I tried so hard to make this come across the way I wanted and I still don't feel 100% satisfied. Still, I hope you all enjoy it. Please let me know what you think!

Disclaimer- All characters belong to Richelle Mead.

Entering the woods, the force of my need shot through my body and sapped the strength from my arms and legs.

I fell onto my hands and knees and willed myself to get up, but all I could manage was a pathetic crawl.

I needed to get into that cabin and quick. I had told the others that my dizziness and headaches were increasing so I was going to head over to the cabin before the actual needing started. I had just made into the woods when the first wave of heat hit me.

If I wanted to get into the cabin and fast, I only had one option. Weakly, I shrugged off each article of clothing. When I was reduced to just my bra, my arms made feeble attempts to unhook it until I finally gave up.

Pushing my body and getting on all fours once again, I took a deep breath through the pain and shifted.

Biting down hard so as not to scream out, I waited the full minute it took for all of my bones to adjust until I finally shifted into my wolf form.

If I weren't going through what I was, I would've loved the feeling of shifting after so long. Though it was summer, I could feel a light breeze blowing through my silver fur. I felt momentarily free.

Picking up my clothes between my teeth, I pushed my legs as fast as they could go until I made it to the cabin.

I shifted back outside of the cabin, butt ass naked and pushed myself through the door with my clothes in my hand.

The cabin had the basic essentials- a bed, bathroom, small kitchen, and fireplace.

Looking around, I was reminded of another cabin similar to this one. Thinking back to that night, those moments, being sprawled naked in the sheets with Dimitri as he made love to me for the first time, caused a powerful roar of arousal to hit me.

I fell onto all fours, sweating and panting as the throb between my legs became unbearable.

It felt like my core had its own pulse.

I dragged my body to the bed and pulled myself onto the mattress.

Closing my eyes, I tried to focus on just my breathing. I had a long day ahead of me and I needed to fight through the throbbing between my legs so I could remain conscious.

But all I could think about was one thing. Scratch that. All I could think about was one person.

Dimitri.

Last year, when I had refused the boys, part of it was because I didn't want to ruin the friendship we had established. But a bigger reason was because I only wanted Dimitri.

But it had been a while since I had seen him when this happened to me in Russia last year so the need to have him inside of me wasn't too unbearable.

Now, it was suffocating me.

His scent, his voice, his touch were clear in my mind and all my body wanted right now was him.

It didn't help that I had currently taken residence in a cabin, one that bought back erotic memories of the man that was plaguing my mind.

I tried squeezing my legs tight.

Dimitri.

I put a pillow in between my legs and turned to my side.

Dimitri.

Anything I did, my core protested.

I needed to have Dimitri.

As another wave of heat passed through me, I had to bite down on the pillow so as not to scream out. I felt close to tears, but Janine didn't raise a bitch so I fought them off as hard as I could.

I wondered if I should have asked Dimitri to help me through this. I had a feeling he wouldn't refuse, but it felt wrong using him this way. I knew from experience this ordeal was going to last a while. If Dimitri were here, he would feel obligated to stay throughout, whether he wanted to or not, just because he knew I needed him to.

I couldn't do that to him. As much as I needed him right now, I couldn't use him to help me through this pain. It was too late now anyways. I was far away from the people of court and there was no way Dimitri would feel my need all the way from here.

Though my mind was able to think logically about this, my body couldn't.

I looked around the room to find a clock and luckily found one near the door. If the time was correct, I had only been here less than 2 hours.

Each minute that passed by had caused the throbbing in between my legs to increase.

Fuck it! If my wolf wanted Dimitri so bad, then that is what I'll give her.

Opening my legs, I slowly ran my hands down the length of my heated body.

My nipples were hard and aching, so sensitive that the brush of my fingertips shot a jolt of arousal to my already wet core.

As my hands made their way to my aching sex, I closed my eyes and thought of the dirtiest, most erotic thoughts I could of Dimitri. And it wasn't hard, since he was always at the forefront of my mind.

I imagined his rough, strong hands cupping my breasts that he loved so much. I pictured him teasing my entrance with the head of his cock, until I was begging him to fuck me.

As soon as my fingers came into contact with my clit, I came.

"Dimitri," I screamed out load, as my body shook from the force of my orgasm.

My mind registered the sound of a door closing and I opened my eyes to find the man who was currently assaulting my thoughts standing there, a look of concern and lust plastered onto his face.

"Roza," he whispered, taking in my naked, sweating, and writhing state.

The momentary calm that took over my body after my release left as soon as it came. Another wave of arousal shot through my core so powerfully, that it made the last 2 hours feel like nothing.

"I'm okay," I croaked out, so as not to worry Dimitri. "Seriously, I'll be-"

I couldn't finish, because a need so strong passed through me, that it practically pushed Dimitri into the closed door he just came through.

