I do not own Harry Potter of Twilight..
I only gave this a quick once over, got a house full of sick kids. Hopefully everything makes sense.
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***HP
Laying in a fetal position hidden under his blanket, Harry wiped his eyes sniffling. He had cried all night until finally Sanguine had given him a dreamless sleep potion, and now upon first wakening, he was crying again. He couldn't believe that he was pregnant...it was a nightmare. Yes he wanted a baby, desperately so...but not like this. Since he never saw Jasper's face during the attack, he had successfully fooled himself into believing that some other vampire had raped him. Jasper was too kind and caring to ever commit such a horrendous crime.
"Oh, my pup."
Sobbing, Harry kicked himself out of the blankets and threw himself at Remus. "Remus, you came."
"Please forgive me, Harry, I couldn't control Moony. Please believe that both Moony and I love you, but he can't help himself around vampires."
Harry clung to Remus, feeling safe in the werewolf's strong arms. "I never doubted your love, Remus." Harry cried.
"Hush, pup, I know you're scared right now, but everything will be alright." Remus was hurting for his pup. He had suffered so much growing up, and now not only had he been attacked, bitten and raped, but now he was pregnant with his rapist's baby.
Harry frantically shook his head no. "No, it won't be. What am I going to do? I wanted a baby someday, but not like this, and not for many more years."
Sanguine pushed himself off the wall he had leaning against half the night. He had never left the young submissive's room, he stayed watching over him incase he needed him. As far as he was concerned, Harry was now family...a nephew to him. "Harry, there is a potion, an illegal potion mind you, that can terminate the pregnancy." Sanguine prayed that Harry wouldn't take the potion. What Jasper did was horrible, but he wasn't in his right mind when it happened. He knew that they both would love the baby and that they would make a beautiful family.
Reluctantly Sanguine pulled a light pink vial out of his pocket and placed it on the nightstand next to the submissive's bed. Next he pulled out a pain potion and placed it next to the pink vial. "Professor Snape brewed these overnight and dropped them off early this morning. First you take the abortion potion and as soon as you start feeling cramps, you take the pain potion. You are early enough in the pregnancy that there won't be too much bleeding, but you will bleed for a few hours as your body flushes the fetus out. By tomorrow everything will be over and you will still be able to have more children when you are ready.
Feeling like he was going to be sick, Harry stared at the pink potion in horror. He may not want to be pregnant right now, especially from being raped, but not once had he considered killing it. "H-How could such a horrible potion look so pretty?" he croaked.
Remus too was staring at the potion in horror. He knew that Harry had a heart three times bigger than anyone else that he had ever met, and if he took that potion, then he would live to regret it for the rest of his life. In the end though, it was Harry's decision and he would support him no matter what he decided.
"Harry, you don't have to decide right this minute," Sanguine added softly. "Everyone will support you if you decide to keep the baby, especially your dad, mom, Jasper and the rest of the Cullen's. Just keep in mind, the earlier you take the potion, the easier it will be on you. The baby grows everyday, and while right now you will only pass blood and tissue, in a few more months it will be a dead baby you will have to deliver after taking the potion.
Gagging, Harry jumped out of Remus' arms and tore off for the bathroom.
"Was that necessary?" Remus growled. "He is hurting enough, he didn't need that visual."
"I'm just telling him like it is. I know that you don't want him to have an abortion, it will destroy him. He's a submissive, he would never be able to live with the guilt of killing an innocent unborn child."
Gritting his teeth, Remus nodded his head. "Still, you could have said it nicer. This isn't just a case of teenage pregnancy, he was brutally raped."
"I know," Sanguine sighed. "I saw him right after he woke after the turning. Harry was a mess then, but he has come a long way. Right now he's scared, hurt and in shock, but I know for a fact that he couldn't live with himself if he aborted that baby."
"What the fuck!" Jacob gasped. "My little cousin is pregnant?"
Both men turned to see the large shifter standing in the doorway. Without saying a word, Sanguine nodded his head.
"That son of a bitch," Jacob roared. "If I ever find that bloodsucker, I'm going to rip his head off and shove it up his ass. See how he likes having something up his ass against his will."
"I will gladly help you," Remus growled, amber eyes glowing dangerously. Both him and Moony agreed that the vampire that hurt their pup had to die.
Harry stumbled back into the room being held up by Ron. "What's going on? I found Harry crying on the bathroom floor, but he won't tell me what's wrong." Ron explained, concerned for his best friend.
Trembling, Harry took a seat back on the bed staring at the ominous pink potion. He wanted this horrible situation to go away, but he didn't think he could kill a baby. He just wanted someone to tell him that this was a sick prank.
Remus stood up and held out his hand to Harry. "Come on, pup, I'll help you get showered then we can get something to eat. Sanguine and Jacob can fill Ron in on everything."
Harry numbly nodded his head and took Remus' hand. "Remy, when are we going back to Forks? I really want Edward." Ever since waking after his attack and turning, Edward had been his rock, his protector. He felt safe with all the Cullen's, but the bond was a lot stronger with Edward. Sanguine had explained that it was because Edward was with him the entire time during his turning so magic chose him as his protector.
"We are going to discuss it, but I'm sure we will be gone by the end of the day."
Harry felt like a huge weight had been lifted off his chest. Edward would know what to do, Edward would help him. Unfortunately, he wasn't excited about seeing Jasper. One, he didn't want Jasper to know that he was pregnant, and two, now when he looked at Jasper, he would see his rapist.
Sanguine turned towards Jacob. "While your filling ginger here on what's going on, pack both yours and Harry's things." Sanguine looked to the abortion potion. "Leave the potions, if Harry wants them then he can pack the."
"What are they?" Jacob asked curiously.
"One is a pain reliever and the other is an abortion potion." Sanguine explained, turning his back and leaving the room.
"What?" Ron asked breathlessly, face losing what little color it had. "H-Harry is pregnant?"
Jacob stared at the potions not knowing what to say. He hated the idea of abortions, but Harry shouldn't be stuck raising the baby of his rapist if he didn't want to.
***HP
The atmosphere around the table in the kitchen at Grimmauld place was tense. Everyone now knew that Harry was pregnant, and they didn't know what to say or do to make him feel better. It wasn't fair that Harry was once again suffering and having to grow up faster than what he should. He was only sixteen years old, still a child himself.
"So what's the plan?" Jacob asked, inhaling his third bacon sandwich.
Sirius was sitting next to Harry, rubbing his back and trying to coax him into eating his sandwich. "Me, you, Harry and Remus are leaving at midnight. Harry will sneak out under his invisibility cloak and we will go to the park across the street. From there we will take his portkey back to Forks. Once there we have to contact the American Minister and he will bring the forms over for Harry to become a legal American Citizen. Once that's done, Harry will be protected from anyone trying to kidnap him from other countries. If they do, it will be considered an act of war. They take the safety and happiness of male submissives very seriously in America."
Molly placed a bowl of chicken noodle soup in front of Harry. "Here, sweetie, this will be easier on your stomach. You have to eat something, it's not healthy for you or the..." Molly stopped talking when Remus grabbed her arm shaking his head no.
