Some of you said last chapter was too much but in my defense I said it was rated M and you can read at your own risk and you did so you cant blame me. Anyway enjoy
That Monday
Clare walked into the building to meet him at his locker. She saw him bending down reaching for a book. She sneaked up behind him and slapped his butt. He jumped and turned around, eyes widened. His face softened when he realized it was Clare, "I'm gonna kill you."
She smiled and gave him a chaste kiss, "How are you?" She asked.
"Very good." He smirked at her. She blushed and looked down. Eli tilted her head up and gave her another kiss, "C'mon." He said pulling them to her next class.
XXXXX After school at The Dot
"Okay so if you distribute the 2 into the expression in the parenthesis….." Clare continued to explain how to solve the problem writing it down as Eli stared at her not taking in a word she said.
"Okay." She said finally putting the pen down. "Got it?" Eli ignored her question and kissed her neck. He rubbed his hands along her leg, biting on her neck.
"Eli, stop." She whimpered.
He pulled back, "What?"
"You have to do your work."
"I don't want to." He said moving his hand to her breasts. She looked at him weirdly and moved his hands, "What the hell are you doing?"
"Trying to touch you." He said bluntly.
"I think getting intimate with you was a bad idea." She whispered.
"Why are you saying that?"
"Because you couldn't stop touching me all day. Just because we got intimate once doesn't mean you can touch me whenever you feel like it. And even when I was saying stop in class, you didn't."
He let out a sigh, "Look, I'm sorry I'm touching you."
"Its fine." She whispered.
"Do you want to go back to my house?" He whispered in her ear.
"We're not gonna do it again, okay?"
"Why not?" He asked appalled.
"Because I don't want to. Do you really need a reason why?"
"Forget it, I'm leaving."
"So you're leaving because I don't wanna be intimate with you?"
"Yea." He said bluntly.
"So you only was with me to get in my pants?"
Eli stared at her for her to get the point. A tear fell down her face, "So that's it?" She questioned.
Eli nodded he walked out. Clare sighed and rolled her eyes for letting someone use her. She cant believe she actually fell for it. How could he have put on such a good act where she believed him? She should have known in the beginning, the rude ignorant boy who interrupted her in class was his true self. Not the romantic, sweet, shy guy he pretended to be.
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She grabbed her books, stuffed it in her bag and made her way home. She reached her house, headed upstairs and threw her bag on the floor. She fell back on the bed and cried. She grabbed her laptop from her computer table and signed of Facerange. She couldn't help herself and went on Eli's page. One of his friends commented on his wall and she read the conversation.
Johnny Paul: I gotta give your props bro, you nailed it.
She felt the tears forming in her eyes.
Eli Goldsworthy: lol, just ended it today. I got what I needed.
Johnny Paul: That's my boy, I got another one for you if you up for it
Eli Goldsworthy: Definitely.
After Clare read the conversation, she cried. She was just another girl on his lists of girls to get with? Did she seriously mean nothing to him? Her vow is so sacred to her and she half broke it for a guy who didn't give two shits about her. She closed her laptop and fell back on the bed, not bothering to stop the tears.
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The next day she woke up a half hour later than usual. She hopped in the shower and wiped the dry tears from her face. She didn't have a guy to impress anymore so her wardrobe wasn't her main priority. She put on a white v neck and some black sweats and converse. She carelessly put her hair up, grabbed her bag, keys and phone and headed to school.
She walked to her locker and got her needed books for the day when she felt someone tug on her arm. She turned around and saw the person she least wanted to see.
"Can I talk to you?"
"Don't-touch-me-ever-again. I don't even want you talking to me." Her voice cracked.
"Please, for like 5 minutes. I need to talk to you."
"No, you don't exist to me anymore. Leave me alone." She slammed her locker and went to her class. She sat in class not paying attention. She wanted nothing more to go home, cuddle in her bed and drown in her tears.
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Lunch had finally come around. She headed towards the rocks right outside the school and sat on them eating her turkey sandwich.
She was almost down when a shadow appeared in front of her. She looked up and saw it was Eli again. She sighed, grabbed her lemonade, bag and walked away when he pulled her back.
