Shizuru had decided to change her plans, it had been several sessions that she had not taken the advantage, she had to give everything today.
"Shizuru, what are you doing? Go back to your place." Natsuki warned.
"Why? We could talk in front of the other one, there so great a distance between us. I have the impression that you're afraid of me, I will not eat you... unless you ask me to do it." Shizuru found herself in front of her psychologist, she even sat on her thighs, as if it was unimportant that proximity, she seemed to want to fast forward, playing cat and mouse was not fun anymore, a little more longer and she lost all her interest. She wrapped her arm around Kuga's neck.
The professional did not seem to appreciate, she didn't quite appreciate this bipolar behavior, and their recent sessions was difficult to bear, she was insulted. She knew it was in Shizuru's character to seduce, to provoke. The bluenette discerned this game behavior, Shizuru wanted to have all the attention on her person. She was narcissistic, she thought that everyone saw her as full of beauty and an object of desire.
It was for this reason that she was taking her sexy poses, she freely spoke about sexuality. Maybe it was the negative image that she referred to herself? She failed to open the shell, she read her file, she made her own opinion but she had to let her act out, her sentence, her secrets. The Kyoto-Ben young woman was visibly troubled by her homosexuality, she understood that. Natsuki had done her research, she wanted to talk to the sister of Shizuru, she went abroad and she was forced to seek assistance from her friend Reito, who was private detective. As the father of Shizuru, he was too busy with work and go on a conference abroad to look after her child. Perhaps it is because of this constant rejection of her own family that Shizuru was seeking excessive comfort from strangers? Obviously, there was a lack of emotional.
«Shizuru, I won't repeat twice and I don't want to hurt you physically, but you better get away you from me or you'll regret it, I'm not like the others. Never, I won't low myself to give in to your advances." The blunette hissed, she firmly grabbed the shoulder of her patient.
"Low?" Anger illuminated rubies. "We'll see if it's still the case." Shizuru put her arms behind the neck of her psychologist, she was going to kiss her but the she-wolf turned her head away and violently pushed away from her, she made Fujino Waltz on the ground. Fujino was stumped by this reaction. She began to laugh. Nobody had dared to push her away. She was mad, she wasn't going to let it go, but it seems that she does not have the last word.
"Do you think that your game works on me? Do you need to repeat for you to understand? I'm not like the others; too bad for you. Your insipid seduction leaves me completely apathetic. Your lies, the wat your eyelids you butterflied is so ridiculous that I'm getting tired of. I don't want to have sex with you or to be your puppet. Why are you forcing yourself on me? For me, you are just a lost child, it would be taking advantage of you to give to your little whims. I'm here to help you and not to fuck you, it is partly your fault if you find yourself in this position, you could get better if you gave me a chance to help you, you wouldn't have to bring yourself so low. You could be a clever and independent woman. I think you're hiding things in you, that's why you act this way, I just can't put my finger on what torment yourself so much that you're such a ticking bomb. You must say to yourself: what is she talking about this fool? Talk, listen to me! I won't try to change your opinion, but if you keep doing nonsense then I shall force to put an end to all this. I don't mean to hurt you, but to show you that your actions are wrong and stupid. We could forget this unfortunate event and everything from the beginning but to repeat it again, I won't forgive you. All right?" The doctor calmly said, she rose from her chair and held out her hand benevolently to help her patient. Fujino brutally pushed it with the back of her hand and she spat:
"Do you think I want to applaud you? Do you call yourself as a Saint? I hate people of your kind."
"My kind? What is it? Tell me?
"Hypocrite, who thinks they're above all others, who believe that because they have also experienced misfortune, they can help everyone but that's impossible! Do you think that I'm going to give up? As if I care about you, you provoke me, you make me angry. I hate you! »
"Yes, that's it! Tell me about all your true feelings. It's true, it's hard to have a conversation with you, you're much too arrogant for this. Who feels superior? Invincible? For this reason, you tried to kill you, do you think you're brave? You're weak, you can't face reality, you're not able to ask for help. Is it because of your family? Your father or your sister?" It was the last blow. The beauty of Kyoto began to rip her blouse, she gave herself some slaps to her face. Her doctor was shocked, she had to stop it before she got seriously hurt. Natsuki grabbed Shizuru's wrists, but she was scratching her forearms as well as along her left cheek. Blood travelled along the scratch.
"Help me! Help me!" The teenager hysterically shrieked. The blunette regretted her words, she never imagined this madness.
"Shizuru! That's enough now! Calm down! If it's necessary, I'll call nurses! Calm down, I'm sorry if I was rude with you, please don't hurt yourself anymore."
"Help! Help me!" The young woman continued while nurses came to see what was going on. The tea drinker gasped, she crawled to the men in white.
"I'm begging you! Help me! She tried to rape me!" Natsuki was mouth agape, what was this bullshit? She shouldn't be so surprised, she suspected that the young woman was going to set her up, she sighed and stood up. Apparently, she lost, she tried to fight, but against a wall it was impossible.
There was silence, Shizuru continued sobbing, then, she recovered with difficulty her garment. Nurses watched their colleague, they did not believe in the words of the patient with rubies, she lied so much that they no longer believed her words. In addition, some of the men knew Natsuki as well as her relationship with Miss Maria. It was impossible that she was a rapist, they silently glared Fujino who seemed to be in shock. "What are you doing? Get her out of here! She should be behind bars! " The liar ordered.
"As with Smith? You lied too much, see nobody believe in you." Kuga looked with pity Shizuru who shook in rage.
"You're all the same.''
"That's what you think, but the reality is not as such as you see it.''
"Do as she say. Take her far from here." The Director of the Psychiatric Institute said in a firm tone. Fujino smiled victoriously maybe a bit too fast. «Bring Shizuru in her room, she will be confined for a week, she will eat in her room, she can go to the toilet and showers but she cannot see anyone else in the Center, nobody can talk to her. She can go out to the park but only with a guard." The named was in shock, she could not believe what she heard, she turned back to Miss Maria who answered to her indignation:
"What do you think little girl? That again, we will be trapped? Since Smith case, I installed cameras. We can see the videos, you can tell we have no right, it's your freedom and everything, but you are in our institution, there is rule, Natsuki also recorded by audio your conversations and she has the right for your sessions." The blunette did not deny, she suspected that if there is a problem, she had to protect her back.
"I give up." The Brown observed intrigued Natsuki, she did not understand. There's no anger in this Emerald gaze but only disappointment.
"Stop it! Don't look me like that! Stop that!"
"You won Shizuru, you managed to get the only one who wanted to give a last chance to go. You must be happy to get rid of me. I'm not going waste your time, I'll deal with anyone who want my help and wanting to be better. Good bye. I hope everything will be fine for you. And that's the truth, I'm sorry, I was not being able to rescue you from your demons. I'm really sorry." Kuga took her stuff while the teenager began to laugh, no she had not won, this feeling she had inside, this time, she was the big loser.
To be honest, I don't know how to end that story because it was a prequel from a one-shot I wrote few month ago. Should I let as a prequel and publish the one shot and the rest of the story or continue with this one but differently…? What do you think? I will take your comment as advice.