"What the hell," he whispered, looking around the room as if the windows and walls could explain to him what had just happened.

I looked at the area between his legs and could perfectly see the outline of his straining erection pushing against the fabric of his jeans. He could feel my need. He might not realize it, but it was affecting him just as it was affecting me.

I made the mistake of taking a deep breath and inhaled the scent of his aftershave mixed with the arousal dripping off of his skin.

Closing my eyes, I groaned out loud, "Go away," I bit my lip hard as the pain became unbearable. "You're making it worse, go away," I whimpered.

When I opened my eyes, he wasn't there. Turning onto my side again, I couldn't control the tears that began to slip down my face.

I wish I had died in those woods two years ago, instead of having to deal with this pain. No one could understand what I was going through, and no one was going to help me.

I breathed in deep again and was filled with his powerful scent.

My nipples stung and a spasm ripped through my core, making me cry out.
Why did he bother coming here? His scent alone had made this needing far worse than I could have imagined.

I heard slight movement coming towards the bed, and I smelled him before I heard him.

"Rose, sit up for me," I felt him sit down on the bed beside me. I opened my eyes and could see him holding a glass of water by my head.

I didn't realize how parched I was until now. Dragging my body up as much as I could, I managed to hold my self up on my right forearm. Dimitri moved the glass to my lips and I hungrily gulped down each drop.

I dropped back down to the bed, and Dimitri gently brushed his hand across my cheeks to wipe my tears and push my damp hair off of my face.

His touch, his care, his scent was all too much as a blast of heat came out of my body and caused Dimitri to groan out loud. He could feel it.

"Oh God," I closed my eyes and began to sob, "It hurts so bad."

"I know Roza, I know. I'll take care of you," Dimitri said, getting up once again.

My eyes clenched tight as the pain continued to course through my body.

I could hear the sound of clothes dropping and then suddenly felt Dimitri's naked body covering my own.

My eyes flew open, and I began to weep openly and fully as I felt his naked chest rubbing against my aching nipples. The head of his hard cock brushed against my clit and I came, hard.

"Dimitri," I screamed grabbing onto his shoulders tight. My arms and legs fell limb as I basked in the peace that followed my orgasm. My momentary relief ended not even a few seconds later when a jolt arousal so strong passed through me that it pushed Dimitri off my chest.

I closed my eyes and sobbed in complete misery. I could hear Dimitri saying something to me, but I couldn't register a word he said over the sound of my crying. My body was writhing and pushing against his, begging him to do something to make this pain go away. I felt his arm come across my chest, trying to hold me down, as his left hand pushed my legs open. His strong thighs captured my much smaller ones underneath his to get me to stop moving, but I was too far-gone.

The pain was unbearable and I couldn't stop moving even if I wanted to.

"Roza lie still," I heard him say.

And then, in one hard thrust, he filled me.

My moan of relief matched Dimitri's as he began to move his hips at a steady pace, fucking me deep and hard, just like I needed him to. My hips rose up to meet his as he propped himself on both arms.

Beyond the needing, it felt so good to finally be connected like this with Dimitri again. Our first time had been beautiful and magical, taking place at the cabin at St. Vlad's. Our second time was different yet beyond erotic, because Dimitri hadn't held anything back when he fucked me as a strigoi.

This right now, him helping me in my time of need, in a cabin no less, felt as if we had come full circle.

I closed my eyes as the sensation of his big, thick cock moving in and out of my tight, wet heat became too much to handle. I could feel the coil in the pit of my stomach tightening and two thrusts later, I clamped down hard on Dimitri's length as a powerful orgasm racked through my body.

Not even a moment later, I felt myself being filled by Dimitri in a different way. He came in great waves, pouring into me, and I cried in relief. This is what I needed.

His seed cooled off the fire that had taken residence in my womb.

It felt a lot like the water Dimitri had given me earlier. The water had quenched the dryness in my throat, just like Dimitri's release soothed the fire in my womb.

He pulled himself out of me and rolled his powerful body away from mine to lie down next to me. The sudden feeling of loss had me whimpering, so I turned my body towards his and molded myself to his side.

"Don't go," I whispered, looking up at him.

His eyes were closed, and his cheeks were pink from the physical exertion he just put himself through. Dimitri looked relaxed and content, and I had never seen him look more beautiful than he did right now.

Chuckling, he opened his eyes to look at me, "I'm not going anywhere."

I needed to tell him how much I appreciated that he was here, but I felt like I should warn him about what this needing would take out of him. I was going to need him every single time the heat ran through my body.

Before I could say anything though, he moved his head to the side and brushed his lips against mine. Pressing his mouth harder onto mine, he ran his tongue over my bottom lip. I granted him entrance as he slowly and deeply began to kiss me.

