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Rachels POV
Its been three weeks since he started the conversation in history the second day of school, things moved pretty quickly. The first few days it was just getting to know each other although it felt like we already did. The second week of school something happened, we both stayed after to work on our papers Santana was at home sick so he didn't have to drive her home. We sat in the library for hours until it was just us. Talked about everything but the topic and he reached other and kissed me. I never wanted it to end when we pulled apart it was only because we ran out of air. That moment everything changed, he isn't the kind of guy to cheat on his girlfriend so after that first and only kiss we vowed to not let each other cross that line again.
His plan was simple, to break it off with Santana and wait a few weeks and we would get together (he didn't want her to come after me or whoever the hell Snix is). Monday night he sat her down and told her that he thought they were drifting apart and that he didn't feel the spark between them anymore. That's also the night Noah had to pick Finn up because he ran out of her house and forgot his keys and was to afraid to go back. He stayed the night at our house that night, and when Noah fell asleep he crept into my room and showed me the messages from Santana.
"You don't break up with me, I say when we are done and im telling you now that we aren't. If you think I'll go out without a fight then obviously you haven't been paying attention all these years. I love you Finn Hudson and whatever girl has you thinking you don't love me..lets just say I feel bad for her. So tomorrow morning when you get done being the panzy ass that you are being, be at my house at 8 sharp so you can pick up your car and we can ride to school together and be the happy perfect popular couple that everyone in that school envies. LOVE YOU ALWAYS"
I think he was actually more scared then I was, he felt trapped and worst then all he felt like the person he was becoming wasn't him. He doesn't fall in love with someone while he is still in a relationship with another girl. Seeing Santana cry I think did something to him so while he sat and replied to her I did everything in my power to not cry too. It worked until he sighed and softly said "I don't know what to do anymore." I could feel like tears start to fall down, when he saw that I was crying he wiped my face and kissed my cheek." I'm so sorry Rachel, you deserve so much better than me and a hell of a lot better then what were going through now. I hate how all of this happened but I can't stand hurting you neither of you deserve to be hurting not over me, so I'm choosing to set you free. No matter what the future holds for us at this moment I love you more than I've ever loved anyone else. Bye Rach." I felt his hand leave mine and he was gone I sat on my bed and it was almost like he was never there, I know what he did was right but it didn't make it any easier.
I don't know how school will be today it's like I hear people talking but in my head all I hear are his words playing over and over again. Did he go and get Santana and now they are back to school as the power couple? Am I back to being alone? I stop in the middle of the hall and turn around and I get in my car and start driving, I don't know where but anywhere's better then there.
