AUTHORS NOTE

Im back I have a lot of work Im so sorry to be this late in my updates but I try my best.

Rudy Maro: Soon be patient the meeting needs to be perfect so wait and read.

Andiiwamp: Si es una historia triste pero creo que al final todos haríamos lo mismo nos gustaría ver a la persona que amamos felices y Ashley esta siendo muy valiente en hacerlo.

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CHAPTER 11

Previously on Let Her go: Paige and Emily are in Georgia for a swimming competition, Ashley is getting worse she needs meds to sleep and the doctor said she only have 6 more months.

PAIGE POV:

Today is the last date here in Georgia, Emily has to more races and then we will go to lunch and at night hit the road back home.

Paige: So are you ready?

Emily: Im always ready.

Paige: Good, go and warm up.

Emily: Sure coach.

Our relationship is like this, she seems me with those intense eyes and I just hide.


EMILY POV:

Shana: So the beautiful Emily Fields is kitting our asses since yesterday.

Emily: Hello to you too.

Shana: So, not even a hug? Really Emy?

Emily: Of course you get a hug, you always do.

I haven see Shana since summer camp, our intense summer camp, yeah not only was I training in that summer camp, my month send me to forget about my love life and Shana kind of help a little bit, she is a beautiful girl but she of course is not the relationship type, but I didn't want a relationship in the summer so it worked for me too.


PAIGE POV:

I see her laughing with another swimmer, she should be warming up but, she is there flirting with another girl.

Paige: Robinson.

Lily: yes coach?

Paige: Who is the girl talking to Fields.

Lily: Shana?

Paige: Yeah. Who is she?

Lily: We met her at the last summer camp we were together; they kind of had a relationship.

Paige: Kind?

Lily: Yeah, summer love you know, nothing to formal but intense, but I think there is still fire in those eyes. Gorgeous couple don't you think?

Paige: yeah, well she should be warming up so can you go and tell her that.

Lily: yes coach, we don't want our star to lose today.

Paige: Thank you Robinson.


EMILY POV:

Shana will never change, she will always be flirting with everybody and she makes you feel so good about yourself that you can't help it your face turns every color of red.

Lily: Sorry to interrupt love birds, but Coach McCullers, told me you should be warming up.

Shana: Im warming her up don't worry Lily.

Lily: I know Shana but I don't think Em wants to be in the bad side of the coach. She is not so easy.

Emily: Yeah see you later Shana good luck, because I gonna win.

Shana: Like always sexy.

I turn my head and see her and I saw in her eyes she was angry about this so I need to talk to her.

Emily: Coach.

Paige: Fields, when I tell you to do something you do it, is not an option.

Emily: Sorry, I haven't see my friend in months.

Paige: Well you can talk to your friend later, we need to focus about this you have two more races don't waste your time doing other stuff, you are here to swim.

Coach: I think she go it.

Emily: Yes coach sorry.

She was angry a lot, you can see throw you fire with her eyes, I never see her like this so I just did what she ask me.


PAIGE POV:

Coach: I don't know what is your problem with her or her problem with you, but you cant bully my swimmers McCullers you are not the Capitan of this team so please don't do it again.

Paige: Yes coach.

This new feeling inside of me I know what is call, but is new for me Ashley never made me feel it is jealousy, Im really jealous of that girl the way she touch her, she sees her, the way she makes her smile, I want to go and said to her that she shouldn't talk to her, that I don't want her to talk to her, but I cant because she is not mine.

Coach: Now go and say good job to your girl she won her two last races and we only waiting for two more.

Paige: Okay.

I see her sitting there with her, not with her team.

Paige: Fields I know you finish your races but your team didn't so go and sit with the rest of the team and be supportive.

Emily: See you later Shanna.

Shanna: See you later sexy.

I turn to look at her with anger, she should respect this girl.

Paige: I don't think she respect you.

Emily: She just knows me for so long we kind of have a story.

Paige: Well your stories take it out of the pool and are in the game when your teammates need you.

Emily: Okay.

I need Im being hard on her but I couldn't help it what I feel, not even a congratulations on your race I said I could I was so angry about the other girl that I couldn't think in another stuff.

Later that date we have lunch we told the girls that we will leave at 4 pm and we need to be together at the lobby at 3:30 pm but that change why? Because we have a hurricane near and for segurity maybe we will need to stay the night. And I just want to go and cant be here another day.

