Chapter Eleven: Tender Moments turned into Havoc
Days later (Kagome's POV)
I wonder what Sango-chan has planned for tonight...
I was brushing my mid back length hair down. I placed the brush aside and stared at my reflection. I was wearing a light pink colored lipstick and a light sweet perfume along with a simple pink halter and skinny jeans. I sighed as I reached over to grab a pink ribbon that was laying on the table. I grabbed the ends of my hair and tied the ribbon around them.
I was just moving my chair to my bed when I caught a whiff of raspberries and vanilla. I smiled and turned to see Sango peek her head inside.
"Ready?" she asked.
"Yeah." I smiled. She entered the room and walked over to me. "HM, that perfume on you sure smells good," she gave me a kiss, "You look nice."
"Thanks," I giggled, blushing lightly.
"I hope you'll like the romantic dinner I made," she stated as she pushed me forward.
"Romantic dinner?" I said confused. I was still confused to what she was talking about until she rolled me into the dining room where I saw the table graced with a beautiful red table covering, a mantle and candles lit, which helped set the right mood. The food was already set out. I inhaled the aroma of two plates that contained well-done sirloin steaks, covered with mushroom sauce, potato, broccoli and cheese soup and sourdough rolls.
"Oh koishii," I gasped in surprise. "Did you cook?"
"Of course, only the best for my little butterfly." she said, taking a seat beside me.
"All this for me?" I was completely stunned by her sweet actions.
"You don't like it? Did I overdo it?" she asked anxiously.
"No, it's...perfect," I smiled and gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Thank you."
She smiled and dug into her steak.
Later that evening
As we sat quietly watching a movie in the guest room, I snuggled closer into my girlfriend's chest as I wrapped my arms around her waist. "Kagome-sama, I have a gift for you." she sat up and dug into her pants pocket.
"A gift?" I sat up as she handed me a small black box. "Sango-chan, you didn't have to."
"Just open it," she replied.
I stared at her green depths for a moment before sliding off the small box. I gasped in awe as I stared at the expensive piece of jewelry. It was a solid sterling ring with a genuine 5.5-carat emerald-cut heart shaped amethyst in the center. Twenty-two brilliant diamonds caress the graceful band.
"Oh Sango...it's beautiful." I placed the ring on my right hand and gave her a kiss. "Thank you."
"So it makes us official now," she added with a smile. I looked deep into her green eyes. I could see all the sincerity of her words swirling through them…and that made me love her even more.
What? Am I…actually admitting that I love Sango-chan? Even as I stare into her beautiful green eyes, I can't help but tell her right now that I love her with all my heart. Ha…it's so funny to think about that just several months ago; I didn't even want to confront my feelings for Sango-chan. I was thinking that it was mortally wrong to like someone of the same sex…and now I'm falling madly in love with her. She's…perfect…she would make a perfect mate…
So you finally accepted the fact that she is your future mate, Kagome-chan?
Yes I have youkai. I love Sango-chan. I don't know what I would do with my life without her in it.
Kagome-sama…
Sango's voice…it sounds like…an angel
Kagome-sama…why are you staring at me like that?
I snapped out of my thoughts and came face to face with dark green depths that were smirking at the longevity my eyes were on hers.
"What?" she smirked at me. I could feel my cheeks burn with embarrassment that I was staring at her for so long, but that embarrassment dissipated as I looked back up at her eyes and could see the amusement she was feeling. I reached my hand up to her cheek and pushed myself into her body. A slight gasp escaped her lips from my sudden movement, but she sighed and nestled her breasts closer to mine.
"What are you trying to do, my little butterfly? Are you just trying to get me aroused?" she said seductively as she wrapped her arms around my waist. I just stared up into her eyes. "What?" she said softly, rubbing her nose against mine. She sighed in content as she moved to nip at my nose.
