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Lizzy's POV

Why?

That was the question that was spinning around and around my head.

Why did Caroline have to turn up last night?

Why did Darcy have to act like such an ass?

Why did Wickham just happen to be there?

Why did I have to agree for him to take me home?

Why did he have to kiss me?

Why did I have to kiss him back?

Why was all this happening to me?

Why was it happening all at the same time?

Why?!?!

I groaned and heaved myself out of bed. All those questions were starting to make me feel queasy.

"Hey, how'd things go last night with Darcy?" asked Jane as she sat on her bed reading one of her magazines.

"Awful" I groaned.

"What happened?" she asked, sounding genially concerned.

"Well, Darcy and I are having dinner right, and Darcy's ex- turns up and is all over him"

"Ouch" she said, wincing at the thought.

"I know" I sighed.

"What happened after?" she asked.

"We went to the movie…and you can guess what happened there"

She nodded.

"Then I just left them and found George Wickham, he offered to take me home and I accepted" I shrugged.

"God…that was a pretty bad night"

"You're telling me"

She sighed and heaved her self off the bed "Well we better be getting ready for school"

I groaned and flopped back down on the bed. I was not looking forward to today.

I trudged to school, dreading the sight of his face. I thanked god that he wasn't at the bus stop this morning. I don't think I could live through that awkward conversation.

The bus was late and I slipped into homeroom, receiving a foul look from the teacher.

"Miss Bennett, how nice of you to join us. Did you have a nice sleep in?" asked the teacher.

"Sorry, the bus was late," I explained, before shuffling to my desk at the back of the class.

"Hey" whispered a silky voice beside me.

"Hey" I muttered, refusing to look at his face.

"Look, I'm really sorry about last night. You have every right to be mad-"

"I'm not mad" I spat, still not making eye contact.

"Then why won't you look at me?" he asked turning my chin to face him.

I averted my eyes. I knew that he would see the pain in my eyes but that wasn't what I was worried about. I was worried that he would see the guilt

"I'm sorry to break up your intimate moment, Mr Darcy and Miss Bennet, but we have a new student in the class"

Another one? I thought as I turned away from Darcy. The blood drained from my face as I recognised the person standing out the front of the class. Caroline Bingley.

"Why don't you tell us a bit about yourself, Caroline?" asked the teacher.

"Okay," she said in her high pitched voice, "Hey, my name is Caroline Bingley. I just moved here from New York, so this town is all very new to me, but I should be able to find my way around with the help of my boyfriend Fitzwilliam Darcy"

So she's from New York- wait, WHAT?! She was claiming Darcy as HER boyfriend?!?! But he was MINE!!!!

"That's good to know…"said the teacher as he trailed off "There's a seat next to Mr. Darcy at the back of the class"

She thanked him enthusiasticly and skipped to her seat.

"Hi, Darcy" she said flirtatiously.

"Hi, Carolline" he said, still looking at me.

I spent the rest of homeroom sitting awkwardly beside Darcy as Caroline asked question after question about…NOTHING!!

When the bell ran, I grabbed Charlotte's arm and ran from the classroom.

"What's wrong with you and Darcy? Last time I saw you two, you were all over each other. Didn't you go on a date just recently?" Charlotte bombed me with questions.

"Yes, we did go on a date and guess who showed up?"

She was silent.

"Darcy's ex-girlfriend, Caroline Bingley"

Charlotte's eyes widened. "You mean to tell me that our new student is Darcy's ex-girlfriend, but she already announced to the class that they are back together?"

I ran through what she just said in my head "Yes".

"What are the Chances?"

I sighed "I know"

"What happened after she showed up?" she asked.

"Well she was all over him and then decided to invite herself to dinner-"

"How rude!" she interrupted.

"I know! Anyway, after dinner she decided to come to the movie as well and you can guess the sort of stuff she did to Darcy in front of me…"

She exhaled heavily "What did you do?"

"What else could I do?! I left."

"Did Darcy come after you?"

"Yes, but I told him to have a good time with Caroline…and then I ran into someone I wasn't expecting to see…"

"Who?"

"George Wickham"

She stopped walking "You're kidding"

"Nup. He just happened to be there with his car and I had no ride home."

"So you got in the car with George Wickham?!" she screeched.

"I had no other way to get home!"

"I would stay away from him, from what I've heard, he's nothing but trouble"

"Well I kinda have to talk to him cause we kinda kissed-"

"You KISSED HIM?!!"

"Shhhh! Keep it down!"

"You kissed him?!" she whispered/yelled at me.

"…yes"

"How did this happen?"