"Didn't I say don't touch me?" She said loudly.
"Let me talk to you….please."
"About what?"
"Us."
"Oh there is no more us. You kind of clarified that yesterday."
"Please, I like you a lot." He said pulling her close by her waist.
She pushed him back, "I said don't touch me, damn it."
"Clare, please I'm begging you. Let me talk."
"Go ahead."
He pulled by her arm over to a private area.
"Hurry up, it sickens me to even be in your presence anymore."
"Look I did not mean what I said yesterday. I like you a lot, so much. I'm sorry for touching you without your permission, it will never happen again. Please believe me."
"You're a bad liar. I saw on facerange, that whole conversation on your wall. Going on to the next girl."
"You were stalking me?"
"That's not the point. You're a liar and a player. And you lied to me just now. You are ridiculous."
"That's all a lie. Do you want me to be honest with you?"
"I could never even believe you."
"All that stuff on facerange is a lie. To be honest, I have to put on this act if I want to….fit in. If you haven't noticed, I kind of don't fit in well and that's the only way I can, if I try to get with girls.
"So you're breaking girls' heart to fit in with the crowd?"
"Yes but its different with you. You're completely different from the rest of the girls."
"The rest? How many have you been with before me?" She asked crossing her arms.
"Clare…."
"How many Eli?"
"Like 11."
"Wow." Clare said. "You're disgusting. I cant believe I put my mouth somewhere where 11 others have been."
Eli sighed, "Clare, please stop pointing out the negative. I'm tryna tell you how much you actually mean to me."
"Why the hell are you trying to hurt me more? I'm already heartbroken and you keep telling lies."
"I'm not fucking lying." He defended.
"Oh so now you're gonna curse me out. Just don't talk to me, don't touch me. We are not getting back together. You are a disgusting bastard. Leave me alone." Clare said finally walking away and inside the building.
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As she was on her way out of her house for a nightly walk, she felt her phone vibrate in her pocket.
She took it out and read the text,
I cant resist talking to you. Please come to my house, I have a surprise. You don't have to take me back. Just please come.
Eli
She contemplated going or not. She didn't have anything better to do. Though, she felt it wouldn't teach him anything she still began walking to his house. She finally arrived and rang the bell lightly.
She patiently waited for him and he opened the door and weakly smiled, "Hi, thanks for coming."
"So what do you want?"
"We have to drive." She nodded and watched him come out with a big bag.
"What's that?"
"Apart of the surprise." She looked at him weirdly, ignored it and got into his car. They sat in silence. Clare stared out the window wondering if she was making a mistake.
The car stopped and she looked around and didn't say anything. "Where are we?"
"Come." He opened the door for her and she stepped out.
"Why are we near the building?" She asked referring to the building he showed her about 3 months ago. He took her hand to lead her but she pulled it away. He sighed and led the way. They climbed the ladder before and was now on top of the roof, the city lights shining bright.
Eli sat down and Clare looked at him weirdly and sat as well. He took a blanket out his bag and pulled it out and they sat on that.
"Is this like a picnic or something?" She asked.
"Kinda, I was hoping you would understand how sorry I am."
She didn't respond but Eli took the sandwiches out his bag. He handed her one and got one for himself. He took out a paper towel and poured some chips on it. He handed her a drink. They sat quietly and ate.
"Are you okay?" Eli asked.
She hesitantly nodded, "Uhh—thanks. For this."
He weakly smiled and nodded. He leaned in to touch her hand but she pulled back.
"Too soon?" He asked.
"We're not getting back together."
Eli sighed and nodded. "Do you think we can?"
She shook her head.
"But I'm trying, doesn't that count?"
"And I appreciate it but you're a liar and a player. How do you expect me to have a relationship with you?"
"I'm not a liar or player, that was all an act. I promise I will end that all if you take me back."
She thought about it but realized she was not gonna let a picnic convince her to get back with him. She shook her head, "Sorry, but I don't want to get hurt again." She dropped her drink and headed to the ladder.
"Clare." Eli called.
She turned around to him.
"I'm not gonna stop trying." She bit her inner lip turning back heading down the ladder.
Yeah next chapter is Eli's plan Feel free to leave ideas .Review
