alrighty another chappy :) thank you all for reading and reviewing (and some good song suggestions)
i hope you enjoy! this song is stand in the rain by Superchick :) thanks again


She never slows down

she layes in her hospital bed

She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone...

she hears footsteps come to her door and leave... again

it feels like its all coming down

she sighs. lifts her legs from the bed and exits the room.
She won't turn around

she heads strait for sojikeo hill, where a gate leading to karakura town awaits her
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop

she walks through the gate and looks up at the gray clouds.

raining down

a raindrop hits her face, like a flake of the first snow
So stand in the rain

she stands there letting the rain soak her hair and clothes
Stand your ground

she sighs "this doesnt feel... right"
Stand up when it's all crashing down

she shivers, although she had grown accustomed to the cold...
You stand through the pain

she falls to her knees, and lets the rain poor down her body.
You won't drown

"i have truely lost my self... i need to be stronger"
And one day, whats lost can be found

she stands tall, takes a deep breathe
You stand in the rain

she slowly lets it out
She won't make a sound

"today i become stronger, today im starting down a new path"
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down

theres a voice in the back of her mind screaming his name
She wants to be found

she pushes it down, away, and out of her mind
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

she looks at the river, she stands by
So stand in the rain

she watches as the drops hit the river and ripple away
Stand your ground

'im like that river, my troubles hit me like a raindrop...'
Stand up when it's all crashing down

'now all i have to do is wait for it all to ripple away and this storm to clear'
You stand through the pain

she walks towards his spiritual pressure.
You won't drown

rain turns to hail, then to nothing at all
And one day, whats lost can be found

she smiles slightly at the clearing clouds
You stand in the rain

she follows his pressure soon finds herself at a cemetary
So stand in the rain

all to be seen is a red headed man knealing by a grave
Stand your ground

a rose in his hand
Stand up when it's all crashing down

she walks up to him, hearing his sad words
Stand through the pain

"im so sorry Karin"
You won't drown

"im getting really tiered of hearing that, you know" she flash stepped from his sight as he turns, she is unsure how to go about this
And one day, whats lost can be found

he laughs after seeing no trace of his sister "now im even hearing your voice"
So stand in the rain

he turns to leave,
Stand your ground

she slowly picks up the rose
Stand up when it's all crashing down

"oh ichi-nii... i hate roses"
You stand through the pain

she pulls the petals from the rose. one, by, one
You won't drown

"Excuse me but that rose is for karin kurisaki! and last time i checked she is no longer here so-"
And one day, whats lost can be found

she turns
You stand in the rain

"check again... ichi-nii"