"I love you," I whispered as I caressed her face. Her skin was incredibly soft to the touch and a sudden urge to nip it filled me. But I didn't have to fulfill my wanting because she just smiled and leaned over, brushing her lips across mine lovingly. I moaned softly as I felt her tongue plunge into my mouth, exploring the insides of my cheeks.
When she pulled away, she rested her forehead against mine and sighed softly. "Sango, if you want-"
"No Kagome-sama," she said immediately. "I'm not going to do anything you're not ready for."
"But I am ready." I smiled and grabbed her hand, placing it on my chest. Since I never let her touch me so intimately, I knew that this would be a sure sign that I was ready to take her as my mate.
"But I don't want you to feel pressure into this. It's so new for you," she replied as she looked me in the eye. "You're too special to me."
"Sango-chan," I said, touched that she was attempting to make sure I was sure. I touched her face and looked into her anxious green eyes. "You're special to me too. I love you with my whole being and I don't ever want to let you go."
She just stared at me with this confused look before admiration poured out of her eyes and she leaned towards me and taking my lips with her. She then slowly began to untie my shirt and lifted over my head and tossed it to the side. Her hands traveled to the back of my candy-apple push-up bra and unsnapped it; she tossed that to the side also. A blush quickly covered my cheeks when I realized, for the first time, I sat in front of her half naked. Her eyes bulged as she admired my C cup breasts.
"You like what you see?" she nodded and kissed my lips once more. I instinctively wrapped my arms around her warm and inviting body and pulled her back towards my bed. I gripped the ends of her tight skull shirt and lifted it over her head. She continued to kiss my lips and moved down to my neck. I let out small moans as she sucked and nibbled at my neck.
Suddenly she moved her soft lips away from my neck and I whimpered from the lost of contact. She chuckled before replacing her lips to my taut nipples. I arched my back into her touch and moaned. "Oh, that feels so good." As soon as those words left my mouth, she stopped and sat up. I could feel her eyes burning a hole into my body. I looked down to where she sat by my legs.
"What's wrong Sango-chan? Why did you stop?"
"Kagome, I don't want to have sex with you."
My heart stopped when those words left her lips. I could feel the burning sensation behind my eyes as I cast them down to my bed. I grasped my blankets in my hands as I tried to fight the urge to cry.
I knew it…it was too good to be true…
"You mean you don't want to have sex with a cripple?" I looked up at her with tears running down my cheeks.
"No Kagome-sama, I don't want to just have sex with you, I want us to be on the same level; physically, mentally and emotionally. In short terms, I want to make love to you. But I can't do that unless I know that I love you. Right now, I know that you're special to me, but I want this feeling to be more."
I stared at her with wide eyes as I listened to the words flow beautifully from her lips.
She doesn't want to have sex with me…she wants to make love to me…
"Sango," I sat up, "I understand. If you don't want to have sex until you're sure of your feelings for me, then I respect that. Plus anyway," I pulled her head to me and crushed my lips against hers, "it would make our first time even healthier." She smiled and went into the long and passionate kiss. She gently pushed me back and kept kissing me until we heard a door creak open and a voice snap,
"I knew it; I turn my back for one night and you go right ahead and make this a hotel suite." Sango quickly sat up and I hid behind her back. "I need to speak to you right now Sango."
I looked over at Sango as her body tensed from being caught off guard before she turned around to me. She placed a brief kiss on my lips before getting up, grabbing her shirt and following behind her brother. I let a sigh escape my lips before I heard my brother peak into my room.
"I'm sorry nee-chan. I accidentally told Kohaku that I was sleeping in another room."
"Oh Souta, how could you?" I said softly before opening my arms to him. He immediately jumped in and cried. I laid my head atop of his and cried along with him.
Sango…please be alright…
0o0
(Sango's POV)
"I won't have her stay here anymore! Especially if you're going to be playing these games!" Kohaku shouted in his office.
"We weren't doing anything," I replied as I looked to the side. I was feeling embarrassed.