Harry didn't look up from where he had his head resting on the old wooden table. "M'sorry, Mrs, Weasley, but I'm not very hungry."
You could tell that Molly wanted to say something, but she wisely kept her mouth shut. She could see how bad Harry was hurting and she didn't want to add to it. Babies were a blessing as far as she was concerned, but fortunately she had never been in Harry's situation. She didn't know how she would feel if she found out she got pregnant after being raped.
"Black," Severus roared, storming into the kitchen. "Get Potter and get the hell out of here, now!"
Drawing his wand, Sirius lunged to his feet. "Whats happened? What's going on?"
"The minister knows, he found out about Harry being a submissive. He sent letters to every wealthy pureblood family in Europe informing them that not only was the famous Harry Potter, two time defeater of the most powerful dark wizard in history, a rare male submissive, but also an immortal hybrid wizard/vampire."
"I don't understand, how did he find out?" Sirius felt like he was going to pass out. If the minister got his hands on Harry they would never see him again. He would be sold to the highest bidder and forced to bond with someone who wasn't his mate. That man would have total control over Harry, what he could do, where he could go and who he could see. Harry would have to submit to his wishes no matter how he felt about them. Wizards who were lucky enough to get a male submissive were extremely possessive of them, seldom ever letting them out of the home.
"Narcissa floo'd me minutes ago to warn me, she knows that I vowed to protect Harry. It seems that Lucius floo'd to the ministry the second he read the letter to put a bid in for both him and Draco."
"What's he playing at?" Remus growled. "Harry can only be bonded to one person."
Severus gave the trembling pale boy a sympathetic look. "Minister Fudge has taken it upon himself to write some new laws concerning Harry since he is more than likely immortal. He has decided that Harry should be shared by everybody with enough money to purchase him. After he deliveries a child for the highest bidder, he will then be handed over to the next highest bidder. They plan to use Harry as a broodmare in order to build a stronger, more powerful wizarding world and hopefully birth more male submissives."
Harry lunged out of his seat and climbed onto Jacob's lap. He needed to be held, he needed to feel protected. How could this be happening on top of everything else? He couldn't take anymore. "Please, please, Jake, take me home now." he cried.
Jacob nodded, gripping his cousin tight to his chest. "Screw waiting until midnight, I'm taking him now." There was nothing anyone could say or do to stop him. Harry was his responsibility and he'd be damned if he would let them hurt his little cousin like that. These people were nothing but sick, perverted bastards. How the hell could you condemn an innocent person to a life like that? They were doing nothing more than whoring him out then stealing his children.
Arthur came stumbling out of the floo, falling onto his hands and knees. "The ministry is being overrun with bidders, it's madness there. You need to get Harry out now, aurors, unspeakables and curse breakers are on their way."
"How do they know where we're at, we are under the Fidelius Charm?" Sirius yelled.
Dumbledore and Bill Weasley stepped out of the floo, Bill looking disheveled and flustered. "Gringotts is damn near under attack, the lobby is filled with purebloods demanding loans. They want to make sure that they are the highest bidder and they are willing to sell their soul to the goblins in order to get him."
"Are the goblins going to help them?" Harry cried, clinging to Jake like he was a lifeline.
"No, that's why they sent me here." Bill explained. "The goblins always respected the Potter's since they treated them with respect, your grandfather even saved the life of a goblins during the first war with Voldemort. I'm the best damn curse breaker in Europe and Fudge is demanding that they send me to him, that's why the goblins sent me home. Harry, you have got to get out of England. They don't know exactly where you are, but they know the name of the park across the street. They plan to set up anti-disapparating and anti-portkey wards, they are also grounding the Knight Bus and shutting down the floo system. If they can't tear down the Fidelius Charm, then they are going to wait you out until you have to come out for food."
Harry was trembling so bad that his muscles were starting to ache. "Harry, take this," Sanguine ordered, thrusting a calming draught into his hand.
After Harry downed the potion, Jacob handed him off to Ron. "I'm going to get our stuff, then we're out of here." He would gladly leave all his shit behind, but he wanted the money that Carlisle gave him incase they ran into any problems.
"H-How did F-Fudge find out about me?" Harry asked in a small and shaky voice.
Arthur looked at Molly then at Harry and Ron. He hated having to tell them that it was their best friend that had betrayed Harry. It was Pettigrew all over again, best friend betraying best friend. "I'm sorry, boys, but Hermione was seen going into Fudge's office last night then an hour later he was seen running to the Auror department."
Harry shook his head no, feeling like he was going to throw up. "Hermione wouldn't...she wouldn't do that to me. I know she was scared of me, but she wouldn't turn me in to the ministry."
Dumbledore looked sadly at the boy he considered a grandson. He had honestly thought that no one from their group would betray Harry. "I'm sorry, Harry, but it's true. She just left my office in tears. She confessed to me this morning what she did, she thought she was protecting you. She was afraid that your new family was going to corrupt you and turn you into a bloodsucking monster. After I informed her what the minister plans on doing to you, she was horrified."
"That bitch," Molly grumbled as she stirred the pot of soup. Her back was turned so she missed the looks of shock that everyone was giving her.
"Molly, she thought she was helping Harry," Arthur scolded gently.
Molly spun around waving a large spoon in front of her face. "Don't you give me that load dragon dung, Arthur Weasley." Molly screeched. "She parades around here acting like she's smarter than Merlin himself going on about house elf and werewolf rights. I know she researched male submissives so she knew that Harry would be forced to bond with someone he didn't love and become his broodmare. No, Arthur, what that little bitch did was unforgivable and she will no longer be allowed in my home." Molly glared at her youngest son. "I know you are sweet on her, Ronald Weasley, but if you were smart, you would forget about her. She's a selfish little know-it-all who has just proved that she can't be trusted."
Ron held up his hands, wide eyed and shaking his head. "I agree, there is no forgiveness for what she has done. She owes Harry a life debt and she's pays him back by betraying him. She's a rat, just like Peter Pettigrew."
Harry jumped when loud banging came from the front door. "No, please don't let them take me," he cried, clawing at his best friends back.
Pulling out their wands, Dumbledore, Bill and Sirius rushed out of the kitchen and to the front of the house.
"It can't be them, pup," Remus reassured, standing guard in front of Harry and Ron with Sanguine. Seconds later, Jacob was at his side, tense and ready to shift. "They can't get past the Fidelius Charm," Remus added.
There was a loud commotion then everyone returned with Moody clunking behind them. "Floo is on lockdown and they blanketed all of England." Moody was grumbling.
"How were they able to blanket England?" Remus asked, both shocked and terrified.
"What do you mean by they blanketed England?" Jacob asked, grabbing Harry and pulling him to his feet. They were getting out, and they were getting out now.
"Wards, boy." Moody answered gruffly. "No one can portkey or apparate in England and they are expanding those wards to blanket all of Europe as we speak. Everyone wants a piece of Potter and they are going to make damn sure that he can't escape."