As our tongues touched and breath mingled, my need to consume him ripped through my body and settled into my core once again.

I abruptly pulled myself away from his mouth, and rolled over onto my back again.

"Oh god," I moaned out loud. I was fully enjoying just basking in the aftermath of our coupling, and hoped it could've lasted longer.

I looked over at Dimitri and saw the scent of my need had made him fully erect again.

"Rose-"
"It hurts Dimitri, it hurts," I said, clamping my eyes shut.

I could feel him easing his body over mine and forcing my thighs apart.

Settling himself in between my legs, he lowered his mouth by my ear and whispered, "Let me take of you Roza."

I looked up at him and could see the concern and desire written on his face. I forced my body to stop thrashing around long enough for Dimitri to thrust himself inside of me once again.

He pulled my hips up and cupped my ass, to get deeper inside of me. Dimitri drove his hard, thick cock into my aching pussy with a speed that I had never experienced before. I grabbed onto his neck, my fingers tangling into his silky hair, and dragged him mouth to mine.
His tongue delved into my mouth just as his cock did to my pussy. He swallowed my moans, and soon after, I felt my walls tightening around him once again.

My orgasm was dragged out as I could feel Dimitri's length continuing to slide in and out of me. He dropped his head down to my chest and took one of my hard buds into his mouth and sucked it roughly.

The sensation of his mouth on my nipple, his cock penetrating me hard and deep, and the rough patch of hair above his groin rubbing erotically against my clit caused me to clamp down on him once again, as I shattered apart in ecstasy.

"Fuck, Dimitri, fuck," I moaned, as I took his release with me. Once again, I was filled with his soothing seed, calming the fire that was roaring in my womb.

Dimitri once again rolled off of me, but grabbed my hand and pulled me with him so I was half sprawled across his naked, sweaty chest.

He already looked tired and we had only had sex two times.

"I'm sorry," I whispered, suddenly feeling ashamed for using him like this. Even though I hadn't been the one to call him here, I still felt bad that I wasn't more adamant in pushing him away.

"There's nothing to apologize for," he replied, his voice sounding rough and his accent coming out stronger.

"For making you stay," I clarified. "I feel like I'm using you."

He shook his head, and a damp piece of hair fell across his forehead. Reaching up, I pushed it off his face, and kept my hand on his cheek.

He moved his lips slightly and kissed the palm of my hand before looking at me again.

"I wanted to be here, I couldn't stay away."

"How did you find me?"

"Your friends told me, said this happened to you before and they had offered to help you, but you refused. I couldn't leave you like this." He explained, trying to even out his breathing.

I looked away, feeling guilty. It seemed like he was here, because he felt bad that I was going through this alone. Like he felt obligated to be here.

"I thought I was going to have to kill one of your friends," he said.

My eyes shot to his in surprise, "Why?"

"When they were telling me how you get, I was waiting for one of them to say that they helped you. I would've killed them Rose," he looked over at me, his gaze unwavering.

"If anyone were to help you, to touch you while you're like this, I think I would've killed them," he admitted.

Hearing Dimitri sound so possessive over me caused the fire to take home in my womb once again.

"I wouldn't want anyone but you touching me," I whispered, seductively and it was the truth. He was the only one I wanted. He was the only one I wanted last year, and he was the only one I wanted right now.

Dimitri could already feel what I needed so he turned to his side and threw my right leg over his hip. He aligned his cock at my entrance, pressed his lips against mine, and pushed himself inside of me.

The position and angle, at which Dimitri was fucking me, caused him to hit that spot deep within me, making me moan his name out in complete pleasure. Our chests rubbed together, and he stared me deep in my eyes as he fucked me. I put one hand underneath his head to run my fingers through his hair, while my other hand gripped his back.

Dimitri's hands cupped my ass as he pushed my hips harder onto his.

Within a blink of an eye, he pushed his body against mine, so I was once again lying on my back.

Suddenly, he slowed his thrusts down and an almost crazed look overtook his face.

"Dimitri-"

"Tell me, tell me you're never going to leave me, again," he begged, completely stilling inside of me.

I searched his eyes and could tell just how serious and desperate he was for me to answer.

"Dimitri-"

He cut me off again, thrusting really hard once, eliciting a load moan from me.

"Promise me Roza, promise me," he pleaded, his voice dropping to a whisper.

Tears filled my eyes for a completely different reason. I could see the vulnerability and desperation, two emotions he rarely showed, being clearly portrayed in his eyes.

He loved me.

He loves me.

I gripped his face and bought his lips down to mine for a fierce kiss.

Pulling away, I answered, "I promise, I promise."

Rolling my head to the side, I looked at the clock. It was 9 o'clock in the morning. The last time I had looked at the clock, right before Dimitri had gotten here, it read 7 p.m.