Coach: Well girls the hotel let us use her conference room two both teams that are here so we will share the conference and stay there, the coach will take turns to supervise so please behave it is dangerous to be outside of the conference room.

Paige: So we don't have rooms anymore.

Coach: You are lucky you have your room so why don't you let me sleep and take a shower and you make the first round and then you go.

Paige: Okay deal.


ASHLEY POV:

Hi Handsome:

I write this later because sometimes people doesn't said what they feel, I don't know if I ever told you that you are my only family, my brother, I was supposed to be your best man and you were supposed to be mine, but life is hard we dream because we hope that those dream will come true, but we never see the stones in the way, and trust me I try so hard to take it away of the road but is so big right now and Im so weak that I couldn't do it ….

Nick: Hi Ash, How are you?

Ashley: Hey Nick, well you can see for yourself.

Nick: Ash, what is happening? Why am I here?

Ashley: Im being lying to everybody especially to her.

Nick: About what?

Ashley: Is not working anymore Nick, I just stop it.

Nick: You what? Where is she? Does she knows?

Ashley: Nick, Im dying the doctor said two to six more months and I want to be fine not here in the bed, Im already in bed why should I be miserable. She is in Georgia she should be back tomorrow morning. And of course she doesn't know she cant know yet.

Nick: Ash, you are being so selfish.

Ashley: Not really, Im helping her.

Nick: To what kill herself, she loves you, you are the love of her life, she wont live without you, I gonna lose her too.

Ashley: Not really, I know she loves me, but I not the love of her life, she met the love of her life she is falling or she is already in love, but she doesn't know it. I like her actually she is in good hands you are gonna love her too.

Nick: What are you talking about.

Ashley: that is why she went home, because her feelings are a mess that is way she hasn't call me all day, because she is with her and she doesn't have time to think about her dying girlfriend but is okay, I letting her go, she already did.

Nick: Ash, I think your meds makes you think these crazy stories.

Ashley: No really, you gonna met her soon don't worry, I just want you to thank you for everything for the support you gave us, I know it was difficult for you let Paige give up her Olympic dream because I was sick, but you stay you helps us, you are like a father to me too, you are a great father, Paige is lucky to have you and I know you are gonna help her with her too, and I only hope that you can keep this a secret for a little while because I not ready to broke her heart yet, and she is not ready to let her in, I will know when she is ready and I will tell her don't worry.

Nick: Oh Ash, you don't have anything to thank me, you are a great girl with really bad luck it was a pleasure to know you and help you it is an honor to hear you said that you sees me like a father because you are my daughter to, the moment I realize that Paige was happy because of you, is the moment I fall in love too, because you kind of fall in love with the girl that makes your baby happy.

Cellphone:

Ashley: Hi Beautiful how are you? Are you on you way?

Paige: Actually no, there is an alert here about hurricane and we can go on road until tomorrow afternoon so maybe I will be home Monday morning, sorry baby how is gonna stay tonight.

Ashley: Callie maybe and I have a visitor too.

Paige: Your new girlfriend?

Ashley: Funny, not your dad came; he didn't know you wouldn't be here so he is here.

Paige: Great put it on the phone.

Nick: Hi baby girl you run away this weekend I wanted to surprise you.

Paige: Sorry dad, work calls. So how is she? Don't lie to me.

Nick: She is good, she miss you.

Paige: I miss her too, when are you gonna go home?

Nick: Tomorrow I only came for the weekend maybe another weekend I will be here.

Paige: Well can you make her company until the nurse arrives please?

Nick: Sure, I kind of like her so I will be here don't worry.

Paige: Thanks dad, tell her I love her.

Nick: I will love you too.

And just like that the call ends and she didn't return to me, those little stuff is the stuff that I see because she was different people don't change their habits for someone, they change for someone else.

Nick: Should I be worry about this hurricane.

Ashley: No, she is in good hands and she will have somebody to protect so she will be perfect.

Nick: How do you know she is with her?

Ashley: I told you I know her.

Nick: How do you know her? Does she know you know her?

Ashley: Destiny happens, and no she doesn't know, I told you she doesn't know she loves her. Don't worry Nick, do you think I don't want her to be happy, she will be happy with her, trust me.

Nick: Okay Ash, one month and you tell her or I will tell her.

Ashley: Okay, I think my birthday present for her will be Im dying!