Harry was now clinging to both Jacob and Remus, crying pink tears. "I-I have to get out of here. What are we going to do?"
"There are Auror's crawling all over this street. They can't see Grimmauld, but they have a good idea where it's at." Moody looked around the room eyes landing on Jacob. "Are you strong enough to carry Potter as a wolf?"
"Not a problem," Jacob answered confidently.
"Do you have a plan, Alastor?" Dumbledore asked. He didn't want to fight his own people, most of whom he had known since they were eleven years old, but he would do whatever it took to keep Harry safe. What they were going to do to him was cruel and barbaric. He wouldn't sit back and allow them to get away with it. The wizarding world owed Harry and he was disgusted that they were treating him like this.
"Potter can't stay here, it's just a matter of time before they break the Fidealus." Moody explained. "I say wolf boy here carries Potter on his back under his invisibility cloak across the rooftops as far as he can go. Then they hit the ground and run like hell. I don't know if they will have any Auror's stationed at the muggle airports, but that's the only way he's getting out of here."
Jacob nodded his head. "Not a problem, I can get him out of here and I'm fast. As soon as it's clear I will shift back then get him to an airport. I will buy two tickets stating that I have a germ phobia and can't sit next to people. Harry can stay under his cloak and no one will ever know."
Remus started pacing the kitchen. "I don't know, that's a long flight for Harry to remain under the cloak."
Moody stomped his wooden leg hard down onto the floor. "The boy doesn't have a choice, it's either that or spread his legs for every pureblood bastard that wants a piece of him."
"I can do it," Harry said, eyes pleading with Remus and Sirius. "Please, I can't let them get me. I will kill myself before letting them use me like that."
"Harry, please don't talk like that," Sirius gasped, grabbing his godson and crushing him in a bear hug.
Harry fought his tears this time, he had to be strong if he wanted to get through this. "I mean it, Siri, I won't let them do that to me. We don't know for sure if I'm immortal, but even if I am, there are still ways to kill a vampire. I can't with live being raped, impregnated, having my baby taken from me, then repeating it all over again. Death is much preferable to an existence like that."
Dumbledore opened his mouth to say something when he was interrupted by a loud blasting sound and the flickering of the house lights. "They are busting through the wards," Moody growled, rushing out of the kitchen and heading to the front window.
Ron was the first one to make it to the front window. "There must be hundreds of them." The park across the street was filled with aurors and purebloods and leading the pack was Minister Fudge.
Sirius grabbed Harry by the arms. "Do you need any money?"
Harry frantically shook his head no, he was terrified at what he saw. Hundreds of men were out there all wanting to force him to have their baby...all wanting to force him to have sex.
Jacob stood beside his cousin and wrapped his massive arm around is waist. "His father gave me a small fortune, we'll be fine."
Sirius pulled Harry into another hug. "Pup, you have to get out of here before they get through. Go out your bedroom window and keep your cloak on, and whatever you, do not take it off until you are home."
"Harry," Dumbledore called. "I spoke with the American Minister and he has taken a vow to protect you and he swears on his magic that he won't do to you what Fudge is trying to do. You will be safe there and allowed to stay with your new family?"
Harry gave his headmaster a hug. Despite the man sending him to the Dursley's and leaving him there knowing that he wouldn't be properly cared for, he still loved the old man. Dumbledore knew that if the ministry had found out about him being a submissive then is life would have been over. Dumbledore knew that he wouldn't find love at his aunt and uncles house, but he honestly didn't know that he would be badly abused. The man didn't want him to suffer the way that his mother had, he was only trying to give him his freedom and a chance at a future with a man of his choosing.
Ron was next to pull Harry into a hug. "Be careful, and as soon as I can I will come and visit."
Harry started crying, over the past few days his relationship with Ron had gone from best friends to brothers and he was going to miss him. Ron may have had some jealousy issues, but he was growing up and he no longer let Harry's fame and money bother him.
"Hey, don't cry, this isn't goodbye. Who knows, maybe I will look into schools in America, I'm pretty disgusted with how things are over here."
Harry stepped back wiping at his eyes. "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm crying." He felt stupid for blubbering all over Ron like that.
"It's because you're a submissive and you are currently hormonal." Sanguine explained.
Harry winced, for a few minutes there he forgot about the baby that was growing in his belly.
"What in Merlin's name are those two and their friends up to?" Arthur questioned, staring out the window.
Fred, George, Neville Longbottom and Lee Jordan were sneaking around the park discreetly dropping little black balls as they went. Every once in a while they would look up at the house then point to what they were dropping on the ground.
"It's their new and improved Peruvian Instant Darkness Powder Bombs. They created it so that a group of them can go off at the same time with an activation word." Bill explained, shaking his head and chuckling.
"Arthur," Moody growled. "Those twins of yours are geniuses." Moody turned to Harry and Jacob. "They are giving you a distraction, as soon as they go off, get the hell out."
Harry gave everyone a hug, lingering longer with Remus and Sirius. "Please come with us," he begged trying to hold back his tears.
"As soon as we can we will be there." Sirius said, hugging his godson. "I don't want to lead them to you so it might be a few months. As soon as you get home I want you to contact me with the two way mirror so I know that you're safe."
"I will," Harry said, smiling through his tears. He really didn't want to go without Sirius and Remus, he needed them. He didn't know what to do about the baby and he could use their help and support.
As if Sirius was reading his mind, he cupped Harry's face and gave him a reassuring smile. "Pup, I'm behind you one hundred percent...no matter what you decide. The decision has to be yours, no one else's. You now have the support of a loving family and an overprotective cousin, I know you will be fine."
Harry threw himself at his godfather for one last hug. "Please be careful, don't let them hurt you because of me."
"Don't worry about me, I'm a tuff old dog." Sirius looked past Harry and directly at Jacob. "Do not let him out of your sight, not even for a minute. Get to the airport as fast as you can and get the hell out of here. I'm trusting you to keep him safe."
"I will protect him with my life," Jacob said, meaning it with all his heart.
Moody started clunking up the steps. "Move it, Potter, you have to be ready the second those bombs go off."
As soon as they got to Harry's bedroom, the best room with easy access to the roof, Jacob handed Harry the backpack. "Hold on, and whatever you do, don't let go." Winking, Jacob shifted into his large russet wolf form.
"Potter."
Harry turned to see his potions master holding out two vials to him, one was a pretty pink.
"Do you want to take these with you?"
Swallowing the large lump in his throat, Harry nodded his head and snatched the potions out of his professor's hand and stuffed them in the backpack. "Thank you," he whispered, never making eye contact with the man.
"Come on, let's get you up," Sanguine said, placing his hands on Harry's waist and hoisting him onto the wolf's back. "I will see you as soon as I can get out of here."
Nodding his head, Harry took two large handfuls of fur and gripped them tight. "Please be careful everyone, and I will write as soon as I can."
Jacob climbed up onto the ledge of the window and waited. He didn't have long to wait before everything went pitch black and screams were heard from below. Luckily, even in the dark he could see perfectly fine. With a warning growl, he lunged out the window and landed on the neighbor's roof. Without looking back or around, he took off at full speed trying to put as much distance between them and those sick ass wizards.