14 hours…

We had been fucking each other for 14 hours. I lost count of how many times we did it after the third round. All I know is this- every time the heat rose within me, Dimitri rolled over on top of me to relieve the ache.

The sheets below me were damp with a mixture of our sweat and Dimitri's semen. The whole roomed smelled like sex.

Looking over at Dimitri, I felt slight guilt whirling inside of me again. He made it clear that he wanted to be here, and he had showed me just that, but it didn't stop me from feeling a little bad for all that I had put him through this past day.

He looked like he had dropped 10 pounds since he stepped foot into the cabin. His cock was glistening with my juices and laying limb across his stomach.

His hips, similar to the inside of my thighs, sported bruises from the amount of times we had sex.

His arms and legs were splayed out and he had his eyes closed. He had been in that position for almost an hour; since he had last rolled off of me.

The more he relieved the fire in my womb with his release, the more far apart the need to have him inside of me became.

This was the longest I had gone without needing him inside of me, but I didn't feel like I was finished yet.

The area between my legs was sore, and I was sure that Dimitri's cock must be, too. And as tired as I felt from the numerous amounts of times we made love, I couldn't help but feel alive. It was like every time Dimitri spilled his seed inside of me, I felt stronger and healthier. I guess this is why wolves went through this once a year.

Now that I had someone to relieve my ache, I understood the needing a lot better and felt grateful that it occurred before the battle.

If I felt strong before, I felt completely indestructible now.

And it was all because of Dimitri.

My need for him shot through my body once again and I could tell he immediately felt it, because his cock was hard and ready.

I reached over, wrapping my fingers around it and savored the feeling of how smooth and warm it felt. Dimitri opened his eyes to look over at me.

I could see him try to lift his head off of the pillow and after a few moments, he gave up. Instead, he grabbed my hand and pulled me on top of him so I straddled his hips.

"Take me like this," he spoke, his voice sounding rough and sexy.

His arms splayed out on his sides again as I grabbed onto his cock and slowly lowered myself onto it. I couldn't take my eyes off of our union, and the sight of Dimitri's length inching its way into my slick heat will forever be etched into my mind.

Once I was fully impaled onto his manhood, I began to move up and down at the pace I needed.

There were two things Dimitri could never get enough of and they were my hair and my breasts. So the fact that he wasn't using this opportunity to touch either of those told me just how tired he was.

And despite his exhaustion, he still groaned in ecstasy as I began to move faster on top of him.

I placed my hands on his hard pecs, so I could move my hips down onto his at a better angle. I could feel the head of his cock hitting the area deep within me and I gasped out his name.

Looking down at Dimitri, I was suddenly overcome with a love so deep for him that I hadn't realized I had slowed down.

I hadn't told him I forgave him and didn't even give him the guarantee that I would give our relationship another chance, yet here he was, helping me through this.

In all of time since I had been bitten, I had never once had the urge to bite another human being. But seeing Dimitri lying beneath me, looking at me like I was the only woman in the world, I was suddenly overcome with the need to sink my teeth into his flesh and make him my own.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered, his voice hoarse. Clearing his throat, he said, "So beautiful, it still hurts me."

My eyes filled with tears as Dimitri repeated the words he once uttered to me during the lust charm. Continuing to move my hips slowly onto his, I leaned down and kissed him softly on his mouth.

Pulling back, Dimitri opened his eyes and his eyebrows shot up in surprise.

"Roza," he whispered, sounding concerned. I looked at him confused, and he clarified, "Roza your eyes."

I reached up and touched my face, and understood immediately what Dimitri meant. Anytime I was overcome with strong emotions of love, sadness, or hatred, my wolf clawed her way out. I had just felt like I was drowning in love for Dimitri so my eyes changed to the color of my wolf. It changed to the color of red.

Closing my eyes and shaking my head, I said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"It's okay Roza-"

"I'm sorry," I said panicking, stilling completely on top of him.

"Roza, its okay, I understand." I looked into his eyes and saw that he wasn't scared or disgusted at all. "I understand, okay?"

I nodded, lowering my eyes from his gaze.

"Keep moving Roza, take what you need from me," he whispered again.

I braced my hands on his pecs once again and began to lower my hips harder onto his. The sound of his balls slapping against my ass, spurred me to move faster. I could feel the rough patch of hair on top of his cock, rubbing against my clit each time I moved down.

Dropping down onto his cock one last time, I came hard, taking Dimitri along with me. My orgasm milked the release from his body, cooling the fire in my womb.

I fell onto his chest and suddenly the needing was over.

The strong, female energy that had been coursing through the room the minute I had stepped foot into the cabin had left and I sighed in relief.

Hugging myself tight to his strong, and powerful body, I knew that I would never love anyone the way I loved him.