Nick: Is not funny Ash.

Ashley: Sorry.


EMILY POV:

We have being in the conference room for almost 4 hours, is boring but Shannas school here so is less boring.

Shanna: So Lily, does Em still looks great naked?

Lily: Yeah.

Emily: LILYYYY.

Lily: What I have eyes I can appreciate female beauty, what do you want me to close my eyes while we all shower together, sorry but you have great boobs and legs I cant help it.

Shanna: Seems like you are turning a team mate.

Lily: Don't worry Shanna, Em is not my type she still missing one little, well I prefer big thing.

Lily is one of the teammates that can say anything without thinking twice, if you need a real opinion she will give to you without apologize. And then I see her with those intense eyes, looking at me again, I can figure it out what is her problem with me today.


PAIGE POV:

I just need to go to my room and get out of here, I cant be here anymore but I know the coach will be here at 10 pm so I still have two more ours. The coach makes a game but some girls didn't play and of course she stays with her talking.

Coach: Ready to go?

Paige: Yeah, I almost killing somebody, to many girls for me.

Coach: Wow, I never though somebody like us will said to many girls.

Paige: Funny

Coach: Go Paige, you had a difficult day. I wait for you here at 7 am for breakfast.

And finally I free away from here, away from her smile to that girl but before I go.

Paige whisper: She is not good enough for you.


EMILY POV:

And I saw her walking by my side and whisper.

Paige: She is not good enough for you.

At the moment I realize she wasn't angry she was jealous of somebody else flirting with me.

Shanna: Go I will cover for you.

Emily: What?

Shanna: Come on Em, she almost killing me with those eyes every time I touch you, I was just playing with her, I didn't think she will said something but she did, so she deserve the prize go, I will cover be here at seven for breakfast.

Emily: thanks, I own you one.


PAIGE POV:

I enter the elevator I was almost exploding what the fuck is wrong with me.

Paige: Stupid, Stupid, Stupid.

Emily: I think it was cute.

Paige: Em, you should be in the conference room with all the girls.

Emily: Yeah, and you should talk to me, what is happening why you are so angry, what the fuck does "She is not good enough for you" means?

In the moment the doors of the elevator close and she was inside with me. And I could stop. I walk to her push her to the elevator doors and start to kiss her hard with hunger, with passion, with need, like if will not be tomorrow for us, and maybe in a way it won't be.


EMILY POV:

I didn't move I just stay there, let her kiss me because she needs this she needs me, I felt the door open behind me.

Emily: Paige I gonna fall.

Paige: Come with me.

I let her take my hand and guide me to her room. We enter she walks and walk one side to the other I sit in the bed.

Paige: You are driving crazy today.

Emily: I sorry, I didn't know.

Paige: Do you like her?

Emily: Paige, she is a friend I had a summer relationship with her nothing serious, she is not serious she is always a player.

Paige: Why she calls you sexy did you fuck her in the summer camp? Did you fuck her here? In the locker rooms? In the hotel?

Emily: I think you need to calm down, maybe it be better for us to talk tomorrow, get some sleep.

Paige: You let her play with you. You let her….

Emily: Paige, why are you so angry about it.

Paige: I never felt this way before I never wanted to kill somebody for touching something that is mine.

Emily: I am not yours Paige, we aren't a couple, and you are getting married soon.

Paige: I know. I know, don't you think I know that? Do you think Im stupid or something?

Emily: Hey calm down don't cry.

She broke down in front of me, kneeling in the room crying, it broke my heart, so I just took her hand and help her stand up and hug her.

Paige: I think Im falling for you. I cant do this to her.

Emily: Shhh.

Paige: This shouldn't happen, my happy ending was with her and now I don't think I can continue with this life.

Emily: Paige, you are so emotional tonight why don't I prepare a bath for you and relax a little bit.

Paige: Okay.

I went to the bathroom prepare the bath put the shower in the best temperature for her to relax and then I look behind me and she is there in a towel almost naked and I can feel my own temperature rise, I should wait outside, I past right on her side and I felt her hand stop me.


PAIGE POV:

My mind says stop, but my body says just let go so I see her take her jacket of, put my hands on her side and travel south unbutton her jeans get the zipper down and when I kneeling in front of her my towel fells down and I see her tense and moan at the same time getting nervous about this.

Paige: I just want to take a bath I wont do anything else.