***HP
Humming softly, Alice was rooting through the large bag of clothes she had just bought for Harry and was hanging them in his closet. Her little brother really didn't need more clothes, but she saw these and couldn't resist. She hoped that he would be coming home soon, she missed him and Jasper's moping was driving her insane. She was just reaching up to hang a shirt when she was violently forced into a vision, causing her to fall to knees with a cry.
Edward was playing his piano when his fingers came down hard on the keys, breaking them. He was watching Alice's vision of his little brother and he was horrified at what he was seeing. The wizards knew about his submissive status and were hunting him down.
Alice came stumbling down the stairs. "Edward," she cried for her mate. "Edward, did you see?"
Edward jumped up, picking up his trembling mate and sitting on the couch with her in his lap. Right now he needed comfort from her as much as she needed it from him. Their little brother was in a lot of danger and there was nothing they could do to help him. It was all up to Jacob to get Harry safely out of England and back to America.
"Alice, what did you see?" Jasper asked, running into the room with the rest of the family. Jasper knew that her vision had to be about his mate, he had been getting some weird vibes all day and he just knew that something was wrong with him.
"They know, Jaz, they know that Harry is a submissive." Alice cried. "Jacob and Harry are on the run and they can't use that bracelet that Sanguine gave him. I saw wizards crawling all over the airport so they also won't be able to take a plane. He's also sick, Jasper, I saw him vomiting a lot."
Jasper went to take off, but his father stopped him. "Jasper, you can't go, there is nothing you can do. They are already on the run, by the time you get there they could already be here."
"I have to help him," Jasper said desperately. "You heard Alice, they can't fly and Harry is sick. How are they going to get out of England if they can't take a plane?"
Carlisle was trying not to take off for England himself. Harry was his son and he loved him dearly. Harry may not have been in their lives long, but he had already won their hearts and he couldn't imagine his life without him in it. "Harry and Jacob are smart, they will figure out something. I also gave Jacob a lot of money so they don't have to worry about that."
Esme was nervously wringing her hands, terrified for her baby. "Alice, you had said in an earlier vision that Harry wouldn't make it home if Jacob didn't go to England with him, do you see them getting home safely now?"
Alice looked sadly at her family. "I have seen both Harry making it home safely, and him being caught." Alice cringed, looking away from everyone.
"What did you see, Alice?" Jasper asked with dread.
Alice shook her head, unable to voice what she saw. Edward pulled her head down so it was resting on his shoulder. "Jasper, if Harry is taken, he will kill himself." Edward said brokenly. "He would rather be dead than live the life they have planned out for him."
Jasper stumbled to a chair and sat down. "Kill himself, how? Is he not immortal?"
Edward closed his eyes, trying to rid himself of the horrible vision of his little brother committing suicide. "No, Jaz, I think Harry is immortal. He tried a few different methods of ending his life, but when they didn't work, he set himself on fire."
"Well that's it, I'm going over there," Emmett growled. He didn't care how powerful those wizards where, he wasn't going to let them get their hands on his little buddy.
Rosalie grabbed Emmett's hand. "I'm with Emmett, and I say we tell the shifters. It's not just Harry in danger over there, but also Jacob."
Carlisle nodded his head, he was going to have to call Billy immediately. "Alice, did you see any of us going over there?"
"No," Alice answered softly. "If they do catch him, we will be too late anyway. In my vision where he makes it home, it will take them a week, but both him and Jacob will be safe. There is something wrong with Harry though, but I couldn't tell what."
"Carlisle, what do we do?" Esme asked, tears in her voice since her eyes were unable to shed tears.
Carlisle looked around at his family, eyes lingering on Jasper. "We wait... We wait until Harry contacts us, or until Alice gets another vision. Sanguine should have also been with Harry at the time this went down so hopefully he will get in contact with me soon. Also, I don't think we should call him or Jacob incase they are hiding. It's going to be hard, but all we can do right now is wait."
Jasper lunged to his feet. "I need to hunt," he growled. He hated sitting around doing nothing when his mate was in danger, but Carlisle was right, there was nothing they could do. Even if he flew over there he didn't know where Harry was staying. Harry had said that the house was under special enchantments and he was physically unable to say the address.
"I'll come with you," Emmett said, needing to take his anger and fears out on something. He wanted to storm over there and remove some wizards heads from their bodies. He wanted to show them what happened when you messed with a Cullen.
"Alice, you said that Harry was sick?" Carlisle asked.
Alice nodded her head. "I saw him vomiting and Jacob carrying him, but I don't exactly know what's wrong."
Carlisle cursed under his breath. "Dammit, I knew there was something wrong with him before he left, but when I checked him over everything came back fine."
"I too suspected that he was hiding something," Edward added thoughtfully. "Unfortunately my mate taught him how to successfully keep me out of his head." Edward gave his mate a half hearted glare.
Carlisle pulled out his cell phone. "I have to call Billy and let him know that the boys are in trouble. Stay by the house phone and keep your cells on you incase Harry or Jacob try getting in contact with us."
***HP
Jacob stepped out of the taxi and stretched. He didn't really need to stretch, but he was giving Harry time to get out. They had managed to get away from Grimmaul Place and he had ran for an hour carrying Harry before shifting and hailing a cab. They were now at the airport and planning on taking the first flight to America. They weren't going to be picky, any destination was fine, as long as it was to the United States of America. Once they landed they could use the portkey that would take them directly to the Cullen's.
Harry clung to Jacob's arm terrified that he would lose him in the crowd. He was feeling a little car sick and fighting back the vomit. He had always had a problem with transportation, and not just wizarding methods of transportation. He had always felt nauseous in the car, on the bus, while riding the Hogwarts Express, floo'ing, apparating and portkeying. About the only method of travel that didn't make him sick was flying on his broom.
"You alright?" Jacob whispered, he could feel Harry's clammy hand trembling on his arm.
"Just wanna go home," Harry whispered back.
"Soon, let's go find a..." Jacob didn't get to finish because Harry froze, painfully digging his nails into his arm. "What's wrong?"
"Aurors," Harry whispered, pullIng Jacob back towards the door.
"What?" Jacob growled, looking around trying to spot the wizards. It wasn't hard for him to pick them out, they were really horrible at blending in with non magical people. There was one wizard standing next to the check in counter wearing a checkered suit jacket with striped sleep pants. Another wizard a few feet down was actually wearing a woman's dress, frills and all.
"I count fifteen right in this area," Harry whispered now tugging on Jacob's arm as hard as he could.
Not wanting to cause a scene and draw the attention of the wizards, Jacob turned around and exited the airport. "You have the cloak, they can't see you."
"They have their ways, spells and enchantments. It's no secret that I have an invisibility cloak, they will be expecting me to use it. We can't go in there."
Jacob stopped by the curb. "Harry, we don't have a choice, that's our only way home. I'm a strong swimmer, but there is no way in hell that I can swim all the way back to the USA."
"That's it," Harry cried softly. "Jacob, hail a cab."
