The next morning Carly had woke up and quickly got dressed for school. She looked at her wrists and saw the mess they were in she didn't know what she had done she felt like she had lost control of everything. Somehow for her self harm made her feel a bit better and more in control as the pain of losing her parents had gotten too much. She looked in the mirror and she dropped that fake smile as tears starting streaming down her cheek as she whispered ' I can't do this anymore.' She washed her face to make it look like she hadn't been crying. Something had made her feel like she needed to talk to someone and ask for help but the other part of her wanted to keep it a secret as she felt ashamed of what she had done and she didn't want people to think that she was weak.

" Carly, have you got a second?" Rachel asked

" Yes sure," Carly replied

" I wanted to ask how you were doing?" Rachel asked

" I'm fine i guess," Carly replied

" You sure? You know you can talk to me I'm always here for you," Rachel explained

" Yeah thank you Miss Mason," Carly replied and walked off

Carly had Miss Haydock for French first. She liked French but her grades were becoming a problem again. She wrote an essay last week on ' Sport and Leisure' she couldn't concentrate on the essay but handed it in any way.

" Good Morning class or should i say ' Bonjour' now your French essays from last week some are good but the others need a bit of work," Miss Haydock explained

" Right Danielle vocabulary needs some work and also work on your masculine and feminine as you seem to be getting them mixed up," Miss Haydock said

" Right Miss," Danielle replied

" Okay now Carly, what do you call this eh?" Miss Haydock asked

" My French essay?" Carly replied

" Well I wouldn't say an essay more like jumbled up work, I've gave you an F for this," Miss Haydock replied

" Fine," Carly replied

Finally class was over and it was break time. Carly had gone back into the toilets and locked herself in a cubicle and began to cry. Things were getting a little bit too much for her she just didn't know how much more she could take. It felt like everything was falling apart and that self harm was taking over her life. She wanted to tell someone as she knew she had to get help but what if she told Miss Mason would she understand?

Finally the bell had gone for the next class. Carly washed her face and eyes and walked up to Miss Mason's office. She knocked on the door and waited until she was told to enter..