Yes i know i am updating this quickly compared to before, it is because i found my notebook i wrote the story in, I feel i should catch up to where i am which is this chapter, the next chapter i am still working on
DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER IF YOU DONT LIKE SMUT! There is almost smut in this chapter, warning you now, don't say you where not warned, that is why this story is rated T not just because in the beginning with Cecilia Essencially being raped, but also because of this chapter. I do not know if more will happen, im not there yet, if there is i will tell all of you and change the ratting.
emgfdsgs once again these are thoughts


Thomas POV

I was upstairs cleaning when i heard Molly's yell.

"Did I not tell her that Her Grace cannot see me because of what Tanaka said?"

I was shaking my head and rubbing my temples as i entered the kitchen.

""What did i tell you? Her Grace..."

That was when i smelt it, it was not Cecilia, or the girl she became when she lost her memories. This was an entirely different smell. I opened my eyes and looked towards the smell, which was on the ground. Molly was holding Cecilia in her arms. To a human like Molly, there was no difference to our mistress. But i could smell it, she was not herself.

"W..What happened?"

As she told her tale I knealed next to them and went to take Cecilia from Molly.

""Thomas.."

I looked at Cecilia, it was her lips moving but not her voice or her smell. The voice that left her body was quiet, almost non existant ((note: If you are also into Hetalia, think of how she is talking now, like Canada...Thats pretty much how soft her voice is, if not softer...You may now continue the story :) )) I saw her hand reach out towards me and grab my member through my trousers. My eyes went wide.

What is with her? What is going on?

"Thomas, please...I want.."

Her eyes then opened, once blue, and once with my green mark upon her right eye, now both of her eyes where pink. This was not my mistress. Now i realised what her smell was, it was that of a demon, was someone controlling her? I suddenly hissed from instinct of being agivated. Her grip tightened on my member, and a sly smile spread across her face. She was forcing me to get hard, and it was working.

"Thomas, I want you"

I gasped surprised those words would ever leave her mouth.

"My Lady.."

I tried taking her hand off of me

"..Please let go of me"

She shook her head with that smile on her lips.

"No, I want you Thomas"

Her hands went to my coat undoing the buttons.

"I want you in me Thomas"

I looked at her and grabbed her wrists.

"Who are you?"

"I am Cecilia, Thomas"

"No, no you are not, Cecilia would never want me, she hates men"

"People change Thomas"

I did want to touch her, to feel her, but after what she had gone through i would never want to harm her in such a way. I knew i would never be able to. She got up out of Molly's arms and practically dragged me to my room. She pushed me onto the bed and undressed herself. Her body, I was glad to see that it was healing. She then came to me, taking off my clothes. I attempted to stop her again.

"M'lady, it is not proper for someone of you stature to see..."

She put her finger to my lips.

"Shhhh, Thomas, I dont care, you cant change my mind"

I gave into her motives. When she finally saw my member she gasped. For a split second i sensed the scared but seemingly innocent Cecilia. But it was gone just as quickly as it came. She layed underneath me and took hold of my member, leading me like in a dance. It got to the point where she let go of me and wrapped her arms around my neck and kissing me as my member touched her entrance. I had not even entered when she screamed, pushing me of her and curled up in a tight ball in the corner of my bed since it was against the wall. She tucked herself in a way that i could only see her legs, arms and head. Her normal smell was back, I still didnt know what happened, but it was her. Before the nightmare.

""I HATE YOU THOMAS!"

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at her frightened face. I reached out to touch her arm but she flinched, pulling away and i froze. My fingers retracked and i pulled away from her and towards myself. I handed her a blanket which she did not touch. I wrapped myself up and taking my clothes went to the bathroom to change. When i came out she was gone and a note left on my bed.

Thomas,
I suggest you stay away. I know i am lower then you but from
a females point of view, i think it would be best.
Molly

I read and reread the letter. Molly was right. This was not my fault, but Cecilia would not listen to reason at the moment.


the next chapter will be in Molly's point of view, i just need to finish writing it. I hope you enjoyed this.