"Uhm, Harry, I was just kidding about the swimming thing. Even if I could swim that far, sharks would end up making a meal out of us anyway.
Harry clung tighter to Jacob when he spotted an Auror making his rounds outside the airport and getting closer to them. "Cab, then cruise ship," he whispered urgently hoping that his cousin understood what he meant.
Spotting the wizard, Jacob held out his hand and flagged down a cab. Harry quickly scrambled into the backseat and ducked down just to be safe. Jacob quickly scooted in beside Harry trying to block him with his much larger body. "Yeah, can you take me to a travel agency or somewhere where I can book a cruise?" Jacob asked, figuring out what Harry meant.
Trembling and feeling sick to his stomach, Harry laid down and rested his head on Jacob's lap. He didn't know if it was the stress, lack of eating, muggle travel, or the baby, but he was feeling awful. Hopefully they could figure out something soon so he could crash and hopefully wake feeling better. He was praying that there were no Auror's at the docks, cruise ships weren't you typical way of escaping and he honestly didn't think that they would think about it. Wizards didn't try to understand muggles and muggle technology, they felt that they were far superior than them. Hopefully their prejudiced ways will be to his advantage. He just wanted to get home where he would be safe and looked after.
***HP
Jacob exited the travel agency with a folder full of papers and brochures. "We have two days before the ship sails, what are we going to do?" Jacob had managed to book a passage on the Queen Mary Two to New York City, but it had cost a small fortune since it was last minute and they only had the most expensive stateroom available. Luckily, not only did he have the ten thousand in cash that Carlisle had given him, but also unlimited credit card.
Harry couldn't help but to frantically scan the area, he just knew someone was going to grab him. By now Fudge and the rest of the wizarding world probably knew that he had escaped and were scouring ever inch of England looking for him. He prayed that his godfathers and everyone else were safe.
"Find a hotel, a really expensive one," Harry whispered. "Anyone who knows me knows that I wouldn't go to some fancy hotel and waste a bunch of money."
It didn't take them long to get settled into a very expensive hotel that had Jacob almost choking over the price. Before this trip he had never been out of Washington and he couldn't believe that people would spend that much just to sleep in comfort. He would be happy sleeping under the stars, while all this luxury was nice, he didn't need it.
Sighing, Jacob looked over at the bed where Harry had passed out the second he had laid down. His little cousin looked horrible and he was very worried about him. It wasn't like he could just take him to the hospital, he was a pregnant male, that was bound to cause a commotion.
Pulling out his phone, Jacob sent a quick text message to Carlisle. 'On the run, currently safe, can't say more incase they can track it, please tell my dad.' He wished that he could give them more details, but it was too risky. He didn't know everything that the wizards were capable of and he wasn't going to take any chances. He had to get Harry safely back home, his life literally depended on it. He had no doubt that the submissive would commit suicide if caught and he couldn't blame him. He wouldn't wish that life on his worst enemy.
Jacob looked at his phone when a message came through. "Take care, please keep us informed, your dad knows, don't hesitate to use the money." Yawning, Jacob pocketed the phone and crawled in bed next to his cousin. He was exhausted, but he couldn't go to sleep. He planned to stay awake watching over Harry until he knew that they were safe. They were on the fifteenth floor and it gave them a pretty good view of all the coming and goings. They had to spend two nights here before they could catch the cruise ship to New York, and he didn't plan on leaving the room until the last minute.
***HP
"Harry, please eat something," Jacob pleaded. They only had a few hours until the ship left and Harry had hardly eaten anything since they left Grimmaul Place.
Harry gave Jacob a pained look. "I want to, Jake, honestly, but without blood it just doesn't taste right."
Jacob cursed, in all the commotion back at the house they had forgotten Harry's thermos of blood. He didn't realize just how much Harry needed blood in order to eat human food. "I can donate some of mine, you know just pour it over your eggs.
Harry looked horrified at Jacob. "I can't do that," he cried, feeling grossed out at the idea, but also disgusted because the idea sounded good. He was starving and yet he couldn't stomach to eat any of the food. It didn't help that he was suffering from horrible morning sickness and he had nothing but stomach bile to throw up.
"Harry, you need to eat, you will never make it a week on the ship without eating." It was going to take six days for the ship to get to New York and Harry had explained that he couldn't take the portkey because he was worried that the magic would take out the ships electronics.
Harry looked at Jacob trying to hide how desperately he wanted his blood. "What if it turns me into a monster? What if I can't control myself after getting a taste of human blood?"
Jacob took a seat next to the distressed submissive. "Have you had a desire to drain every animal you have seen since your turning."
Harry shook his head no unable to make eye contact with Jacob. He didn't want to admit it to himself, but Jacob smelled amazing.
Sighing, Jacob picked up the steak knife and cut his arm. He didn't miss how Harry's nostrils flared and his eyes dilated from the scent of his blood. Harry was pregnant and starving, he needed food or else he was going to pass out.
"Please don't, Jacob," Harry cried, pink tears streaming down his face. He felt that if he took human blood than he would be a monster...he would become what Hermione feared.
It was hard to ignore his cousin's weak pleas and his tears, but Jacob held his arm over Harry's food and allowed his blood to drip all over the steak an eggs. He watched as Harry emerald eyes darkened as he stared at his blood covered food.
With a strangled cry, Harry lunged at his food and started inhaling it. The smell of Jacob's blood was too much for him to resist...it was mouthwatering. The first bite was like a firework had went off in his mouth. The blood was still warm, warmer than an average humans because of him being a wolf shifter, and it was incredibly sweet and juicy. Animal blood was amazing, but Jacob's blood was out of this world. Before he knew it the plate was clean and he was licking his fingers and scooping up any traces of blood that was still on the plate.
Jacob watched with sick fascination as Harry licked the blood from his fingers. He was relieved to see his little cousin finally eat something after three days, even if it was covered in his blood. He figured over the next six days he was going to have to sacrifice quite a bit of his blood.
Harry stared at his now clean fingers. "Oh, Merlin, what have I done?" he groaned softly, feeling his breakfast try to make it's way back up. He had just consumed Jacob's blood, human blood...and he wanted more.
Jacob grabbed Harry's shoulders and gave him a shake. "Don't you dare get sick, Harry. You desperately needed that food, and if you throw it all back up, my sacrifice would have been for nothing. You did what you had to do to survive, you're not a monster. Hell, if I would have went three days without eating, I probably would have eaten one of my pack mates. Consuming my blood will not make you a mindless, crazed bloodsucker."
Harry looked at Jacob, pained eyes swimming in pink tears. "But it was so good, Jake. I have never tasted anything that could even come close to comparing to your blood."
Despite being grossed out, Jacob puffed his chest out smirking at his cousin. "Tasted good did I?"
Harry slowly cocked his to the side. "You tasted bloody amazing. Your blood was so warm and sweet." Harry stared at Jacob's neck like he was in some sort of a trance. "So warm... So red... So good."
Jacob bolted off the couch. "Harry, are you alright?" He didn't like the way that Harry was looking at him, it reminded him of one of the cartoons where the wolf pictured his best friend, who just happened to be a sheep, walking around looking like a steak.
