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In my dreams, I have you here. In my dreams, we never part. In my dreams, you hold me close. In my dreams you care the most. If in my dreams I can have you then I'll rather chose to sleep forever.


13 YEARS LATER

It was a nice sunny morning in magnolia. People were hurrying down the streets anxious to reach their destinations while some of them stood under the warm sun trying to enjoy the pleasant day as much as possible. Boats made their way to and fro across the magnolia river carrying adults and excited children. Shops were crowded with the early shoppers. Meanwhile, in the centre of city, Fairy tail was erupting with thunderous noise. The noises of quarrelling and benches being thrown could be heard streets away. But people of magnolia didn't take too much notice of it since this was an everyday routine in fairy tail.

The fairy tail building stood with magnificent beauty. The name of the building was written in bold letters was hung twenty feet above from the ground on the structure. Huge trees were planted all around Fairy tail whose leaves were gently swaying in the wind giving it a pleasant aura.

The doors of fairy opened with a crash by some member giving the passing citizens a look into the rowdy guild. People were fighting with each other and all kinds of objects were thrown about, an old man was shouting at them hysterically.

Mira POV

I smiled to myself as I looked at the laughter and happiness in the air. Most men were participating in the guild brawl and women sat at the corner of the guild chatting among themselves and giggling at the slightest thing. I looked out of the window as a cool breeze blew through it. It must be climate that made everyone so light hearted. I closed my eyes letting the breeze tickle my neck and play with my hair.

I blinked my eyes open suddenly when I saw a girl with blonde hair staring at me sadly. I shook my head quickly willing myself not to think about bad things on such a lovely day. But it was so hard, after she left us, almost 13 years ago; it was still difficult for me to forget about her. I could not even imagine how grueling it would be for Natsu.

"Mira-nee, are you ok? You look a little pale." A soft voice brought me back to the earth.

I looked at the porcelain face of my little sister adorned with her, now worried blue eyes. She grew her hair now that it reached her waist framing her face perfectly. Her left bangs fell on her left eye, almost hiding it. She didn't grow at all in the past 13 years so she is still shorter than me.

"It's nothing Lisanna; I was just worrying about Kira's new mission"

Her eyes softened with understanding. Because after all,my daughter, Kira is known for her reckless missions and like every other time, she took another dangerous mission this week.

"Don't worry, Mira-nee. You know about Kira, she is not the one to give up and get hurt. Truth to be told, she is just like you when you were young" Her eyes twinkled with the memories of the past.

She got up from stool and smoothed her patterned knee length skirt and straightened her sleeveless black shirt and walked to Bixlow, waving a bye to me.

I searched around the guild for a familiar pink headed man. I found him sitting in a lone table talking softly to happy. I frowned, knowing how drastically he had changed.

For a few months after Lucy left, Natsu was so broken he wouldn't come to the guild, he would send happy to grab a mission for him. He took missions everyday without rest, tiring himself more and more after each mission. Then after 3 months, Erza dragged him back to the guild where he passed out due to lack of rest. After he recovered from the shock of losing Lucy, he went into his shell and wouldn't talk to anyone for weeks. That still hasn't changed so much now. He rarely talks and if he does, it's only to happy and he never smiled after that heartbreaking day she left. It's been 13 long years now.

"Natsu, how was your last mission?" I asked him trying to start a conversation although I know it will be in vain. He raised his eyes to look at me and nodded briefly.

"You didn't do much damage, did you?"

He shook his head and averted his eyes to happy who looked at me with sadness clouding his naïve eyes.

"Nastu, do you think being depressed will bring her back?" I asked him quietly.

He shook his head sorrowfully and bent his head down. He clenched his fists tightly till his knuckles turned white. Tear drops slowly touched the floor. He brought his hands to his face in an attempt to stop oncoming tears. He suddenly stood up, bangs covering his eyes, face pale as a ghost and ran out of the back door of the guild.

"Naaaatsu" Happy flew after him shouting his name.

I bent my head down in shame. I shouldn't have asked such a sensitive question. I'm so insensible. Why did I deliberately hurt him like that by reminding him of her?

"Mira, don't stress yourself. It is not your fault" a pair of hands wrapped around waist hugging me securely from behind. I turned myself around so I was facing a pair of hazel eyes.

"I know .freed, But why am I not able to do anything to reduce his suffering?" I mumbled to his chest as I snuggled close to him.

"Because there is nothing to done"

"So, dad if you finished cuddling mom, can you acknowledge my presence?"

Freed and I immediately broke apart and I looked at my sarcastic daughter who was smirking slightly.

Natsu POV

I ran through the woods tears blinding my sharp vision. Twigs and thorns cut me all around my body and I could smell my own blood.

I didn't know where I was going; it didn't matter where I went as long as I get away from the cruel reality. I didn't matter anymore because my heart already died the day she left me. All these years, only my physical body was living. All these years, all my eyes saw was the dull images of the world, all my lips uttered were dead words and all my ears heard were hopelessness. Day after day passed like lightning, I barely remember anything about the last thirteen years. It is as if, I had a blindfold in my eye preventing it from seeing anything expect the one girl….

Do you still remember me like I remember you? I bet you don't. Maybe, you have already moved on. Maybe,you have already forgotten our happy days, our missions, our fights, our everything. But im unable to do so. Im stuck in the moment of you. Everything around me changed, people, places, things. But the memory of you is still clear in my head,I still remember your twinkling eyes, playful smile and sometimes vain comments.

Truth to be told, I miss myself too. I miss how I used to be, happy and reckless. I miss my easy going life. This new life is so complicated and tiring. I have forgotten how to smile or how to feel happy. My heart has gone numb after years of constant agony.

But all these memories don't matter anymore beacuse it will all end for good now. I won't suffer anymore, i would no longer have to lock myself in my room and cry to sleep any longer.

I panted as i stopped at the place i arrived at. A cliff...


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