To everyone, I'm doing more chapters because I feel that I have to make up for all the lost time that I haven't updated this story, so please please forgive me if the stories are kinda lame, but I'll do my best to make it great for you guys!! -
Raul's Entry:
Good morning, dear Pegasus //Raul named it after his bitbeast//. Or perhaps it is not morning, but who knows. There is no clock in this hotel room, and the clouds are so thick that they have obscured the Russian sun completely. You may ask, why am I in Russia? I am here because I want to be here, because someone I regard very highly is very, very sick. I was so stunned when I heard it over the phone; I thought, oh my God, not him, anyone but him. I told Julia as well, and she cried so hard… Oh my dear Pegasus, why must Kai die?
It is so painful just to even think of Kai leaving us all. Kai is so wonderful to us; he even promised to come visit us and watch the circus with us when he could, no matter what. I want to hold him to his promise; I don't want to loose someone who was the only one to look at me in a positive way; so see my merits and not my flaws. Do you remember, Pegasus? Kai said that one day I would become a great blader. I want him around to be able to teach me to be just like him.
My head is swimming with so many thoughts that I feel so dizzy; my throat is so tight that I can't even speak; my heart is so heavy that all I want, more than anything, to wake up from this nightmare and to realize that this is all just a horrible dream. Death is a cruel mistress; she takes away everyone who does not deserve to go. Kai lent me a book he was reading once, called "Journey's End" //my literature book//, and everyone who didn't deserve to die did. The kindly old man, the eager new youth. Is this how it is? Does Kai have to go before his time? Has his journey really come to an end?
So many questions, my dear diary, but so little time to answer them all. Kai could die any day; this party for him couldn't come soon enough. And yet, to die on your birthday, would be a really horrible present.
Raul Fernandez, done and done.
:// Okay, now I'll do Julia's, so let's say they share a diary. //:
Julia's entry:
God, don't take Kai away. It can't possibly be his time. He still has so much of his life to live; why do you want to take him away from us? How are we supposed to find someone else like him? Kai has barely begun to live his life; you already took his childhood away by cursing him with his grandfather and the jerk called Boris; why do you want to end his life now? Why? Is it because life in heaven is better? Yes, perhaps it is, but then Kai would be without his friends up there; would you kill all of us too so that he wouldn't be lonely?
Yes God, Kai has made friends. He's got lots of guardian angels looking out for him, me included. We all respect and love Kai for who he is an all that he has done in his lifetime, and I'm sure that he has plenty more that he has left to do. Do you really want to take him away before he has a chance to do more good? Or it is because… You want to end his suffering? God, is that really why? Why can't you just make it all go away; let Kai live his life like he is supposed to? He's already lost all his youth; why can't you just give him more time to truly live?
Maybe it's unfair to ask you to change something you've probably already made up your mind about. But I can try; it's the only thing left that I can do. The only thing left to do that can possibly save Kai; save him from Death. Or maybe you could do that. You could do that, you know; make sure he goes to heaven, straight to heaven, so he can become an angel and watch over us all… I'd like that. We'd all like that. Knowing that someone like Kai was watching over you when you're asleep, when you're awake, when you're sad, when you're happy, when you're scared… Always knowing that he was there for you.
WHAT AM I SAYING???!!! KAI ISN"T GOING TO DIE!!!
Julia Fernandez, done and done.