Harry stood up licking his lips. "I'm so hungry, Jake, and you tasted so good. I just want a bit more...just a little bit." Harry started to slowly stalk Jacob around the room.
"Harry, snap out of it," Jacob pleaded, a hint of panic in his voice. He didn't want to hurt Harry, but he couldn't let him drain him.
Harry backed Jacob into a wall and leaned in until his nose was touching the shifters neck. Inhaling, Harry moaned. "You smell good enough to eat, Jacob."
"Fuck, Harry, come on. You don't want to eat me, I'm all gamey and gross." Jacob placed his hands on Harry shoulders, not pushing him away but keeping him from getting any closer.
"Bloooood, me want blood," Harry started chanting. "Bloooood, me want blood."
"Dammit, Harry," Jacob growled when he noticed that Harry was grinning. "You really had me going there for a minute."
Giggling, Harry leaned in and blew a wet, sloppy raspberry on Jacob's neck.
"Now that's just gross," Jacob gagged, wiping at his neck while glaring at his laughing cousin. "I thought you had really lost it."
Harry stepped away still laughing. "I admit, your blood was fantastic and I could easily drink a gallon of it, but I can control myself. Though, you might want to sleep with one eye open until we get home."
"Very funny," Jacob grumbled. "Now that you're done feasting on my blood, go get a shower so we can get going."
***HP
Jacob stopped, gaping up at the large ship. "It's fucking huge." He had never seen a cruise ship before and he never imagined that it would be so big. How did something that enormous and heavy manage to stay afloat?
Harry tugged on Jacob's arm, he just wanted to get safely on the ship and into their room. He did feel bad that neither him nor Jacob were going to get to enjoy their first, and probably last, ever cruise. He would love to explore the ship and take advantage of the activities, but he was terrified of getting caught. He just wanted to get safely home to his family. So far he had yet to spot a wizard so he was hopeful that they would make it.
"Do you believe this shit?" Jacob gasped, exploring every inch of their stateroom. If he thought the hotel was luxurious, it had nothing on the Queens Grill Suite. "We even have our own personal balcony."
Harry collapsed onto the sofa, sighing as he sank into the soft pillows. He was finally starting to feel like he could breath a little easier. The ship would be setting sail in an hour and in six days he would be home. He desperately wanted his dad and Edward, he wanted his dad's advice and Edward protective arms.
"I'm sorry that you're not going to get to enjoy this cruise," Harry said sadly.
Jacob snorted, collapsing on the sofa next to him. "Are you kidding me, did you see all those stuck up people boarding the ship? I don't do black tie functions, I will be more than happy taking in the view with you on our own personal balcony and ordering in room service. Honestly, Harry, I wouldn't know how to mingle with people like that, hell, I don't even own a tie."
Smiling, Harry rested his head on Jacob's shoulder. "I'm so glad that I met you," he said softly. "You're more than a cousin and best friend to me, you're more like a brother."
Jacob grinned down at Harry's head. "I feel the same way. I will always be there for you, Harry, and if you decide to keep the baby, I will help however I can." Over the past two days he had tried not to bring up the baby. He knew that the submissive was having a hard time accepting it, and he didn't want to add any more stress to an already extremely stressful situation. Personally he didn't know how he felt about the baby, but he couldn't blame an innocent child for something that wasn't its fault.
Harry didn't comment on what Jacob said, right now he was trying to ignore the fact that he had a little creature growing inside his body. A couple of times he had come across the two potion vials that he had stuffed into the backpack, but he quickly shoved them aside and continued on looking for whatever it was he needed. One minute he wanted to quickly down the potion before he could change his mind, and the next minute he wanted to shatter the vial so he wouldn't be tempted. He didn't know what to do, but he knew things were only going to get more complicated once Jasper found out. He had no doubts that Jasper would want to keep the baby along with the rest of his family.
Harry didn't realize he had drifted off to sleep until he heard a loud banging sound. Thinking that it was Auror's, he lunged to his feet stumbling and falling into the small coffee table.
"Easy there, cuz, it's just me," Jacob said, walking into the room carrying a tray of food. "I ordered us some room service."
Harry looked down at his trembling hands, heart racing a mile a minute. Looking out the balcony window, he was surprised to see that there was only ocean, no land. "How long have I been out," he asked shakily.
Jacob placed the tray on the table in front of Harry. "Five hours, you were out hard." Jacob walked to the balcony and looked out. "Isn't it beautiful? I have never been so far out in the ocean that I couldn't see land."
Yawning, Harry joined Jacob at the balcony. "I have only ever been on a boat twice and each time it was just the lake at my school. I had never seen the ocean before coming to Forks."
Jacob wrapped his arm around the smaller boy. "Yeah, that didn't end so well, did it?"
Snuggling into Jacob's side, Harry chuckled. "I don't know, I got an extended family in you and everyone else at the reservation. Drinking half the ocean was worth it if you ask me."
Jacob shook his head. "Come on, let's eat."
Harry looked at the tray with dread. He knew he wouldn't be able to eat without blood and he really didn't want to take anymore of Jacob's blood. Animal blood was hard enough for him to come to terms with eating, human blood was just too much for him. At the same time though, he hadn't been able to stop thinking about how amazing it was. Jacob's blood was a hundred times better than animals, and just thinking about it was making his stomach rumble and his mouth water.
Rolling his eyes, Jacob walked to the tray. "Stop looking at it like it's going to attack you." Grabbing the knife, he sliced his arm and held it over Harry's pasta dish and squeezed it."
Harry moaned when he smelled Jacob's blood. "It's not right, Jake. What if I can't go back to animal blood after this?"
"Well you have to," Jacob snickered. "I can't spend the rest of my life bleeding all over your food."
***HP
Jacob startled when he felt the small body next to him twitching. Sitting up, he watched as Harry jerked and whimpered as he suffered yet another nightmare. The one thing he learned about his cousin since accompanying him to England was that he never got a peaceful nights sleep. Almost every night he had nightmares causing him to cry out, thrash and wake in a sweat.
"Baby," Harry cried softly in his sleep, hands clutching at his stomach as he curled around them.
Jacob was just about to shake Harry awake when his next words froze him. "Jasper's baby...raped me."
Jacob reeled back as if someone had struck him. Did Harry just say that Jasper was one the vampire that raped and bit him? Was Jasper the father of his cousin's baby? Careful not to wake Harry, Jacob climbed out of bed and made his way to their balcony. He had just started to trust and like the Cullen's, if Jasper was the one that hurt Harry, he was going to have to kill him.
"Jacob," Harry called a hint of panic in his voice.
"Out here," Jacob called back flatly. If Jasper was the one that raped Harry, then Harry had lied to him. Harry had said that it wasn't any of the Cullen's that had attacked him.
"What are you doing out here," Harry asked, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. "It's three thirty in the morning." Making his way to a chair he sat down and looked up at the stars. "The stars look amazing out here in the middle of the ocean."
Jacob looked up at the stars and grunted. "Harry, have you ever lied to me?"
