A/N- You guys are going to be very angry. :( just letting you know now.

And read Oats we Sow by me. NOW! This isn't an option, do it as soon as your done. I want your opinion on it.


Sakura

I held on to the steering wheel, laughing at Ten-Ten as she told me a story of an old guy while she was at the mall. But, even though I was laughing, I was hardly paying attention. My mind was wandering to other things. Things that I was nervous about. Like ino, and how she was about to tell everyone of our childhood friends the truth about us. It was just a start, nothing special, but for some reason I was beyond nervous. My stomach flipped every time I thought about the sensitive subject. The reason, I don't know.

I'm ready for people to know… But I don't get why I feel like this.

Having seconds thoughts on wither Ino is really going to do this or not?

Leave it to my inside self to always find a point and flaw in plans that seem perfect to the outter me. What if she didn't tell? How upset would I be?

Beyond upset.

I nodded to myself, though it gave an impression that I was nodding at Ten-Ten as she continued the story. I would be very upset, pissed actually, but I wouldn't show it. Even if Naruto doesn't think so, I took that speech of his to heart.

I can't be angry that she isn't ready.

We had all the time in the world to get out our secrete.

True. We did. There was no pressure, no dead line, just flowed with when I was ready to speak it outloud.

I shouldn't be pressuring her, but if she thinks she loves me, things have to get more serious.

That was true right? If someone said it, things usually did get serious anyway. Even if it was natural or foced, in the end it was the same result.

How serious will this be getting anyway? How serious can it get? We are in highschool. Will it continue after senior year? Will we get married? Have children?

Oh god. The thoughts made my stomach feel weightless. Children? Marrige?

It's far to soon for that. And I'm Ino's first girlfriend, what if she doesn't even want to get that serious with me?

It was a good question. What if she didn't? What if this was all a fluke? What was the purpose then? What was the reason for all this drama and fighting if she didn't want to get serious at all?

She said she thinks she loves you. It sounds to me that she might want to get serious.

Or maybe this is new to her. Maybe she…doesn't exactly know what she's feeling for me…

The thought made me frown. It was…an unhappy thought. I liked the fact that she thought she loved. Everytime I thought about it, I got butterflies.

"…Ino. No new hot girl." I heard Naruto say. I flashed my eyes to the mirror above me, looking at him before moving my eyes back to the road.

Ino.

I suddenly missed her. Wish she decided to ride with me. She didn't think I saw her, but she whispered to Sasuke about something as everyone was choosing who they were going to ride with. Could just be my imagination, but I think she asked Sasuke if she could ride with him.

OR its just your imagination.

Hopefully it was, but the thought made me frown. Why wouldn't she want to ride with me? Did she think that maybe I would hold her hand with everyone in the back or something. I wouldn't have…I want her to tell people, but I wouldn't do that.

"What!" I heard Naruto yell.

I looked at him in the mirror. He was staring at his phone in disbelief. I frowned.

"It says that I can get a free ramen if I fill out a ramen card!" He said with a grin, rubbing his neck.

"Congrats Naruto." Hinata said softly, smiling.

I continued to frown. He was lying. I knew he was.

"I know right, I can't wait to get me that free bowl. Free things taste so much better." Naruto continued.

I stared at the road hard. I wonder who he was texting, and what got him so surprised to yell like that. I sighed to myself. My happy mood seemed to be slowly falling.

Sasuke

"Naruto" I whispered quickly, "I need to tell you something."

Naruto leaned against my Jeep, head held straight ahead as he had the small smile that was always on his face. He nodded, "Yeah, alright, What's up?"

I sighed, fustrated, he wasn't paying attention, "Naruto, this is important, I have to tell you something!" Naruto nodded, pushing himself off of my jeep and straightening up, "Listen. Really, it's about Sak-"

I stopped, because then I noticed why Naruto had straightened up, Sakura and Ino was walking towards us. I snapped my mouth shut and stood straight also, my heart beating fast. That was a close one.

I watched as Naruto walk over to them, smiling, "Hey! Ready to head out?" He asked.

I took a breath, composing myself and walking over there nonchalantly, "Well that depends. Do we have a head count? Is everyone here?" I heard Sakura ask.

