12/04/14 8pm
I had a reviewer ask that I get Ron to explain everything to pansy and then four of them all to tell Ginny so there was no more secrets. But first of all I don't know how serious I'm going to get with Ron and Pansy's relationship and second of all rape is a very serious and private thing, it makes the victim feel, dirty, weak and exposed they aren't just going to tell everyone that asks a couple of question. I had her tell Ron because of their relationship and everyone else who know was there, the teachers that weren't present in the hospital wing only know that she is pregnant.
We could talk about it all tomorrow, or the day after, just not now, there had been enough said tonight.
"Goodnight Draco." I say almost already asleep, I think he replies I feel him place a kiss on my forehead, but I'm already gone.
DuPOV
I think it was time, I had been watching more closely since Harry's actions had been brought to my attention and I was sure it was time. It wasn't Just Miss Granger I had been watching either, it was my students as a whole. I just I don't understand how this could have been happening under my watch without me knowing anything about it. I had always valued giving my students privacy and I wasn't some old fool, I know what some of my students get up too and as long as they were being safe and consensual I didn't care it was up to their parents to give them that talk. However I had failed so now I was watching closely, so far a certain amount of bullying had been brought to my attention and put to an end to, but I was glad to say nothing like what Miss Granger had been going through.
I had also been watching her progress, she seems to be doing well, adjusting to her condition getting sick less than usual. She has also helped me see how few bathrooms we have for a castle so big. She had been doing better socially and had never had any issues with school work to begin with. She and Mr Malfoy had definitely become closer, she was becoming almost reliant on his presence. I was glad to see them together finally I had also thought they would be a good fit, once they got over all those… Issues. I think she was ready for me to propose my ideas of how to deal with Harry.
I didn't want to see his life wasted, he had done a horrible thing, but anyone who looked in his head could see that he wasn't even aware that he had done it. I know we can fix his mind, but I can't do it without talking to everyone involved first, which is why I was currently waiting for Miss Granger, Mr Malfoy as well as both of the youngest Weasly children.
Hermione and Draco had told Ronald of Harry's action, Ronald then came to me and demanding that Ginny needed to be told. So she was then bought into my office and I explain to her that harry had become ill in the head and had a break down, resulting in him ending up in St Mungo's indefinitely.
There was a knock at the office door.
"Come in." I said and watched my student's entre, they didn't even try the pretence of sitting apart this time with them squeezing together as onto one of the large chairs.
"Forgive my abruptness professor, but I'm almost three months pregnant I don't expect you to be offended by us sitting together." She said rather snappily. I supressed a chuckle, it had been a long time since I had been around a pregnant women, even one who was only 18 and I had forgotten how abrupt they could be.
"Of course, as long as you're comfortable." I swear she glared at me, I glanced at Mr Malfoy and he was just looking at me like, 'I'm so sorry, don't ask.'
"So I brought you hear to talk more about what to do with Harry…."
HPOV
I was tired and cranky and nauseous, my back hurt and my feet, we had been standing most of the day, first with defence, then potions and care of magical creatures. That plus the fact that I had been awake since just after four this morning, well going down to Dumbledore's office was the last thing I wanted.
"So I brought you hear to talk more about what to do with Harry." He began not looking at me, I just glared at the floor. "I want to alter his mind, if you will, I know I told you he was having issues due to the removal of Voldemort's soul, but it's not just that, almost his entire life harry had this thing in his head, it was a big part of him and aloud it sometimes caused him pain it also held a certain amount of his personality together, like roads connecting houses. So when it was removed it was like part of harry was broken, cut off from the rest, like the connections were broken. What I want to do is go into Harry's head and reconnect the lines that were served upon its removal, however I'm not sure the results this will have, either Harry will completely forget the last five months and therefore his actions towards Hermione or he will remember and well I don't know any number of things could happen. However I want to assure you that when I am done if Harry does remember and feels no remorse he will then be put on trial for what he has done." As I listened to Dumbledore I grew more and more ill, I just, what was I supposed to say, the Harry before I had loved him, so much but now, the thought of facing him is the reason I wake up screaming. The more I thought about it the worse I got and then I was throwing up into a conjured cauldron.