"If I hadn't gone in when I did, you two would've been under the covers," he stated in a calmer tone. "If you don't keep your pants on,"
"I just told you we weren't doing anything!" I shouted. God he is such a fucking prick, it isn't funny. "You treat me like I'm some boy. Kohaku, have you forgotten that I'm a girl and a lesbian at that? Like Kagome-sama could get pregnant from me licking her pussy."
"You will cease your talking right now Sango! I do not want to hear any of that filthy junk spewing from your lips!" I gasped and stepped back a bit.
So that's how Kohaku feels about me being a lesbian…
"Do you understand Sango?!" I snapped from my thoughts and stared hatefully at my elder brother.
"Is that how you feel about me Kohaku? Do you hate me for being a lesbian?"
"I don't hate you but what you are doing is wrong in the eyes of the Lord! People of the same sex should not be together! It is not right!"
"What does it matter to you anyway?! You're not a homosexual Kohaku! I am! I'll live with my consequences and you are not to pass judgment on who I decide to be with!"
"Yeah you suddenly decide to be with a stupid, useless, worthless half breed that didn't want you in the first damn place! You are so stupid for trying to use that…abomination for your own satisfaction!"
"I'm not like you!" I quickly snapped. I couldn't listen to anything else that spewed out from his lips. Before I knew what happened, I felt something hard against my cheek and fell back onto the floor. Tears instantly came to my eyes as I placed my hand on my bruised cheek. I looked up at my brother with hatred brewing deep inside my eyes.
"How dare you..." I whispered ominously. He just stared at me coldly before turning away from me. I stood up to my feet, my hand still on my cheek. "How dare you...you stupid limped dick bastard!"
"Don't you dare disrespect me!" he shouted, slamming his fist on the table. "Kagome won't be staying here anymore and that's final!"
"But-"
"Get out of my office, you fucking disgrace!" he shouted. I gasped. "Go do your homework; that's what you're supposed to be doing!"
I tightened my fist as I headed out the office, tears streaming down my face.
I can't believe that fucking prick bastard! I can't believe he...just said that...to me...Am I really a disgrace?
0o0
(Kagome's POV)
As I watched my girlfriend pace back and forth in my room, I sighed, thinking about earlier.
I can't believe I was about to give in to Sango's seduction...when Miroku seduced me, I could've easily gotten over it because I didn't see him as a lover, but Sango...I love her and view her as my lover and mate. But because of that, I'm getting kicked out and Kohaku had said some horrible things to her. I can feel her pain. Poor Sango-chan...
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"Don't apologize Kagome-sama; it wasn't your fault," she replied as she placed her weight onto my bed. "I was the idiot; I shouldn't have left the door unlocked."
"But we weren't going to do anything thought, so why should I still leave?"
She just looked at me with swollen red eyes from all the crying she had done before coming to my room and sighed. She placed her head on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around me. I could feel the wetness of tears sliding down my arm as I felt her body quiver.
"Sango-chan...don't cry koi. Kohaku was just mad, he didn't mean anything of the things he said."
"Kagome...he did mean it. I knew that was how he felt about me being a lesbian all along. But I just...I just wanted to believe that he loved me enough to look past it...I guess not since I'm such a fucking disgrace in his eyes..." a sob escaped her throat as she tightened her hold on me.
"And now, he's going to kick you out because I'm dating you. He didn't want us to have sex because he believes it's disgusting. He's going to kick you out because of me...I'm so sorry Kagome-sama," she cried
"Sango-chan..." she lifted her head and I could see the tears practically falling from her eyes. My heart pained to see her like this.
Damn that Kohaku for what he done!
"Sango, you are not a disgrace. You choose who you want to love, okay? If there are to be consequences to pay later in your life, then so be it. But if you want something to remember for every time someone call you something bad, just know that you will have that one person that loves you no matter what."
"Kagome..." she whispered so softly that I almost missed it. She grabbed my face and crushed her lips on mine. "Thank you...I won't let you be on the streets. I'll think of something, okay?" I nodded and met her lips once again.
