A/N: Hi again, this is a short one scratching the surface of the gigantic emotional mess Kousaka Reina is.
Deliberatee: I don't know what to say about Hibike! anymore or their fans. I just don't understand the sudden 'let's throw Reina under a bus thing' come on, the went for the best route. Now that Kumiko is single and Reina will have to stay the next two years in the same school and things could happen, oh well. Thanks for reading. KumiRei is the canon and I love my ship.
VolpineGrinz: Honestly, it's been hard. It hurt a lot but I remembered the reason why I write fanfiction that is to make things real. In my head KumiRei are struggling but they'll get there.
MakaS0ul: Thanks for reading. Kumiko is hard to crack but Reina's worse , I guess.
Enjoy! and Happy new Year!
Idiot
I still question myself about my real reasons behind confessing to Taki-sensei. Because there's a thin line between love and admiration, between infatuation and reality, I think that my boundaries are blurred.
Maybe I haven't grown up as much as I thought in the first place. I am reduced to this state of nonsense that it's just absurd. I think that there is something very wrong in all that happened lately and it is entirely my fault. And everything starts with a person, a very terrible and lovely person.
Kumiko.
Of course I flirted with her to my heart's content. Her squeal noises are an absolute delight. In the beginning it was unintentional, you see, I'm not very good at expressing my feelings but with Kumiko it feels so natural.
Like we belong together.
Lately, I turned bolder and drew closer to her to be neglected by the band drama, again. Can these people just concentrate in playing? Is it too hard? I sometimes think that I live in some sort of slice-of-life anime where everything is about the drama and the producers just put us in slightly sexual situations to boost sales.
But hey, I know it's just my imagination.
Now Kumiko is distant because of my double confession. Come on, I was just praising him. I wanted my lovely euphonium to notice me and understand my love, I know it sounds twisted but I never said that I was conventional, did I?
The situation with Asuka-senpai is really getting on my nerves and I did witness Kumiko's confession towards the older euphonium after her graduation ceremony so of course I am infuriated.
People say that you reap what you sow and I definitely took her for granted. It is time to take some measures, this time I will take her to our sanctuary and confess my love properly. I will peel off that good girl skin once and for all. I just hope this time she understands my love, if not, there's always the option of stealing a kiss, right?
I definitely need to stop being an idiot. I do care about Kumiko, in my own twisted, jealous and possessive way, of course. I just need her to know.
Easy, don't you think?
A/N: Happy 2017...Review?
