Chapter 11 Visitors that I don't like

John's body lay ever so gently beside her's, she thought that if she moved he would vanish. His lips kissed her neck, just savouring the taste and letting himself go, Iziah let out a little groan, pushing herself closer to his lips. John let out a little cackle, "Not ready yet, gimme a moment"

Iziah pulled away and turned so her eyes could look directly into his, "This is just as good, your lips are so soft"

His eyes probed into her's, he never thought that everything he was looking for could be found in those silver orbs. Silver orbs that usually re-presented evil coldness, all he saw was un-dying love. John kissed her softly, his lips just giving a hint of the taste that he held.

"I love you" John whispered softly, they rolled so easily off his lips he wondered how come he didn't say it before.

"I love you too" Iziah closed her eyes and pushed closer to John, her body shaking and needing the warmth that she only got from him.

Iziah's world started to grow fuzzy and betraying her instincts she opened her eyes,now she was cold and lonely, to make it slightly worse the door-bell was buzzing and Raven no-where in sight. Muttering death threats and secretly wanting to get back to John's warm embrace, Iziah pulled herself up and answered the door. Her ex on the other side, smiling like he just won the lottery.

"Hi Izzy"

"Fuck off Konan"

He put his hand on the door halting her from shutting it, "I wanna talk to you, at least give me that"

"Why should I? Your the one that ended it because you couldn't keep your dick in your pants"

"And what about you?" Konan accused, it was always the same arguement that fought with, he only played with whores because she was doing it first.

"I don't have a dick" Iziah snapped, that smirk coming out making Konan glare at her.

"Oh like you weren't playin around on me"

"I wasn't, the only thing that I did wrong was givin you another chance"

Konan rolled his brown eyes not believing her for a second, Iziah wasn't sure how much clearer she could make it, Iziah would proudly admit that she was alot of bad things, she would even agree on some of the things she knew she wasn't, except a whore, everyone knew how Iziah felt about whores, so she wouldn't make herself one, Iziah was oil and whores were water, they just didn't mix, and they never would. Even if people said different. "I know you were fucking around with John"

"When? When was I supposedly messing around with John? Cause I think both me and John would like to know just when that occured, did it occur while he was in a different country, or maybe it occured while I was in hospital and he was still in a different country. No, tell me Konan, when were we messing around?"

"When he was here last" Konan snapped making Iziah's face twist with confusion.

"That was like hours ago, and it wouldn't be your bisness because we're not together"

"When we were together and he was here, we had that fight and you wound up sleepin with him"

Iziah shook the confusion and the annoyance away, "Yeah pretty sure your just making stuff up now. And now I'm bored"

"What?"

"I'm bored, your boring me" Iziah shut the door, well she tried but his hand stopped it, he wasn't done and Iziah wasn't leaving until he had said his peice. Iziah easily brushed him away and kicked his broad chest with everything she had, he toppled trying to catch himself on the door-way, Iziah slammed the door shut and giggled madly when she heard that scream, Konan rolling down the hill was the greatest thing to happen today.

After dinner Iziah took herself down to her basement bedroom and settled in front of the computer, if she was lucky either John or Randy would be online, or if she was really lucky she would be able to find that website that she found months back, while surfing the net, she found several fake images of her friend naked, which is probably where Konan got the cheating theory, Iziah found it funny, now she wanted a proper look, just too see that it wasn't John and his image would be safe. Who was she kidding? That sadly was the only way to see John naked and still have control. Her laptop buzzed with the in-coming alert, either John or Randy was online, she couldn't help but hope it was John. Her eyes lit up when she saw that pink and black furiously waving at her, like he was trying to gain her attention, her eyes going straight to the sling, as much as she hated it, that injury was real and there was nothing she could do about it.

"Hey Izzy,"

"Hey yourself, hows the arm?"

John shrugged "It'll keep, you ok? You look a little upset"

Iziah hated it but other than Raven, John could always pick up on her moods, he knew exactly when she was happy, sad or angry. He had it all right and yet Iziah couldn't help but think that it was somehow wrong. "Konan was here earlier, talking about me cheatin on him or some crap, I stopped listenin, he bored me"

John laughed "You cheatin on him? Yeah ok that'll happen and Randy will suddenly realise that he's in love with Adrian and Gary"

Iziah couldn't help but laugh, Randy was a tad homophobic, not that he showed it or even expressed it, but they saw it, gay men and women just freaked him out, it was like being afraid of clowns but not knowing why. It was just fact and something that was there.

"So who was the lucky guy? Oh wait, we may as well break all the walls here Iz, who was the lucky girl"

"You apparently, wait does that make you a guy or girl?"

"Guy. Firmly a guy, and when the hell did that happen? When I was with Liz, or when I was in a different country,"

"It happened when I was in hospital and you were still in a different country"

John pursed his lips together, "Oh yeah now I remember, that was when Rae annouced she was going to live at the trailor park and Randy had just announced his engagement to Gary, and while you were hospital getting your appendix out, and I was in Aussie, we hooked up. You would think one of us would remember that day"

"Yeah with all the announcements I'm shocked it wasn't on the news"

They both laughed as Iziah tried to keep her mind straight and narrow, it was hard but she was giving it her best shot. "So how was the show?"

"I'm a little hurt, I thought you would of seen it Izzy"

"John I love you but sometimes when you talk all I hear is blah, blah, blah."

John shook his head, that smile on his face as Iziah continued.

"Blah, blah, blah. Blah blah, blah blah. Blah blah blah. Blah, blah, blah"

"I get it"

"I wasn't done" Iziah shot him an evil look as she went on with her point "Blah, blah blah, blah, blah, pink hat!"

John's face burst with delight, she had seen it, like always. "You did see it"

"Yeah, I don't like that guy, he just screams douche"

"Punk has a tendency to do that"

"I meant the fat guy, he screams douche-bag, in fact when he's talkin all I hear is 'Blah,blah, I'm a douche-bag"

John laughed again "Is it weird that I'm thinkin that as well"

"Great minds think alike I guess"

"Are you sure that your ok?" John asked again, he was pretty sure he still saw some sadness in those silver orbs.

"Yeah I'll be alright, who knows maybe the hot guy I was dreamin of will come to life" Iziah said without thinking her eyes casting down wards, that weakness was floating back and she hated it. John's face drained of colour, this was just too weird and filled with so much hidden emotion he wasn't sure how to proceed.

"Izzy I gotta go" John said quickly before logging off and not waiting for her response. Iziah just looked at the screen utterly confused, he was fine and then suddenly he was freaking out. Iziah shut the laptop down and headed to bed, she was reading too much into it, there were lots of reasons why he suddenly had to go, his arm was sore, he was tired, or his woman of the night just arrived. Iziah hated it, but that last thought made her so angry, angry and jealous.