Chapter 11

Christmas at the Weasley's

'Wow, it's lucky you got sick, My mom won't stop talking about yours' Ron said again.

I was at the Weasley's from Christmas My whole family was here and stretched to breaking point. But of course if my mother was good at one thing about magic it was.

'I can't believe you turned our broom cupboard into a guest house!' Ginny said happily. Appearing in a space the had occupied two brooms and "Mr, Scrubber's all cleaner, Flick with a wand and everything is gone!" Was now a full house with four rooms, a kitchen, three bathrooms and walk in closets.

'Yeah my mom doesn't want to sleep in the same room as Inusuke. He snores. And she would never put the suffering on someone else.' I laughed while Inusuke growled.

'We'll at least I don't go against my race!' And with that he stormed out. My fathers temper.

Christmas Eve while Ron and Harry were peeling sprouts I slipped up stairs. I hadn't showered in a while, and if Harry tries to do something again… Stop that! I said to myself in middle sentence.

I took my hair down from it's mess in top of my head and lets it down. It went almost all the way down my back. Turning on the water, I slowly started to strip myself. Finally when I was standing naked on the cold floor I heard a soft knock.

'InuYasha…?' came Harry's voice on the other side of the thin piece of wood that was the only thing shielding his eyes from me and all my glory.

'Your mom wanted me to give you some fresh clothing, so um… how are you gonna get them?' I could almost hear him blushing.

Wrapping myself in the only towel I opened the door, holding the towel closed in one hand. 'Hand em' over.' I said with my other hand outstretched.

Handing the clothing over Harry said grinning 'If you don't want people to like you maybe you shouldn't be showing so much. Just some advice.' With that he walked away.

Standing there for a moment I walked back into the bathroom confused. Thinking to myself I didn't show anything thing bad. Idiot.

I stepped into the water focusing on relaxing every tense mussel in my demonic body. But as the shower went on I got more stressed. Maybe I showed to much chest, maybe humans find that to much leg.

After too little time the shower water went cold, and I stepped out. Slowly putting in the white silk like kimono on and my hair up, I walked downstairs, black hair still wet from the shower.

Fleur gave me an evil look as I came down, The only thing more beautiful Veela was a Half Demon. What people call 'The perfect mix between man and demon' I laughed at myself, for looks anyway. Then she looked at Bill, like I was gonna steal him away. I laughed internally at this too.

'So my love, what do you want to do on your big seventeenth?' Asked my mother kindly. I thought about that for a second. On the 17th of January I would be of age.

'Nothing, I don't want anything big, it's no big deal, I don't want anyone to go to any trouble.'

My mother Father, and Ms. Weasley all shouted out protests. Whatever Kayla asked for, I was sure it was something extravagant, I did not want. It was a birthday, nothing special about it.

Bowing out quickly so I didn't have to hear anymore protests I heard the Weasley twins last words '… and if you want people to help you, Ron,' Throwing a paper airplane at him ' I wouldn't chuck knives.' and with that that walked out to the edge of the garden and disappeared.

Harry launched quickly into the conversation about Snape, which we had a hundred times. I was starting to worry about Harry, he seemed almost obsessed. As the conversation continued I watched Harry's face. It scared me.

Finally I woke up with winter snow falling down my window. It was Christmas.

'Yeah!' I screamed as I burst through the broom cupboard door.

'Come open your presents darling!' My mother yelled from where the Weasley's Christmas tree stood. Opening my parents presents first I got most and more excited. A scarlet witch hat. I loved it. had knitted me and sweater. It was scarlet too, with InuYasha written down the sleeve. Sliding it on over my nightgown I felt how comfortable it was. The Kayla and Inusuke had bought me a charm bracelet with a Yin charm, (they had the Yang one on hers,) Mitch and Steph had sent me a owl, A snowy white owl with red eyes ( I named him Lithium.) While Hermione had bought me a homework planner. Ron had laughed when I saw it had given me a charm for my bracelet. A silver boom stick, ( Kayla told me to get it, to remember how crazy I was about you never flying on a broom stick!' laughed Ron) latching it to my bracelet.

Thanking everyone for my gifts I walked up the stairs. I could smell Harry in his and Ron's room. I wanted to give Harry my gift in private.

Walking in he smiled as he was putting away his gifts in his trunk and said 'I was hoping you'd get here before Ron.' Putting his homework planner down. 'Here's my gift.' He placed a small box down 'since you're not here forever I thought I'd get you something. '

I laughed 'Mine too, sorta. It's something that can make you feel like I'm there with you, I hope, Like I'll be right there when you look behind your shoulder.' He picked up my small box. As I opened his. I laughed. I had to.

It was the same thing I had gave him in a sense. I had given him a red glass pendent that had the exact colour of black and red in my eyes both human and demonic, on a black chord.

When he opened his he said 'You know I like this much better then Lavender who gave Ron a "My Sweetheart" necklace.' Laughing at the stupid idea of someone sending their boyfriend that I looked at my gift from Harry.