Naruto shook his head, and I came beside him, answering evenly, "No, Shikamaru isn't here."

"Oh, oh!" Sakura cried out, "I was suppose to text him where we were going. He isn't even at School."

I smiled slightly, that sounds like Shikamaru alright. He didn't see a point of coming to these last days of school, so of course he didn't come.

As they talked, I thought to myself. I was going to tell Naruto about how I feel for Sakura. I don't know why I have the urge to, but I do. It seems like the more I sit and stand by, they get deeper and deeper into each other, falling further and further away from me even having a chance with Sakura. I'm usually more composed about these things. I usually think everything through. But with this, I can't seem to keep my control. I feel like jumpy, like a hunting panther. I don't know whats causing this, maybe some panic within me that's rushing me to hurry up. But whatever it is, I think I wont be able to handle it if I don't do something soon.

So my first plan of action was to tell Naruto. He would not be pleased about it, I know he won't.

But, I don't know. Some stupid reason I feel like he will help.

Maybe he will help, but not in the way I am aiming for. He wouldn't promote the idea with me getting with Sakura. No, he'd probably help me get over it. And I guess even though I need to.

I don't want to.

I've liked her for so long. Before she came up to me and told me about her sexuality. But, ive never made a move. My calm, composed self, stopped me from doing anything. I was scared. Cautions.

Stupid.

Most of all stupid. She saw me as a brother figure. Someone to come to when she was in need. And of course I would never turn her down, but I wanted more with her. I wanted to be there for her forever. Help her with anything she needed for the rest of our lives. It's a bit rushy, we are still so younge, but that doesn't stop the feeling inside me.

Now. I am stuck in this situation, like me being locked in a dark room all alone. No one knows, so know one can help. And my thoughts are so thick and heavy, it moves to slowly, which is wasting me time.

I don't know what to do.

Then, I heard Sakura's voice, and it brought me back to reality, "Yeah, and I just told Shika that we are heading to the beach anyway, so we are gonna have to go. He will whine if we change our minds."

I nodded, "Yup. So luckily I brought my jeep. Half of us can head in my car, the other half in Sakura's." I said, trying to contribute, not wanting to give off suspicion.

But then, I fell back into my own thoughts again. This time though, I paid attention to my surroundings. I watched as Naruto went over to Ino, who has been quiet for awhile, and say something to her. She shook her head, and smiled. I thought nothing of the conversation.

I turned around and walked over to my jeep, walking around to the drivers seat and putting the keys in the ignition. I planned on playing some music as we waited, but before I could open the door, I heard Ino call me from behind, "Hey, Sasuke?"

I turned around and looked at her with a smile. Even though this was the girl who had the girl I wanted so badly under her grasp, I couldn't quiet not like her. She was happy all the time, always radiating of it, which made you happy as well. She giggled 24-7, and smiled most of the time. She was a likeable person. You'd had to force yourself not to like her. I didn't of course, I decided to embrass her. Make her part of our best friend triangle, which now became a square with her as a new member.

"Yeah Ino? What's up?" I asked.

"Um, well. I was wondering if I could ride with you?" Ino asked, pratically whispering.

I raised an eyebrow, "Don't you want to ride with Sakura?'

She shook her head frantically and glanced back for a moment, then looked back to me, "It's a long story, but no I don't."

I smiled sympathetically, "Is everything alright?"

Ino nodded, though I noticed she still looked kind of off, "Yeah. It's just…Kinda weird between us right now."

I nodded in understanding, "I see. Well sure chica, you can ride up front with me." I poked her in the forehead with a smile. It's something my brother did to me. I never really did it to anyone but Ino. (1) I don't know why.

Ino smiled in appreciation and smacked my hand with a laugh. She looked relieved, as if everything that was on her chest shifted away for a moment. I smiled at her softly, it's funny how things work out. She didn't know what she was holding away from me. She didn't know what links I'd go to to atleast have a shot.

She giggled and grabbed my hand, dragging me away from my jeep and back to the group. Her happy mood and smiles made me feel guilty. I couldn't do this to her? Could I. I looked warily at her from behind.

It would be such a betrayal.