Harry looked back at Jacob not understanding what he was getting at. "Jacob, what's wrong?" he asked, feeling a little scared.
Jacob clenched his fists at his sides, he hated smelling fear coming from his little cousin. Harry was so much smaller than him and so compassionate that he just wanted to hide him away so people couldn't hurt and take advantage of him. If Jasper was the one that raped Harry then that meant that he had forgiven the monster, and that was something that he couldn't except. There was no forgivable excuse for rape.
Scared, Harry got up and moved away from Jacob. He could see how his cousin was clenching his jaws and fists, fighting his wolf for control. "Jake, did I do something wrong?" his asked fearfully.
"Dammit, Harry," Jacob growled, lunging to his feet and stalking to the railing.
Harry flinched, stumbling away from Jacob and slamming into the sliding glass door.
Jacob closed his eyes and took a couple deep breaths. Turning back, he felt horrible for the fear he could see on his cousin's face. Not in a million years would he ever lay a harmful hand on him, no matter how angry he got. "Don't be scared, Harry, I'm not mad at you."
Harry took a tentative step closer to Jacob, the submissive in him just wanted to be held and told that he wasn't in trouble. "I don't understand, why are you so angry?"
"Harry, did you know that you talk in your sleep?" Jacob asked, watching closely to his cousin's facial expressions. He knew the second that Harry understood why he was so angry, he could tell because his eyes widened and face drained of what little color it had.
Harry thought back to the nightmare that had originally woken him. He had been dreaming about the rape, but just like during the attack he couldn't see Jasper's face. The next thing he knew he was holding a tiny baby that looked like a demon, horns and all. The baby had it's grotesquely ugly face scrunched up while it was screaming and it had a snake like tongue and sharp pointy teeth. Even in his dreams he couldn't put Jasper's face on his attacker. In his dreams, the father of his baby was a monster, not Jasper.
"Jacob, he didn't mean it," Harry defended weakly.
"So it's true?" Jacob asked in disbelief. "Jasper was the one who not only raped and turned you, but also got you pregnant?"
"He... He didn't mean it?"
Jacob slammed his hand down on balcony railing. "Stop saying that," he snarled angrily. "Fuck, Harry, he raped you."
"I know," Harry said brokenly. "but he didn't..."
"Don't say it," Jacob growled warningly. "There is no excuse for rape."
"You don't understand," Harry pleaded as he reached out and placed a trembling hand on Jacob arm. "Jasper has always had control issues, then he came across me, his extremely rare male and powerful submissive mate, and he snapped. His vampire needed to claim me before somebody else did. Jasper wasn't in his right mind."
"How can you defend him?" Jacob spat in disgust, yanking his arm out of Harry's grasp.
"Because, Jasper is a good person who lost control in a moment of weakness. I know that he didn't hurt me on purpose and he would never do so again."
Jacob shook his head. "I can't believe that the rest of the Cullen's condoned what he did?"
Harry couldn't hide his hurt at Jacob's rejection. He knew at times he could be very clingy, but he craved touch and Jacob had never denied him before. "They didn't condone it. As soon as they found out what happened, Carlisle and Edward came looking for me. They were expecting to find a dead body though, not me going through some freaky change. They stayed with me during the entire change, Emmett too. Sanguine explained what I was and why Jasper lost control. As first I was terrified to be around Jasper, but I wanted to be with Edward. Magic chose him to be my protector, and they offered me something I desired more than anything...a family. Jasper respected my fear and space and never pushed his presence on me."
"And how do you feel about Jasper now?"
Harry looked out over the moonlit ocean. "I'm still not one hundred percent comfortable with him, but I'm getting there. I can see in his eyes how much he cares for me and how he much he hates himself for hurting me. I also feel the mate pull to him, but I'm not ready yet to accept it. I think eventually I could come to love him, but right now the attack is still to fresh in my mind."
Jacob sighed. "Harry, I know that you grew up abused and unloved, and I can see how desperately you crave love and affection. Do you think maybe that desire is clouding your judgement?"
Harry smiled sadly at Jacob. "Maybe...probably, I won't deny that I want to find love and happiness with my mate. All I ever wanted was a family, and magic chose Jasper to be mine. Am I mad and do I feel cheated over what happened? Most definitely...it's not fair. It helps that I never saw Jasper's face during the attack so I have a hard time associating him with it."
"Harry," Jacob groaned, giving in and pulling the submissive into his arms. "I agree, it's not fair. I have yet to find my imprint, but I know that I would do anything for them and would hate myself if I ever hurt them. What are you going to do about the baby? You may have been able to fool yourself because you didn't see Jasper's face, but in eight months you're going to give birth to the proof."
Harry clung desperately to Jacob, melting into his chest. "I don't know, Jake. I'm terrified and sick over it. Part of me wants to get rid of it so I won't have a reminder of that night for the rest of my life. I'm terrified if I look at the baby then I will see Jasper as my rapist, and I don't know if I can live with that."
"Harry, I'm sorry that I got upset."
"S'alright," Harry mumbled into Jacob's chest. He was finding it hard to keep his eyes open now that Jacob was comforting him again. He was both physically and emotionally exhausted.
Bending down, Jacob scooped Harry up into his arms and carried him back into the stateroom. "Sleep for now, cuz, worry about the rest tomorrow."
After Harry was settled, Jacob pulled out his cell and texted Carlisle. 'Still safe, five more days." He hoped Carlisle understood what he meant. In five more days the ship would dock in New York City and they could take the portkey back to Forks. He didn't know how he was going to handle seeing Jasper after finding out the truth, but he knew that he couldn't hurt Harry.
***HP
Jacob rubbed Harry's back as his face was stuffed down the toilet puking up his morning breakfast and blood. He really felt bad for Harry, it seemed like he could never catch a break.
"I feel like shit," Harry moaned pitifully.
"You look like shit too," Jacob agreed, holding Harry's hair back.
"I don't think the rocking of the boat is helping any." Harry managed to get out before thrusting his head back into the toilet and vomiting some more.
"If you thinks it's alright, when you are done tossing up your stomach, I will see if I can track down some seasick pills. I really don't want to leave you though."
Flushing the toilet, Harry leaned back against Jacob. "I don't think I can take five days of this. If there is something that I can take that will ease the seasickness, I will give you a million dollars to get it for me.
Jacob chuckled. "Tell you what, I will get you the pills for free if you stay hidden under your invisibility cloak while I'm gone."
Harry allowed Jacob to help him to his feet then he stumbled to the sink to brush his teeth. He really didn't want to be left alone, but he couldn't continue on like this. It was bad enough that the baby was making him sick, he didn't need seasickness on top of it. "I agree, and I will even promise to stay in the bed so you won't have to worry about me getting into trouble.
Jacob rolled his eyes. "Right, that's why you will be in bed, huh. It has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that you can't stand on your own two feet without falling flat on your face?"
"Nope, nothing at all," Harry said innocently, turning and walking directly into the wall.
