EPOV
I sat in my car listening to music, not even caring about what I was listening to. That had to be a first for me. I always cared what I listened to. It seemed like now all I could hear was how Bella said that she loved someone named Emmett.
Who the hell was Emmett?
He´s not her dad and she doesn't have a brother.
Why did I really care, I didn´t know her anymore. She is hot yes but there is something else about her that I can't put my finger on. Something that's just pulls at me.
What does this Emmett guy have that I don't?
She loves this guy? Why? How?
I'm going to get over this. I will find out who this Emmett guy is. I will get to know Bella again. I will... Well I will get over this and hope I end up with Bella. This Emmett guy has nothing on me. I may not date, but that is by choice. I know I'm good looking. The girls in this town have all more or less had a crush on me. There has to be something about me they all seem to like.
Just as I sat there thinking about it and trying to get my mind around an idea that made since.
This is so hard!
I saw Bella coming out of one of the school doors. She had her arms around her just as like Alice had before. It was like she was trying to hold herself together. I did not like that. I wanted to know who had done this to her.
Why did I care?
She had seemed so strong today, even when Alice did what she had done. You could see something in her eyes.
So before I could think about it I turned off the music and was on my way over to where Bella had sat down. I noticed that she could tell that I was getting close. I just sat down next to her. I didn´t know what to say, not that that was anything new when it came to things about Bella.
"Hi" I`m just a genius aren´t I.
"Oh hi" Bella looked up at me, her eyes was so sad that I just wanted to hug her.
How would Alice handle that if she saw it or someone told her what they saw me doing?
I didn´t get that far because Bella started to talk again. " Alice is looking for you."
"What?" I did not expected that.
"Alice is looking for you." I just looked at her. Her eyes were sad, but still so pretty. "Do I have something in my face?" Bella´s voice was one of the many things that had changed about and that put a smile on my face. Her once very girly voice had become a very sultry voice of a woman.
"You have eyes, a nose and a mouth just to mention some of the things you have on your face." I could hear my own smile in my voice, something that was strange and never happened.
"Ha-Ha! Very funny. You know what I mean." Bella gave me a small smile. Damn what a pretty smile it was too. "Why are you looking at me like that? It's creeping me out."
I was creeping her out? How did I do that?
"Creeping you out?" I asked in disbelief. "How in the world am I creeping you out?"
"Easy" Bella laughed "For one you don't like me. Second you look like you care or something. Lastly you hate me. The look that you are giving me right now that´s what´s creeping me out." Her smile faded away as she talked.
I didn´t like that at all she had a beautiful smile. Why did it fade?
"Hey, you think I hate you? " Bella just nodded. "I don't, never did."
"Yes you did" she handed me a piece of paper, like that should explain why I would hate her. "Just look at it."
I unfolded the paper. Not really sure what it had to do with anything. Then I got a look at it. It was the letter I wrote to her 6 months after she left. She had it on her, just like that. This put a smile on my lips. Suddenly the warning bell rang but Bella just sat there not moving at all.
"You have this? I mean you have this on you? Just like that?" I said holding the letter.
"Yea, I do. It reminds me of what I have done. Alice just wrote about the good stuff. You wrote everything that I deserved to hear. It kind of keeps me grounded." Bella looked at the ground as she said the last part.
"I didn´t mean it like that. I just got..." I was about to explain myself when Bella stood up and turned away from me.
"I got to get to class. I don't want to be late. Not everyone here knows me like Carl, I mean Mr. Brandon does." Then she started to walk away from me. I couldn´t have that. So I started to walk after her, it didn´t take me long to catch up with her.
"What class do you have?" Bella stopped and just looked at me.
"Bio, you?" she asked back
"The same, I can show you the way since I'm going the same way." I gave her my crooked smile, Tanya once said that it was the best smile I had.
"Oh so if I didn´t have Bio. you wouldn`t have helped me?" She looked at me with those big brown eyes and gave me her best pouty lip. It was so hot, all I wanted to do was to bend down and kiss those lips.
"of course I would." I said without thinking. I heard Bella laugh at that, she shook her head and started to walk again. "Are you laughing at me?" I walked after her, a little slower so I could get a look at her perfect ass.
"Maybe, Maybe not. There is a story behind it though." Bella was still laughing a little.
"Care to tell me?" I wanted to hear why she maybe, maybe not was laughing at me.
"Well Emmett said once" I did not like this, I didn´t want to hear about what the guy she loved had said but she just kept going. "That if I looked at a guy and made a pouty lip or something like that, then he would do what I asked. Of course it doesn´t work on him. He knows me to well at least that´s what he keep telling himself. Between you and me though, he´s doesn't know everything he thinks he does." I could still hear her talking but I wasn't comprehending what she was saying. Her and I, Her and I, just kept playing on a loop in my head. This was something just between her and I. I really liked the sound of that.
She did say Emmett´s name a few more times and I still wondered who he was to her. She talked about him like he was important to her. Not like a boyfriend though.
I guided Bella into class once we reached the door. Mike was there and he was checking Bella out. I walked beside her with my hand on her back. He raised his eyebrows at me, trying to ask me something. I for one didn´t care, I liked how it felt touching Bella. I did not like the way Mike was looking at her.
She was mine, well not now, but she will be.
I just have to find a way for that to become true. I need to figure out who this Emmett guy was and why she loved him.
"The seat next to me is the only one that´s free." I said to Bella as she started to walk over to Mr. Banner.
I walked to my place and sat down. Mike turned to me asking, "what is that about?" He nodded towards Bella. "You like her?"
I just lifted my shoulders as an answer, he could take that any way he wanted. I really didn´t care.
Bella was done talking to Mr. Banner and was walking to take the seat next to me.
I think I have a new favorite class.
She and Alice have to make up?
This would be so much easier if they were friends again.