(***!Remember OATS WE SOW. GO READ IT!***)

"So, we know who's going with who?" Asked Naruto, a smile on his face. Everyone nodded, and spit into the groups. I noticed that Ino avoided the gaze of Sakura as she turned around and headed back to my jeep. She didn't see the look on Sakura's face, the slight disappointment. When Sakura stopped looking at Ino, she looked at me with anger. I frowned in the inside at the look she gave me, but I smiled at her on the outside, a slight shrug. She must have realized that I noticed how she reacted at Ino choosing to go with me, because than she frowned slightly and broke eye contact.

"Sasuke!" Ino called, waving me over, "Come on, we are all in."

I looked at Ino and nodded. Then, looking back at Sakura, I noticed she had already left, already next to her car. I sighed out and headed to my Jeep..

X

Ino

I sat in the car, and while everyone laughed at talked, I figited with my fingers silently. How could I possibly go through with this? How could I possibly tell them about me and Sakura. If I told them then theyd automatically think I'm gay. And. I don't even know if I am.

And that was the confusing part!

I'm not even sure!

I don't know if I act the way I act with Sakura because she is my best friend and I'm just so comfortable with her, or if im really gay. Well, bisexual… I've never really been attracted to females. If I was, this would be so much more easier to admitt. But, I've never really been attracted to them. How can I tell them Sakura and I are together and half of this shit isn't even clear with me. Ugh.

I can't do it. I really can't.

Why can't she let me be sure before I have to tell the whole fucking world?

I blew out a breath in aggravation, pure aggravation and anger. Everytime I thought about Sakura telling me that we had to change certain things, I got pissed off. Because, everything was alright how it was. It was perfect. But now, things have to get more complicated? What is the point if we were fine how we were? What was the purpose?

I texted Naruto about it, but he wasn't really any help. I didn't know what I really wanted to at the moment, so maybe that was why he wasn't help. Who the fuck knows. But, I guess I couldn't really wish for much if I didn't give Naruto the full story.

I keep feeling Sasuke's eyes on me. I guess he's worried about me, but with the aggravation that was deep inside of me, it made me annoyed that he was worried at all. I try to seem like I don't notice by staring ahead, unfazed.

"So," He said casually, glancing at me again, "Do you want to talk about it?"

I blinked in surprised, then looked to the right, "Not with you. No." It was the irratation that caused me to sound like a bit of a bitch. But I really didn't want to talk to him about it. I mean, I was texting Naruto about it already.

Sasuke jerked his head back, "Ouch chica, that hurt. But I'm sure you're just more comfortable with Naruto than talking to me. Just like Sakura is more comfortable with talking to me than Naruto."

That caught my attention. I frowned and looked at him, "Sakura talks to you?" I asked.

He shifted a bit uncomfortably noticing my intrest, "Well. Sometimes." He said with a shrug.

"About what," I pressed.

"You know I can't tell you that." Sasuke shook his head with a frown, still looking ahead.

I narrow my eyes in suspicion, "What has she told you?"

Sasuke, who was kind of tense before, relaxed and smiled, "Nothing important."

I frowned at that, but decided to look forward and lean back in my seat instead. I didn't like how he relaxed at my question, as if he was nervous about something completely different…

X

Regular POV

They made it to the beach, there were a couple of other students from school's that were there, the ones that had already gotten off of school. There was already a barbaque going by them, and a full volleyball game going as well. When Sakura and Sasuke pulled up, they raised their beer bottles and whistled, cheering and asking if they wanted to join their party.

Solarmidnit played in the background as they all walked up. Of course, all the boy got along just fine. All it took was a free beer, a smile, and a shake of a hand and they were best friends forever.

The girls on the other hand, scowled as Sakura, Ino, Ten-Ten, and Hinata came up. Ino flipped her hair in annoyance, giving them a bitch smile. Sakura laughed as the girls just made faces of disgust and looked away.

"What bitches," Ten-Ten mumbled, frowning at the girls.

"I'm sure they are thinking the same of us." Sakura said with a shrug.

Hinata nodded, "Do you think they'll mind if we take a beer?"

Ino smiled at Hinata, poking at her shoulder, "Does it matter? If they make a move I'm right behind you to fuck them up."

