Makoto's P.O.V
'I like Nagisa…'
I quickly turn to Nagisa to see his reaction. He's smiling and doesn't looked surprise.
'I like Rei-chan too.'
The group are surprised, even Haru is not with his usual blank facial expression, but this time his mouth is wide open with shock.
'Rei, Nagisa.' I mumble…
'We're together.' He interrupts. We are all shocked by what he has said, Rin, Nitori, Momo, Sousuke, Haru and myself, completely shocked…
It's an awkward silence. I think we are all too shocked to speak straight away. I try to open my mouth but words don't come out.
'Ah, that's cool you two, I totally shipped it since you two knew each other.' Rin speaks up.
I smile, as much as I have tension with Rin at the moment, especially tonight after Haru and him pulled that stunt, there is deffs tension, but he responded positively to Nagisa's relationship with Rin, it causes Sousuke to smile at the two and everyone else follows, even Haru mentions something positive about it. 'I knew it the whole time!'
'No kissing dares between Nagisa and Rei because they're in a relationship already then that's not fair, someone dare me to kiss Gou-san next time I see her?' Momo adds causing the group to burst into laughter apart from Sousuke.
'Rin, we've got to go!' Sousuke blankly says to Rin. Rin looks confused but nods and soon accepts by walking out the room with him, Nitori and Momo follow their senpais and leave too.
It's just the four of us and I yarn feeling tired, the yawn is contagious and everyone else yawns in the group. I giggle a little at this but then I stop, I realise from earlier, the moment when Rin and Haru…kissed. He's not meant to do that, he's my boyfri- wait, he isn't, he has every right to do that b-but then again we have a thing going on? I sigh and walk to the kitchen area in the hotel room to make some food.
'Makoto..' I hear in the background, I don't turn to answer, I'm just so confused.
'He's probs hungry Haru-chan.'
'Probably…' I hear Haru mumble.
I open the draws and start to find junk food like chips, it makes me feel better when I eat food, it's like I'm eating my feelings away.
I eat the chips or crisps or whatever people wanna call them, I close my eyes whilst I eat one chip at a time. I lean against the kitchen cupboards as a sign of giving up. I feel sleepy.
'Makoto-senpai' Rin says causing me to jump up along with my eye lids.
'Rei…'
'What's wrong?' Makoto asks.
'Nothing…' I say continuing to eat crisps. God at this rate I think I'm going to turn into Nagisa.
'Yeah sure it's nothing?' Rei says, finishing his sentence with a smirk and an adjustment of his glasses.
I sigh, 'yeah, nothing.'
Rei walks closer to me, we becomes inches apart, he moves his face close to mine, is he going to kiss me? He doesn't, but instead whispers in my ear, 'you like Haru-chan'
I jump with shock mixed in with a small amount of fear. What?
'No, I don't! The fear in my body says..
'Of course you do, it's obvious, well to me….'
'Just you?' I say, overriding the fear in my body wanting to know if it's just Rei.
'Aha! Knew it, yeah just me, I've tried to joke about you and Haru to Nagisa but he hasn't caught along, he thinks you two are secretly the player kind and have heaps of girls.'
I smile a little, that seems such a bizarre belief that Nagisa has.
The volume in the room with Rei and I is non-existent, it goes silent, an awkward silence. What next? He knows I like Makoto, and I just found out tonight that him and Nagisa are a thing.
I don't know what to say…
It then hits me, 'Is Haru gay?'
He moves his head up and down, god this guy is like the sexuality god, the boy who knows all. Asking the question may have been pointless as me and Haru have 'done stuff' but I want to know what homo god had to say.
'Makoto senpai, I just want you to know that I'm here for you, I don't know when you'll ask Makoto out but I know you will soon, so feel free to come to me with any struggles that you may have.'
'Thanks Rei.' I say as I walk out the room, giving the boy a gentle smile on the way out.
I walk to the room to see the other two boys, Nagisa and Haru. I smile as I see the two talk, getting along like friends should but my smile disappears, I keep recalling the events from tonight, like when Rin and Haru collided their lips with each other's. A storm is circulating in my stomach and I feel like it's going to express itself through my attitude. I walk out the room not wanting to cause anyone to feel negative because I am.
As I walk out I hear Haru call my name, 'Makoto.'
I ignore not wanting him to witness my negative attitude, I keep walking hoping it will clear off if I am alone or something.
I walk down the hallways, I hear Haru say my name, the voice gets louder, he must be gaining distance on me. Stay back Haru, I think to myself, only wanting Haru to see me in my usual positive mood. I walk faster hoping he will give up but no chance, 'Makoto he shouts.'
I can hear the desperation in his voice as he keeps calling my name. I walk down the stairs and I look behind me, he looks hurt. Should I stop? No, he will only be more hurt if I show him that I'm upset or angry. Am I overthinking this, will he actually? It's Haru after all; he is made out of ice.
No, he has shown that he cares about me, kind of and I care about him, I do not want to make him more hurt.
I walk in the lobby and he's still calling my name, other people turn around to see what the commotion is. He starts to run but I also run faster, my legs are longer and therefore are my strides, I'm out the hotel and I run straightforward. Give up, Haru!
I cross the parking area for the cars of the hotel and a few streets and he still continues. Should I turn around and tell him that I just feel sick? Well I kind of do and he should understand that, right?
A part of me keeps my body running, I run across a road, it's got fast vehicles on it but I manage to find an opening through it. As I get to the other side I slow down but keep walking, getting out of breath and hoping Haru has. I am right, Haru is out of breath, he stops running and even stops walking, as I make it onto the other side, from my ears I hear the sound of a car skid and other cars collide. I hear a silent gasp, one belonging to Haru. I turn around and lying on the ground is Haru, not moving, just a car lighting his body with its headlights on a dark road. The traffic behind it has come to a stand still.
'HARU!' I shout.
Sorry that this chapter is really bad. Like, I wrote the first part in between exams and kept on rewording it through that time, I gave up in the end and continued the second part after my exams. So sorry for the delay. I promise the next chapter will be much better!
