Sorry again about the space between updates. Turns out that cleaning my room is a five day job.
All he ever wanted was his brother. All Sam ever wanted was to be normal. They were conflicting wants, leaving neither man to get what he wanted without the other being hurt.

Sam worried about his brother, though, and Dean knew that. He was trapped in a cellar the first time Sam called, but he didn't answer. Let the runaway stew for a while. It wasn't like he cared enough to actually get off that bus and head back to Indiana. He hadn't cared enough the first time he'd left, anyway.

He knew that Sam still felt guilty about what had happened in that asylum, knew that Sam hadn't been able to forgive himself. When his little brother showed up in that orchard, Dean knew that he'd won yet again. He'd scared and guilted his brother into coming back to him. It was because of this that he knew he was selfish.