Hinata didn't looked very reassured, but Sakura just patted her on the shoulder with a wink, "I want one too. Come on, we'll get some together." She looked back at Ino and Ten-Ten and asked, "Want one?" Ten-Ten nodded but Ino declined with a shake of a head and smile. Sakura shrugged and walked off with Hinata.

Ino and Ten-Ten walked over to some chairs that were sitting in the sand. They sat down and watched the Volleyball game that was going. Naruto and Kiba had their shirt's off as they played. Shino was somewhere in he shadows, talking to some girl. Lee was already in the water with some other girls already out there, and a couple of guys from the other schools. Neji was laying down on a towel that was on the sand, his arms behind his head. And choji, of course, had already put on a apron and was helping out with the grilling.

Ten-Ten sighed out, "Neji is looking sexy as usual."

Ino giggled, "You're such a sucker for him."

Ten-Ten just shrugged helplessly with a shrug, "I wish he'd make a move."

Ino looked at her curiously, "So you guys are talking?"

Ten-Ten nodded, "You know. The usual 'Getting to know each other,' bull. We know each other enough I say. He needs to ask me out on a date."

Ino smiled, "What if I slip a hint?"

Ten-Ten's face brightened, "Oh my god! That would do wonders. He's such a cautious person."

Ino nodded sympathetically.

Then, Ten-Ten straightened up, frowning deeply and she stared in one direction, focusing.

"What is it?" Ino asked, looking for the reason.

"Neji. There's some girl all over him." She paused, "Fuck no. I'm outta here to claim what's rightfully mine. Talk to you later!" And she was already up, storming over towards him.

Ino watched her leave, laughing slightly because the girl was no where near Neji, just laughing near him.

"Hey." She heard Sakura say. She jumped slightly at the voice. Sakura sat down next to her, "Calm down it's just me."

Ino looked over at her with a nervous smile. She noticed there was no Hinata with her, "What happened-"

"To Hinata?" Sakura finished, "She went over to watch Kiba play."

Ino looked towards the game to see Hinata sitting down on the sidelines, clapping and shouting. She smiled slightly.

"So." Sakura said as she sighed out, looking over the whole beach party, "This is pretty great huh?"

Ino shrugged, leaning back against her chair, "Yeah, wish I brought a bathing suit."

"Didn't stop Lee." Sakura comented."

Ino gave her a look, "Yeah, all he needed were his boxers and he's fine."

Sakura looked at Ino with a smile, "Well, all you need is a bra and some panties?"

Ino rolled her eyes, "Then the girls will really think I'm a slut."

Sakura made a snorting sound, shaking her head and looking ahead, "They don't matter. I think the view would be great."

"Of course you would," Ino grumbled, "You jump at any chance to see me half naked."

Sakura sighed, "How can I resist? You being my girl. And being sexy…And beautiful…And perfect."

Ino blushed slightly, looking down at her lap.

"And you're so cute when you blush."

"Sakura stop it." Ino sighed out.

Sakura just smiled slightly, shrugging and leaning back, closing her eyes.

(***!Remember OATS WE SOW. GO READ IT!***)


(1)- just so you don't get the wrong idea. Since his brother did that to him since he was a child, it's a sign of endearment between him and Ino since he only does it to her.

Now let me tell you what happened. I was writing this on and off for awhile, you know doing stuff and bla bla. THEN after the part i ended at, i went completely blank. I didn't know what to do next, what to write next, it was like the flow i had going just left out of no where. So. I stopped. I wrote some other stuff that would help me, you know, get back into the groove. You know, floating stories that don't exactly have a purpose. Like April Showers and Weed. I wrote those for awhile, and finally i came back to this. I read it over and then again, i came at a blank. then i realize it would be a good 15 pages if i kept going from there when it was already 7 pages of pointless nothingness. SO i decided id just post this and continue on another chapter.

What i'm really saying is, you could have gotten this so long ago if i would have realized this so much sooner... - i did that so you would atleast read that much, because lets face it, i bet alot of people just skip over authors notes when they are really freaking important!

For all the fans who are staring at their screen with their eye twitching in anger, meditate that anger away! Its ok, just breathe in, and out. one more time, in and out. Good. Good. Woosaaa woosaaaaaaaa.

Now angry fans, review! because even authors who dont meet dead lines deserve atleast one!

:) i love you all! Really i do :)

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