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i didn't get 60 reviews D:
but i wanted to continue anyway. :)
but this time i mean it. 65 or NO update (Y)
if you don't know the song 'only hope - mandy moore' GO LISTEN TO IT. and listen to all of it, i thought it suited, it's from the movie 'a walk to remember' which inspired this fic :)
but dont think you know the end now ;) the word inspired is light.
haha enjoy m'dears.
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THURSDAY; PART THREE
She smirked, handing me one to the current song, that I recognized as 'Only hope' A song my mum used to sing to, when she was still around.
I nervously led her to the right of the bed me and Sam were previously sat on, beside it was enough space to dance.
"Sonny, I…I don't know if I can actually physically do this," I spoke up, nervous because my legs were still feeling a bit wobbly and also worried of bursting into tears about this song.
"Don't worry…, I won't let you fall," it seemed like what she said held a lot more meaning than just for this one dance tonight. I blushed and felt a smile creep onto my face while I gently put my arms on her hips, I felt hers snake around my neck, pulling me closer until I couldn't smell anything but her mango body cream, that she never failed to use, see anything but her, and think about anything but her. Staring into her eyes was like staring perfection right in the face. I don't know how I ever doubted this girls intentions.
It felt so strange, I felt like one of those fan girls following around Robert Pattinson, She was way out of my leauge.
Although most girls have tried to get with me in this country!
I have no idea why though, we continued just simply swaying to the silence until she spoke a few minutes later.
"What're you thinking about?" It took me a few seconds before I could respond.
"You," I said, "Sam said earlier you didn't want to come and see me," I breathed back, a sense of sadness creeping over me once again. But I heard her quietly laugh.
"Yes, he's a great co-conspirator," she smiled, "I never thought he would've been able to pull it off. He gets so paranoid about lying," She laughed.
"Huh? What're you talking – " and then I understood, "Oh. Very clever, Miss Monroe."
"Why thank you," She smiled smugly, "I just wanted it to be a surprise," I pulled her head closer to my chest, until our bodies literally couldn't be any closer. Her smell was overwhelming, intoxicating and I didn't ever want to move. She pulled back though. I immediately felt cold and like something was missing. But then I felt her hands on either of my shoulders. I looked at her and our gazes locked for what seemed like a century but in reality probably only lasted for a few seconds.
I moved one hand to her cheek and brushed my thumb brushed along her jaw line, tracing shapes into her skin. I could feel her breath on my face and it took all I had to keep myself from jumping on her right then and there. But I knew this was special and I didn't want to ruin the moment.
I moved one of my hands to the back of her head, running It through her hair. With that same hand, I pulled her face closer to mine until I felt her soft lips brush against mine. I immediately deepened the kiss, until all of my senses were nothing but Sonny. She parted her lips, allowing me to deepen the kiss, making it even more passionate than before. She moved her hand to the back of my head, pulling me closer and playing with the ends of my hair. I would never allow anyone to touch my hair, but I just couldn't stop. I'm not sure how long we kissed for; all sense of time escaped me but I soon smiled into the kiss and we finally parted for some much needed air.
"Gosh" She breathed into my neck.
"I was that bad?" I smiled, feeling woozy all over again, though this time it was caused by something completely different.
"Chad Dylan Cooper, I- I love you"
Immediatly wen't stiff and pulled away until I was out of her grasp.
"What- no, I told you not to fall in love with me" I said, barely louder than a whisper and an immediate expression of sorrow and guilt planted on my face.
I couldn't go back, this was my fault, she was going to get hurt in just a couple days, this is just fucking great.
Fully afraid my legs were about to give out, I placed one hand on my head and collapsed onto my bed, still sitting upright though.
I looked at Sonny standing with tears glistening in her eyes.
"Although, this was the best dance I've been too?" A small apologetic smile played on my lips, I patted the space next to me as I got on the correct place in the bed, on top of the covers.
She hesitated for a second.
"I wouldn't try anything Sonny, I havn't even done that myself"
Wow, oh my gosh, what!? I just told her. That was probably the most embaressing thing I could ever say to pretty much anyone.
She hopped on the bed, slipping off her converse, I realised her socks didn't match and smiled.
"Goodnight, tomato face," Sonny said in my ear, her voice muffled by the small pillow below each of our heads. I opened my mouth In shock but felt my cheeks burn up more as I realised she'd already began to drift away.
"Goodnight, Sonny," I sighed. I wasn't going to sleep tonight, that was for sure. I had a lot of thinking to do.
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