Emily: Okay.

And I got her completely naked, her body, her boobs, her ass, her eyes on fire, when to the shower take turns getting soap and shampoo for us my hands travel all her body, but not her center I know everything I touch her near she wants me, I can smell her I can feel the heat. I give her a towel.

Paige: I will bring some pants or something for you.

She didn't talk at all I just went outside waiting for her to finish and I put my pjs on and when I turn she is naked in front of me.

Emily: You cant touch me like that and expect me to just let you go.

Paige: Em.

Emily: No is your turn to shut up and feel.

And I let her touch me, she took my pjs off and I was naked again in front of her, my body without any attention in almost a year, her hand touching me in all the right places, her hands traveling to my boobs, my center my mouth and then I felt her inside of me, this was love, this wasn't sex, this wasn't a fuck, I need her and she needs me, I cum and then she did almost together like if we do this all the time, like if we are a couple for years, she fall sleep and I just cry in silence waiting for the real world to hit me again.

I wake up earlier or I almost didn't sleep at all. So I just sit in the chair and see her with a coffee in my hand watch her sleep, she is beautiful, she is sexy as hell, she looks like a model.

Emily: You are awake.

Paige: Yeah I kind of didn't sleep.

Emily: Did I move a lot.

Paige: No is not you.

Emily: Did you regret it?

Paige: Of course not, it was amazing I kind of get out of this world with you.

Emily: But?

Paige: Not but, I made you coffee.

Emily: thanks, Paige are you okay, are we okay?

Paige: What Im gonna do Em?

Emily: I don't know what do you want to do?

Paige: I should be honest, talk to her.

Emily: Paige, lets figure it out her health first I don't want you to do something you are not ready, maybe this is not what you feel, maybe you are just so over your life that this is a scape for you.

Paige: You didn't listen last night, I told you Im falling for you, this wanst sex for me, but if for you was is okay.

Emily: Not, it wasn't sex, I told you I was falling for you days ago so we are kind on the same page.

Paige: Kind of and that ring is reality I need to answer that, you can chose any clothes you want. Or take a bath whatever you want.

Paige: Hello.

Ashley: Hey beautiful.

Paige: Hey.

Ashley: Okay, not a good morning to you, it was a bad night.

Paige: lets talk about you better how are you?

Ashley: Paige what is wrong, you sound different.

Paige: Is nothing I will be home tomorrow morning or tonight really late but anyway I will see you tomorrow okay?

Ashley: Okay.

Paige: I will call you when we get on the road.

Ashley: Okay, love you.

Paige: Bye Ash see you soon

And in that moment I could lie anymore I didn't love her in that way anymore I could lie and said I love, but I lover like a friend like somebody that was always with me, that my memories are great with her, but not as a couple anymore.

Emily: Are you okay?

Paige: Yeah.

Emily: Paige?

Paige: Is okay Em, what don't you go first I will see you in the conference room in haft and hour.

Emily: Okay. Take your time.

She start walking and before she open the door I stop her

Paige: Em?

Emily: yeah.

Paige: Can I have a goodbye kiss.

Emily: I will give you a see you later kiss it that's okay with you?

Paige: Sure.

She kiss me and I didn't want to cry but I did she took the tear and kiss my eyes.

Emily: Everything will work out the way it supposed to work out, don't worry, everything is gonna be okay, trust me, destiny has something prepare for us you and me can run away from it, just wait and see.

And she walks away I felt her, for the first time in months I felt my heart beat again I felt my body vibrate again I felt alive again, I felt that this dream is better that the real life, but dreams are made for me to wake up and go back to real life again.


SORRY IM WRITING REALLY SLOW BUT IS HARD EVERYTHING I THINK ON ASHLEY DYING IT BRINGS BACK MEMORIES, FUN OR NOT SO FUN FACT TODAY I WENT TO VISIT MY BEST FRIEND THAT HAD A BABY AND DESTINY PUT ME IN FRONT OF THE SAME ROOM I SAW MY GRANPA DYING AND EVENTUALLY DEAD AND I WAS SO OUT OF ME THAT I DON'T REMEMBER THE FACE OF THAT LITTLE GIRL I JUST REMEMBER MY GRANPA ALL DAY THAT IS WHY I FINISH THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE I NEED IT AND I KNOW YOU NEED IT…. REVIEW PLEASE.