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WOOOW I'm so sorry I haven't updated in months LMAO. I'm still working on this fic don't worry. I moved to Maryland now and am going to college (which is why I've been to busy to update) but finals is here so I promise if not every week I'LL TRY to update every other week! I love you guys I hope you're still interested in reading lmao. Also, if anyone is on discord I made a discord server (group) for any SNS fans so if you guys want to join just to share pics and other fics you guys like or just to be a sns community feel free to join (REMOVE Parentheses). Also sorry about any typos etc! enjoy
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Sasuke's POV

Sasuke Uchiha awoke with sadness. Eyes open before his alarm even sounded.

He had always been the type to not rely on things. He didn't rely on his alarm to wake up him. He didn't rely on his teachers too much for him to get a good grade in his classes. He didn't rely on his brother to do things for him – he always tried to be independent no matter what.

But one thing he did rely on was Naruto.

Naruto was out of reach for some reason, and ever since the prior night – the raven hadn't heard from him. He didn't even know what the reason for the blonde's disappearance was that night. It was fucking worrisome.

He wasn't stupid enough to think that "oh maybe something bad happened to him." Sasuke wasn't naive. Konoha was one of the safest cities in the Land of Fire. But he had noticed, ever since the blonde had found out about his apparent "thing" with Sakura, he had been acting distant.

Onyx eyes looked up at the ceiling, eyes glaring hard enough to burn a hole through it. A pale chest exposed, comforter placed right above a tight abdomen. Sasuke glanced to see the time on the clock.

4am.

2 hours too early to be up and hurting.

To be up and anxious, and tired, and worried, and angry.

Eyes closed to an early morning air. A calmness surrounding him playing toy with the disarray that was going on inside. Sasuke closed his eyes to sleep. He would deal with this when he had to.

Blue breeze settled softly on his forehead wisping slightly his bangs.

Two hours. "Two hours, Naruto."

Naruto's POV

You would've thought by the blue eyes that stared at the board, the hand placed hard under his chin, caressing his face. You would've thought Naruto Uzumaki was paying the utmost attention to his class. But my dear, you are sadly mistaken.

Naruto couldn't concentrate. Thoughts raced his mind about what the hell to do.

He knew what he had to do, on one hand, but on the other hand he knew that he couldn't hurt himself worse.

But he couldn't hurt Sasuke either.

Blowing out a held in breath, Naruto realized he finally came to a decision.

A loud bell shook Naruto out of his racing thoughts, a smiling teacher looking very pleased at how "attentive" Naruto seemed, met eyes with the blonde, the blonde glanced back, furrowed his brows and tried to paint a smile across his face, only ending up looking very humorously confused – confused as to why that teacher was looking at him like that.

He was aching so much inside.

Crowds of kids rushed passed Naruto on his way out, and down the hall, but it all seemed like slow motion. Naruto hated this. He hated after all these years he was going back to the way it was. Back to pretending and faking it. But this is what it took for him to man the fuck up, he supposed.

This is what it took for him to care and love Sasuke.

If he loved him the way he knew he did, he could never ignore him. He could never. He could never fucking hurt his best friend. His heart.

Moving along with the crowd on his way to his next class, Naruto picked up his phone and sent a text.

Sighing, he walked over to rest his back, leaning up against the same room where it all started.

He'd get through this.

Sasuke's Pov

"Itachi I swear to fucking God!" Sasuke was shaking at this point, trying to grab his things and rush out of the door.

Hands trembling, hair a mess – the raven ran out, leaving his brother mid-sentence – mouth agape.

A door swung open, letting cold air in and an anxious ridden raven, full of disarray, out.

"Foolish little brother."

Sasuke exited his class, still shook up about what Itachi had said to him earlier.

Walking down the hallway, eyes of girls and guys found their way onto him. But he ignored everything.

He never cared for ones who only addressed him because of his family or because of his money or because of his looks.

He walked down the hallway and just remembered the last thing his brother told him...

"I moved the engagement to tomorrow. This is what's best for you."

He blurred everything else out.

The raven's body started shaking at just the sudden onset of emotions that poured out from one memory. But that memory was going to be a change in his life.

Possibly.

He wondered to himself, -why couldn't he stop this. ?

He wondered to himself, -what was the reason this was such a bad idea? – what was the reason behind why he wanted to end this? And what was the reason why he couldn't?

A soft tone escaped from his pocket - pulling it out, it raven exhaled slowly and paused in his steps.

"Meet me at our place..."

Pale thin lips slowly parted,

"Naruto."

Naruto, lost in thought didn't notice when the raven appeared at the end of the hallway. Only the thump of soft footsteps broke him out of his thoughts as he glanced his eyes over to see Sasuke, his body kept still in motion.

Just seeing Sasuke's face fucked him up so bad and gave him an ache in his stomach.

It hurt so much he had to look away, but it felt so good he couldn't stop looking.

"I got your text." Sasuke started.

Naruto put his head down and slowly pulled away from the wall.

Without uttering words, the blonde moved to go inside of the famous room.

Room 63.

Without saying another word, Sasuke just followed behind – closing the door behind them as they entered.

Standing back towards Sasuke, the blonde stood at the windows. Peering out. Looking as if he was searching for something. But really, he was just searching for the right words.

"Sasuke... I uh..." Naruto rubbed his hands together, not out of anxiety, but out of carefulness. Naruto was the last person to think carefully of his words, he was usually extremely blunt and straightforward. But something about this love. Something about this feeling. Something about looking at the face of the only person you will ever need. It scared the shit out of him...

A warm hand appeared on Naruto's shoulder, a warm sun shining on a bright blue-eyed boy who turned to look into the warm eyes of a Sasuke Uchiha.

Naruto's breath was taken away, as a voice inside him screamed to just spit it out. Sasuke's mouth formed a slight almost invisble smile as his lips parted -

"Naruto, I love you."