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Geez I just reread the first few chapters of the first story, and let me just apologize for all the spelling errors :p Oh well, enjoy
Damnit that girl just makes me so angry sometimes. Is she that opposed to being with me? It makes me wonder if she even loves me anymore, I mean God knows I still love her, even if she is putting me through hell.
I didn't want to go to class, I wonder if Mr. Stock would even notice. It's not worth it, why pay for classes I'm going to skip. Class was uneventful, although that might have to do with the fact that I couldn't get my mind off of Spinelli, I just want to get back to my room and sulk. I just had so many questions. Does she still love me? Does she want to be with me? Is it worth is to keep pursuing her, or am I just going to end up hurting more. Although I can't say that I don't deserve it. I could tell it killed her to see Becca that first day, and of course, all the times after that, but how was I supposed to know that she was coming? We agreed we would date other people. I didn't expect to see her for four years, how was I supposed to know she would be at my door in two? I also didn't know Becca was harassing her, if I had, I would've done something about it. Speaking of her, it's a little awkward seeing her around campus, we have two classes together, and everytime I see her she looks all pathetic, I'm sure it's because she knows I'm looking and wants my sympathy, I know she can't miss me that much. All I wanted to do was get back to my dorm and try to relax a bit.
I figured the whole relax thing wasn't going to happen when I walked in and the first thing I noticed was the picture on the wall, then the sweatpants sitting on my bed, and when I turned on the T. main menu screen from the movie last night was on. Maybe I'd be better off taking a nap.
I woke up a few hours later to the sound of my phone going off, it was my friend Nate
"Hello?"
"Dude, where are you right now?"
I could tell immediately he was somewhere with loud music "In my dorm, why?"
"There's some chick here, she's super wasted, she keeps asking for you, she's pretty hot"
I groaned 'Damnit Becca, she always did this when she was drunk' "I'll be there in a sec, where are you?" I asked
"Bridestone Hall, room 227" He said "Hurry dude!" Then he hung up
I pulled myself out of bed and exchanged my sweat pants for a pair of jeans. I put on my hat, backwards of course, and walked out the door. I don't know why I was even doing this, I could hardly stand Becca after everything she did, all the pain she caused me and Spinelli, but still, I wasn't going to leave her to her own defenses, especially with those defenses weakened due to the alcohol. Becca never did handle alcohol very well, and I always ended up having to take care of her all night. I didn't plan on doing that though, I have an early class tomorrow. I planned on leaving her at a friends doorstep. Bridgestone wasn't too far, and I got there in about 7 or 8 minuets. As soon as I got to the right floor, I could hear the music and feel the floor and walls vibrating. When I walked in, I looked around but I couldn't see Becca anywhere, what I did see was a short girl with raven hair sitting on a table with a bunch of people around her, laughing. When I got closer I heard what she was saying, or rather, slurring
"T.J.'s great! He was my best friend for... alota years, then he was my boyfriend, and it was great. But then we broke up, that wasn't great, but then I came back, and it still isn't that great" She paused "I just love him so much" She said before tipping backwards off the table. I ran up to catch her, grabbing her around her slender waist before she hit the ground, she looked up at me and her face lit up
"T.J.!" She yelled, wrapping her arms around my neck "You came, I wanted you to come, I didn't think you'd come, why did you come?" She said all at once
"I came to get you, now come on" I said
"But I don't wanna go, I'm having fun here" She whined
"I think you've had enough fun, now come on" I said taking the red cup from her fingers
She sighed "Ok, fine" She said, I took her hand and led her out, I could hear the drunk cheering behind us, and I rolled my eyes
As I was walking her back to her dorm, careful not to let her staggering form fall, I couldn't help but be a bit shocked, I've barely seen the girl drink, and here she is next to me, completely smashed. I mean she's small, so it wouldn't take much to get her drunk, but this is beyond drunk, I mean way beyond. I don't even want to think about how much she drank, or what might have happened if I hadn't gotten that phone call.
We got to her dorm and I grabbed the handle only to find that it wouldn't budge, I turned to Spinelli
"Spin, where's your key?" I asked
"I don't have one" She said, a big grin on her face
"What do you mean you don't have a key? How are you going to get in? Where's your roommate?" I asked
"Oh Jessica!" She said, her face lighting up "Umm, I dunno, she went to another party" She said
"Great" I mumbled
We walked down two floors to my dorm, which sounds easy, but trust me, it wasn't. I quickly unlocked the door, and ushered her in. She sat down on my bed, and I handed her the same sweat pants she had worn before, a different pair then I had been wearing earlier.
"Put those on" I said, turning around, pretending to be interested in the Chemistry binder sitting on my desk
"Done" She said happily, and to my surprise she actually managed to get them on. It would have been awkward if I would've had to dress her. I see she also managed to take her sweatshirt off, leaving her in just a tank top and my sweatpants.
"Good, now try and go to sleep" I said
"I don't wanna" She whined
"Well fine, do whatever you want, I'm going to try and do some homework" I said sitting down in my desk chair. We sat in silence for a few minuets before she spoke again
"I do still love you, ya know" She said quietly
I sighed "I know, I heard"
"I missed you so much" she said, her voice still slightly slurred
I slowly turned to face her "Then why won't you let us happen again?" I asked
"Because I'm scared." She paused "I'm scared that if we try things again, that it won't be the same, and we'll fall apart
I stood up "Well why can't we at least try? I'm not happy, you're not happy, why won't you let us be happy?" I asked,
She didn't answer, but she got this weird look on her face
Just then I remembered something, I grabbed my trashcan and put a new bag in it, putting it by the bed
"What's that for?" She asked
"For when you throw up" I answered
I'm not gunna-" And just then her face paled a bit and I immediately pulled her hair back as she leaned forward into the trash can, I noticed she had one of those hair elastic things on her wrist, and tied it up for her. Once I thought she was done, I handed her a water bottle from the mini fridge, and she took it from me, not looking me in the eyes. She always hated throwing up in front of me. There was the time at this carnival that came through town, we went on the Zipper seven times in a row, and then there was the time she got food poisoning on one of our dates. It really didn't bother me, as long as she got better.
"It's not a big deal Spin" I said, sitting down in my desk chair
"It's gross"
"It happens, you drink, you throw up, you wake up with a hangover. Its kinda the rules"
"Well those rules suck" She said, leaning back and laying on the pillow
"Well, it doesn't matter, you're going to pass out soon anyways"
"No I'm not, I'm just resting my eyes"
"Ok, whatever you say" I said with a chuckle, I turned my chair around to face my desk, trying get some of my homework done. I don't know how long I was working, long enough to get two work sheets and a five page paper done, but when I turned around, Spinelli was sleeping peacefully in my bed. I thought about what she said, and it reminded me of something I once heard 'A drunken mind will tell the truth a sober one is afraid to admit' I wondered if it was true. I shook the thought out of my mind as I walked over to her and pulled the covers over her, and kissed her forehead 'Goodnight Spinelli'
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