Can't read my poker face

Chapter 11- Beautiful

Once Kurt settled on his bed, he looked to finn.

"I want to apologize about what I said…that night….it was wrong…I was wrong…I'm sorry…I was just…frustrated…." Finn said softly.

"With what?" Kurt asked quietly.

"With everything! I mean…the jocks were getting to me…calling me a Queer for being in the Glee Club. I know I'm straight…I like girls…a lot…but…" his voice trailed off.

"but what?"

"I think….I'm starting to have feelings for someone else….it's been building for a while…and I'm confused…because…I've never felt that way about…" he paused, "a guy that way….but….I don't know…" Finn explained a tad awkwardly as he looked to Kurt.

"Feelings for a guy?" He asked just to make sure he wasn't hearing things.

Finn nodded wordlessly and blushed when he realized that he was still holding Kurt's hands.

"Can I ask who?"

Kurt felt finns hands tense, his palms becoming sweaty. Normally Kurt would've pulled away but he held onto Finn's hands, his heart stuttering in his chest nervously.

Finn looked at Kurt for a long while, there was a look in his eyes Kurt never seen before. He couldn't identify what it was really.

Finn's voice sounded a bit nervous when he spoke, "Well….during that Ballad assignment…I…I started to notice things about…you. Like the way your eyes would light up when you'd look at me…how you'd smile so warmly at me…and I really noticed….how…beautiful…you are…"

Kurt's heart kicked into double time, 'did he really just call me beautiful? Oh dear Judy in heaven someone pinch me!' he thought to himself before he forced himself to talk, "R-really?"

"Yeah….and after that….I couldn't stop thinking about how I wanted you near me…because it felt right….and I just kept denying that I liked you like that because I thought I was completely straight…but the thing is…it's not men…it's just…you…" he explained, keeping his eyes on Kurt's face.

"M-maybe your bisexual?" Kurt suggested after swallowing around the lump in his throat.

Finn stayed quiet, his eyes looking over Kurt's face before his eyes stopped at his lips, "I wanna try something…." he said softly, not taking his eyes off of Kurt's lips.

All kurt could do was nod silently.

Finn leaned in slowly and brushed his lips ever so slightly against Kurt's.

Sparks flew between them as Kurt gasped slightly at the feeling before pressing his lips more against Finns, deepening the kiss.

As the kiss continued to grow Finn found himself having to think of the mailman to get his mind off of the little noises Kurt was making as he pulled him closer gently.

He pulled Kurt onto his lap as they continued to kiss.

Kurt pulled back slightly, breathlessly, "You're not messing with me right? This isn't some joke or whatever…."

"I'm not messing with you…I think you are right about the bisexual thing…because I really…really like kissing you….I…I've never felt like this before…." Finn replied softly as he looked at Kurt, he reached up and brushed his fingers against Kurt's cheek, "you really are beautiful…."

Kurt closed his eyes and took a breath, no one's ever called him beautiful and to hear finn say that to him so many times, it was a dream come true.

"Kurt?"

He opened his eyes and looked at Finn, his eyes were glossy with unshed tears, "Thank you….no one's ever called me that before…."

"Well…people should…because it's true…" Finn said as he kissed Kurt again.

They kissed for a while before Kurt pulled back with a grin, "I…I love you…" he said shyly.

TBC