Chuckling, Jacob scooped up the fallen submissive and carried him back to the bed. "I'll try not to be long, but this ship is massive. I don't have a clue on where to go to get seasick pills."
Harry reached over and picked the backpack up off the floor and placed it on the bed next to him. "I will be fine...promise," he said while pulling out his invisibility cloak from the bag.
Jacob didn't like leaving him and had promised Sirius that he wouldn't, but if Harry continued on getting sick then he was going to need medical attention. Harry could barely lift his head up, and when he did, it was so he could rush to the toilet to vomit.
After Jacob left, Harry reached back into the bag and pulled out the two vials that he hadn't been able to stop thinking about. If he took the pink potion now, everything would be done and over with before getting home. There would be no way that Jasper or anyone else could talk him out of aborting the baby. If he begged Jacob enough maybe he wouldn't tell anyone that he had been pregnant.
"Are you going to do it?"
Jumping, Harry almost dropped the potion onto the floor. "That didn't take long," Harry said, heart pounding in his chest. He had never even heard Jacob return.
Jacob handed Harry a small bottle of pills. "Harry, I have been gone for over thirty minutes."
"Oh, I-I...it didn't seem that long," Harry nervously stuttered.
"Have you been staring at that the entire time I was gone?" Jacob asked pointing to the pink vial that Harry was holding.
Harry stared blankly at the vial. "I guess I have," he answered softly.
"Are you going to do it?" Jacob asked again.
"If I did, would you tell Jasper and the family that I was pregnant in the first place?
Jacob thought for a minute. "No, not if you asked me not to."
Nodding his head, Harry took a deep breath and pulled the stopper out of the vial.
Jacob took a step forward, he didn't know if it was to stop him, or just to offer his support. He honestly didn't think that Harry would take the potion and he had a feeling that his cousin would never be the same if he did.
Bringing the vial up to his nose, Harry took a sniff of it. "It smells like death," he gagged.
When Harry made no farther attempt at drinking the potion, Jacob took a seat on the bed next to him and took the potion from his trembling hand. Copying Harry's actions, Jacob took a sniff of it. "Harry, it smells like roses, not death."
A lone pink tear slowly traveled down Harry's cheek. "How can something that looks so pretty and smell so good, be so evil?" It may have really smelled like roses, but to him it smelled like death.
Jacob took the stopper from Harry's other hand and corked the vial. Placing it on the table next to the bed, he pulled Harry down and spooned up behind him. "I wish I could help you, but all I can do is hold you through whatever you decide."
Harry finally let the tears fall freely. He wanted to take the potion, but he couldn't. He tried commanding his hand to lift the vial to his lips, but it wouldn't listen. "I don't want this, " he cried.
Jacob held his cousin while he cried. He didn't say anything because there was nothing that he could say that would make this situation better. Harry was pregnant from a horrible act as violence, and as much as he didn't want the baby, he couldn't kill it. All he could do was hold Harry until he cried himself to sleep, and then be prepared to do it all over again when he needed him.
***HP
Jacob walked their entire suite checking that he hadn't missed anything. It wasn't like they had much in the first place, but he did manage to sneak to the gift shop to get a few odds and ends. The ship had finally made it to New York and they would be departing any minute. It was a long cruise and he couldn't wait to get home.
Reluctantly Jacob approached the bed where Harry was still sleeping. The trip had been hell for the poor submissive, but the last two days were the worst. He now could not keep a mouthful of food down and he hadn't been able to get out of bed for forty eight hours. He didn't know how he was even going to get Harry off the ship, he was too weak walk on his own.
"Hey, cuz, it's time to go," Jacob said softly, shaking Harry's shoulder gently.
Harry's eyes fluttered open and he groaned when the sunlight pierced his eyes. His head was already pounding and his eyes were extremely sensitive to the light.
Jacob pulled out his cell phone and sent a quick message to Carlisle. 'Will be at the place soon, will need help.' He had sent him a few messages during the cruise, all vague but enough to keep the man from panicking. He knew that despite how Harry came into the Cullen family, they all loved him very much. The last thing he wanted was for them all to rush to England where they would get taken in by the ministry then used as blackmail material so the minster could whore out Harry.
"Harry, do you think you can walk?"
"M'fine," Harry mumbled, pushing himself up on weak and trembling arms.
Jacob helped his weak cousin up and tucked him into his side and covered him with the invisibility cloak. "After we leave the ship, we will tuck into a bathroom then we can portkey out. Carlisle knows we're coming and he will be waiting for us."
Harry just groaned, unable to say anything or even nod his head. He felt like hell and he just wanted to lay back in that big comfortable bed.
By the time they slipped into a bathroom at the dock, Jacob was practically carrying Harry. It was hard to get through all the check points while holding up Harry, but be managed to do it. Luckily has was not only light, but also very short.
Squeezing into a small bathroom stall, Jacob pulled Harry to the front of him and start lightly patting his face. "Harry, come on, little one, wake up for me. I don't know how to use the portkey thingie so I'm going to need you to wake long enough to activate it." He wanted to get out of here in a hurry, not only was he worried about Harry, but he thought he spotted a couple of wizards on the dock. He wasn't sure if they were British or American, but he sure as hell wasn't going to ask.
It was hard, but Harry managed to summon enough energy to open his eyes and pull out his bracelet. Saying the activation word, he cried out in pain when he felt the tell tale hook behind the navel that came with the portkey activating.
-***HP
The entire Cullen coven and a few shifters were waiting anxiously for the arrival of Harry and Jacob. The past week had been hell on everyone, not knowing what was going on or if they were injured. The had gotten a few texts from Jacob, but they were all short and vague. Thanks to Alice's vision they were already expecting something to be wrong with Harry.
Everyone froze when Harry and Jacob suddenly appeared, slamming hard into the ground. "Help him!" Jacob roared, rolling off his violently shaking cousin.
"He's seizing," Carlisle yelled, rushing to his son and rolling him onto his side. "What happened?" he asked Jacob, but never taking his eyes off of Harry.
"He's been sick, the last week has been the worst. He can't keep anything down and he hasn't been able to get out of bed for two days. I had to damn near carry him off the ship and I had a hard time waking him to activate the portkey."
"Carlisle, what's wrong?" Jasper asked, hovering over his father and mate.
"I'm not sure yet, Jasper," Carlisle said, laying a comforting hand on Harry's head and shoulder. The seizing was slowing down, but Harry was completely out of it. "Jacob, is there anything else you can tell me, anything at all?"
"What?" Edward roared in shock and disbelief. How could his little brother be pregnant? He had read it from Jacob's thoughts, he didn't know if telling Carlisle would ruin Harry's trust.
"Edward, what's going on?" Carlisle asked, still crouched down next to Harry.
Edward was too stunned to answer. Yes, he knew that it was possible that Harry being a submissive could get pregnant, but it was how he got pregnant that was upsetting him. There was no way in hell that Harry would cheat on Jasper, so that meant that Jasper got him pregnant when he raped him.
Jacob glared at Jasper, eyes turning amber. He wanted to shift into his wolf and rip the damn vampire's head off. "Harry is pregnant," he snarled.
