward would be grateful because that is one of his favorite things, but not when he couldn't get release. Normally it wouldn't get him hard, but since he hasn't done anything in a while, anything Roy does to him basically gets him hard.
They finally left the movie much to Edward's relief. Roy started walking them toward the restaurant.
"So where are we going?"
"We are going to eat."
"Thank you, Captain Obvious."
"Hey it is Colonel Obvious."
"Ha ha very funny. So where are we going to eat Colonel Obvious?"
"We are going to Narisawa*."
"What! Really?"
"Yup I am in the mood to be generous."
"You are crazy. You do know I am hungry right."
"Of course that is why we are going there to eat."
"You do realize that this restaurant is kind of expensive."
"Yes hence why I am being generous."
"Okay I guess it is your money."
The restaurant wasn't not too far from the movie theater.
They got their table and sat down. The restaurant wasn't like a normal restaurant. Here you basically get 10 different small meals, so basically all they had to do is order their drinks. Which Roy got them both sake and water because he knew Edward was an extreme light when it came to alcohol. Water usually helped him take it in better and not get drunk as fast.
Throughout the dinner they talked and enjoyed their meal. By the end of the tenth course Edward was extremely full and extremely happy. He has never been to a restaurant this fancy before. Of course he has never had the money to go here before. Of course he knows the price without seeing the bill. The price for the course says it is $244.47* and that doesn't include the drinks. After knowing the price of the bill he really hopes his plan goes well tonight. But seeing as Roy had something to drink, Ed knows it will be a lot easier. Roy isn't drunk but he isn't sober either. Roy was a real push over when he had alcohol. This is the perfect time to get the plan in action.
"Hey Roy, do you want to head home after this? We could watch T.V or something?"
"Sure."
With that they paid and left the restaurant. The walk back was relatively quiet. Once they got back home they went upstairs and got dressed to their night clothes which consist of sweat pants and a bare chest. By the time Edward got out of the shower Roy was already laying on the bed almost asleep.
'No this was not part of the plan. He did not even have that much to drink.' "You sleeping already you old man?"
"Shut up I am not old. I just haven't drank in a while and my body isn't used it."
Seeing as if Edward didn't do something right now, his plan was going to be ruined, he knew he had to do something. So Edward did probably the most embarrassing thing he has ever done in his life, he went up the bed crawled over to Roy and initiated a sensual kiss.
Roy too was surprised that Edward kissed him first but he did not stop him he leaned into the kiss. It started off slow when it picked up Roy tried to stop the kiss, but Edward didn't allow it. He pulled Roy's hands to the side and kissed Roy deeper. After a while they had to break away for a breath.
"Edward we should-"
Edward knew what Roy was going to say and he wasn't going to allow it to happen. He cut him off with another kiss and this time managed to slip his tongue into Roy's mouth.
Roy had drank quite a bit at the restaurant and after going a month without any alcohol it had caused him to become a slight light weight. He was too weak to stop Edward. His mind was telling him to stop him but his body had wanted it for a long time, so it has given up fighting. He was trusting that Edward would stop if he wanted to. He was just hoping that it wasn't the alcohol that was making Edward do this in the first place.
'But kissing wasn't so bad right. Sure it usually leads to other things but this is Edward we are talking about.' So Roy let Edward take the lead. He knows Edward will stop when it goes too far.
Edward was happy that Roy seemed to be compliant. If he would have struggled again Edward would have stopped he didn't want to do anything Roy didn't want. He didn't want to make Roy feel like what he felt like when they first started dating.
Edward snapped out of his train of thoughts when he felt Roy's tongue enter his mouth. It felt like heaven having it back in his mouth. There was a spark of electricity that flew through Edward's body. They had a mini battle and of course Roy won. Even drunk he is still a better kisser then Edward.
Edward slowly touched Roy's chest and glided his hands up and down feeling the broad muscle, but still not breaking the kiss apart. Roy mimicked Edward's motions gently lingering on Edward's nipples. Edward broke the kiss to moan. Roy hasn't touched him there for a really long time now and they have became very sensitive. Roy took the chance and latched on to Edward's neck and sucked hard. Before Roy let go he nipped the sensitive skin he was sucking on. He knew he had to of left a hickey there but he did not care. They haven't gone this far in a while and Roy had definitely missed it. Plus Roy wanted to mark what was his.
Edward has happy his plan had work so far, but he was hard and Roy still hasn't put his hands where he wanted them to be. What Edward planned to do next would either make it or break it. He put his crotch down right over Roy's and was very happy to feel that Roy was sporting the same problem as him.
Roy moaned and unconsciously thrusted up. It felt so good that for a split second Roy felt like he was in Nirvana only to come down and realize what he was doing. He stopped grinding against Edward's member and apologized.
"I'm sorry it felt good. I don't know what came over me."
"No don't apologize I want it too."
Roy looked up at Edward quizzically.
"Yes today I had a plan to make this happen. I don't think I am ready to have sex but I am ready to do this. I am tired of you stopping after a middle school kiss I want to go farther, just a little bit at least. So… don't… stop." Edward said the last part with a thrust of his hips with each word.
