Over the next few weeks we had told just about everyone about me and Gerard, Mikey was still angry but seemed to have calmed down since we last spoke to him. They had to go to the recording studio today, do some backing for the new album. I went along with them and took my sister but M'N' M wanted to stay home and decorate, when we were there Velene went straight over to bob, and asked him for a go on his drums, she was quite good but it was probably because she had a lot of emotion to release.

I decided to leave them to it and go to Gerard and frank. They were discussing the music, so i joined in, totally pretending i knew what they were talking about.

"No, no i think that bit should be like la la la la la!" gee would say

"Hey guys you're both wrong." I added.

They looked at me confused.

"It should be like la la la but then go to this bit..." i grabbed franks guitar and played a tune, "then you go la la la, at the end."

"Since when could you sing and play guitar?"

"I dunno just comes naturally." I smiled; frank smiled back sarcastically and snatched his guitar back.

I turned to go and see ray who was just sitting quietly in the corner playing on the Xbox. I heard frank whisper t gee behind me,

"Why is she always right?"

"Because, she is perfect," that made me blush, but it made me happy inside too.

I sat down next to Ray whom was playing some driving game; i watched his face sheer concentration covered it, no knowledge of what was going on around him at all. Then the words he did not want to hear came from the game,

"GAME OVER!"

"Shit!!" he yelled, very loudly, still unaware that there were other people in the room.

Everyone stopped and looked, to see an angry Ray, finally blink and snap out of his trance to notice them all staring, he blushed slightly, obviously embarrassed, then he turned to see me sat next to him, he didn't know i was there before, was rather shocked but seemed to just smile at me and start playing another game, i decided i would see just how good he really was so i picked up the other controller,

"Player 2 has entered the game!"

He looked up at me almost surprised that i wanted to challenge I'm but just shrugged his shoulders and we began the game, obviously i kicked his ass, once i had kicked his ass a few more times everyone was ready to start practicing, Ray looked at me and said,

"This isn't over Evie!"

"Ooh I'm scared, NOT!" i chuckled, he laughed too, only sarcastically then we both walked into the studio, frank sat down on his special spinning chair and gee walked up to the microphone, bob got up on the drum stand and ray and Mikey just stood either side of Gerard. Gerard started tapping his foot and bob started a decent beat on the drums, then they all began to play, it was a good song, i enjoyed it and i loved watching Gerard singing too.

When we were all finished there, after several songs and a load of caffeine we decided to call it a day, we all said goodbye to each other and made our way home. Gerard and i got into the car and i looked at him, he looked back and gave me a kiss.

"You were really good today,"

"Thanks, not too bad yourself, did you notice we played what you suggested?"

"I did actually; it sounded way better than before." I said sarcastically, I stuck my tongue out at him.

He pretended to be upset and started the car. On the way back we both felt a bit hungry, so we stopped at a snack bar on the side of the road and got some chips. We sat on the white plastic chairs outside and watched the cars go past, i loved people watching, i was always wondering where they were going, what they were doing, who they were seeing, how they felt. I have such a strong sense of empathy people watching was part of it. If i saw people who were sad i would start thinking of sad moments in my life, if i saw people who were happy, i would start thinking of happy moments in my life, although most of the happy moments in my life were recent and they all had something to do with my chemical romance.

When we were finished and felt quite sick we said goodbye to the person at the snack bar and left, the rest of the way home i kept thinking about how it must feel sitting in a greasy smelly snack bar everyday of your life. It would be nice meeting and seeing new people, great for me and my people watching obsession, but a horrible standard of living, and very unhealthy too.

When we got home i ran straight to the shed to see how Meelix and mason had done with decorating it. They had seen me coming and were waiting outside, they told me to shut my eyes and take their hands, they guided me in it smelt of paint and it felt warm and cosy.

"1, 2, 3, OPEN YOUR EYES!" they both shouted.

I did, and to my surprise it looked amazing one wall was blue and the others were black each with a huge skull and crossbones on it painted with the same blue as the other wall. They had beds made up and also a kitchen area. We were yet to but proper furniture for the shed but already it looked totally awesome i loved it!

I guess things are looking up for me; my life has finally turned around and decided to be kind to me.