0o0
(Sango's POV)
After explaining my side of the story before that damn bastard could tell her something completely different, Shiori sighed and said, "Oh Sango, I don't think Kohaku would like the idea of keeping Kagome at my apartment."
"Please Shiori; anywhere else wouldn't feel suitable and you help her partially all the time anyway." I looked up when I heard shoes clicking across the waxed hardwood floor. I turned around and frowned at the dark presence that stood by the door.
"What nonsense are you feeding into Shiori's mind, Sango?" Kohaku asked as he entered fully into the room.
"Sango is just telling me about Kagome," Shiori said as she faced him.
0o0
(Kagome's POV)
"I can't believe you were caught doing the nasty," Rin giggled as she dropped down on my bed beside me. "So how was she?"
"What? Are you serious Rin? I thought you were straight."
"I am. I'm just curious, that's all. So how was she?"
"We didn't do anything," I crossed my arms. "I told you, we decided not to do anything until we're really sure that this is what we want."
"But I thought you wanted to do it with her?"
"She doesn't want to until she's sure that she loves me, so we could both enjoy it more." I replied. I frowned at her to show her she was annoying me.
"Well, that's good. That shows she cares about you." she smiled, oblivious to my annoyed expression.
"Yeah." I sighed.
"I can get Yashie to hook you up with a apartment...he knows people...that's how I got my place." she smiled again.
"With what money?" I asked anxiously. "I can't even walk yet; and what about Souta?"
0o0
"You will be staying with Shiori," I stared at his hard gaze, which was on me like a rapid dog, "Souta will stay here."
"But I don't want to be separated from Souta. I've never been separated from Souta before."
"well, apparently you have Kagome...you have been so busy fucking Sango," I could see his eyes grow darker from the mention of sex between us, "to not even notice that you leave him in a damn room for three hours without supervision," he snapped.
"Nothing happened, he was fine and I didn't fuck Sango-chan."
"Anything could've happened!" he snapped loudly. I growled.
"What could've happened to him that hasn't already happened since we were living with that fucking worm of a mother? You dumb bastard, what, you let people who shouldn't be in this house in to harm my otoutou?"
"Keep talking that shit and I'll place you and your otoutou in a foster agency and let them make sure that they separate you two for the rest of your fucking lives! Would you like that to happen Kagome?" he said with such coldness in his voice, I could feel a chill run through her body.
"No," I said through gritted teeth.
"Then start packing your worthless shit tonight; tomorrow Shiori will come for you," he said, taking a seat at his desk.
"Is that all?" I said through indignant tears.
"Yes, you can go." he kept his eyes down on his paper. I slowly pulled my chair forward. When I reached the door, I turned my head, told him that he was a heartless homophobic bastard and rolled out.
That night
That stupid bastard! I can't believe him!
I sighed angrily and closed my eyes.I turned on my side, grabbed a book off the floor and switched on my reading lamp. I opened it to a desired page and began to read. But the book couldn't keep my focus from my obvious pain. I looked up from the reading material over to the empty bed beside me. I sighed.
That stupid bastard. Couldn't even let Souta sleep with me for one last time. I can't fucking stand him!
I looked back into my book and didn't noticed the small tears stains that were filling up my book.
That stupid homophobic bastard!
0o0
(Sango's POV)
As I entered her brightly lit bedroom, I walked towards the bed that contained my girlfriend. She was sleeping right in the middle of the mattress with her book still in her hand. I smiled at how cute and innocent she looked and reached over to turn her reading lamp off. I climbed into bed and laid my body beside her. Seeing the ring on her finger, I placed my hand over hers.
"Sango..." she whispered softly in her sleep. I leaned in a little closer and noticed her wet cheeks.
"Oh Kagome-sama," I whispered. I pulled her body closer to mine and closed my eyes for sleep.
Kagome...I'm sorry...
