He doesn't like me anymore. That's such a relief, but kind of sad at the same time. It makes me wonder what's wrong with me.
Maybe I was just an infatuation and he's still gay. Yea, that's it. I think to myself.
I give them each a hug and head into the house.
I close the door behind me but just stand there. That was harder than I thought it was going to be.
"She's still mad...And did you see that outfit." I hear Taemin say.
"She has every right to be, you assholes. I thought the outfit was cute." I heard Minho say. I didn't know he liked me so much to call his own hyungs assholes.
"He's right face it you guys. You all fucked up. Badly." Onew adds.
I hear someone walk towards the door and I quickly run to my room and belly flop on my bed.
Someone knocks on my door, I look up it's Onew.
"Can I come in?" I nod, trying not to show that I heard his previous conversation.
"I heard that you wanted to be a singer before the accident. Is that true?" He asks.
"H-how did you now?"
"Kyung Mi told me."
"Yes, it's true, but I don't have the confidence to stand on a stage alone."
"What if you did a duet with me?" This took me by complete surprise. Me? Do a duet with Onew? Is that even possible.
"But I'm a nobody..." I say, suddenly very self conscious.
"Well, first things first I need to hear you sing."
I nod, and swallow hard. He notices.
"Just relax and sing naturally don't push your voice."
"Okay. Is it alright if it's in English?"
He nods and smiles reassuringly.
'It's twelve o' clock and I need your attention It's a long drive Say goodnight our first goodbye
It's like the alcohol making my head spin
You scent is the rum the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow
And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel
the way that I'll remember it
I'll take this down
until the glass remains
Swallow the words
that I was meant to say
back to Vegas skies
So I don't, I make one
more wrong turn tonight so
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right'
Before I know it, I've sang the whole song. Onew sat there amazed.
"I didn't know you were that good. Why didn't you make it at any of your audtions?"
"I froze up every time I got in front of the judges." I whispering.
"Well that was amazing. Don't freeze up."
I nod.
"Well that settles that, we'll do a duet you and me." He says and smiles. Then he gets up and leaves the room.
Well, I guess my dreams really are coming true.
I lay roll over and spread out on my bed. Am I really going to be able to sing in front of millions of people with Onew?
There's another knock at my door.
"Aish. Come in." I yell.
"Su Lyn." It's Taemin.
"Yes?"
"Are we still, you know, dating?"
"I don't know," I answer honestly, "I haven't really thought about it."
"Okay...Just give it some thought."
I nod and he leaves. It's already dark outside, I didn't feel it before but I'm exhausted.
I lay my head down and just go to sleep. I wake up to Jonhyun.
"Wake up sleepy head, you have a visitor." He says.
"Wha? Who?" I say, still basically asleep.
"Kim Hyun Joong."
I gasp, "Really?"
I kick Jonghyun out and quickly get up, change into my favorite skinny jeans and a tank top. I run a brush through my hair and make it look presentable. Then I fly out of my room.
When I see him I tackle him.
"Hyun Joongie I missed you." I say childishly.
He chuckles, "It hasn't even been 24 hours."
"So..?" I say and pout.
We keep messing around Key and Jonghyun are talking. They don't think I can hear it but I do.
"Why is she so comfortable with him but not with us?" Key asks Jonghyun.
"I don't know either." He replies, "Maybe because he saved her, Hyun Joong said they talked for hours too an they have a lot in common."
"It's just not fair." Key says, "What does he have that I don't?"
"I don't know hyung, but you might want to speed up getting to know her. What if she falls for him?"
With that said Jonghyun leaves the room. I look at Hyun Joong, by the look on his face alhl of it too.
"Will you go out with me?"
I stare at him, not comprehending what he said.
"What?"
"Will you, Cha Su Lyn, go out with me, Kim Hyun Joong? I know it's sudden but we already know each other so well. Please?"
I'm flabbergasted, how do I respond to that. What if I'm still technically dating Taemin. This will never work.
"I-I..." I stutter going no where.
"Don't worry you don't have to answer me yet, I'll be back tomorrow think on it."
I just nod as he walks out of the room.
I look at Key, he's standing there, pain evident in his eyes.
I'm so torn. Why did 3 wonderful guys have to want me? What's so special anyway?
