Author's Note: lol this is a special chapter since this is going in months and Zexion is keeping it in a journal so hope you all like it :)

Chapter 11: The Months

Month 3

It's been three months of being pregnant. Axel says that I should keep things in a journal from now on and write about every month. I don't know why I have to but I am anyway. It seems no one in the Organization (besides Roxas and Demyx) knows that I'm pregnant. I do need to tell the Superior soon though since I don't want to hurt the baby if I do a dangerous mission. Axel still wants me to wait but I told him it had to be soon. Its weird knowing I'm pregnant…I mean it's just weird that's all. Also with the fact that Axel kisses my stomach then my cheek every day. Well that's all I have say since I don't know what else I have to put so bye for now.

-Zexion

Month 4

Already month four. Well Dexter says that he knows the gender now but I want it to be a surprise. Axel complained and wanted to really know but I told him that's what he gets for getting me pregnant in the first place. That got him to shut up about wanting to know the gender. Then he tried to change the subject by picking out baby names for the kid. But God he sucks! The best he came up with was Axion or Zexel. Seriously I could've thought of something better but I chose not to. Demyx and Roxas have been bugging me lately as well wondering how the baby is coming along. It gets annoying every now and then but at least I know they care. Also I'm starting to get "fat" as the other members want to call it. Well at least they don't think I'm pregnant just yet, though Vexen is starting to eye me since Roxas isn't growing a "belly" and I am. I just hope if he figures it's me then to not harm my baby. Also I'm starting to feel heavier now but it's because the baby is growing. Man I do have to give my props to the women that can tolerate this sort of stuff.

-Zexion

Month 5

God damn it! I hate being pregnant! I mean all my hormones go out of wack! I've tried to get Axel to do me but he says he doesn't want "hurt" the baby. I told him there's no dick in the world that is that fuckin' long but he still won't do me. And I have weird cravings, well actually its just food I don't normally eat like pie or cake. Yes I'm not a very sugary person but sweets aren't my thing. Anyway this kid is starting to get bigger which makes me fatter. I did eventually tell the Superior about how Axel got me pregnant but he seemed to not believe me until I showed him that I was. He got mad at first (since he was throwing things at me), but eventually he had to cool down. He calls me a disgrace to the Organization and that my child will be anything but normal in this world. It hurts me but I think he's right. At least he is going to give me less dangerous missions for a while now but said that I'd have to announce to the whole Organization about me being preggo. I think he did that on purpose since I'm going to die of embarrassment about it. But as long as he'll let me have the kid it's fine with me.

-Zexion

Month 6

I'm so happy now! I can feel the baby kick my stomach now! I showed Axel this too and he started to hug and kiss me. I was glad I could feel the baby in me. Also I did eventually tell the whole Organization about this. I was expecting most or all the reactions to be either in shock or in disgust. Surprising it seemed everyone (besides two other people) had come to like the idea. Thank God they're accepting my baby since I really wouldn't know what to do if they didn't. I have to thank everyone later or around the time this child is born. Now all (well mostly Xigbar) stopped calling me fat and stuff. They said they would be there for me when the baby came and needed to be taken care of. Hopefully Xemnas will sooner or later stop calling me a "disgrace in the Organization" since everyone else seems to be accepting it. I just have to watch out for the two that don't accept this since they are the ones that tried to hurt me in the first place.

-Zexion

Month 7

Two months, just two more months. Axel seems really excited that the baby is going to be here soon. I am too but he's just over doing it that's all. Sorry that I a sound like a bad person or "mother" I guess but Axel's just going overboard that's all. But as I get closer to this baby the more Xemnas and now Saix call me a disgrace. Axel wants me to ignore them but it's hard. Every time I past by them I can hear them whisper "disgrace" or "something that should never had been done". What gives them the right to say that especially since we are all Nobodies and we're all never meant to happen I suppose. There are only two things that worry me when I have this baby: him/her having to deal with Xemnas or Saix, and facing Marluxia or Vexen when having it. I want this was just over and done with so I wouldn't have to be so paranoid about it. I just want my baby to be happy and "live" a good life. Is that too much to ask?

-Zexion

Month 8

Just one more month until I have this baby. I'm just so full of joy it's just so hard to describe! But along with the joy is the cramping and pain I get since I feel like the baby's coming. I told this to Axel once and he started to get all hysterical and said if I needed to get to the hospital. I told him no and it was just a feeling not that I really was having the baby. He calmed down but still looks after me. I know he'll be a good father when the kid comes, since he knows how to take care of me. Man this baby gets heavier to carry now but I suppose this is what happens when I want a kid. I guess Axel was right…I guess we are ready to have a baby since we're all prepared. I'm glad we have good friends that support me.

-Zexion

And that's it for the chapter and I also want to say that this story is coming to an end since I really don't know what to do after Zexion has his baby so yeah…also it'd be great help if someone gave me some baby names for the child, it could be girl or boy name I just need alittle help. Anyway thanks for reading! Sorry that the chapter seems short too :P