It was a thin gold chain. Wrapped and twisted smaller gold chains. In the middle of it was a stone with a gold delicate casing. The stone was a emerald. It was cut in a million different little ways catching the light and sparkling. It was the most beautiful thing I've even seen.

I looked up at Harry, his eyes so much like the jewel, and held it forward so he could put it on. He was wearing his already, and the gold chain hung on my neck perfectly, catching myself in the mirror I smiled. Turning around I hugged him, trying to say many unspeakable things in it. He must of understood them because he kissed my forehead.

I grasped a Christmas orange off his bedside table. Gripping it I was caught between savouring the moment and stopping my demonic calling to kill him, a human, for touching a demon, that was pounding trapped in my head.

I knew what he was doing and I knew that I really really wanted him to, but I also really really really wanted to rip him apart.

I almost lost control at the next moment, Harry had kissed me on the neck and slowly pushed me down. I was surprised that I had no resistance to his touch.

The wooden floor was hard against my back, even if I was human I didn't like to be dominated. Rolling I found myself ( Against my demonic will, screaming at me to stop) on top of him, Harry smiling up at me.

I touch his face slowly, not really paying any attention , resisting the urge to sink my teeth into him and taste the sweet flesh he was bound to have, and touched his cheek, his nose, his eyes, and slowly removed his glasses. I saw my hand, it was covered with orange guts. The Christmas orange was a few feet away crushed by my grip I had on it moments ago. It didn't really bother me. I had to many things I was thinking about.

You idiot! Get off him! He's human! He's disgusting! And he's touching us with his filthy human hands!

I don't care…

He can't want you his race finds us disgusting!

He's different… He doesn't care what I am.

Then why has he not tried anything the three times we've been half demon with him?

Because I don't want him to…

It's impossible, you don't want him and he doesn't want you.

Yes I do, and I think he does.

Prove it.

'I want you.' He whispered, I touched his full shell coloured lips. Pulling them away at his smile his eyes seem to glow, he licked the orange guts off his lips. Pulling my hair down over his face I sniffed the air. Everyone was downstairs. My father might hear us but I can deal with him…

Would it be so bad to be dominated? My father was happy. And he was dominated by my mother far before they were together. Of course, my demon side argued, Harry getting pissed off and screaming 'Sit" was not a delightful thought… But wearing the necklace that Kaede sealed on my father being passed down to me, the beads would never come off unless Harry took them…

A small cry of pain escaped from Harry's lips. Flashing back to myself I searched every part of his body, seeing where I had injured him. Just then my hand brushed against his scar, my hand felt electrocute. Flying back my hand I felt the scars magic react to Naraku's on my back. I saw Harry's eyes fuzz out, right before I went spinning.

Seeing flashes of myself was weird, I looked disorientated. Full demon, murdering every person in Hogwarts. I saw myself human laying on the floor, Eyes blank weakly laying there looking or saying nothing as people called out for me.

I felt myself flash back to where I now lay on top of Harry, who was now holding on to me like a life source. I closed my eyes. And just laid there in his warm arms for a couple moments, just sinking his scent in with my nose in his neck.

I pulled his hands away as he looked at me, he looked at me like I was a terrifying monster.

I felt my face slowly softened into a grimace of sadness. My demonic side was being pushed back by the sadness and I saw his mouth twitch down in fright. He had seen the same thing. He finally understood how monstrous I could be.

Slowly getting up, I let my demon side gain victory. Turning my back my arms hunched, I slowly started to walk out the door.

There was a bang as I flew against the wall. Harry was looking at me green eyes terrified as he asked me ' What was that picture about?' His arms on my shoulders were gripping me with all his strength.

I jumped into explanation. ' That's what happened when I loose control I kill-'

'No! the second one damn it!' Harry yelled. I blinked, he was terrified of the second one?

'I don't understand.' I shook slightly.

'What the hell would cause you to…' He stopped and shook 'because what ever it is Voldemort is going to use it against you!'

I blinked. 'I don't know. Why of the two things we saw are you scared of that second one…?' I was slightly distracted Harry's arms touching so I couldn't think of anything else to say.

Harry's mouth open furiously when there was a light knock on the door. Harry letting go quickly backed away as my father walked into the room and giving Harry a dark look sniffed. I knew what he was looking to smell but apparently he didn't find anything. 'Dinner.' was all he said and walked out, quickly following him I kept my head down. I knew Harry was staring at me but I would have to figure out things first. To figure out him, and what I was going to do about Voldemort, and my own demonic side that wanted to eat him.

I didn't pay much attention at dinner, I was replaying over and over again what had happened that afternoon. When I was finally in bed I was picturing what would have happened if his stupid scar hadn't hurt, and my father wouldn't walk in. I was fighting with myself. Trying to fight the realization that the Half Demon InuYasha Kurami no Taisho Higurashi, could ever be in love with a human and that every time she closed her eyes she saw that very human in her dreams, and she knew against every demonic will in her body, That InuYasha had finally met her match and lost, and that she, I was now bound to her owner. The man I was in love with, Harry Potter.

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