"Sorry," I say shakily as I wipe the tears from my face, the cauldron was banished as silently as it appeared. I took a deep breath, both of them waiting for me to speak. "I… I want my Harry back… but I don't know if I will be able to face him and if he does come back I don't ever want him to know this is his child." I said placing my hand on my slightly swollen belly, thankfully still hidden by the school robes.
"Why, what reason do you have, if Harry is fixed and repents or even forgets why do you want him to not know his child exists." Asked Dumbledore shocked at my request.
"Do you know how this baby was conceived, because I do, I remember every time I was ever violated. Children as supposed to be made with love and this was nothing near the sort, now if Harry forgets then he will never know he did anything that could possibly lead to me being pregnant on the other hand if he remembers and isn't sorry I will never speak to him again anyways. Finally if he remembers and is sorry well it will be a long time until I can even stand to be in his presence not to mention have the kind of relationship with him that comes along with having a child." I heard Dumbledore sigh.
"I understand and if that is your wish, I will begin my work with him immediately." I just nodded, then decided it was time to bring up some of my research.
"Professor, I, well I was reading about magical pregnancies and how wizards deal with infertility and about how they will get one wizard to impregnate." I grimaced it felt so clinical. "The witch and then change the DNA so that it is technically another man's child, even though he wasn't the one to get her pregnant." I hadn't talk to Draco about this yet but it was just an idea. "IT can only be done in the first four months of pregnancy."
"Well if it is something you want to do I can certainly help facilitate it, but you need to be sure and the man you choose to be the father needs to be sure too." I nod. "If that is all you may go now, I will keep you updated on my progress with Harry."
"Thankyou Professor and I'm sorry." I felt bad for snapping at him and getting sick, stupid mood swings."
"No problem Miss Granger, please let me know if there is anything you need."
We both nod and leave the office, Draco was being scarily quiet, I hope I didn't scare him with what I said to Dumbledore and it was just an idea.
We reached our room in silence.
"I'm sorry," I whisper. "I didn't mean to freak you out, I was just thinking and it doesn't even have to be you, just anyone apart from Harry especially if he wasn't in his right mind when it happened."
He looked at me with a smile. "Love, don't be silly I just never thought anything like this could be possible. I know it's only been 5 weeks, but I love you with all my soul and wizards often marry young and for life, something in our nature. If I could I would marry you tomorrow but I know that's not how it was where you were raised and I don't want to freak you out." He said placing his hand either side of my face.
"We haven't even slept together." I said with a laugh. "How can you be sure you love me?"
"I just know." He said kissing me and I think I knew too it just felt so right like he made me whole, like being apart from him would physically hurt me, which when we were apart did. "Think about all the wizard couple you know, all met young, and loved completely. My father said he decided the second day of school that he was going to marry my mother and despite his faults I know he loved her. The Weasley's, Lovegood's and Potters, look at their history and even older couples it doesn't take long for them to become serious once they met." I knew what he was saying was true.
"I love you Hermione I may have been fighting it before, but I have no reason to anymore and I was stupid for doing it as long as I did. I just thought if I acted like I was so repulsed by you, by your blood by everything you would never stop to feel it too. It wasn't until third year that I was sure we had the connection, but you didn't seem to feel it so it didn't matter. For me though, it was always there in my head, would she like this, would you see this, were you watching… what would she think? It's the reason I didn't follow my father." He rarely talked about his parents and I felt tears in my eyes. "I know It's you, I love you." He said.
"I love you too Draco and I felt it too." Not as early as him or as strongly, but I always felt something, in the back of my mind. So then I just went with it. "Draco will you be the father of my child." I asked bending down on one knee as if proposing. What I didn't expect was for him to bend down with me.
"Only if you will marry me?" He says pulling out the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.
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