Roy did not know if it was the sake talking or if it was actually Ed's cautious thoughts, but he was definitely not going to let this opportunity get away from him. He was going to show that sex or doing anything related to it is a fun and enjoyable thing not something to cry over… unless it is tears of joy or pleasure.
He flipped each other over so he was on top. He saw the shocked and slightly scared look on Edwards face and he planned on diminishing them. "Don't worry I have definitely sobered up and I won't go too far. If I do let me know and I promise I will stop."
"No I'm sorry, please continue."
"You have nothing to be sorry over."
"Yes I do. You are my boyfriend. You shouldn't have to be so cautious when doing normal things with me."
"Hey I made a mistake in the beginning and rushed you which I should have never done. It was my fault and you don't have to apologize. I told you before we will go slow and take our time. I will only go as far as you will allow. When we finally do have sex, I promise you will no longer have fear coursing through your thoughts."
"Thank you Roy."
"Hmm now if this is too far or you don't feel comfortable with me on top we can lay on our sides or you can sit back on top-"
"No I want you where you are now. I want you to continue."
Roy nodded and took Edward's incentive and continued. He leaned down and left a light peck on Edward's lips and then continued down lower. He continued sucking on the mark he left previously knowing that it would still be sensitive. And he was right. Ed moaned and his hands instinctively held on to Roy's hair pulling him closer. Roy however wanted to continue down south so he gave one last suck and then traveled lower. He sucked and nipped the nipple quickly before he moved down to the top of Edward's sweat pants. He could already see the buldge through the pants. He wished to rip the pants down and devour Edwards cock, but he didn't want to scare the boy so he instead leaned up a little and slowly rubbed Ed's member through the sweat pants.
"ngh." The friction from the pants was really killing Edward. He knew he wasn't going to last if Roy kept up what he was doing. Knowing he was already close, he went to reach down to touch Roy's, only to have his hand grabbed and pulled away. He looked up at Roy startled. Edward had really never participated in the love making he had with Roy. The only ever time Edward gave Roy a hand job was when he was trying to get Roy to forget about him crying way back when. So he couldn't understand why Roy would stop him.
"Tonight I want to pleasure you Edward. I want to show you that it can be enjoyable and soon maybe you will realize sex isn't bad either, but for now please let me." With that Roy leaned down and slowly took Edward's pants off he looked up to make sure that Edward was okay with it. When he got the affirmative nod he continued. He grabbed Edward's member and slowly stroked it. Once he saw beads of pre-cum on the tip, he slowly leaned his head down on to the head of Edward's dick. Sucking on the cap and slowly bobbing his head, he tried to go all the way down, but since he hasn't done it in a while he couldn't go as far. What he couldn't suck, he used his hand.
Edward was too far gone and couldn't last. "Roy I am about to come" he said while trying to pull Roy's head away. Roy ignored Edward and Ed ended up cumming in his mouth. Roy had to struggled not to choke on all the cum that came out. He forgot that it has been building up. He ended up sucking on Edward's member until it calmed down and Edward came down from his high. Once he made sure there was no more cum coming out Roy took Ed's dick out of his mouth and leaned over Ed to make sure he was okay.
"Roy that was great. Thank you."
"Don't mention it. That is what a boyfriend is for" Roy said with a wink and slight chuckle.
"So do you want me to do that to you?"
"No. Edward you don't have to."
"But I don't want to leave you hanging. Plus you said that is what a boyfriend is for… I am your boyfriend."
"Yes you are my boyfriend. The best boyfriend ever, but you don't worry about Ed. It is okay. When you are ready you will try, but I will not force you to do anything. I already told you that before, about sex, and that includes blow jobs."
"Okay…"
"Well you get ready I will be right back." With that Roy got out of bed fixed himself so he could walk properly and headed to the bathroom. Only when Roy had shut the door did Edward realize what he was doing.
'Dammit! I could have at least given him a hand job after what he had done for me. Shit I'm such a shitty boyfriend.' Edward got his sweat pants back on and got under the covers. He was beating himself up over the fact that he did not return the favor to Roy. He could not understand why Roy would consider him the best boyfriend ever. In Edward's eyes, he was the shittiest.
"Hey Edward don't beat yourself up. I am okay. I'm just happy that I was able to give you pleasure and not pain."
The fact that Roy has to worry about hurting Ed while doing what normal couples do really did bother Edward, but Roy was right. He shouldn't beat himself up over it. No Edward planned to make everything perfect! He was going to get over this damn fear and give Roy the best night of his night!
With that thought in his mind he curled up next to Roy and slowly drifted off into a deep sleep with a smile on his face.
Well guys this is Chapter 11! I hope you enjoy... I am sorry Roy didn't get any love but I promise he will in the next chapter, also bad news Aviana will be coming back in the next chapter bu-bu-bu-bum!
Lets see what the bitch has in store for our happy/cute couple.
Tune in next time:WILL ED FINALLY GET OVER HIS ANXIETYWHAT WILL AVIANA DO TO THE HAPPY COUPLEAND IS THAT NEW PEOPLE ENTERING INTO THE STORY? WHO ARE THESE NEW PEOPLE?WHAT DO THEY WANT?IS THAT A KNIFE?
TUNE IN!
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Random pick up line of the day... is that a gun in your pants or are you just happy to see me :)
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