(A.N. Okay so, I received a review that made me realize that something was missing from chapter 10… I forgot to write in that it took Zim a whole day to actually wake up! The reason being (in my lil' world) is that Irkens don't really take well to alcohol the first time they drink it. Why would Zim think believe Lez about all the lies she told? Easy, he has no proof otherwise, Gaz isn't around to say that it isn't true, and well, he is as confused as anyone else in his place could be. Enjoy!)
Gaz P.O.V.
It has been a whole week sense I had 'moved out' of the castle, and somewhere in the back of my mind, a little voice was screaming at me for being so stupid, how I could have just given up the love of my life so easily, and with a slut out of all people! But I had an answer, and no matter what others say, I'm gonna stick to it.
My answer was that he did this for a reason. He cheated on me because he didn't need me, he didn't love me. If he wanted to live life that way, I wasn't going to stop him. Zim knows what he is doing and he should know the consequences to his actions.
I couldn't go to sleep, unlike Gir and Jack that were on the side of the bed near the wall. All four of us had to sleep on the mattress sense the floor wasn't exactly sleeping material.
Slowly my eye lids started to close, but I couldn't sleep. The feeling that I shouldn't be here that I should be sleeping alongside of Zim.
I felt Grey stir behind me, and then his arm slung around my waist, pulling me to him.
"Grey? What are you doing?" I asked him.
"Nothing, just cold." He whispered, burying his face in my neck.
"Umm…" I really had no idea how to tell him to back off, he was my friend, the only one that was willing to come with me to the end. "Grey, do you mind, uh, backing off… a little?" I asked him, feeling more than a little awkward.
"I don't mind at all." He whispered, I could feel a smile on his lips, that is how pressed up he was against me.
I sighed; I really didn't have the energy to do anything. I have been sleepless for days now, it was like my body was on auto pilot, I had no control of it.
I felt myself comforted by the warmth of his body. I melted into his arms, for a second I thought that it was Zim and I smiled letting my eyes flutter shut, enjoying the moment, but then I heard him chuckle, it wasn't Zim's loving chuckle, it was more like a victory chuckle. It didn't have the ring that I was looking for, but it was enough to make me relax, and for the first time in days, I fell asleep… I was able to dream about my Zim.
Picture this… A grassy hill full of flowers everywhere. The sky a light red, the sun setting in the horizon, A blanket set out at the top of that grassy hill, a picnic basket holding it down against the wind.
A tree, it's branches strong and wide, spread out high, as if it were reaching for you, slowly little flower buds started to sprout, it's leaves pink starting to fall and flow with the wind that was blowing. Two little robots were running around chasing each other, just enjoying their life. One lone Irken, leaning against the wonderful tree.
That lone Irken was looking lovingly out to the two little robots playing around, her antennas being pushed against her skull because of the wind.
If you look closely, you could see regret in her purplish blackish eyes. From behind the hill a tall form started to climb up the hill, determination in his eyes. Slowly, the hill will gradually start to grow, get gradually bigger with every step the tall form takes, but it doesn't give up, it keeps going, anything to get to his destination.
It seemed like forever that the form had been climbing, and then it seemed like the hill gave up, it stopped growing. With a look of happiness, the form rushed and finally reached the top of the hill. Slowly, as if he wanted to savor the moment, he started to make his way toward the lone female Irken.
The female Irken was completely oblivious to the tall form that was only feet behind her. The tall form quickly closed the gap between them and wrapped his arms around the waist of the Irken from behind her. "Gaz, I love you. Always have always will no matter what you say." He whispered into her antenna.
The Irken female spun around to see that the form was the love of her life, the form was Zim. "And I will love you, always have, always will. No matter what you do." She whispered back, wrapping her arms around his neck, as his settled around her waist.
The two robots started to run circles around them, squealing with joy as they played tag.
The female Irken laid her head slowly against Zim's chest, as if she couldn't believe her luck.
The male Irken had the same look of happiness mixed with shock, he could not believe his luck either, they had this one realm that they could actually be together without stress and worry free, where they could be happy.
"Zim! Get up! You fell asleep on your paper work again! Zim!" A voice yelled from above them.
Both Irkens looked at each other, not wanting to leave each other. Slowly the male Irken started to float away. He refused to let go of the female Irken, and the female Irken him, but the male Irken disappeared into thin air, leaving the female Irken a lone Irken once more, only this time, she was comforted by the two little robots.
What you would see here is a small hill, dead, yellow grass covering it, filled with dead flowers. The tree dead and thin as one of its branches. The branches became too heavy, they seemed to be sad, depressed.
The female Irken was lying against the saddened tree, the two robots comforting the tearless Irken. They murmured words of comfort, the sky started to turn a bloody red as the two robots started to try to get some sort of reaction from the female, but nothing.
Soon enough, the hill started to shake. "Gaz! Wake up! There is someone at the door! Wake up!" Grey yelled and I sat up, my dream land disappearing completely as reality came crashing down on me.
