Miranda,
If you would have told me when we first met that you would be the one woman I trust more than any other, I would have laughed in your face. As far as I was concerned, I was walking into Hell without any backup, and you held the pistol to my back.
It's odd that the tables have turned so drastically since then.
First, I'm glad Orianna is okay. That was pretty intense stuff. I also want to reiterate how glad I am that you're okay. That was one hell of a scare. I wish I could tell you not to do anything like that again, but that sounds hypocritical considering I'm taking a ship straight to Earth. You did scare me, though, so don't make a habit of it.
Going back to Earth has made me look back on a lot of things. Our friendship is an interesting one, to say the least. When we first met, you were hardcore Cerberus, down to your bones. I knew you were watching me at every moment, gauging how much damage I was doing to Cerberus and filing it away for when you didn't need me anymore. I'd like to think I was ready for that moment, but thankfully, it never came. I guess I should thank your father, in a twisted sort of way. Without him threatening Orianna, you never would have trusted me, and I wonder if you ever would have looked at Cerberus as you do now if not for that moment when I proved myself to you.
I want to thank you for that, too. That couldn't have been easy, placing trust in me like that when you knew I didn't care for Cerberus. They were the only ones that cared for you when you needed it. Your father failed as a parent, but Cerberus was there to pick you up and put you on your feet again. That's why I thank you for giving me the chance to prove to you that you could trust me, too. I'm glad I didn't disappoint you, and I'm thankful for the friendship we have now.
I know you've been on the run for a while, and that you're slowly being accepted back into Alliance space. Being head of a Cerberus cell will definitely put a mark on your head and a stain on your record as far as the Alliance goes. You take it well, though, accepting it as a penance due. That humility is incredible, considering what kind of woman you were when Cerberus employed you. Hopefully you won't have to suffer for too long. I put a good word in for you with some people I know.
You aren't what your father made you. You aren't a dynasty, you aren't a tool, and you aren't an asset. I'd passionately argue the point that your father may have made your body, but he had very little to do with making you who you are today.
You're a strong woman, yet you have a vulnerable side that's touching. You do what's necessary without batting an eyelid, and yet you can look back on that moment and wonder if there was a better way. You are resolute in your beliefs, yet you consider all the angles before deciding how you think. When you make a decision, you're committed with an intoxicating confidence. I don't possess the words to adequately describe the kind of woman you are, Miranda, but I will tell you this: You make me proud to be a man.
Because of this, I've decided to give you and your sister lifetime VIP membership passes to the Orange Lotus Casino on the Citadel. It's a pretty snazzy place that I enjoyed every time I went, and I know you and your sister will both love it. You can't be normal until you go out and experience it. Odds are, you'll find it boring, but I think your sister would love the place. Go out with her and have fun for me.
I hope you don't take offense, but I got word from a mutual friend that you recently received bad news from the Illium Medical Center. I won't offer condolences, as you've likely squared away your feelings on the matter. I will, however, leave behind a business card for you, and give you an idea to think on. I had a very connected friend do some digging, and there's a doctor at Arcturus Station that's probably too skilled to be there, yet he still remains. Give him a call. I'm willing to bet my life that he can solve your problem, should you ever want to risk a second try. I think you'd be a great mother.
Stay safe, Miranda. I hope you find peace. You've earned it.