"Well, he dropped me home, and I was thanking him and it just kinda…happened"

"Come on, we better get going to class," she said, dragging me towards the SOSE block.

We slipped in to the class room, only to find Caroline sitting in my spot.

"Umm…excuse me, you're kinda sitting in my spot" I whispered to Caroline.

She turned to me coldly "Well now it's kinda my spot so deal with it" she spat before turning to the front again.

"Well, you can't just come in here and sit where ever you want, its assigned seating" I explained as calmly as possible.

"I've already talked to the teacher and he said it was fine so please…get lost" she said rudely.

"Darcy?" I called quietly.

He didn't even look.

"Darcy?" I called again.

"Stop embarrassing you're self" he said stiffly "Just sit some where else"

His words were worse than a punch in the gut. I guess I should have been used to it after last night but the tone he gave me almost made me want to cry.

I rushed to the nearest available seat and tried to focus on what the teacher was saying and not the hot tears that were starting to form in my eyes.

No, I told myself, I will not let a boy affect me this way, I will not be one of those girls which their world stops spinning because of one guy….I will be strong….be strong….be strong. I repeated those words again and again in my mind but it didn't help the feeling that my chest was seising up and I couldn't breath.

Finally I couldn't take it anymore.

I stood up abruptly "I'm sorry for the inturuption sir, but I don't feel well so could I perhaps go to the nuses office?"

"That was quite rude of you Miss Bennett but you may be excused" he answered with a scowl on his face.

"Thank you" I said before messily grabbing my things and running out the door just before my emotions took control of my actions.

I staggered to my locker and tried to open it. As usual, it didn't open, but I didn't care. I dropped my belongings on the ground beside me as I slid down the cool metal surface of my locker.

I held my head in my hands as the tears started to spill over and sobs began to rack my chest. I loved Darcy so much, but now I also hated him with every bone in my body. How was this possible?!

"Hey, Liz, are you okay?" some one asked.

I looked up hoping/dreading to see him, but instead George Wickham was standing there.

Darcy's POV

About 10 seconds after Lizzy left the room I felt so bad about what I had done…I loved her so much and look what I was doing to her.

"Mister, May I please be excused as well, I will take Miss Bennett up to the nurses office." I said standing abruptly.

"No you won't" insisted Caroline while tugging on my arm.

"Fine" responded the teacher angrily.

"Thank you" I said as I pulled my arm from Caroline's grasp.

I quickly jogged to the nurses office and asked the receptionist "Has a Miss Bennett been through here recently?"

"Ahh…not that I know of" she said while keeping her eyes glued to her computer screen.

I quickly thanked her and rushed to Lizzy's lockers. If she would go anywhere, it would be there.

But I stopped just before I rounded the corner because I heard whispering.

"I'm so sorry Liz, you deserve much better than him" I heard a man comfort her, I didn't recognise the voice.

"Really?" Lizzy sniffed.

"Really" he said calmly.

I rounded the corner slowly to see the back of some guys head as he kissed my Lizzy.

"Hey?!" I shouted.

The guy immediately pulled away and glared at me.

It was George Wickham. The one person I hated the most out of everyone. And he had the nerve to kiss my Lizzy. My love!!!

"Darcy? What are you doing here?!" she yelled at me, standing up.

"I'm here to save you from him! Get your stuff we're going back to class"

"No"

"No?!"

"Yes, Darcy, No. I refuse to go anywhere with a hypocrite like you "

"A hypocrite?!"

"Oh, what? So you can yell at me for just kissing some one but I can't yell at you for practically having dry sex with Caroline in a movie theatre?!"

'I was not having-"

"I said practically!!"

"Well…I'm going to go…" said George as he slowly stood up and edged away from out dispute.

"Yes, you should go you scumbag!" Darcy yelled at him.

"Don't you dare speak to him like that! He's the only person who has been some what nice to me!" she yelled at me.

"Lizzy, you don't know this guy! He's awful! He treats girls like disposable plates-"

"And you don't?!"

"No I don't and if you just give me a chance to explain" I sighed "I had to act like that in front of Caroline's parent because it is how I'm expected to act"

"So you value your reputation your reputation more than me"

"No, no of course not" I sighed "Lizzy I…I love you"

"Well that's too bad" she spat before ripping off something around her neck and throwing it to the ground.

As I knelt down to pick it up, she ran off sobbing. It was the necklace I gave her. Some of the jewels had fallen out on to the floor so it looked as if the 'D' had holes in it, just like my heart was feeling right now.

I clutched the pendent to my chest as my tears stained the pavement below.

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